The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
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Masterchef -7th page:
Program 9
"Self-Portrait" :
Immanuel's "Polenta"

First Dismissal Assignment
"Concord Cake"

Shela is dismissed

 
I, Christa-Rachel, Immanuel's mother,
have been healing, learning and creating
through "Healing-K.i.s.s." since 10 years.
That it was erased on..... Christmas 2008

was a sign: "no longer create new pages!
but add new creations to existing pages!
[up to maximum 1300 KB size per page]"

The purpose was revealed only N O W:
Humankind   is   p a s s i n g   from
l
inear time   and   separateness
to spherical 'time' and ONEness!

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I did it my way

2007_09_23
And now, the end is near;

About Sinatra's song:
With Sinatra (1915_1998) in mind, singer-songwriter Paul Anka wrote the song "My Way" inspired from the French "Comme d'habitude" ("As Usual"), composed by Claude François and Jacques Revaux. "My Way" would, perhaps, become more identified with him than any other over his seven decades as a singer. In the U.K. "My Way" was an immense success, spending a record 124 weeks on the singles chart,
whilst the album of the same name peaked at #2 during a 51-week stay.

(Frank Sinatra)

my own singing 2011_08_23
the last stanza may not be correct

My Way

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear.
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
I've lived a life that's full.
I traveled each and ev'ry highway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.


Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do,
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.


Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I've faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.


I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"Oh no, oh no not me,
I did it my way".


For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
Yes... it was my way.

By chance I reached this page on the day, on which Immanuel - right now with his family in Amsterdam - sent me the link to a TED's video.
I responded

He answered:


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RE-Creation-in-slow-motion
Masterchef
Israel       Summer    2011



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read from right to left

 


"Those of you who excelled in this assignment, pass straight to the next stage"


read from right to left!

Eyal, in greeting Immanuel, made a joke and Immanuel answered: "Everybody and his associations"

"it's a good steak"

"Look, as to the meat..."


"the polenta ..... a lot of husks"



Eyal Shani: 'The husk knows to be right in one state only, when it enwraps the grains.
There it is, where the divine form of the grain exists"


"And there the husk is right and exact.
In the moment in which you decide to crush it, the husk turns into a chaos within the polenta, and there is no reason for this!"



Jonathan Roshfeld: "a tasty steak, a sauce reduced as it should be, the garlic baked as it should be"

"but you must know, that the next step - concerning us - the next step is to check what excites us and this , may it be good as it is, does not excite me."

The editor of the video had at least omitted the sentence "You don't excite me" from the mouth of Michal Anski.
For Immanuel, who is not easily hurt, this was hurtful,
as he had told us weeks ago,
after the experience in real time.

It's incredible what pain I feel,
while cropping and editing and composing,
correcting and re-correcting
this scene of judgment.
And though I know, it is not the end,
he will not even have to move on to the "dismissal-dish",
and a week later, on August 25, 2011
the judges will praise his dish of sugar crystal balls
as "beyond what can be written in Guiness-records",
- my child is my child, even when he's 48 years old....
I can only breathe heavily
and sense the pain in throat and chest...
Immanuel, too, is "sent to the veranda". Still I think, you should listen to what was behind the criticism - not known even to the judges....

 

 

 


The dismissal-assignment of the 9th program:

Who will be dismissed, Sima or Shela?
I was very moved, how both, the old and the young woman, wanted the other woman to win


"You came here due to your talent, due to your personality"
Chaim Cohen, who once said, that being a judge was too difficult a task, hugs Shela: "Come, my soul!"


Shela: "I part with a whole heart, and I had fun, fun, fun"


This is the end of the 9th program of "Masterchef" and the end of the first program of the elected team.
During my birthday celebration I heard Elah, my eldest granddaughter, criticise that
"people are crying so much".
"You cannot imagine", explained her father, "under what pressure we work there ,
and the scene you saw, was filmed after midnight, at about 2 AM , after 20 hours of having been awake."


As to me, I am very, very content, that these "reality-shows", hated by some people so much,
do emphasize and bring out the feelings, the emotions, "the Mother", not only in the participants,
but in those who watch them from their situation of comfort in their safe, hidden homes.



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2011

En-JOY-ing and growing with Mika and my Family
following the documentation "Mika's Heaven on Earth", inserted since Song Game 2007_01_01

 

 

Continued from "Mika with Yuli and Grandma in the pool" on August 16, 2011

 
 

 

 

 

Mika: "I want to draw"

Grandma:
"Perhaps - for a change -
you paint with water-colors"


After 10 minutes:
"For Grandma:
a girl who is so excited
that she cries."

 

 

"A flower with petals in different colors
and the interior with a color,
that does not exist in real flowers.
It is a magical flower
which can create oceans and dry land.

"But I also added a flower
which is not painted with water-color"

[her usual kind of flower...]

Later, when I walked Nella
(Mika never ever wants to join me)
I picked 4 different flowers
with four different interiors

(whats the term in any language?)

 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011, Miki with Galli, her "very old" friend


At first they play, of course, with Mika's "Dardassim".
The next time, I climb up to Mika's room to see what they are doing,
I find them enwrapping themselves in posh costumes, without any help,
and also without an audience, and perhaps even without a performance.
They said, they would call me for "the wedding", but they forgot about it.



The cup, Galli had broken, was very precious to both of us.
Just before her 2nd birthday I had found it in the desert,
a child's cup - with the head of a duck sculpted on it.

continuation of "En-JOY-ing and Growing with Mika and my Family" in SongGame 2007_09_24