MESSIAH Bat-Sheva
& David or The
HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
2004
Preface
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orange links - mainly Hebrew
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Many pages
have been reused since 2009, and the content of the added inserts
are rarely listed here.
This content can only be reached through the links which appear in
relevant contexts or via "Search"
A few accidental glances into Healing-K.i.s.s.
Last update: 2010_10_06 [see
my life's context around this date]
see
"You will never get it done,
nor can you ever get it wrong!"
This
was MY FOCUS also in
2010 - till...... July 2012!
2013-05-24- But since then,
I'm going below the earth
redeeming Lost Will that's been shoved into the dirt! |
My
focus : exploring & exemplifying
how each-one can discover and live
the Condition for 'Heaven-on-Earth'
which
I define as:
'Feeling Grate-full, Feeling Zest-full, Feeling Full-filled'
as ongoing vibration of "HEART" breathing
in "BODY"!
To be able to live this, the first assignment is:
"Learning
to feel better requires
that you become better at feeling"
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H E A V
E N O N E
A R T H
"Consider a world where everybody enjoys every experience
they ever have
and consistently create experiences to satisfy all parts of
themselves.
It seems reasonable to call such a world Heaven
on Earth.
To the extent that any of us do not experience Heaven
on Earth
we are obviously
making something wrong.
We all take a quantum leap toward Heaven
on Earth
when we realize, if only intellectually, that we are responsible
for everything in our experience,
that everything is the way it is to satisfy our conscious
or unconscious desires,
and that once we stop making something wrong we are free to
change it as we will.
Surrendering fully to the task of manifesting Heaven
on Earth is tantamount
to already being there."
[anonymous]
See
now - 2010_10_05, how - in a song - I've "upgraded"
and epitomized my life - beyond linear time
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Since January 1, 2009, I am following my understanding
and new lekh-lekhâ
that - after 8 years - I should no longer create new
pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that
on existing pages.
A
good example is the continuous series of my experience
with
"The Walk about Love 2009", inserted in 99
"Godchannel" files .
A compilation of inserts in other files was moved to
'July
2003'
as well as a kind of intro to Healing-K.is.s. - attempted
in 2009. |
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April 28, 2009
The greatest experience during "the Walk"
is the feeling
that the Biblical prophecy in
Malachi
3:16 (close
to the end of the translated Christian "Old Testament")
- which I put - in 5 languages - above all
the K.i.s.s.-Log 2008 pages since Aug. 15, my 70th birthday
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is b e c o m i n g
f u l f i l l e d however hesitantly and
falteringly!
az nidberu yir'ee
YHWH ish - el - re'eehu
~~~~~ va-yaqshev
[YHWH] va-yishma'
Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, ~~~~~
and he listens and he hears
[Arabic]
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu , ~~~~~
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
~~~~~ und er lauscht und
er hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre
~~~~~ il entends,
il ecoute
In the desert - with an injured finger
- amidst two of my friends among the Walkers from abroad,
who joined us Israelis,
Thomas - 22 - from Leipzig, the town where
my mother was born in 1909, and Emanuel - 20 - from
Italy, who bears my
firstborn's name.
May 14, 2009
As strongly - clearly as I heard the message:
"Join the Walk!",
on Febr. 22,
as clearly and strongly I heard the message: "Leave
the Walk!", on May 2 !
After having healed feelings, I joined the Walk to share insights,
on May 11.
But -back in my two castles,
Bet-Nehemia and
Arad
- there is still much to integrate and
to apply.
You
can follow my learning-healing-creating on the background
of my edited Godchannel files.
July 30, 2009
Healing and integration -
as documented in 99 files on Healing-K.i.s.s.- are
completed.
The
message, that I should no longer open new pages, is now extended:
"Keep
photographing to a minimum!"
Just like reporting
on my days in a diary (K.i.s.s.-Log
2008!) - photographing in its five stages means:
witnessing and documenting my life,
i.e. rendering intensity and depth to experiencing, learning
and healing, creating and loving, by:
1) focusing on a scene, person or object,
2) transferring the photos to the computer and choosing what
is valuable.
3) Cropping the pictures and editing size and quality
4) Creating compositions of the images on chosen pages.
5) Later re-opening or even re-editing of pages
Except for the first stage, all this implies much work, which
prevents me from dedicating myself to other work,
though only on July 4, 2012, I understood what this
work should be: see my Hebrew-English song on top.
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January 13, 2010
I
still do not know, what the work is, but I am in no hurry
to find out.
More space, more time free of exterior experiences, seems
to appear.
I am breathing,
embracing each moment and I am ready & prepared.
Since
March 13, 2010
it is clear, that no exterior action or interaction is awaiting
me ,
now that I'm free from my inner oppressors.
I am free to lovingly relate to those
feelings and body sensations
which I've been judging or denying or ignoring since the beginning.
It seems, that My Spirit and My Will have become whole and
one,
playing in the movement of embracing a n d challenging each
other.
My free Will
and my free Spirit
create pleasant circumstances and situations.
I am, therefore, free from personal "functioning"
or personal "coping".
I am free to feel and think deeper into the richness of each
moment of my life
at this time on this planet, with my co-creatures in Nature
and my co-humans.
Mind-full-ness Grate-full-ness
Zest-full-ness
Full-fill-ment
are the goal and the way, ~ are the breathing in and the breathing
out.
And ~~~ I am free to "descend
into Hell" and redeem "Will's" Self-Hatred~~~
February
20 , 2011
Again and again: "Laughter
is the final stage of healing"...
It took me another 15 months to follow the advice
(see above July 30, 2009),
to keep photographing to a minimum,
and to heed God's pleading
"to cease creating new manifestations"
.
It's only now that I truly limit my photographing
[compare the Mika-pages since Jan.
2011 with previous
pages]
and - after another 6 weeks - to
also limit my verbal sculpting,
I'm now able to totally focus on "Driving
Backward".
If I, Bat-Adam, am so slow to apply the messages, that resonate
with me,
how do I dare to still judge other people and humankind altogether?
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August
8 , 2009
After inserts of new experiences in old
pages, which - in their content - were somehow associated, I,
today, started a new continuous series ,
this time not like "The Walk about Love" - along the
chronology of Godchannel files~~~~~~~~~ but along the
365 dates of my 2007 Song-Game
I
shall re-employ song-page after song-page for
exploring the
evolution of my youngest grandchild,
a starchild whose assignment for this planet seems to be: to
demonstrate by her own living & doing,
how to playfully create from moment to moment, thus feeling
zest-full & full-filled>Heaven-on-Earth.
[May
17, 2013: she has to demonstrate much more..]
A demonstration of how and when I add new inserts to "old
pages", see a list of not
systematic- additions to old pages during 2009. ~
As to new songs added in 2009-2011, see
Song-Game-Songs' History
A new video: Febr. 21, 2011, shows
one (!) connection between my two sons: "Brothers"
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When I reached the end of "Learn&Live
16" on February 20, 2011
[remember , I'm limiting a page to
1300 kilo-byte!]
I felt, that I was mature enough to let go of sculpting any new theme
.
My purpose has been since then (but it took another
year till I learnt it)
to re-new, to re-learn, to re-create the messages of 10 years work
on my websites.
The first relearning/recreating was inserted in "My
Training for Wrestling with Tomer" (2003):
May 6, 2003
I now totally went
out of my mind,
first because I have that electricity trauma since my accident
at 15,
second, because Alon was an expert in building such cycles,
so why didn't he act as his brother's keeper,
third, because the grownups had deserted me despite my quest,
but most of all because of my utter stupidity of chasing around
instead of being there - focused, loving - with my partner Tomer.
I didn't change. I only learnt to surrender
to the fact,
that my "Loving Heart"
creates such terrible situations.
And I learnt to cope with this in cooperation with Tomer.
I was not the good, wise grandmother of the fairy tales.
I was Tomer's partner-in-torment and he was mine.
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February
18, 2011:
I confess, that I still
["Kineret summer 2010]
haven't learnt my lesson.
But remembering that dire incident, while
re-reading this sculpture,
I suddenly believe,
that "to be whole" doesn't mean to be free of flaws
and blunders,
nor to be free of pain-attracting judgments like I
need to be good,
If I am aware, accepting, responsible for my flaws =
not their victim,
then I'm"whole" and also the
"lessons" will become less and less.
February 19, 2011: "responsible"
means,
that instead of judging myself and regretting my mistake,
I face the results and convert the frightful into the fruitful,
as I do with any situation, that was staged by my Cosmic Self. |
to "INTEGRATION" :
Eliyahu's Lesson
or to how
I heal myself into wholeness or
to the
short autobiography of 2009
December
24-31, 2 0 1 2
Over the course of this year I minimized my creating on my 2
websites.
The only realm in which tiny creations do occur, is the realm
of SONGS.
I recorded and worked on new songs with the help of my digital
recorder.
Now towards the end of 2012 I allow
myself to create an artful overview
of the lyrics of these songs - without any images and without
the TUNES!
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Newly created songs
by Christa-Rachel
 -1-
This song created itself in
spring 2012,
when we worked on setting up shemshem.org
the purpose of which should have been,
to show, how there can be "Heaven on Earth"
without the dangerous side-effect of bore-dom.
An unknown song by Shulli
Natan (not on the Net),
discovered on an old casette of mine,
attracted the alliteration of shamayim bli shi'amum,
Heaven without boredom.
From Shulli's lyrics I adopted the second stanza,
since it fitted exactly into my new song
-2-
mi-qtzê ha-aretz elaekha aeqrâ
Psalm
61:3
-3-
Genesis
32,25-26 +32-33, see the pages and images in
Ya'aqov
wrestling with himself
-4-
-5-
Seltsam
im Nebel zu wandern
(German: Hermann
Hesse, Hebrew: Rachel)
-6-
Psalm
46 , adapted to a tune by Martin Luther
to his choral "Aus tiefer Not schrei ich zu dir"
.
-7-
Do
no longer fight to get it right
Based on a line of the Hebrew
poet Bialik
-8-
Lev.
25,23-24, a law that should be guarded in Israel today!
-9-
Jeremiah
17:8 [8, not 9!] + Psalm
1:3
-10-
Ezekiel
47:12 [chapter 47,
not 49!]
-11-
Qovê
ha-Shem yakhlifu koakh
Isaiah
40:31+29 + Psalm
9:11
-12-
ve-ata
koh amar bora'akha Ya'aqov
Isaiah
43:1-2+10
-13-
Psalm
27:10-11 + Psalm
31:4
see more of Ps 27
in the expanded song
Nr. 5, May 2013
-14-
ve-haya yom aekhad hu yivvada
la-Shem
Zecharia
14:7-9
-15-
Micah
7:8
-16-
Und meine Seele ist
ein Weib vor dir
Und meine Seele ist ein
Weib vor dir.
Und ist wie der Naëmi Schnur, wie Ruth.
Sie geht bei Tag um deiner Garben Hauf
wie eine Magd, die tiefe Dienste tut.
Aber am Abend steigt sie in die Flut
und badet sich und kleidet sich sehr gut
und kommt zu dir, wenn alles um dich ruht,
und kommt und deckt zu deinen Füßen auf.
Und fragst du sie um
Mitternacht, sie sagt
mit tiefer Einfalt: Ich bin Ruth, die Magd.
Spann deine Flügel über deine Magd.
Du bist der Erbe...
Und meine Seele schläft
dann bis es tagt
bei deinen Füßen, warm von deinem Blut.
Und ist ein Weib vor dir. Und ist wie Ruth.
Rainer Maria Rilke, 1901, Westerwede
based on the biblical book Ruth
3:5-9
(See about
Rut(h). See more of
Rilke)
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DESERT-SONG : ani yeda'tikha ba-midbar
s. how I phrased part
of this already
in 1984
Hosea
13:5 +
Ezekiel 20:5 + Rachel
the 3rd stanza- Hosea
2:16+22 - was added on Febr. 28, 2013
-18-
Es waechst heran ein neues Geschlecht,
ganz ohne Schminke und Suenden,
mit freien Gedanken und freier Lust!
Dem werd' ich alles verkuenden!
Heinrich Heine [see another
song by him]
-19-
Micah
5:1-3 - I changed one crucial word ....
"mashal" instead of "moshel"...
See
my interpretation of "ad et yoledah yaladah"
-20-
I'm attached to the word "raekhaem"
- womb,
in Arabic "rakhm" (see my
cave of the womb).
The verb in both Hebrew and Arabic means
to have compassion,
in Hebrew in the Piel-Form.
Only once in the Bible it appears in the Qal-Form,
in Psalm
18:2
Therefore both
Martins (Luther and Buber)
chose a special wording as translation.
I allowed myself,
to turn YHWH from the subject of the LOVING
into the object of the Loving
and see YHWH
as male, Spirit and female Will (feelings)
-21-
hinneni holaekhet al khaevel
as to the metaphors "Caleb and Efrat",
see "The
hidden female threat of Redemption"
and "Cain and Hevel",
see
"Caleb is close to "caeleb"-dog! a dog barks,
i.e. "sounds"...
The last 2 lines were modified on Aug. 26, 2013:
"and
when you'll be healed and whole,
whole will be the world."
-22-
Every Experience is Valid
the red quotes
are from Godchannel and RUOW
On 2013-03-06 I added what I rediscovered
"All my
choices are
valid
yesh aerekh lekhol bkhirotai"
see also a quote from Veronica in pp52...
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Links to existing songs in SongGame
2007,
which were modified or expanded this year
'and their
sins he will bear'
redemption of Adam from Scham,
from asham
= from shame and guilt
At
peace with all the universe
'full-filled in zest and
grate-full-ness'
'haqshivi
- listen'
'a goldmine is offered in
what you feel,
embrace what you feel and feel full-filled'
'in Shalem is his succah,
...I'll be shalem, whole, in the succah'
'Enwrap me, my Shekhinah, in your
feeling'
'so powerless'
I worked on this .png format
3 times.
Since it always came out like this,
I believe it should appear like this.
It depicts the situation of the psalmist.
See
the original song: me-ma'amaqim
Wenn
ich frueh erwachen tu
-23-
The Mother's Dream
[from
Godchannel>folksinterview I]
put in tune
on December 24, 2012
"The
Mother's dream is
that all beings in Creation
experience
their true grandeur and greatness.
And in their greatness,
do whatever they desire.
"... and everyone...
be completely
f r e e
and
e m p o w e r e d
to do whatever you want,
go wherever you wish
and be with whomever you choose.
"Free Will,
completely free and j o y o u s
in the presence of
unwavering loving Light
is the truly natural way in our Creation.
And this Creation
is the basis of your own Creation
and the full manifestation
of your g r e a t n e s s."
A Psalm for Nation and World
Though this is not a new song-
see
and hear my song of December31, 2008
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Newly
learnt songs created by other authors
FINDING A WAY TO BE LESS
PERFECT
Co-creation of
Yael, my daughter's daughter,
and Arnon, my younger son's son,
at Grandma's, in Arad, on
April 1, 2012
"ve-ha-yam
lo nirga'"
"Your
beauty, the magic which is in you,
you cannot share with everyone,
look around you and love yourself"
This is the
chorus in this Hebrew song
which I like very much.
It accompanies Immanuel's
video with stills about Mika in Bangkok
and see
my composition - photos and song
THIS IS WHERE I BELONG
I hear the wind across the plain
A sound so strong - that calls my name
It's wild like the river - it's warm
like the sun
Yes it's here - this is where I belong
Under the starry skies - where eagles
have flown
This place is paradise - it's the place
I call home
The moon on the mountains
The whisper through the trees
The waves on the water
Let nothing come between this and me
Cuz everything I want - is everything
that's here
And when we're all together - there's
nothing to fear
And wherever I wander - it's this that
I learned
It's to here - I will always....always
return.
(Brian Adams, Spirit Stallion
from the Cymarron sound track.
The video, which Arnon and Yael showed me
on April 1,
no longer appears, but the
tune (different words!) does.
AN ANCIENT LOVE-SONG
by Leah Naor and Nurit Hirsch,
performed by Hava Alberstein
see
the pretty video with the 1967 performance
See the image in the sculpture about my name
in "A Time
of Fruition" 2003
ON THE WAY TO THE SKY
We are two and two of us are one
I'm back on my feet again
Out on the street again
Looking for love
On the way to the sky
Some people moving up
Some people standing still
Some hold their hand out
And some people never will
Lover and liers
Consumed by the fires
Of too many dances
But not enough songs
Hear my song
We pity the poor one
The shy and unsure one
Who wanted it perfect
But waited too long
There's no way to count
Or to measure the cost
Of the innocence lost
On the way to the sky
You and I
And we are two and two of us are one
But maybe two of us can be enough
To get it done
Lover and liers
Consumed by the fires
Of too many dances
But not enough songs
We pity the poor one
The shy, the unsure one
Who wanted it perfect
But waited too long
Much too long
I'm back on my feet again
I'm out on the street again
Looking for love
On the way to the sky
You and I
Neil
Diamond's singing
RAIN, RAIN!
Lea Goldberg
see a
lovely performance and artful video
A SIMPLE LOVE
Wonderfully
sung by the
Parvarim-Band
MY WAY
Yuval "Ha-mevulbal"-
see the
wondrous video
"ALL ISRAEL ARE GUARANTORS
FOR EACH OTHER"
lyrics: Dan Almagor, tune:Ilan
Mochiach
30 years after my book was published,
I met this song for the first time,
within a satyrical show....
When I now, 2012-12-26, searched for a video,
I found another tune
and
a very moving, funny-sad application
in the Israel of 2012
WILL YOU DANCE WITH ME
Achinoam Nini and Mira Awaad
in Hebrew, Arabic and English,
carefully sculpted on 2012-03-06
in Kisslog
See this
performance - so beautiful,
though the first stanza is missing.
ADON OLAM
In a program in memory of Uzi
Hitmann
I heard him saying,
that this song - see
him singing at a young age-
which he created to words
in the prayerbook-
was expressing his whole being.
It was just after I had learnt the song myself
from Mika's own singing on my digital recorder.
"My" "God"
doesn't want to be seen as a king,
he wants to be my peer and partner,
but since this is still too difficult to grasp
- for Mika and for most people -
I'm grateful for Hitmann's wondrous song.
See our role-play:Moses
and YHHW.
An Israeli stamp of 2009
HALLELUJAH
Winning
song in the Eurovision 1979
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2012-12-31
at 3 AM ~~~e-mail sent from Maureen Moss, The
World Puja Network
"So much has
changed since the 12-12-12.
It certainly wasn’t hype, that the end days of the final
cycle
would bring about palpable shifts for many,
so much so that the life and even the work
many "thought" would continue to be, would not..
"Many of my
clients have seemed distressed for the mere fact
that those around them are unable to accept that they have
changed.
They’ve changed their minds, their
hearts, their interests,
and more.
"Some are in a complete void,
some need stillness for deep contemplation, rather than activity,
and some are going to surprise many with new decisions
that will impact others comfort and dare I say expectations.
"... please,
allow for the unfolding of yourself and all others in a loving
and kind way.
This is a new world, we are walking a new road with a very
different vibration."
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Healing-k.i.s.s. is
meant to be a work of art.
The Jewish-German-Russian Victor
Shklovsky put the purpose of art in a nutshell:
SONGS
of 2013 and 2014 at the end of the Calendar Order of the 2007 Song
Game
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SONG-GAME
2007 
: in Mobile Hosting Enterprises 
