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Poetic Mother Expression
Craving an End to this Curse
Please be Careful
Why does it hurt so much?
Craving an End to this Curse
Craving a dark place where I can hide a-lone.
Craving a new language which tells this story
whole.
Craving the beating which will finally set
me free.
Craving the chaos when I remember being me.
Craving the feeling of falling through the
night.
Craving a system for knowing wrong from right.
Craving a drink of the death I wish I feared.
Craving a miracle born in my tears.
Craving a promise I heard long ago.
Craving the place I once knew as home.
Craving a lover who knows all of me.
Craving the children I no longer see.
Craving the beautiful Earth in her youth.
Craving the end of this curse.
Please be Careful
Please come slowly and gently
And only when I am ready
To open again
Into the light
That before did so much damage...
And let my release
No matter how disturbing
Be fully received
In the arms of Love
I now sense waiting
Please be careful
To do it right this time
For I can not bear
Not to heal...
Help me feel
That we can make it
And the sweet sweet grace of heart
Is ours
Forever
Why does it hurt so much?
I am this body,
I am this feeling-desire-will moving in me,
I am this spirit of love redeeming into wholeness,
I am heart being born anew.
Why does it hurt so much?
Will I really make it?
Yes, You say, yes.