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InteGRATion into
GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound
I receive, receive an experience
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lyrics
and tune Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam December 14, 2005 |
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Translation I receive, I receive an experience I give, I give thanks thanks to you water, air and soil thanks to you plant, human, animal, you all nourish, heal and please me you all are partners to me like God |
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November 1, 2011 , I read in Veronica's
"Whispers" a message, to which I wholly agree, and which proves itself in my life day after day: The Way To The Life You Desire "Awake each day with thankfulness for being in the physical. It is often wrought with challenges, but the rewards outweigh those challenges significantly. When seeking balance one often ignores the little day to day significant gifts that are bestowed upon us from spiritual realms. Paying attention to those moments are what drives the physical experience. It is important to be of gratitude for the opportunities that your energy is creating. Begin your day aware of these opportunities. Decide to be of gratitude for their appearance in your life. By being of positive perspective, these moments may create more abundance until the day is quite overwhelming with its positive energy. You can create a solid experience full of joy if you are willing to be thankful for the smaller things. Be of cheer that all small moments have the probability of growing into larger ones. Dig deep into your life to find those moments of gratitude. Do not expect immediate changes to your process. If you are in a negative moment, it took you a while to get there. It will take a moment to change directions. Dwelling in the negative will only create more. Decide to be thankful for what you have. It will lead you down the path of clarity. It is possible. Be full of gratitude. It is the way to the life you desire." |
Veronica's
Whispers on June 19, 2012 - I wondered if I should insert this message,
since I've been following it most of my life, and at present with total
focus. But it might be important for someone, who will be guided to
this page. Recovering Your Identity As A Soul "Many of you live your lives darting from one dramatic event to another. A great deal of focus is required to bring in the correct mix of energy to enact your soul's intentions. In the process, one can become disengaged from their soul's identity while attempting to get a grip upon the immediate identity of their linear selves. In the rush to do so, many become confused about why they are here in this reality at this time. It is difficult to sift through all the particles of one's essence. In the incarnational process a whirlwind of energy often disconnects the characteristics of the soul from the personality that is participating. It is important to be clear about who you are and what you are doing in this particular time fragment. To ignore the energy is to ignore the real identity of your soul. Take time now to recover your intentions and identity. Wrapping yourself up in all the chaos of linear drama does not offer the promise of connection. Yes. Connection. Identifying your self in a soulful manner is what will make it all clear. Recover your soul's identity and most difficulties will resolve and fall into place. Begin by allowing yourself to "feel" your energy. Stop allowing the drama to dictate your participation. Say no to things that you know will increase the negative drama. Say yes to energy that soothes the moment and offers clear vision. There is a reason you are who you are in this life. Take the time to recover what that is. It's not all that difficult. The intentions of the soul have brought you here. Use the time wisely and accomplish what you came here to do." |
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2009_08_03
- Mika's Heaven on Earth
I follow my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009, that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites, but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages. On August 1, I decided to re-employ song-page after song-page for documenting and exploring the evolution of my youngest grandchild, a starchild whose assignment for this planet seems to be: to demonstrate by her own living and doing, how to playfully create from moment to moment "zest-fully and full-filled" The sculpture on the first 6 song-pages is a composition, which alternates between "Mika in Israel" and "Mika's father and brother in California", parallel experiences between July 31 and August 3, 2009 |
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While Tomer balances himself
on the bridge of a branch,
Another spot for photographing, but now father and son are on the same picture!
Now they are in Josemite Park (see a short video on the Internet)
"Tomer, what kind of a
face do you make in the face of this gorgeous scenery?
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Continuation of this composition
on the next song-page |
2012
[since Daniel
Golle ("Pni-el") transferred my website to another browser,
I also must use another photo editing program.
This produces images, which force me to overstep the size of maximum 1300
kb on a page, which I've allowed myself so far]
In May 2012 Efrat joined Immanuel for his flight simulator training in Berlin,
and I had the chance to be alone with Mika,
from Monday, May 15, in the afternoon, till Friday noon, May 18, when the
parents returned.
Usually I'm now refraining from documenting and creating compositions of my
life with Mika,
but I couldn't help to catch two scenes, which show
how Mika follows in the footsteps of her
father, the Masterchef,
and one scene, which, too, has to do with eating.....though not of humans...
In the first scene she plays a chef who prepares a tasty and pretty breakfast
for grandma:
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 The little chef also takes photos of her creation 
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The second scene shows the end of a crazy story:
While Mika was at school, Ya'acov visited me.
When he left, I forgot my cellphone in his bag,
where I had put it in order to have my hands free
for carrying the wheelchair up a few stairs.
He said, he would come at seven in the evening,
from Modi'in, where he lives, to Shoham,
to return the cellphone to me,
and we planned to use the chance
to spend some time together with Mika in the park.
Since he found Shoham barricaded from all entrances
because of a bicycle-race of which we were not informed
we finally met - (no phone to communicate...) - at eight...
It was already dark, but it had been a hot day,
which allowed us to have "a picnic" in nature,
something which Mika cherishes so much.
It was her, who - already before seven - had packed our bag
with everything she thought was necessary for a lush picnic.
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 Mika amuses herself and us by photographing, first all kinds of lights among trees in the park, and then herself - making funny faces. |
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I accompanied Mika to school, I took Nella out for a walk. Once I brought home two quite rare flowers for Mika.to admire. What not Grandma but only Mika discerned, where 2 tiny snails, which were hidden in a niche between stalks - united as one..... |
Mika removed
them carefully and placed them in a glass-dish, in which she put some of the geranium-leaves we had picked, and also a balanced amount of water and part of a cucumber. After our last twosome night one of the snails had disappeared! |
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The parents had promised to bring me to Arad on Shabbat.
I used the time between Friday noon and Shabbat late morning
to be with Micha, Ra'ayah, Arnon and Ayelet at Mazkeret Batya.
I could have taken a taxi from Shoham instead of bothering Micha,
but I knew, that the 30 minutes of sitting next to each other in the car -
would probably be the only chance for me to draw him out about himself.
On Shabbat Eve I would accompany them to their friends at Ramat-Gan.
Little did I know, what the encounter with Hagit Zehavi would bring me.
But this has to do with my past, Succah
in the Desert, not with my family.
What was special with my family, was a long very deep talk with Ra'ayah,
of course not by sitting opposite each other, something that has never occurred.
Before going to sleep, she said: "In the morning
I'll be cooking in the kitchen."
I don't know, if she meant it as an invitation for me to use the chance and
talk,
or as an excuse for "not having the time" to be with me while I
visited them!
I chose the first option, got up when she got up and joined her in the kitchen.
We fixed, that I would not disturb her, if I sat next to the door to the veranda.
Since my memory has weakened, I - on June 14 - no longer know the content,
but I do want to remember that I once again felt as in 1988 when I first met
her:
"I want to be in contact with you, even if you
should separate from my son!"
Around 11 o'clock Immanuel arrived with Mika,
["Efrat didn't want to come
with us"],
and we enjoyed a pleasant ride to Arad.
See one experience at the end of another
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