The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S. - as stated 12 years ago - was and is   to help me and my potential P E E R s  "to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - by extension - all of CREATion!"

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being "a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel": I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb' pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness, so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve, and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

2007_01_21

lyrics:
Amir Gilboa
1963

quoted from a poem in a book called:
"Even the Flowers love you"
see this line in "Flowers grow unseen"

 

 

Since the day was again extremely hot and dry, we "go out" only after sunset.
I ask her, if we should go to the tower in the Wadi-Park.
"No, I may fall again!" -
I glanced over to Efrat, but to my relief she didn't get it...

And of course, we did go to that park and climb up that tower....

When climbing was done, she ran over to the "merry-go-round",
though we were all alone, no other kids to go around with.
I remembered the metaphor of "The Focus-Wheel Process"
among "Abraham's" "Processes to get into the Vortex",
and tried to catch an image which would illustrate this.
(see October 26. 2009, when I began to excerpt that chapter,
but stopped copying it, till I would know "Abraham" better)

 

 

 

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ll Mika sings, while doing her acrobatics: "Come to play, come to play together with all the friends it's not important who will win the main thing is to enjoy"

 

 

 

 

We go home and find a surprise:
Micha had "jumped" over from Mazkeret Batya, for a short while,
in order to fetch the camera, which he had asked Immanuel to buy abroad.

Watch the way, Mika is sitting in "the nest" of Abba's knees
and lifting her hand like the Jesus baby on old paintings.
By contrast - Abba is busy with talking on the phone,
exchanging info and views with Tomer's educators.

 

 

The next day -Sunday, Tomer's actual Day of Birth -
"Sabba", Grandpa Victor, will come, Efrat's father,
together with Efrat's older brother Marco,
a tourist guide in the Sahara Desert of Morocco
and Vivian, Victor's niece, from the United States.

Efrat was frightened of this encounter,
and though I have none of her traumas from the past concerning this brother,
I felt extremely uncomfortable within this unfitting constellation of people.
Instead of reporting the reasons for these feelings, I'll insert what I loved:
the old photos of the family, which Marco had on his phone and later sent me by mail.
Efrat, still called "Ruthie" by her brother, was once awash with so much self-hatred,
that she destroyed all photos of her childhood, youth, first marriage.
Now I for the first time saw this immense beauty of my daughter-in-love,
in which I keep delighting ever since I got to know her in 1998.



At the Bar-Mitzvah celebration of Vivian's son in the USA,
Efrat cannot remember the date or her age then

On Ruthie's (Efrat's) Henna celebration (before her first wedding, 1993) Meme-Efrrat's grandmother, Efrat, Mirjam and Victor, her parents, in front of Efrat: Hanna, Victor's sister, the mother of Vivian ll

When Efrat wanted to see the photos I had taken recently, especially of Tomer's birthday,
I said, that I regretted to not have caught a valuable picture of her.
Right there and then I grasped my camera and made up of that and she did not refuse...
It was on November 8, after Mika had been put to bed - Tomer's Day of Birth.

Mirjam with Victor and Victor's niece Vivian ~~~~ Miryam with her second-born Marco

Mirjam in Menara-Gardens in Marrakesh

Ruth-Efrat's parents Victor and Mirjam (Mirjam is my age!)

Mirjam with her brother Moshe, both in Marakesh and in Paris.
Moshe - while already in Israel - committed suicide.