The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound



We went out slowly

2007_06_24

lyrics:
Haim Hefer

tune:
David Zehavi

I learnt this song from Immanuel, my son ,
when he was 12 years old, in 1975,
and it still moves me to tears

 

We went out slowly, pale was the night,
in the distances flickered the lights,
and you were pretty like your two eyes,
when the tears were imprisoned in them.


The jackal howled, and you walked in the vinyard,
and your tear dropped like resin,
And you remembered the hours before
we went out on the small path to battle.

And you remembered our laughter like a rivulet,
and you remembered dance and concertina,
and you remembered the heap of hay
and the touch of the hand of the only-one...


And you staybehind and loneliness embraces
and you step slowly in the vinyards,
and you'll wait, that's why so silently
we parted and smiled with a glance

 


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Mika and her friends:
"I want to know all the children of the world"
Here she prevents Keshet (rainbow)
to run towards the road with its cars.

Mika and the World:
Here she follows the TV reality series: A star is born
The last event was too late for her to stay up.
When - first thing in the morning - she asked me:
"Who became the Star? "
and I told her: "Diana!"
she said: "I'm glad! I wanted her to win!
But Ohad
(one of the 3 finalists) ---
he didn't feel hurt, did he?"
2010_09_26-28
Heaven-on-Earth
"...Manifestation is meant to be a playground
where being and playing are fun"
[Godchannel]

 


This time, on Sept. 26, 2010, it was Efrat who had to fetch me from Lod train-staition,
since Immanuel had left for his flight to Berlin (Simulator) already at 4 AM.
The next morning, Monday, I was allowed to bring Mika to the "noon-school",
which took place during the first few days of the Succot-week.
But before we left, I got a rare phone-call from Moshe Klein,
in whom I discern one of my three "twin-brothers".
Lately I had told him Mika's comments to biblical stories.
Now - though she was busy demonstrating to me that huge umbrella from Hongkong-
she got hold of my phone, before I could do so myself,
thus giving Moshe the pleasure to listen to her voice .


Moshe advised me to show her the little video on the Internet about his work and vision:

Siakh Mathemati ba-Gan - "a mathematical talk in kindergarden".
Since she hates watching films on the computer,
and couldn't grasp the meaning of Moshe's interaction with the kids,
she moved on to an activity, that was more relevant to her at this time:
she arranged a "succah" for her white and her pink rabbit...


Then it was time to leave for kindergarden (accompanied by Nella),
always paying attention to leaves or flowers on the way
(of 7 minutes)

 

Since during the Succot-days Mika is not with the team of the kindergarden,
but with the team of what is usually her "noon-school" - after kindergarden,
I am allowed to stay on and to watch Mika's interactions with her mates.


Yael and Yuli in the foreground, Lia, Lior and Mika in the background

After a while Yuli approaches me:
"I've painted this painting not for my mother, but for you!"
I was stunned...
"It's a hedgehog"
and the red thing?
"a box of guns"
"I want your name on it!"
She writes the four Hebrew letters of her name,
- in
"mirror-script" as Mika mentions without any criticism .
Then Mika turns the painting around
and pointing to the red thing, says;
"Now it can also be a heart!"

I also watch Yael, the girl with the striking blond hair,
of Russian background, "of course".
Efrat later:
"she has two sisters, all three are in the same mold!"
I'm not pleased, that she's considered the prettiest girl in kindergarden.
I have my trauma with "Arian Blonde".....

The cooperation between Lia and Mika makes me rejoice,
though I can see the shadow-side, which Efrat keeps point out:
"Lia is 9 months younger and will not enter first grade with Mika!"



The kids showed me their doll-succah: "In the Succah you shall sit seven days"

I also watch
what's going on
with the other kids
and the wonderful
kindergardeners.

Here Segal
has to deal
with Ronni, a girl,
whom I find difficult,
but not so Segal...
With great skill
and great love
she distracts Ronni
from her (always?) whining attitude,
in this case, because her mother had gone home.
I try to interact with Lior,
especially since Lia and Mika don't relate to her.
"You painted such a colorful frame around your page!
Why then is so much of the content black?"
"I like black!"
she says simply, and it was then,
that all 3 girls declaimed this wisdom in 4 lines:

Everyone does,
how he wants
and how he knows
and how he decides

Lior talked to me about Ammi and Tammi,
the fairy-tale "Haensel und Gretel",
recorded by the German Brothers Grimm


She mentioned a version [book or TV?],
in which fairies rescue the children.
That made me understand for the first time,
that there might be a value in the story:
the sister and the brother rescue themselves!

 

 

 


[At home I asked Mika, why she didn't relate to Lior.
She said:
"To Lior? She is an enchanting (maksimah) girl!"
More I couldn't retrieve from her...]

In the afternoon I'm again allowed to bring Mika back home.
Mika shows an envelope with a gift from Lia.
Lia had celebrated her fourth birthday, while Mika was in Thailand,
and since it's the usage (
not appreciated by me because of its consumerist aspect),
that not only the birthday child,
but every single child in kindergarden gets a gift too,
Mika got her gift on this day. Efrat expressed contempt.
But I said, that at least it was a gift
that demanded some "do-it-yourself" from the kids,
and that the result - a box for pencils and colors - was quite practical.
So Efrat sat down to help Mika put the puzzle of the little bee together,
and later I used much glue and hand-holding, to make the creature stick.


Efrat sitting at the lovely new table with its love chairs, so fitting to the small balcony.
They purchased it - much cheaper than elsewhere - at Abu Gosh...
Working on the computer, calling by phone and probably smoking:
a "multi-tasking" woman and mother

 

 

 


One of her paintings on that day shows "Ice-cream" and the other an extraordinary little girl   

"You can have these paintings of Elah and me (see) for your Succah at Arad", Mika said

 

 

 

 

 

Sept. 28, 2010, a day before the Eve of Simchat Torah

If I want to understand, why I chose this day,
in order to present a full documentation of my Heaven-on-Earth experience with Mika,
I must read the passage underneath the 3 columns of the Wave of Gratitude- Day 19-21
and also the passage as well as the 'sculpture' below the Wave of Gratitude- Day 25-27
It was only "by chance", that this was also the first day ever,
on which I was allowed to be in Mika's PRESENCE from morning to night,
and most of the hours al-one with her, without "interference" from ourside.


Imma - like Mika still in her pyjamas - re-adjusts the plaster on Mika's thumb,
which Mika had begged for, when she discovered a tiny drop of blood
after she had rampaged around on her way to bed the night before.

Imma has to leave earlier than usual
and we two have a whole day
and the entire space of the flat
for Mika's flow of stagings.


The first scene:
"I want a special place for eating my cereals!"
So she carried the bowl into my room
and asked for a map to cover the chair.
"Look in our drawer with costumes",
I advised her,
and she chose the cloth,
which later that day would serve as an apron,
when she would play "waitress".



 

 

 

 

 

 

 


I'm sorry I cannot convey the smart texts
which she invented for the next scene
- a performance for and with her rabbits.

 

 

 

 

 

"They hug!"



"They fly, they fly!"

 

 
Continuation of Mika's "Heaven-on-Earth" on the Song page of June 25, 2007