The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Nourishment from Others - 2007

2007_08_06
Ascension is Descension-into-BODY

I re-discovered a message from the Starchildren website, 2006_08_04
which helps me to complement, what I feel is missing in the message about "Next Steps"

**ASCENSION SHOCK AND THE DEEP HEALING OF THE HUMAN HEART**

**Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn**


Dearest Ones,
after the 11:11 stargate in November of 2005,
the energy on the planet began to increase in Radiance and Intensity,
allowing the first wave of Ascension candidates
to break through to the Ninth Dimension of Consciousness.
At this level, you take on "Global Stewardship and Mastery".
You are really in the graduating class of the Ascension process!

But, the irony with this phase of the Ascension process, is
that you are required to be absolutely GROUNDED and connected to the Earth,
otherwise you will spin off into illusions and delusions


So the "Ascension"
becomes a "Descension" into your body.

And this is a full "descension",
you have to incarnate fully and completely
in order to carry the high vibrational energy of expanded consciousness.

"Now, as you fully incarnate,
maybe for the first time in your life,
you may experience
two important reactions.
Firstly, your body comes under a great deal of physical stress,
including depression,
and secondly, you begin to see
that much
of what you have believed and accepted
has been illusion.
But these steps
are a necessary part of the process.

"Firstly,
the Depression that you feel.
Depression...is caused
by blockages in the base chakra
that do not allow
enough of the vital life force
to reach the physical vehicle.
So the person becomes tired
and disillusioned
and cannot see a way forward.
The base chakra also carries
the memories and impressions
of your childhood years.


"Initially, as you incarnate fully, the base chakra begins to clear,
and you feel very tired and irritable,
since the energy levels
in the base chakra
are being gradually raised
and increased
in the grounding process.
There may also be
anxiety episodes and insomnia,
as the increased energy stresses the body.

"But know
that the body will find its balance, the body is designed
to stay in balance.

"Now, know
that there have been repressions and blocks
that have been in place for many years,
that involve deep feelings
and childhood memories,
but the body will heal
and find the balance
once it is allowed to release these FEELINGS
and replace them
with new feelings.
For the key here is FEELINGS


I'm singing, singing desert-songs,
like one that the first Zionists sang, when they dared to live and make a living in the desert,
like one, when they had to fight for their life in 1948 and hardly survived,
and like the two, which I sang myself , when I exemplified a "Hosting-Economy" in the desert:

"Go, go to the Desert"




As the base chakra clears,
you are put in touch
with all the feelings and reasons
that initially made you close off
and create blocks and repressions
that you may have carried all your life.
But, now you connect
with your Inner Child
on a very deep level.
You start to feel isolated, vulnerable and frightened.
You become very aware
of pain and suffering,
and you don't understand why you chose to come here.

 

2006_08_05-
[and again on October 22, 2011]
It seems that what other "starchildren"
go through now,
I have gone through from my very childhood until lately.
But now my body and my feelings
are balanced , or so it seems to me.

 

"In short, you are connecting with the deep hidden FEELINGS of your Inner Child.
As the Heart opens in the process of Ascension,
you begin to connect with the deep memories
of the Heart
that lie beneath the rational mind
and that often motivate
much of your subconscious behavior.


The heart is wounded
by the experiences of childhood.
You were unable to express your love,
you felt isolated and cut off from Spirit,

[at least as a child
I was not cut off from Spirit,
but I was isolated from people
until I made that decision, age 17:
"If people don't love me,
it will be me, who will love people."]

and you did not want to be here.
...
You are healing the deep wounds of your childhood heart.

 

 

I'm still sitting on the ridge

while Micha and the kids continue
on the steep trail down and up to the dry waterfall on top of the Abuv-Wadi.

And while enjoying
the glorious scenery
and the deep silence,
I take photos .








Then,
before climbing down
in the slowest of paces,
I see
a shaded niche and while enjoying it and singing fitting songs, I also take
photos
of myself


I will lift up mine eyes unto the mountains: from whence shall my help come?
My help cometh from YHWH,
who made heaven and earth
[Psalm 121] [listen to the song]

 

"And so, you are being given this time
to really connect deeply with your heart
and to FEEL what needs to be felt,
in order to heal and release.

"The healing will not come
from telling yourself
that everything is fine.
People told that to you all your life.
You need to FEEL within your Heart... that all is indeed well,
that being on the planet
was a good choice
and that you are here for a reason.
And above all that you are SAFE.

"Now, it may seem very different to you,
for when you look around
you see war and suffering and pain.
But know, that these are choices
that are being made,
and you do not have to be part
of these choices,
you can make another choice.
And know too,
that if those who chose violence understood
that their choices come from a deep fear lodged in their hearts' in their early years,
they might choose differently as well.
In fact, they may well do so,
as now is the time of the deep healing of the Human Heart.

So understand, dearest souls,
that you are now truly feeling
rather than thinking.
And you are learning to listen
to what your body feels,
and to learn to align those feelings
with the impulses
from your Higher Self and Soul.

"Know that the loneliness and the isolation are illusions from childhood,
as your soul leaves the radiance of the soul family and takes on material form.
Matter feels dense and dark,
and the soul feels panic and loneliness and abandonment
as it struggles in this new place. ….


"It is time to begin to see and perceive and feel the "Oneness"
and the Unity and the Love
between the souls who are the Human Family.

…

"And so it is, that this feeling of being alone and lost is a FEELING.
It is a genuine soul feeling from your past, and many past lives
that needs to be addressed and dealt with.
And you can do this by gently telling that Inner Child
that it can release those feelings and see them as illusions.
Allow yourself to see and FEEL the light that warms you and holds you
and know that it is indeed safe to be here.


"And that you chose to be here for a reason
and that as you grow and heal in your heart,
that reason will become ever clearer to you.


"And that reason will be Joy and Love and Growth!
You will see the adventure of life as it is meant to be!

"As for the Soulmate issue, well we can tell you
that as your soul clears away old issues and your heart becomes "clearer",
you begin to connect with people on the Heart level and the soul level.
That is because you can now "see" with your heart or with your feelings.
But, often this gift is in advance of the deep healing
that needs to occur in other aspects of your being.


"And so it is that you may attract a soulmate
before you are fully ready to manifest the relationship.
You see the soul is ready, but the physical reality is not yet.
Spirit is always ahead of physical reality.
This is part of the necessary alignment
between soul and body
that constitutes "grounding".
The soul must wait and work with the body.


"So, you may be like a little child, wanting to grab the candies before they disappear.
In effect the soul is learning
to work with the heart and the feelings and the body,
and to let you know that you must wait
until all is in place
before manifestation can take place.


"This is the law of "Divine Timing".
The soul may show you a perfect soulmate
because you are now sensitive enough to perceive the voice of your soul right now,
but you still need to wait
until material conditions allow the manifestation of that relationship,
which exists in the spiritual,
to be grounded into the physical.
This happens in Divine Timing and not in your timing.

"And so it is, that you are right that you need to wait.
Be accepting, but wait and get on with your life.
Your Higher Self and Soul will guide you to the manifestation of that relationship
when the time is right.

"In the meantime, accept that you are in transition,
and that things are changing rapidly in your life.
Maybe these changes are too rapid, and you are feeling a little shock.
At times like these, you need to really call on Spirit for help and guidance and support.
It will be given.
For what is happening here is merely [???] an alignment between soul and body.
If the soul is more powerful than the body,
then there will be a period of adjustment
as they calibrate to the speed of the other.

…
"But, at the end of this process,
you will have a fully healed and opened heart,
and your Higher and Lower aspects will be fully aligned.

"And then you will be ready to manifest
and create
and experience
the deep joy
of the physical plane on the New Earth.

"…. For the goal of Ascension is
to bring heaven to earth,
and not for you to leave the earth.

"So, as you align with Spirit [????????????] you will find peace and joy.
You will release the depression and you will become a fully integrated human angel [?????].

"It is indeed a great privilege and an honor to be among the first wave
to experience the completion of the Ascension process,
as you finally heal your Heart
and come into complete physical balance.

"Be kind to yourself,
nurture yourself,
spend time in peacefulness and tranquility.
But above all, know
that you are deeply loved and supported
as you do this important transitional work."

 

to former source of nourishment from others in 2007 and in 2011 to next source of nourishment from others in 2007 and in 2011