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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
July
2, Wednesday, - between
Tzippi's farm 1 hr walk from Meitar
and Arad
re-edited on July 2, 2013
back to past ~~~~~
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you
want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let
happen what may!
18:10 I
came back from the farm of Zipi, where I left Tomer, at
1 PM and since then try to catch up with too many feelings,
which became stirred even more by a long phone-talk with
Immanuel, in which I not only reported, but discharged
and blamed.
And now, while I hoped to be al-one for 48 hours, Ofir-
who is so helpful -came and asked, if I could help with
Lior tomorrow for 2 hours.
I desire to wholly accept
all the triggering I attracted from Tomer, esp.
the last one at Tel Shoqet.
I desire to accept my screaming beyond any control and
my total failing in creating interactions
which would cause us both to love ourselves and build
strength towards the frightening future
I desire that Angel Zipi, who has "taken over",
will find fulfillment in taking my place with
Tomer
I desire that my way of
being parental to what I attract from T. will be trusted
by I.&E and help!
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
with Tomer before sunrise to the
burnt hill across our veranda at Shoham,
a hill "under con/de-struction: "It looks like after
the holocaust", said Tomer.
Still I give thanks for the "King's
Candle" which shines in the gloom.
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These were the sights I saw, when Zipi and I got
up at 5:30: a miserable caravan for the shepherdess and grey desert
around.
Tomer, who after the huge trigger at Tel-Shoqet did no longer talk
to me, had said to Zipi, that he, too, wanted to get up at 5:30...
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It didn't
seem fitting to use the flash, when Zipi let her herd out...
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We slowly move across a hill in the east,
from where the dwellings of the three families and their field with
the healing plants can be seen.
Zipi answers part of my questions:
"There are 2 families who are the
"owners" of the 8 dunam (8000 square meters), allocated
by the authorities.
The third family is volunteering - they get the "house"
, they can use the milk, milk-products and vegetable produced here,
but they get no money.
The people would just like to live here - ecologically (they have
solar electricity etc) -
but the authorities force them to let 80 goats graze on the 8 dunam.
Since they do not want to make a business of meat or cheese,
and if we milk 10 of the she-goats, its only for our own consumption,
the herd is a great burden on them.
In addition they have to hire me - for 2000 NIS - to take care of
the animals, their pens, and partly of their milking.
and during some months - when the pasture has dried up - they have
to buy expensive food.
So the families must take care of their income from outside sources.
Keren and Meron Eren, for instance, have a second hand bookshop at
Herzlia, and Meron travels there once a week."
The way, Zipi gave me this info, made me
feel compassion for the people.
It was not until a few hours later, that it suddenly clicked in my
head,
this was in fact the kind of "farm", of "Individual
Settling" ('hityashvut bodedim"),
which was forcefully encouraged by Arie Sharon for decades, and officially
since 1990,
with the expressive purpose of limiting the open spaces of Israel's
Bedouin.....
See more on July 8.
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The contours of their horns in the rising sun..
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The
sun rises above the hill,
on which Zipi's goats + one sheep graze.
The view is now much nicer,
but the fear of the heat is greater.
Luckily on this morning the sky is a bit overcast
and we do not suffer too much.
"Please, Zipi, take a photo
of me,
Rachel, the shepherdess & Rachel, the mother-sheep.
And you, too, Zipi,
Zipora, Tzipporah,
Moses' Midianite wife,
a Bedouin shepherdess
should sing the
song of Rachel, the poetess,
about the Biblical Rachel:
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Isn't it that her blood flows
in my blood
and that her voice sings in me,
Rachel
who pastured Laban's flocks,
Rachel, the mothers of mothers.
And therefore the house is too narrow for me,
and the town foreign,
for it was that her shawl was blowing
to the winds of the desert.
And
therefore I hold on to my path
with such force,
for guarded in my feet are memories
from olden times till now.
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This
goat is called Bertha,
and a minute ago
she jumped on me
and tore off my necklace,
made of a leather cord
and wooden beads,
a gift from my daughter-in-love... |
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The white 'anefot' (cattle
egrets?) don't eat the goat's parasites, says Zipi, they simply
hitchhike on them.
To see these birds swaying on the goats, like ladies on horses in
the 19th century, is a very funny sight
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This is Zipi's
favorite goat,
Castagnetta
is her name,
I think
See the love
between
Zipi
and
her goats |
This sight of goats
climbing up a tree
reminded me
of a Christmas Tree,
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The area of 8 dunam - granted by the government
- is fenced in and the animals are not allowed to cross it.
So one of Zipi's tasks is to keep the goats away from the fence.
Still - the goat kids manage to "infiltrate" the surrounding
areas, when they want to get at a tasty tree.
Zipi claims, the goats' gnawing doesn't cause damage to the trees,
(once planted by the JNF
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Finally , after 3 hours,
we observe Tomer coming towards us.
Zipi calls to him, directs him and they meet.
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As to more
of the experiences&images of this day, see on
July 4
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song
of the day
The herd descends again...
and the dust rises from the track of the village...
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Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
- L O G 2
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