I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
November
6, 2008: I now dare to insert the message about "Em-Body-ing
New Heart on Earth" , but only at the bottom of this intro I n t r o d u c t i o n
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K.I.S.S. - L O G 2
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Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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How
Learn And
I The Train
Heal Conditions In
Myself For Creating
Into Heaven Those
Whole On Conditions
Self-acceptance Earth Daily
sanctus-qadosh
sanctus-holy
sanctus-heilig
New entry since Febr. 21 : This
is my overall desire, my intention and intent, for each day.
As to specific intentions see the template at the end of this introduction
Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with , born between
1986-88, it may be temporary. My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren
[born 1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2007).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
Introduction
to K.i.s.s. - L o g 2008_01_01; last update of the attempt to conceptualize how
I'm creating and sculpting my daily log : 2008_08_29
Alles
ist von Wichtigkeit
alles ist nicht gar so wichtig,
nur die rechte Sichtigkeit
und du wandelst richtig... [Christian Morgenstern,
see
my song]
Everything
is of importance
nothing is really important,
have only the right sight,
and you walk alright.
so as to intensify my daily living of Heaven-on-Earth
in its smallest and biggest aspects
Nichts ist mir zu klein, und ich lieb es trotzdem
und mal' es auf Goldgrund und gross
und halte es hoch, und ich weiss nicht wem
loest es die Seele los... [Rainer Maria Rilke, see
my song]
Nothing is too small for me, and I still
love it,
and paint it on gold and huge
and lift it high up, and I don't know whom
will it untie and loosen the soul
"What
an amazing event!
The comet 8P/Tuttle coming nearby the spiral galaxy M33.
In the night of Dec 30 I went to the countryside of Beijing
... took 6 photos every 5 minutes,
... ISO 1600, 2 minutes exposure.
Then I composed these photos into a gif movie.
This movie shows how the comet going to the galaxy. "
This image (by Xiang Zhan,
Dachengzi, Miyun, Beijing, China)
as well as the image
(by Richard Yakiel, USA)
for the background all K.i.s.s.-L.o.g pages show Comet
8P/Tuttle traveling through the inner solar system,
its closest approach to Earth on 2008_01_01 On Febr.
19, 2012 (42 years after
my brother's death)
I'm at awe when watching the
scaling of the Universe
2008_01_01 - beginning a new year ; last update:
2008_08_29
I found out, that I am in the seventh week of pregnancy
with myself.
From today I foresee 228 days~ till my new birth on August
15, 2008,
when I'll have lived, loved, learnt, created for 70 years = 25567
days.
My "InteGRATion
into GRATe-FULL-ness" has reached a point,
where I want to interweave my four pathes into o n e
path
of thinking and feeling, sensing and thanking
from breath to breath.
I'll therefore establish a new and only path on Healing-k.i.s.s.
my K.I.S.S.- L O G !
My daily training will be in
letting go [lekh-lekha!]
of my obsession to complete a creation,
and the rules of the game are:
(1 - modified on April 18)
Not on every day there will be time to sculpt a page,
but every page will be dedicated to the present day,
and, if necessary to the latter part of the previous day.
(2)
No page will be "heavier" with texts, images &
sounds than 1300 kb.
(3 -modified on April 18)
I shall, if necessary, edit a past page for about a week,
but then I'll let it live its own life, imperfect and incomplete,
except when there is an overflow of images because of rule
(2).
In this case there will be a link to a future page with free
space.
On that future page with space for images of previous days,
there will be a link - underneath "Song of the Day"
- pointing out
that "the following sculpture is a continuation of ...
on day ...."
(1)
to sculpt in English,
-while my mother-tongue is German
and the language of my daily interactions is Hebrew.
(2)
to sculpt each line as if in a poem:
One line = a sentence's main clause.
If a subordinate clause is necessary,
this , too, should not exceed one line.
I learnt this from Martin
Buber and Franz Rosenzweig
who transformed the Bible from Hebrew into German.
They called these lines "Atem-Kolen"~ "breath-units".
(3)
to put these breath-units in the center of the line!
This helps not only the eye to catch the meaning!
The game with the beauty of balance demands,
that in a group - lines will be of balanced length,
which in turn demands the sculpting of each line,
exchanging or omitting what spoils this balance.
These limits sculpture the
expression of a thought,
which in turn deepens experience>understanding!
I release the judgment, that I must prevent others
from judging me, being hurt or disappointed by me
I'm now able and capable of sensing and accepting
SHAME, GUILT, HELPLESSNESS,
and the REJECTION of my gifts.
As to the fourth judgment:
last year I trained in releasing my "needs" for
"re-uni, rakhmuni, re'uni"[see
me, pity me, pasture me]
But as to the pressure of completing something I have started,
I'm a pathetic slave of my own expectations from my own self.
If I cannot change this, I at least want to be aware of it
- daily!
See the ongoing challenge of this, for instance on August
28
During
the last week of 2007,
while endeavoring to learn by heart the
song about my great idol,
Eliezer ben Yehuda,
I was inspired by the humor of Yaron London's lyrics,
and the lightness in Hava Alberstein's singing: "Aren't you ever going to
sleep,
Eliezer ben Yehuda?
The Hebrew language
which has waited for 2000 years,
it can very well wait until tomorrow morning!"
And then this other line: "If the Hebrew language
has been asleep for 2000 years, Let's wake her up and invent "yuzmah" ["initiative"]"
Always wanting
to play,
I checked the "gimatria",
the numerical value of these six letters.
And the outcome was, can I believe it?
ONE,
just like the addition of 2008 = 2+8 is
ONE
So this will be my slogan
for 2008: nu
~ az ~ ma !
From August
28 onward,
the slogan will no longer appear,
since I understood that it was misleading,
and also, that it hadn't helped me at all.
What synchronicity,
that on the next day !
I discovered this frame !
so I could insert the change!
About the templates of K.is.s. - L o g
From January 8 onward a page will begin with
"image of the day"
From
January 25 onward,
stories about synchronicities
appear on this background
Communication with Deity
During
the first week of testing a new attitude towards Deity,
as expressed in the dialog in the right frame,
I became very frustrated ....
I'm grate-full,
that in the process of feeling and accepting this frustration,
I discovered a more appropriate attitude, at least for the time
being.
From February 16 onward,
the template of communication with Deity will be the following:
"Wholeness
of being will be yours,
if you are willing t
o t a k e r e s p o n s i b
i l i t y
for all that you experience,
if you are willing
to bring your own light
and healing intent,
bring your own consciousness
lovingly and intentionally into
Hell ~
AND FEEL
ALL THERE IS TO FEEL THERE. "
From January
28 onward,
following the re-reading of 3
pages of October 2004,
I've resumed my written "Communication with Deity",
but with a change of attitude.
You see,
I have joyfully, wholly, grate-fully accepted your advice,
to communicate with you - from now on - as
the
"peer" I long for.
"I
rejoice in you!
!"
I chose a special background from my archive,
and two coloured fonts which will be visible on it.
I let go of Michelangelo's Creator-Creation image
used in former years when I communicated with you:
I prefer the flashing little triangular
pyramid:
the one three-dimensional space
bordered by four two-dimensional triangles.
This pyramid - also called tetrahedron - symbolizes YOU
AS ONE,
SPIRIT~~~WILL~~~HEART~~~BODY
"I am delighted!"
In the "God has Evolved"
puzzle-pieces
(2001-2003)
the tetrahedron symbol also served as a sound-button. Click twice to open and once to close
and you'll hear every time another
quote.
The crown of the "altar" (making the
altar a veritable triptych!) at the entry of each day is (since March
7):
MY INTENTION and PLAN for TODAY Know exactly what you want,
communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way,
live and play, and let happen what may! the desert soil in which I found
that isopod 2 days ago, is not only symbolic for the theme,
but will balance the page-background of the starry sky
and the blossom background of "thanksgivings"
"Amen" in Hebrew, Greek, Arabic and Latin will emphasize
the intention.
Since May 26 the title of this "crown
of the altar" has become more exact: The FOCUS of MY INTENTION TODAY with the hour of sculpting in the morning
and with maximum 6 lines in this font
, sculpted with utmost care
This will be so from March 8, 2008, ROSH-CHODESH
(New Moon) Adar II (it's a year which is - in both calenders - a
"pregnant year", as we say in Hebrew,
In the Gregorian calender one day, the 29th of
February,
in the Jewish calender an entire month, the second Adar,
are to balance the synchronicity of sun and moon cycles.)
April 18, 2008
As to the Evolution of Composing Images:
As
a child I read a series of books about a girl named "Elke".
The only thing I remember is the beginning of the first book:
Elke has to write an essay in school about a sportive event.
Since she believes she is unable to write, she has an idea:
She takes photos of the event with her simple camera box.
She then glues those into her copybook and adds captions.
I don't remember, if the teacher accepted
this as an "essay",
but I was and am fascinated by it, especially in a time of videos:
On Mika's
birthday party I made 100 short movies with my camera,
but since I haven't learnt yet to edit them nor put them on
a website,
I returned to so-called "Stills", photos which catch
one moment only.
In time I realized, that by composing several images of the
same scene, I achieve a kind of "slow motion
movie", which allows for perceiving more details
of an experience I've lived. It allows for "closeup" and
"finetuning"! It now seems to me, that I'll let go of
the option of making videos,
an option granted by both, my simple camera,
and the - not-free - editing-program, which my son has installed.
After I've myself seen the video "Sisters in NY",
Immanuel made,
and watched his daughters (age
20 & 22 months) relive their 3 days,
I'll leave movie-making to my son and content myself with "Elke"....
May 12, 2008
Hebrew Stories
about Grandma's Growing with Mika
Mika, my 10th grandchild, was born on
Dec.20, 2005.
Since the Hebrew language [safaa
or lashon] of her "tongue"&"lip"
becomes ever more complex and rich,
I'll begin - from this day on, May 12, 2008 - to tell
"Hebrew Stories about Grandma's Growing with Mika".
August 29:
It turned out, that most of the stories
become part of more complex sculptures
Until August 28 a slogan appeared on the bottom of the page.
See on that date, "Finetuning
to my Present - Challenges on the
path to total Self-acceptance"
what made me delete it and why I, since then, feel content with the
following line : whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart K.I.S.S.
- L O G 2
0 0 8
Insert of the
"Finetuning to my Present - on November 6, 2008" Here
is the message from October 26,2008,
repeated on November 6, 2008
First urge in the morning after
having opened the computer [7:50] and doing the technical tasks
of preparing a new page,
was to re-read the message from "Deity" or "My
Higher Self" or whatever, heard "on the inside"
on October 26, 2008,
At first I considered to insert it right on top of the "Introduction
to K.i.s.s.-Log", but then moved it to the bottom.
While searching for the link to the expressionon
the inside, I came across
the "method" of "hearing on the inside"
as explained - on September 29, 2004 - following
the Evolution of "God"since
the setup of Godchannel.com
,
i.e. at a time, when I used to open my solar powered, Internet-connected,
laptop - in
my pyramidal tent on "Rakhaf"
Repetition
of the Communication with Deity on
October
26 What I understand
from the following interview is also based
on the last 3 channelings, which intensify the message
of Godchannel.com: June
1: Old Heart - New Heart July
23: Interview with God October
1: Interview with the Folks, esp. the chapter
"You are the Universe"
"You noticed, that the "turmoil" began
right after the festive season,
when you hoped for the return of "the peace and
quiet of routine"!
....showed you, that you must be ready for accelerated
change.
Do not suspect that the tiny "defects" in
your life (with
Body & with people)
result from still existing denials.
You may trust the degree of wholeness
which you have healed yourself into!"
Really? What if I'm kidding myself?
"You are not!
Seventy years of listening to yourself
- throughout all those painful detours,
reward and award you now with the knowing that you are
whole,
and that "difficulties" are due to the changes
in the universal frequencies."
I tremble! And if I delude
myself?
"We
- whom you embody as New Heart in Body
- ask you to let go!
To let go of being so preoccupied
with your personal evolution.
Accept that as an individual
you are neither righteous nor perfect.
Even your latest endeavor
- what you called the "Gate-Message"
-
is something you can let go off now.
Do no longer focus on "getting it right".
Do no longer focus on Christa-Rachel
Maryam Bat-Adam.
You ARE a manifestation of New Heart now,
and as such you must concentrate
on anchoring wholeness
in the collective consciousness & feeling
on Earth." ....
....
And how is this connected
to my troubled "sea" and my tiredness?
"Your "sea"
is troubled
as long as you are still stuck in personal "betterment".
If you in every moment, with every breath, know who
you are,
whom you em-body,
and what your task as New Heart is,
you might be "troubled",
but it will not trouble you that you are troubled.
You'll find it natural that the sea is rough at this
time.
You'll find it natural, that Body is not always in sync
!
And you'll give SLEEP preference over any "activity"!
"
I'm stupefied by this message!
Can you give me an image, a code, to which I can hold
on to?
"Find an image with
a heart which embraces your planet!"
"In the channeling on the
Interview with the Folks page,
We have asked you to connect with the two of Us inside
of yourself.
We are now asking the Channelers to describe
how they connect with Us and channel Our inner communication."
Channelers:
Channeling the Folks is very much like channeling
Spirit,
with this major exception:
We first make sure we have a solid connection with
the Mother,
her most parental, healed part.
We do this by imagining her as the Universal Feminine~~~
behind us and beneath us, ready to hold us.
Then we feel ourselves sinking back and into her,
and feeling her warm, supportive embrace.
We spend a minute or so feeling
into
and soaking up
the Mother's loving and nurturing feminine energy.
When we can feel her, we know we are present with
her.
Then we look for her Light.
The Light in and around the healed Mother is her spirit,
loving
Spirit.
This is the part of Spirit that wants to be with her,
on her terms.
His love is such that whatever
she desires, he wants too~~~ because it pleases her.
His greatest pleasure is in her pleasure.
He recognizes that she is his Will,
and he loves her for that~~~
but more importantly he knows himself to be her Spirit.
The two of them are thus in loving
union, him in alignment with her.
Spirit is complete and grounded in love, and the Mother is free
to feel and express and move
in any way she desires,
without fear of judgment.
We understand that although this
is not yet the case
for most of the Mother's essence,
some of the more parental parts of her
are in the presence of loving Light
and healed in this way.
And this is what we understand to be the main body
of the Mother,
her most parental part.
Once we have a connection with
both the Mother and loving Spirit,
we say "Hello Folks,"
using the written channeling
practice.
It seems that Spirit is the 'voice' of the Folks,
as we hear it inside.
However, there is a subtle difference in tone,
and we can feel the Mother's presence
in the background of the information,
drawing Spirit toward her as if she's saying, "Spirit,
tell them this..."
If you have any difficulty with channeling
the Folks,
reread the earlier lessons & discussions in this
class, especially Lesson
Two.
