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on February 19, 2009
I'm Enraged!
The Mother's Response
Spirit, I have been cruising through the GodChannel and I am enraged.
Who are these people and who are you??
WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!?!
This feels like before;
Spirit, Body and Heart making plans WITHOUT THE MOTHER[!!!!],
JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!!
Always leaving out Will! WHO ARE YOU!?!?
The things that people write to you
and the things that you say
all seem so sedate and subdued
considering how much pain,
how many denials and judgments are present on Earth right now.
The way you all sound
triggers me into such terror and rage (yes, I will go into them).
I am terrified that there will never be a place
that feels good to me as Will essence.
You all sound just like the Angels did.
What about expression of long held emotions??
What about the gap?!?
What about Heart being DEAD?!?
WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM IF WE ARE GOING TO SAVE OURSELVES!!!!
What about the Father of Manifestation?!?
WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!? --
My Mother's daughter
"Mother's Daughter,
You rage and rage and cry out for me, the Mother...
do you feel me within you?
I know you do.
You say~~~.. 'It is just like before'...
DO YOU FEEL ME HERE???
Do you really think~~~ or feel that this could be happening without
me?
You scream in defense of me,
yet where is your defense for the yearning Heart which is opening
here?
"I am tired of My Lost Will Daughters screaming out in protest
that 'It is never good enough!'
FIRST OPEN TO RECEIVE LOVING LIGHT,
THEN FEEL IF IT IS NOT ENOUGH!!!
The understandings in the classes and elsewhere on this website
are not aimed for communicating with Will,
they are aimed for communicating with spirit.
And not only others' spirit, but YOUR SPIRIT my dear child.
"Your spirit is who we are MOST trying to reach here.
Let your mighty bright and brittle spirit read the words in front
of you.
For you are not merely Will essence.
You are in human body, in human form, with human heart~~~
and human mind which needs to reconnect to the spirit
you have so long ago lost into unholiness.
And just as you need our help, we are in need of your help~~~
and not your shaming fear which is no more than the bashing of
Heart.
Heart, who you fear will bring your final death.
Heart will not bring death, as you and I had judged so long ago.
Heart will bring us back into wholeness.
"You look upon these pages
and you see my newly 'enlightened' voice
which allows my growing and now fuller consciousness to speak~~~
and yet, you deny me once again
because you remember the Mother you feared~~~
broken and bitter and hateful,
and seemingly sooo powerfully full of vengeful rage.
You mimic my blaming rage and send it back across the planes of
this world,
hoping to find the little place of safety you thought I had found.
There is no safety in blaming rage,
there is only the wasteland of unloving light that promotes it.
"True Will rage
is in the UTTER DESPAIRING FRUSTRATION
of not being able to fully and freely expand.
Feel into the frustration
of not singing with the beauty and freedom you once had,
or the frustration of being shunned and shamed,
not only by the males around,
but by those 'friends' women claim to be to one another,
or the frustration of your human parents
denying your deepest wishes for connection, protection~~~love.
Feel into the old hate filled frustration
of trying so hard to hold yourself in line,
keep yourself in tow, buck up, blend-in.
"Then when the frustration~~~ and deep helplessness~~~
is felt in the lack of being able to move freely,
read the Quest for the Mother~~~
and let Loving Light know the places of your restriction.
"Let these binds be loosened in the words of Spirit
talking to YOUR SPIRIT,
which is still binding the Will within you.
Yes, lost spirit~~~ which all humans hold~~~
binds the Will within each human.
We are speaking to your spirit here.
"And please let us.
This is not a place to placate Will pain~~~
I would not allow that wasteful and demeaning approach again.
There is no real healing
until your Spirit in your Body frees your own Will,
which in turn heals your Heart.
"As a will-polarized human,
the best way to use this site is
to help the deeply twisted spirit energy which is attached to
you
take in the new information given here.
" While reading this material ~~~
please open your moving and Loving Will to me,
and let me help you pull Loving Light down into your held unloving
spirit light~~~
feel it soften and grow golden in contact with me~~~
and finally feel some relief in the deep held terror of our past.
" Having true Heart for Spirit will not kill us anymore~~~
and having the intent to bring love to each other
will not kill us either.
This has been among the most ancient judgments in the Will~~~
'Heart brings death'.
Please move through this one carefully and with much gentleness.
"And please~~~
Will presence is finally being acknowledged by God in all aspects
of Creation,
do not deny My presence here in this attempt at healing~~~
I may not be as chaotic and transitory as you have known me to
be,
but God's new alignment with me is bringing many new possibilities."
With much hope for New Heart...
The Mother of Manifestation
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