Edited Godchannel/enraged

The Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

to help me and my potential P E E R s

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

pp38

channeled on 1999/03/14
Mother Expression
I'm Enraged!

Channelers' note:
This contribution was received before the Mother Expression area was created,
and the only presence of the Mother's voice on the site at that time was in contributions from readers.
God and the Mother have both responsed to this post,
and the two channeled responses are linked at the bottom of this page.

Spirit,
I have been cruising through the GodChannel
and I am enraged.
Who are these people and who are you??
WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!?!

This feels like before;
Spirit, Body and Heart making plans WITHOUT THE MOTHER[!!!!],
JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!!
Always leaving out Will!
WHO ARE YOU!?!?

The things that people write to you
and the things that you say
all seem so sedate and subdued
considering how much pain,
how many denials and judgments are present on Earth right now.
The way you all sound
triggers me into such terror and rage
(yes, I will go into them).
I am terrified that there will never be a place
that feels good to me as Will essence.
You all sound just like the Angels did.
What about expression of long held emotions??

What about the gap?!?
What about Heart being DEAD?!?
WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM IF WE ARE GOING TO SAVE OURSELVES!!!!
What about the Father of Manifestation?!?
WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!? --

My Mother's daughter

God's Response
The Mother's Response

Mother Expression Guide | Mother Expression Introduction | RUOW Page | Discussion of the Right Use of Will Material

On February 18, 2009 , I set out to another lonely hike to that destroyed Arab village~~~
This time I roamed around the site west of the winding track.
When I glanced at the list of Godchannel files, it were the three files called "enraged"
which suggested themselves as "background" for the images of that hike.

The new town Shoham in the west...

I discover a little mound and am sure, it is the overgrown debris of what was once a house.
With an almond tree and Sabre- cactuses next to it , as so often.

But when I find my way around the mound and climb it...

I see a gigantic cistern in the center of the mound.
How come?
Among the hundreds of cistern I've explored during my desert life since 1989,
there was never such a device!
Nor was there a cistern not secured somehow by the authorities.
After all, the sheep of the deaf-mute shepherd of my childrens' neighbor were grazing close by as during my last visit.
But then - the very device - a cistern with the entrance on a hill - made it safe...
The sun lit up a small part of the inside wall,
but this help my camera to get the proper perspective of the enormous depth of this cistern.

What is this? An overgrown wall of a terrace or of the court to a house?

These ruins leave no doubt as to what they once supported.
In the background - agricultural structures of Bet Nehemya.

Ruins and a dead tree on the background of Shoham

Someone made use of the land by installing beehives!
This asserts the claim of the scientist
whom this time I met at the adjacent Byzanthine site ,
some 5 minutes bee-line from here,
that the insects in that tiny water tunnel weren't wasps, but honey-bees

Continuation see in "The Mother's Response" to the poste "Enraged"