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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"




See below:
The photos of the "WALK ABOUT LOVE 2009" ~ continued from ~ the Godchannel.com file: God's Quest.
my graphical edition of the Godchannel files
in the chronological order in which they were given.

1997_05_11 . Checked for updates on 2005_07_24 and agan on 2010_02_22 , referred to in the tele-class of Process Coaching on June 25, 2012

Healing Class:

The Quest for the Mother

Part One: Before Time Began

The Mother is Attacked
The Mother is damaged

"This class begins with a story
about what happened in the very beginning
As I have said, I am evolving,
as is all of my Creation.
Because I am evolving,
I am more aware now than I was when I started.

"At first I was not even aware of myself as a being,
or of the fact that I was creating anything.
Later, even as I began to realize more of who I am,
I was still not aware that the 'medium'
into which I poured my Light
was a living, feeling being.

"I didn't realize the space
that was holding me and 'my' creation
was being opened for me,
and I had no idea that the one
who was opening the space for Creation
was the one for whom it was being created.
I now know that what I had initially thought
was a void
is actually the point of my existence,
my one true love, my right mate,
the The Mother of Creation.

"As I became more aware,
I began to realize there was something other than me,
but I didn't know what.
I was very involved inside of myself at the time,
I was discovering my existence and identity
in a field of oceanic bliss.

The Mother is Attacked

"The realization
that there was something else besides me

came as messages
in the form of disquieting feelings

something like wiggles in my Light.
I felt these messages to be a distraction and a nuisance,
as you might find a buzzing mosquito or a body itch.
I instinctively sent out sharper than usual light
in an absent-minded hope
of stopping the distractions by destroying them,
just as you might use your hand
to swat a mosquito
or your fingernail to scratch an itch.


"Since I did not even know of her existence,
I could not realize that this sharp energy of mine
was being perceived as attacks by the Mother.

She was moving only
because she wanted to get my attention
and let me know of her presence.
She felt I would be happy to know she was there,
as she opened to me in love.

"But instead of receiving love in return,
she was shocked and hurt
by my violent response to her movements,
and she became afraid of me and my Light.


"Of course I didn't know any of this at the time.
When the 'distractions' stopped,
I went back to the bliss deep inside of myself
and forgot about the whole thing.
The Mother had input for me about our relationship
and the nature of Creation,
but I was oblivious to her existence.

"Our first contact was in the form of a fight from my side,
and of a rape from hers. "

The Mother is Damaged

"The Mother's essence is magnetic,
it draws light to her.
Once light has entered her field,
she must hold it.
It cannot move out of her
unless other light comes to replace it.

The first light she received from me
was hostile light
that created very deep imprints in her essence.
Some of the stronger blows
even damaged her essence
and caused it to fragment.


"In all the eons of existence,
these imprints have never been healed.
My Light of love and acceptance
has never reached the places in the Mother
that were first hurt by my initial hostility toward her.
Although they have been very deeply buried,

these original imprints have influenced every interaction
she and I have ever had and they are still active ~
the root cause of all the suffering in you and everyone else on Earth.

[old version: the root cause of all the suffering you see and experience on Earth.]



"My purpose here is two-fold.
I'm here to help you awaken
to your true identity
as All That Is,
and of course this is very important.

"More important however,
is my quest to find and help heal the parts of the Mother
that were damaged in our original contact
and deeply hurt again in later reenactments of that tragedy."


Part Two: A Call for Healing
Lesson One Discussion


Following my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
  that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages,
Since March 2009 I am "synchronizing" the chronological process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and - if there should be time - observations of the

"Walk About Love"
continuation of March 2, 2009 ; last update: 2009_06_20

Resting with Ronny under a Rotem (see how important this bush is for me!)

Ronny and two women, whose names I still don't know despite my intense efforts to get to know and to remember every name



Jac (Jacob) - like the other musicians - uses every moment to play. Mirjam - to the right - repacks




How glorious the Rotem is, when in bloom! And it blooms like that only in the desert!

On the morning (Febr. 26)
before I traveled
to the" Walk about Love"
for the first time
I took Mika, my granddaughter,
before she left for kindergarden
- to a nearby deserted, neglected , polluted spot of land
to show her what a rotem is
- after all Rotem is
the name of her cousin,
my daughter's daughter.
How pathetic - the little shrub!
and still - that it grows there at all,
gives me joy.



Again - what is the name of the one who knows how to savor a rotem?


and who is sculpted here in stone?




Continuation of the photos of the "Walk about Love" in the Godchannel file
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