99/02/24
This channeling is categorized as "Mother Expression" in Godchannel.
I transferred it to "Mother Teachings".
checked for updates on 2005_07_02

Mother Expression
Superiority from the Will Side

including
"Diffusion "

"Children of Our Body.
This is the first time on this site
when I will join voices with God
to help in the teachings.
It has been a long road for me
to attain the consciousness needed
to join in the 'formal' approach here ~
and I have great fear of creating a boring little schoolroom ~
but there is so much new love and light
in the places between Spirit and myself now
that I am beginning to gain some hope for this format.

"In your held down, captive will ~
there is a feeling there that says ~
'I need the Most Superior Light Possible' ~
and perhaps ~
'I have the Most Superior Light.'
As the feminine polarity
we feel dependent upon the light we hold
to keep us safe,
to battle the battles we will fight,
to outwit, out dress, out maneuver the competition for mating ~

"Loving Soft Diffused Light,
Loving Centered Non-abusive Light,
Loving Sensitive, Nurturing Light.
Wasn't He the one
who got knocked down and kicked around,
and lost us out into this endless hell to begin with???
Why would we go back to that light?
Why should we trust that wimp?

"I will tell you why.
He has remembered
who and what and where He is ~
He has remembered the center of Himself,
and He is reclaiming the lost power
he gave up to lost light.
So when you move deeply into the distrust of your will ~
work to release these judgments also ~
'I release the judgment
that I need unlovingness to survive.'
'I release the judgment that giving and receiving guilt
is safer than giving and receiving love'.

Diffusion

"Both Devils give and receive guilt
with the Will in the place of Love.

pp26b
"From the Spirit side
you can identify the devils
from the superiority imprint,

"from the Will side you can feel the devils
because they turn all real emotion
into shaming fear, or blaming rage.

If your will feels like it is moving ~
but what is coming out of you is

shaming fear
(such as ~
'You hurt me so much
because you are so unloving and hateful ~')

or blaming rage
(such as ~
'this is all you fault
because you are so unloving and hateful,
and I am not going to let you say otherwise ~')

then you know
that the will you are seeking to move and heal
is still filled with unloving light,
and there is a different way to redeem this light
from within the Will
and I would like to share this process with you.
It is called Diffusion.

"When unloving light
[2005_07_02: in my, Maryam's case:
feeling wronged, victimized, not received,
and, from there, blaming, or subtly, surreptitiously , causing feelings of guilt]
is filling moving will
the light feels very strong and powerful and bright,
like a spotlight focused in on a dark stage ~
as Will, we surround this light,
we hold onto it,
we clamp down around it
hoping to impede its progress in destroying us,
and everything else.
And throughout time,
this has been very wise, and needed
because without God's desire to heal this light,
we held it in check as best we could.

"However, God has changed
and our approach to the light within us
can change as well.


"Feel the tight focus of this light,
and imagine you are opening the canister on the spotlight ~
opening the Will-boundaries of the light
so it becomes more and more diffused,
and softer,
and it spreads across the stage of your consciousness
with soothing gentle tones.
Now run energy gently through this wash of light,
and ask God to redeem the lost light here,
and fill this space with Loving Light.

"Voila, Mother power in action,
and we aren't destroying the universe to bring healing.
Diffusion is the most useful
when the Will is trapped in a place of terrible pain,
and moving any emotions causes violent attacks of inner guilt.

"Immediately, God's light is present
when the devil's light is diffused.
We can bring God present into the depths of pain
which has never known God's love before,
and we can do it fairly quickly and gently ~
although the emotions and memories and pain are still there to move through.

"As we work together on this site,
I will often speak about you and I
working together as 'we'.
This is because when and where you work to heal your will,
and redeem your spirit ~
We are there too.
I am there.
And I have been here for so long,
living out this pain with you,
that I deeply feel
the desperation and sorrow of our lost selves,
our lost love, and our lost hope ~
Please release the judgments
that say this healing must come through destruction.
I don't wish for this,
and neither does your Father.
We love you ~
deeply into the DNA strands
which keep our love intertwined within your very self."

The Mother of Manifestation

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