The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound


2007_01_27
lyrics:
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam
 June 21, 1983
last update: August 24, 2008
tune:
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam

January 27, 2007




22.4.2012
koh khasrat onim


The poem helped me to cope with the situation
in that month:
I was called to my mother's death-bed,
but when she recovered, it was clear,
that I could not put her back into the institution,
where they had neglected her.
It was a time of almost-clashes with my sister,
which sometimes I should have let become clashes..

2 months later, back in Israel, with my mother,
my sister's eldest daughter, then 19,
came to visit us.
We had deep communication about her problems.
One was "envy" or "jealousy",
and I taught her my song to help her cope with it.

"Wieder beginne ich ganz von vorn
Wie eine der Kleinsten in Deinem Reich,
so neidvoll...


"Meine Kraft ist Macht in den Kleinen!
Auch versteht nicht, wer frei, den Gebundnen,
Zoll' Dank deiner Fessel..."

See now (Sept.27, 2010) the closure of "My Ordeal"

Avoiding Confrontations

"And again I start from the beginning
as one of the smallest in your kingdom,
such a coward.
[or:
so self-righteous, so judgmental, so jealous etc.
or - on August 24, 2008: such a betrayer of my Body!]

"My power, my grace is strong in the small ones!
Nor does a free man understand the chained.
Give thanks to your chain!"

The divine answer is based on a message to Paul
in the New Testament: 2.Corinthians 12:9
which in Luther's translations has been ringing in my ears all my life:
"Lass dir an meiner Gnade genuegen,
denn meine Kraft ist in den Schwachen maechtig"

The answer says, that since you came to this planet
to radiate SELF-ACCEPTANCE and FREEDOM from VICTIMHOOD,
you must understand all other humans.
If you wouldn't go through the feelings and behaviours,
which cause them self-hatred,
how could you identify with them and understand them?
See the coincidences with this song - on September 27-28, 2010

 


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2009

2009_11_19 - Mika's Heaven on Earth

I follow my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
  that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages.



On August 1, I decided to re-employ song-page after song-page
for documenting and exploring
the evolution of my youngest grandchild,
a starchild whose assignment for this planet seems to be:
to demonstrate by her own living and doing,
how to playfully create from moment to moment
"zest-fully and full-filled"

[see previous composition]

 


The next morning I watch Mika watching "Dora", the famous kids TV story
I wished, the producers of programs for grownups would learn from some of the programs for children...

 

Mika was glad, that I participated in her - relatively rare - TV entertainment

 

 

   
   
   







It's good,
that I'm getting to create this composition,
only 5 days later.
With these pictures
of Mika and her kindergarden mate Lia
the memory of that day with Mika
is all golden.
It's only in my mind, not in my feeling,
that I remember the discomfort,
which I felt during those hours
with or aside from the two little girls....

and then, after Lia was gone and after supper,
there were moments of sheer bliss with Mika.

While her mother was busy with undressing and showering her,
she suddenly ran out , towards me on the piano-stool- playing
and swiftly climbed on my lap
- something she does with her sister Elah, but never with me -
laughed and said:
"ratziti le-hargish otakh!" "I wanted to feel you!"
laughed again and ran back to the bathroom.

For some reason, which I forgot, I was then holding her - naked - in my arms.
She was so enthusiastic - a Greek word which means - "within God",
that I said: "let's make another mirror-picture like the one with you as the princess",
but how can I take a photo, while I am holding her?
In that moment Efrat came back, and so I quickly clicked the camera with one hand.

The outcome is absolutely glorious:


I call this image:

"Venus with flash-eclipsed Grandma!"

Whatever this symbolizes, should stay a secret...

 

 

Then, while Imma dresses and combs her,
she makes her funny faces...

 

 

The next morning, Friday, November 20, 2009, Efrat packs both, Mika and Grandma into the car,
delivers her daughter to the kindergarden (guarded by this nice man) and me to the junction,
from which I start my hitchhiking journey home (see "My Desire" on Nov. 19-20, 2009)

 


Though this time I did not use the train, as I did when I traveled from Shoham to Nes Ziona to Meirav's birthday,
I still want to insert this magnificent Menorah here, which I now found on my cellphone, taken then, on NOv. 12
the Menorah outside the Ben Gurion Airport & Train-Station - illuminated beautifully.



But the next time, when I returned from Shoham to Arad,
Immanuel, who returned at 7 AM, brought me to the train-station in Lod,
and it was then and there - on December 7, 2009,
when I delighted in this scene:
a bunch of Muslim women, perhaps students at Beersheva University,
sitting , standing, ascending the train with Jews, one even with a kippa!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[On November 23, the computer at Arad ("Vista")
opened with this image:


I clicked on "enlarge"
and saw
what I had been looking for on Nov. 17, 2009,
when I inserted
that piano image
in front of the red wall
at Shoham:
the red wall in my home
at Modi'in (2001-2004)
behind Efrat,
my daughter-in-love, together with Rotem,
my daughter's daughter (then 9 years old)

The coincidence:
the entire day before
I had pondered
and sculpted
my understanding,
why my desire
to be able
to accompany people's
singing with chords
on guitar,
or an accordeon
or on piano
was not fulfilled.

 

And another accidental image from the daily slideshow, this time with Mika, in a little park at Shoham, probably early 2008

I inserted it also in one of my "light and shade/ light and night/ light and darkness songs"

 

 

Some more pictures of the Dancing-with-Levi on Oct. 24, 2009

 

 

Mika with Levi and Ayelet and their daughters

 
Continuation of Mika's "Heaven-on-Earth" , in November 2009, on the Song page of January 28, 2007

 


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