The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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May 4 , Sunday, between Shoham and Arad
re-edited on May 4, 2013, at Arad

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MY INTENTION and PLAN for TODAY


Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may!
6:57
Once more: I desire to assimilate the manifold experiences and interactions at Neot Kdumim,
as well as memories of the far past, which we conjured up, when Joel and Tova visited.
I desire some time with Immanuel, in which he'll convert 3 templates into soundbuttons.
I desire my travel to be easy and Body's tiredness (after an often interrupted sleep) to be postponed.
I desire to part from my family at Shoham with joy
and to arrive at my castle at Arad with joy.
image of the day


hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

7:10
My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks to the ease with which you are able to turn around in bed,
when sleeping is difficult and you seek to place yourself comfortably.
I give thanks to your ability to yawn strongly,
which helps us to take in more air and vibrate feelings,
which are not yet flowing ,
Since recently Mika laughs so hilariously,
when she sees me yawning and shouts: "don't sleep!"
and I then theatralically "wake up", as if bewildered where I am.



18:34

I am grate-full for the relatively smooth travel
despite the soldier crowds and stress of connections between bus-train-bus.

I'm grate-full for the harmonious parting from Immanuel, Efrat and Mika,
I'm grate-full that the overdue shopping of a few vital items is finally done.
I'm grate-full that I'm back in my castle, amidst the blooming geranium.
I'm grate-full that I managed to rest for 3 1/2 hours, though I'm still tired.
I'm grate-full that - according to plan - I've a week of al-one-ness ahead of me.

 

 

A series of a morning idyll


By chance father and daughter wear T-shirts
with similar grey and white stripes

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When Efrat and Mika are gone to kindergarden and work ,
I have an hour left and Immanuel creates the sound-buttons of the tetraheder pyramid and the musical note

 

Then I travel - by bus to the airport trainstation ,
by train to Beersheva - with crowds of soldiers spilling out -
by bus to Arad.



At Arad I go "shopping", something which I do only, if there is truly no other choice.
At least I try to avoid supermarkets, preferring small shops with personal treatment.
I need "Instant Oats", and sesam butter to put on bread
(from Efrat) or pittah (from Ofir's friend, a "caretaker" on Massada ).
In another shop I buy 2 bulbs 60 Watt , and a soap for washing dishes
(a bottle will last me an entire year).
In the grocery I buy butter, and - against my rules - Cottage cheese, since I have "Malawakh" in the freezer
(from whom?),
and overdue eggs in the fridge
(from Grandma Day at Shoham on February 29).
I'm not keen on the Yemenite pastry, but with Efrat's recipe -
cottage and a fried egg on top of the Malawakh fried in a pan - I like it.
In the vegetable-shop,
which is next to the grocery and completely empty, when I enter,
I buy onions and 2 lemons
(this year lemons don't seem to come to me by themselves ...),
also 4 red beets - they are cheap and I make a tasty salad of them, learnt from my mother,
and a big cauliflower - which I chip into small pieces, including the stalks, in which the "flower" is embedded,
and eat those piece by piece, when I work on the computer and have desire for a snack.
Since my landlady lately gave me milkpowder, which she got from somebody,
I don't even need to buy milk (something which is "luxury" anyway, but this one I grant myself),
and I therefore asume, that I don't have to buy anything for another month at least.

Finally I arrive at the pool, refresh my Body, climb down and up my Wadi of Compassion and reach my castle!

 

song of the day

Everything is of importance
nothing is really important,
have only the right sight,
and you walk alright.

 

 

 

Continuation of the third day of Pesach, Tuesday, April 22, at Shoham

 


In the morning I walk Nella, and for a change - she forgets to bark at a cat

 

Following Mika's and my enthusiasm for the song "Dumam shata" Silent sails a little ark on the pristine Nile",
Efrat bought a DVD with the story of Moses,
and it's on this morning - without kindergarden - that Mika and I see it for the first time.


Though most of the Exodus story
Mika still does not know nor understand,
she is hypnotized, the way her grandma is
whenever she encounters the story of Moses...

"By chance" I caught these two scenes:
the fire pillar guiding the slaves in the desert,
and the Sea splitting in two to let them through!

 

 

A Pesach Performance for kids in the Cultural Center

"The Elefant who wanted to be the most".
Mika knows this excellent DVD by heart.
It's about learning self-acceptance!


Since it's incredibly hot outside, Efrat interrupts her work,
comes with the car and drives us to the center.
An actor, dressed as an elefant, interacts with the kids,
who came with their parents,
before the large screen DVD starts.

 



Then, despite the heat, the two of us walk to Efrat's office in the cellar of this house and garden.
It's here, that the local Shoham newspaper with our interview was produced....


There is a dog, Mika's delight, and there are gold-fish in the new pond (soon to be eaten by street-cats, which find a way to slip in),
and there lies a newspaper on the ground
(not the one produced by Efrat), and with its face up - a construction worker on a Matza, saying:
"Ovdim haiinu", instead of "Avadim haiinu" (a song in the Pesach Hagada): "Laborers we were" , instead of "Slaves we were".


Efrat's boss Ilan and his wife

 

 

 


When Efrat believes , she can afford to leave work
(it's the Pesach week and everybody works only half a day, if at all),
she invites Mika to peel the leaves from her cherished "Tiras" (corn).
Mika is an ardent helper in the kitchen.

 

Towards the evening we go out, this time to the "Sunflower Park".
Since the heat had retreated only now, there were many children.
And at first Mika is totally absorbed in watching others.
On our path through the houses I showed her a shrub,
which had both - fragrant white flowers and apple-like fruits,
as well as the magnificent blossom of a tree.
As usual I bring a few vessels with us,
and after she had eaten her snack and most of the kids were gone,
she began to play with the "apples".







At some time we turn home, but when we pass by a bench under a tree,
she wants me to sit and have another round of playing with these fruits,
making them jump and roll on the sideway etc.
Suddenly she has an utterly new idea:

"Lie down!" she commands.
I obey and she joins me.
The fun of this was such,
that I tried to take pictures with my right hand,
while not seeing anything. I still laugh, when looking at the results.



 


   

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K.I.S.S. - L O G    2 0 0 8

 
2013

"Spherical Time": Driving Backward to Jan.4, 2013, to 1988, to 2008, to 1970


On my daughter's 48th birthday I sent her an SMS with the verse:
"I am always with you"
[It is engraved in the tomb stones of both her grandfather Franz Rosenzweig and her father Rafael Rosenzweig]
She answered with a smiley and : "and I know that",
but "unfortunately" I also sent her pieces of memory,
which obviously triggered her badly, though I still don't know why.


She did not respond,
and when I met her on her brother's jubilee, on Jan. 25, 2013
and found a moment to ask her, she said with pain in her face:

"I don't want to talk about that!"
Since then, I've heard about her only indirectly, through Efrat.
On this day I want to insert a "Driving backward" to 1970,
which I'd kept on my computer screen through all this time.
By chance I now discovered that my daughter uses "Facebook", though rarely, and there - on March 13 - she published this image of her own daughter,
"it's heart breaking, is it not?" she asks