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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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June6/
Sivan 3, Friday, still 70 days -at Arad
Parting from my obsession to complete
this page--- on June 12
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
7:50
I desire - from this Chodesh
Sivan onward
- to train - consistently & with utmost concentration!!
how to manifest my desires through heart-felt, God-felt INTENTION
and not through words&acts
I desire to
thus draw on the help of
the whole 'universe' & integrate my desire into
its 'right flow'
I desire that my 'test case' of manifesting desires in this
way will be:
my intention that Yael&Rotem seek
communication with me -
without writing/calling them to do so!
I desire that
this focusing will -first of all- 'heal'
all blame/guilt
,self-victimization/self-justification
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:25
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the coagulability of our blood,
without which the tiniest wounding would make us bleed to
death.
Thanks also for the fast way, in which you healed the itching
swelling from
the painful sting by an invisible insect when I left the pool
through that gate.
I'm once more expressing my thanks for the
"sign from heaven",
Tzippi's funny "blame": "you
have created this",
that now anyone who doesn't pick up his dog's shit in a park
will be fined.
What is implied in this "sign", is the "graduality"
in which desires may manifest.
In this case the first step is a
threat! which will begin to make people aware.
Since many dog-keepers are affected by my desire, i.e. would
have to change,
a "global" manifestation would override individual
"choices" concerning dog-shit,
though these aren't true choices, but habits, lack of awareness,
lack of caring.
Thanks also for the reminder of the great lesson in Israel's
exodus from slavery
"God"-Moses could have manifested his/their desire
for the people to be free
- by transferring the slaves to a new land on a flying carpet
in one single move.
They also could have manifested a land empty of people, i.e.
of potential enemies.
And - and this is my new insight, following what I read about
Chodesh
Sivan-
Moses could have manifested a true partner & not that
pathetic populist Aaron.
I'm grate-full for all the coincidences which give emphasis
to "My Universe"
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Finetuning
to my Present
My insight:
the true partner for whom Moses yearned,
would not have served the manifestation of his desire for his
people.
Only someone whose feeling and thinking or lack of thinking
was like everybody's
could bridge between his "ideas" and everybody's self-victimization
(see the channeling about me, which I quoted
yesterday).
I read again, what
that man from Arad, Erez, said to me in Noah's Cave in 2004:
"Like Moses - you must not
water down your message.
You must always be YOU and say always exactly what you need
to say.
What people are capable of hearing and understanding will not
help them.
What you have to say, needs to be first interpreted by them,
that is true.
Moses' message has been interpreted for more than 3000 years
now,
over and over again by more and more people.
Aaron is necessary, yes, but as a separate person, not as part
of you.
You must be YOU."
Yes, but the demand is now, not to "say"
anything at all
except in the form of this website, which imposes on nobody.
And "Aaron" is not an individual, but all the people
who care, like I care!
For instance those who have written that
song about the Children of 1973,
and those who have been singing it throughout the last 35 years,
like I did in the pool - opened outside for the first time in
this season -
which allowed me to sing aloud and sob....and sing again while
sobbing...
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Nourishment from Others
I look again at that stunning ancient
interpretation of the story in Exodus
32
about Aaron having yielded to the slaves' demand in the desert
to build them a god in the form of a "Golden
Calf"
as an act of PREVENTING PEOPLE from
SINNING:
'For if he had refused them, they would have killed them,
like they killed Chur'
(whom Moses made responsible for the people
during his absence with God on the mountain
and since Chur [Ex.
17:10-12 and 24:14}
is no longer mentioned in the
story,
the assumption was,
that the slaves killed him, because he didn't succumb)
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But since Aaron was the High Priest,
killing him would have been unforgivable and the punishment
unfathomable. This is what Aaron prevented by being prepared
to commit a sin himself.
The interpretation is totally opposed to the biblical Account,
[Ex.
32:21]
in which Moses harshly reprimands Aaron:
"What did this people unto thee,
that thou hast brought so great a sin upon them"
See
the Hebrew/German compressed version of what was a detailed
study - delivered as my "test paper" in order to
be accepted as a doctoral student
at the Hebrew University in Jerusalem in 1967
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About
the month Sivan , the third month with reference to Nisan,
the first month in the Bible:
"The Zodiac "sign" of the month is "Twins,"
a hint of the roles in this month of
Moshe and Aharon who were considered equal,
and it was through them and by their merit that the Torah was
given to the People of Israel. "
"This month" means
the month of Shavuoth, the Festival of the Giving of the Torah" |
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they "equal"?
Yes, as equal as the grapes and the leaves of a vine:
"de-ilmalee alaya ---- la mitkayimin
itkalaya"
for if there were no leaves, the grapes existed NOT.
see
the motto of my book |
From
the first Interview with the Folks:
"When your frozen terror
of being an outcast and separate fragment
begins to move in loving acceptance,
your taste for competition will fade.
When the denial is removed
and you have lovingly accepted all of the terror,
you will feel yourself to be safe, no matter what.
It is then that Original Heart's desire
for peers
[seePuzzle
Piece 2 and 2b: Peer
Companions]
will naturally draw you toward cooperation."
The outside pool is open - how great! -
I'll take a picture from within
the water from a perspective I did not catch last
year!
This is the gate, through which I squeezed myself
and while caught in it, I felt an incredible pain.
Seeing nothing, I at first thought
that electricity had strikken at me.
But there was no cable or anything around.
But neither could I see an insect or the sting on my skin.
Finally the slight pain, the later swelling and itching
(which haven't receded entirely) proved it to be a sting.
A sting while caught in the bars of a gate?
I didn't miss to see the beauty when exiting the pool...
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AVANTI POPOLO - Channel 1, Shabbat Eve, June 6, 2008
[sculpted the next day, on Shabbat morning]
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The most
exhilarating sight in the deeply moving movie was,
when the Israeli soldiers finally succumbed to the pestering
of the two Egyptian soldiers, who wanted to stick to them. Before
they had desperately approached them for water, and were granted
it - after the pathetic speech of the drunk Egyptian soldier
as "Shylock".
The Five are seen marching against the sunset, singing the Italien
Communist [someone shouts, they've changed it
to "Socialist") Hymn "Bandiera Rossa"
and in it "Avanti Popolo"forward
people! Too late I grabbed my
camera!
But perhaps this was good, for the
images I could catch show the Five totally blurred - their different
uniforms have melted into unison figures of humans in desert
and sand....
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From Yael's Movie
Journal
Shakespeare's
Shylock:
Hath not a Jew eyes?
Hath not a Jew hands,
organs,
dimensions,
senses,
affections,
passions;
fed with
the same food,
hurt with the same weapons,
subject to the same diseases,
heal'd by the same means
warm'd and cool'd
by the same winter and summer
as a Christian is?
If you prick us, do we not bleed?
If you tickle us, do we not laugh?
If you poison us,
do we not die?
And if you wrong us,
shall we not revenge? |
Wikipedia
mentions an essay in
Hebrew, not on the Internet
by Anton
Shammas:
"hitbalbel
ben tafqidim"
"He confused between roles" ,
said by one of the Israeli soldiers
after
the Egyptian soldier-actor recited Shylock's speech.
The
same is written in the Hebrew entry about Rafi Bukai
I'm
not yet able to express what I understand ~~~The Exchange
of Roles~~~
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Avanti popolo (1986)
:A
wonderful movie,
19 February 1999 Author:
anonymous from Israel
A most beautiful anti-war movie. It describes the surreal journey
of two Egyptian soldiers as they're coming back to Cairo from
the Six-day War of 1967. One is an aspiring actor, whose biggest
role so far was that of Shakespeare's Shylock (the irony of
fate), who contributes the role of the sad clown (played in
a most touching way by the Arab-Israeli actor Salim Daw); the
other soldier is a very disillusioned and broken man whose only
aspiration is to return home (while he is not familiar to me,
he performs his role very well too). This contrast between the
real and the fantastic is possibly what enhances the movie's
message most.
While the movie
fluctuates between pacifist euphoria and tragedy, it is a very
focused and thought-provoking film.
The
Hebrew Wikipedia writes about Salim Dau and "Avanti
Popolo"
that he contributed a lot to the change of the plot during filming
Searching for the actor
Suhel Haddad on the Internet
I found him
in Auschwitz, 2003,
with the people of the
Arab-Hebrew theatre in Yaffo
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song
of the day
Once more: We are the Children
of Winter 1973 -
you promised us to convert enemy into friend....
{When I opened that page, I discovered
that the image I had inserted there,
was from "Avanti Popolo")
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Continuation
of my encounter with the Seven - see
April 25
Gal Mor sent me the photos she made on Eva's camera on April
24 only today, after Eva had returned to Leipzig and sent them
to her. |
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The wandering family: Shachar dawn
and Or light
, Dindin's parents |
Dindin, 11 days older than my Mika, grows up
in nature - with fruits and no diapers.
While Mika takes care of her pipi and kaki only now, Dindin does so
since the age of 1
and had no problem going out into my garden and finding himself a
place.
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Am I teaching again??????!!!! |
Boris,
one of my five starchildren, irritates us with his carpentry
work, so he lets go of it |
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Boris
and Shakhar
Will they be true peers of mine in the future? |
"If you would ask me, I might give
you a reason,
why you should circumcise your son after all",
I said.
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This photo was mine and only here all seven
are on the picture, though little Dindin is hidden in his mother's
lap
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