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50 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 18th day, 2002-07-23
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2013
The FELT days 71, 72, 73, 74 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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5 y e a r s = 5 4 8 0 days
of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] "A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4- Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time! 4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008] continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site". The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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November 10, 2013
There are 40 days till Mika's 8th birthday, as she found out herself.
She has a big goal: that her mother will stop smoking on that day.
To reinforce her desire I'll insert every day some Mika-scenes.
Today also her incredible poem:
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 One day - which is not far away- Mika will organize Israeli flashmobs, like the one at Shalem Center, posted by Ra'ayah , and once she'll overcome her piano-panic, she'll set up another Revolution-Orchestra |
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Trying to find gold-grains in my trouble
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earlier documentation on Oct. 31, 2013 On Shabbat, November 9 (Crystal-Night!),
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also my other children got involved in Hagit's endeavor to prove, that my Old Age Pension of 2732 NIS per month - -- minus the rent for my one-room-flat (1200 NIS , not including electricity) does not allow for one more Sheqel. 
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I'll insert just one "boring"
letter
Hagit Zehavi's petition in my name to Ya'el
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The last part
of the 3 double docs about my rent at Arad 
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 My National Insurance, including Health Insurance of 101 NIS |
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After
the stormy Shabbat-Eve in Micha's home I could not sleep. Finally I put on the light and recorded my thoughts (s. right frame), not thoughts or feelings about the content of that storm, but the thoughts about my stronger and stronger desire, to not avoid situations which may bring up kicking feelings, [if someone else initiates the situation or invites me into it or if- as in this case - the issue of "the debt" - demands it.] My desire and prayer is that I may enjoy the very feelings! For weeks and weeks my chrysanthemons have prepared for their winter blooming  |
 
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I think that from my studying Latin and teaching
Latin only 2 proverbs are imprinted in my mind:
one is: "carpe
diem", harvest the day, i.e. savor every moment,
and the other:
"CETERUM
CENSEO CARTHAGINEM ESSE DELENDAM"
Just replace the North-African Carthago with Succah-in-the-Desert!
lintosh ve-lintotz ve-laharos
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Shortly
before and long after midnight of the ninth of November I had the strength to try to write to Hagit about my understanding, which I'd shared with Micha (who reacted against my extremism) later with Efrat and still later with Immanuel (both saw my point), the understanding, that the time has come to destroy the Succayah, i.e. the scientific model ("beta-site") for my Desert-Hosting-Economy. 
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 Another bud of the red rose, planted in honor of my son Immanuel R o s e n zweig. |
 
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 At least on Shabbat, but often even during the week, before school and work, Father and son, Micha and Arnon, take the jeep with their mountain-bikes somewhere. On this day they pedalled 42 km on harsh ground. Arnon, by now, always speeds his father up... |
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November 11, 2013, still 39 days till Mika's
8th birthday
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