The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

50 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 16th day, 2002-07-22

When I raged about Israel's "blindness",
my granddaughter shamed me to Hell, saying:
"but not the whole people is fucked-up,
there are good people among us,
just like there are good people among the Arabs".
 
 

Feeling even more shame
whilequoting her,
I get up from the computer
and take long strides on my stone floor
and sing wailing
over-tones

 

2013

The FELT days 63, 64, 65, 66 ~ of the next 15 FELT years


1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   
"inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  
"amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
"A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4-
Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time!

4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008]
continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site".

The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013
On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines
To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

2013-10-31-Thursday-still
5421 days

Polyphony of feelings -1) I'm still tested in "finding goldgrains" in the "puddle" of debts.
2) I'm still uplifted by 2 phonetalks in the bus: with Orr
(Or=light) and Lior (I have light) and 2 surpises at home: a restaurant-meal leftover! and the finding of a doc for Hagit's debt-work!
Desire to birth my David-Israel-Rachel code

song: haqitzoti ve-odi imakh (Psalm 139)



2013-11-01-Friday-still 5420 days

If I don't judge my feeling: 'I'm ungrateful!'
I'll find in it not goldgrains, but goldmines!
My birth-work was "disturbed" by Borris, who suddenly returned from abroad after 3 months.
And it will be "disturbed even more" by Lior,
who suddenly announced her coming today. Do not stay away! Let me feel it as much as joy!


song: ezae yom samaekh-paeta ba oreach
2013-11-02-Shabbat-still 5419 days

Great thanks for this unplanned, unimagined, unintended,
even only partly desired (s. Friday) Kibbutz Galuyot : Razi -22- born in USA, Boris, [Borris] - 27-born in Russia, Lior - 25 - born in Israel, I - 75-born in Germany..., 3 starchildren suddenly appear, each from another context, yet Razi & Boris will stay at Arad at present.

song: i-aefshar tamid livkot [1967]


2013-11-03-Sunday-still 5418 days

The ability to cry tears is one of my talents.
For a long time there was no need for tears,
till I saw that once again my "goodness" had triggered someone badly. This is my badness!
S. Oct.18. - Now I desire that I'll no longer limit myself if my inner voice commands me.
I trust: my triggering as my shame is needed!

song: If you want your dream to be




I came across this saying in the Shulchan Aruch 1563:
All the entire Torah is called SINGING
and the glory of the song is,
when the voices are different from each other

I am testing the term "polyphonic time" versus "linear time".
[see an exemplary video: Polyphonic singing of Jews versus Muslims)
I tried out "spherical time", "holographic time", "cosmic time",
in order to designate my moving between different dimensions,
but since in what has been called the "BEYOND" there is no time,
the "spherical" existing and experiencing cannot be called "time".

See my "relatively" new song Nov.30,2011, about this moving in the two spheres,
but the same is expressed in Psalm 139, which I put in tune a second time 1986



 

2013

August 2013: Now Rotem herself is "in the army", though far from having to fight.
Since these photos appear on Facebook, they all show her, to my regret, as "posing".



 

All the while I'm "busy" not only with my teeth and hip-joint,
but with the enormous debt, which the authorities claim I owe them.
On Oct. 31, 2013, I felt, that I needed to involve my children
and told them what Hagit, my angel, asked me to do:
delivering invoices about my expenses for health
( some 40000 NIS for my teeth in 2007+2013)
and a seemingly small sum of 800NIS,
which my son Micha lent me for paying the expert doctor
concerning the operation of my hip joint.
It was difficult to get the invoices,
and the one for the 800NIS we didn't even get.,



but then on Nov. 9, my son Immanuel who many years ago had to cope with a debt of 2 millions,
followed Micha who did not think,
that it was a good idea, to prove my "poverty" in this way.
intervened and proved, why these invoices - intended to emphasize my "powerty"
would naturally lead to my children, who paid for my teeth in 2007
and are lending me the money for my teeth in 2013.

The only document except for the confirmation from the National Security about my 'income'
of 2732 NIS, that was relevant, was my own idea, and I admit that I'm a bit proud of that:
the rent-agreements of the last 9 years with my landlord


Hagit, indeed, appreciated this as a good idea,
and my landlord had an even better one:
not to sign a declaration
but to create - in retrorespect - the rent-agreements,
which we didn't bother to renew after half a year,
so big was and is the trust between us.









continuation of my hike to Salt-Sea and Noah's Cave on Oct. 26, 2013

first page second page third page fourth page fifth page sixth page

 






I approach the eastern cliff
of the peninsula,
mini-caves
mini-rocks
the art of Nature




Since the sun did no longer illuminate
this art-work of Nature,
the photos only give a pale hint
of the beauty
which I encountered
From the top of the cliff
(again, the photos down the cliff-slopes into the Sea
don't show reality and I had to omit them)

a last glance to the north and to the west,
to Noah's River and even to Noah's Cave,
if anyone except myself can detect it along the slopes.

 

 

 

The southern bay of the peninsula

it looks grey,
once the sun disappears
behind the high ridge,
though it's still at least 2-3 hours
till sunset

 

 

 

 

the sculptures
on the southern side
of the pen-insula





 

 

 

 

 



Suddenly I find myself
standing
before the hidden Zulla
of Yuval-David,
who was my "partner"
in
the "Dreamers' Training"

 

And yet another "last look" - across the thatched roof of Yuval-David's zulla - to the illuminated north and west

and to the shaded
peninsula
in the east

 

What about
Yuval-David's
prophecy?


Continuation