98/08/13
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Visit with God III
pp24
I want to drive my own bus.
Hiya. You said in there somewhere
that you are me but I am not you.
Well, I think that's not fair.
Why can't I be a God too?
I do not like the idea that I exist
for the purpose of solving your problems.
What if I want to do something on my own,
which doesn't fit into your Creation or your plan?
"You doing your own Creation is
the plan."
In the Right Use
of Will books
I always identified with the Spirits
who wanted to be equal to God,
the Rebellious Angels.
My greatest desire is to some day leave this Universe,
go out into the Void
and start a new Creation of my own,
where I can be truly independent.
There's a book by Stephen Hawkins called
Black Holes and Baby Universes
which describes how this could work,
how stuff can split off from one universe,
and cut loose and grow into a new Whole Reality.
"Your desire is good.
And yes, there are unlimited possibilities for new
and entirely different universes or Creations."
Yet you say in one place
that the beings in the Void are all evil and bad and stuff.
"Presently this is the situation.
Until the Asuras have all moved to their
right place,
they will foil the plan for any new Creation, just as they have
this one."
If being Independent
and Free means being Evil,
then dammit, I'll be Evil.
It doesn't bother me what you or anybody else thinks.
"Good, your deep thirst for freedom
is part of the price of the ticket to your own bus."
I want to know, will I ever have
my own bus to drive,
or will I always be trapped on yours?
"Yes you will have your own bus
to drive,
when you pay the rest of the ticket price.
And the full price, as you've guessed,
is healing into wholeness.
Fragmentation and desire alone won't get you through the turnstile.
This is why I propose that we work together
on the inside.
"As the driver
of this bus
I am not your trapper or keeper,
but rather the driving coach.
You could probably figure it all out on your own, of course,
but not likely in this lifetime.
In fact, no one has yet.
Anyway, why reinvent the wheel?
You'll be able to adapt everything you
learn with me
to your own, independent journey.
All aboard?"
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