The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 


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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Fine-tuning to my Presence

 

 

2007_09_17

Mika's FULL-FILL-ments (1)
[see Overview of Mika pages until October 13]

Watching and interacting with Mika, my little granddaughter (21 months old),
who still knows, how to create Heaven-on-Earth in each moment of her life.
[I read and enjoyed part of this page again on 2010_05_17- see my latest experiences with Mika]

See also - below - Mika's photo-documentation of her home in June 2011

A Dream
[see also: "O Heaven on Earth"]

I dreamed a dream a long time ago

'bout a land where the rivers run wild

Where flowers grow wherever they choose

and the breezes blow gentle and mild.

Where the trees stand in silence,

yet singing their song in natural harmony

Where the earth freely gives to nurture all life

and creation is boundless and free.

I dreamed a dream a long time ago

About people who know how to live

Their words and their deeds are simple and pure

And their love they most willingly give.

Each day of their life is a reverent prayer

Their joy fills each moment with light,

And the peace found within is reflected without

Like a day softly echoed by night.

My dream slowly fades with the passing of time.

Yet my vision grows clearer each day.

I know what a wonderful world it will be

When we each know the part that we play.

But each one of us must find the truth for ourselves

and live it the best that we can.

And I'll sing my song just as you will sing yours

What a beautiful vision of man.

From a letter to my friend Gabriele Dietrich in India, Sept. 17, 2007, today

But "Firing the Grid" is not only about "acknowledging the wondrousness of life".
That is not new.
What was new to me (not in my own life, but in all those "spiritual" messages ),
was the one thing, that brought that child back to life:

For 3 days constantly somebody sat next to the child and told him,
what s/he loves doing and is good at doing,
"so he will have a reason to come back to this life"!

Listen to Shelley's video

"share your greatest human joys!
you will want to give this child
REASON to wake up,
reason to stay"

The healing of the child is, as you read, a metaphor for the healing of the planet.

 

Ever since the age of 16 I've tried to help people to do the work,
which would give them satisfaction and fulfillment.
At the age of 27 (1965) I had a strong nightly vision,
that this should be my life's purpose.

A day after I delivered my Ph.D. thesis (1972) I started to follow this purpose.
This is a long story, of which you might not have the slightest information.
The need for "Peace-Work" came in my way,
but in hindsight it was necessary, that I was stopped,
for I still didn't have the perspective I have now,
to really intend "Full-Fill-ment",
Grate-Great-Full-Fill-ment as the ultimate goal for everyone.

 

For 30 years I believed, that the root of all misery is the "Cain" in us,
the feeling, I'm not worthy.
Now I see, that there wouldn't be any Cain in us,
if each one could discover and realize, what makes him/her feel full-filled.
It starts with Grate-Full-ness, yes, this is the main and essential part of it,
but something individual needs to be "added",
something that fits the unique purpose of each individuum.

Victor Frankl, Logotherapy, "Man's search for Meaning". Yes.

That there was a tiny beginning of this in "Firing the Grid" ,
gave me great joy and great hope.
And that's why I gave it so much thought and creativity,
despite many traits in the huge project, which are foreign to me.

 
From a letter, July 31, 2006

"Two days ago Immanuel, my son,
- in a 50 min. phonecall from Naharia ,
where his wife and baby are hospitalized
after an almost fatal accident,
and suffering in the underground shelter
since the beginning of the Israel-Lebanon war,-
has voiced for the first time,
that he would like to move to Shoham.
Being a pilot he is sick of
always having to travel for 2 1/2 hours
after and before flights,
but his wife would not agree
to leave her family and friends
and move to a place which was close to the airport.

Now he voiced: "Shoham".

Since I knew, that once they would move,
I was supposed to be with Efrat and the baby,
whenever Immanuel would be on flight.
Shoham for them meant Shoham for me."

completion on September 17, 2007
and the meaning of this I understand only now:
It allows me to be present and even a part of
Mika's Full-Fill-ments,
and these Full-Fill-ments
will be exemplary for humankind.


August 1, 2007; 7:10 AM- beginning of my diary
about Mika's Full-Fill-ments.
The photos on this page were made a week later,
when we bought my new cell-phone with camera


Morning "Routine", August 1, 2007

A new day begins - without Abba, who is on flight
Imma, I'm awake!
She pulls her music!

 


Sometimes she allows me to be near her and even let our feet touch

 

With bottle, book and TV , morning program for small children

 

 

After a week, when I had the new phone-camera,
Mika was already less interested in her "house",
so - for the sake of documenting - I photographed Arnon,
when he too was taken by playing with the house
and the tiny flower pots..



 


On another morning Mika watched a song, which always moves me to tears:

"Ratzah ha-qippod im mishaehu lirqod",
"The hedgehog wanted to dance with somebody".

"Mika, come to wash and brush your teeth!"
Mika follows, gets up slowly, while still watching the hedgehog's dance with itself.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
Imma gives her a brush of her makeup and says:
"You are prettier than imma!"
Then: "Let's go!"
"See you, grandma!"
Or: "Shalom, Shalom!"
"malit", she says, when she reaches the elevator

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just to let everybody know:
Mika so far has no share in the pattern
of her mother and grandmother,
the pattern of always wanting to please other people.
On the contrary, she is rebellious,
and even if she knows or understands,
that a certain instruction has to be followed,
she will not do so rightaway , but in a roundaboutway,
"she will do it HER way", quotes her mother the famous song.
[June 2011: Now her mother is troubled, "because Mika always wants to please people"]
Sometimes, she doesn't know the limits,
and there then is the nice "institution"
of "the corner of thought", "pinat-hamakhshavah".
It's far from a corner of punishment,
as was the usage everywhere when I was a child.
We had to turn with the face to the wall.
No, Mika sits under the mirror
and looks right onto the stage of her acting.
She may cry a little, express anger a little,
and already imma comes, bends down to her,
talks to her to make her understand
and then asks: "Do you want to say "slikhah"?"
It doesn't take long, until Mika says, she is sorry,
A hug, a kiss, a laughter and back to the stage of joy.

 

 

An early evening with Abba alone, before he goes on flight

 







   

 

 

 


Abba sings the family lullabies, like "ani ohevet otakh", and "laila tov, nelekh lishon"
but recently Mika "uses" the time to be a "shovava", a prankster, running wild.
Yet the moment she is put to bed, she is the easiest child I've ever seen,
she simply lies down, listens a while to her music and falls asleep.


And Mika usually sleeps quietly, except for a nightmare now and then
(from where did she bring material for a nightmare into this life???),
while Abba takes care of some e-mails and other work,
and then gets ready to fly to New York, or Los Angeles, or Hongkong etc.

 

to former sculpture of my Present     to next sculpture of my Present

 

 

 

June 3, 2011 - Mika's photos - p.1
"I'm documenting everything in our flat, so that you, Grandma, will remember!"
[see context:]

Grandma:
I did not change Mika's perspective , i.e. I did not crop out, what I, in my case, would have emphasized.
I only down-sized the originals and automatically adjusted the colors with the help of my software "Firework",
nor did I change the order of Mika's choice - - - or delete less attractive photos.

 


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Her parents' bed
and behind it the corner of the "studio",
in which Mika slept,
till her own room was built,
and her bed was installed in its own corner.
[See the first photo on the following page]

Why did she choose this ugly perspective,
instead of photographing
the double desk with the two computers etc.?

Continuation of Mika's photo-documentation of her home on June 3, 2011