"Abraham" (excerpted from "Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation")
e-mail quote on October 30, 2011

Every person with whom you interact
is a part of the person you are becoming.
Not a single interaction with a single person
is left out of the process of your becoming.
Many assume that only pleasing relationships have value,
but that is not the case.
Your awareness of an unwanted situation
evokes from you a clear Vibrational request for something different. And so, even those uncomfortable interactions with others
form the Vibrational basis of your expansion.
...You are helping one another
define the attributes of your individual and collective expansion.
In other words, even the briefest of encounters with another person is actually contributing to
your expansion as an Eternal Being.
It is our desire to help you
to return to your natural appreciation of the others
with whom you are sharing your planet
so that you can fully enjoy every encounter with others,
no matter how brief,
or regardless of whether you agree with them or not.

[Rachel, when re-studying my work with myself from Oct.28-Dec.17
"or regardless of whether they love themselves in your presence"]

"your unfailing tact and patience
in helping me to circumvent
the painful cause of my neurosis.

I am now ready to tell you everything about it.
If I had been able to talk freely about it,
I would have told you what it was at my first consultation.

But that would have destroyed my rapport with you.
Where should I have been then?
I would have been morally bankrupt.

In the course of the ten years
I have learned to trust you."

He then made a frank confession…

The original shock had been such that alone he had been unable to face it.
He needed the help of another,
And the therapeutic task was
the slow establishment of confidence,
rather than the demonstration of a clinical theory.
[2011: and yet - the confidence I established during 442 days - broke down,
when a few care-fully sculpted letters were understood as "judgments"...]

Efrat with her mother Mirjam,
who came every day from her home in Acco to the war-beleagered hospital of Naharia

"A dream
in which a group of young men are riding on horseback
across a wide field.
The dreamer is in the lead and he jumps a ditch full of water,
just clearing this hazard.
The rest of the party fall into the ditch.

Now the young man who first told me this dream
was a cautious introverted type.
It was clear to me that this dream was telling the young man
what he   o u g h t    to do.

But I also heard it from an old man of daring character…
an invalid who gave his doctor great trouble,
disobedient to medical instuctions etc.
That dream told him, what he actually was still doing ---
the spirit of enterprise that still flickered within him
was, indeed, his greatest trouble. "

"I remember a patient
(whom I saw for nine years for a few weeks each year).
From the start I knew his real trouble
(but I knew the violent defensive reaction from his side,
if I would have told him so).

I had to do my best to … follow his inclination,
which was supported by his dreams
and which led our discussion away from the root of his neurosis.
We ranged so wide
that I often accused myself of leading my patient astray.
Nothing but the fact
that his condition slowly but clearly improved
prevented me from confronting him brutally with the truth.

"From cases like this
I learned to adapt my methods to the needs of the individual patient.
…

"… Sometimes I have (… done the most) careful study
of infantile events and fantasies.

"At other times I have begun at the top,
even if this has meant
soaring straight into the most remote metaphysical speculation.

"It all depends
on learning the language of the individual patient

and following the gropings of his unconscious
toward the light

"This is especially true when one seeks to interpret symbols.
Two different individuals may have almost exactly the same dream –

"The presence of denial in her essence
turned the Mother against herself....",

"The only way to succeed with this kind of denial
is to remain present at a distance
from the fragment with embedded denial.
Slow down your energy
and make your light (conscious awareness) dim and diffuse.

"Your patient conscious presence,
at a respectful distance and intensity,
will eventually begin to erode some of the enmeshed denial
and it will flake off in small shards ….
Say, "You may leave quietly now" to the bits of denial
as they loosen from the magnetic essence. "

From "How do you love hatred"

"The secret to sure and certain asura removal is
to 'catch' one ~ own it as your own,
even though the other person is for sure to blame ~
and then send it up to me"

"Imagine that you are a parent with a small child
who stamps his foot and sends an asura-laden shot of energy at you ~
screaming, "I hate you!"
Imagine feeling the impact of this energy in your heart.
Perhaps you would not be able
to quickly find your love for the child's hatred ~
but if you processed this experience,
you would eventually find love for him in his hatred.
It is the same for the parts of yourself and others
that hold hatred.

"You cannot love hatred as such,
because love and hatred are opposites,
like acceptance and denial.
But you can love the essence that hates,
and that is what matters.
If there is no asura present,
your love for the child,
or for the part of you that is hating
will eventually absorb the hatred in them

Many "spiritual" e-mails nowadays emphasize "gratitude"
as the basis of all other "spiritual achievements"
(and indeed, The Land of Pan with all its Abundance,
where every wish came true when you just voiced it,
started to go down the drain,
when people began to take this "Pan" for granted,
as I read again in "Right Use of Will", p. 75)


But who talks about "zest" and "full-fill-ment"?
If there's no zest, there can never be fufillment.
If there's no fulfillment, the zest fades and dies.

Why is this so?

There seem to be 3 impulses inherent in my human nature:
I am "Cain" - I need to feel my self-worth , I need to justify my existence~~~
I need to create, to make a difference, to leave a mark of my existence~~~~
I need - beyond the love between mother and child, siblings, friends -'romantic' love~~

I just read again, what "the Mother's Dream " is,
after and because all will be healed into wholeness:

(4)

- What a beautiful turban you have...!
- it is a fine cotton-cloth, it allows to cover the face in the desert,
when the sand lifts up, without preventing us from breathing.
- It is of the most beautiful blue
- Because of that we Tuaregs are called "the blue people".
The fabric even gives our skin a blue dye.



(6)
- Who are the Tuaregs?
- Tuareg signifies "abandoned",
for we are an old nomadic people of the desert,
alone, proud: "The Masters of the Desert", we are called.
Ethnically we are Berbers and our alphabet is the tifinagh.
- how many are there?
- About three millions, and the majority are still nomads.
Yet the population decreases...
"it's necessary that a people disappears for us to know that it exists"
was said once by a wise man:
I struggle to preserve this people.



(8)

"There is plenty.
At the age of six
I was already led away
from the camp,
so that I could be taught
important things,
to sniff the air,
to listen,
to sharpen the vision,
to orient myself
with the help
of the sun
and the stars..
And I had to let go
of a camel
if you get lost:
to take you
to where there is water..
(I'm not sure
if I understood this sentence.
perhaps it's the opposite:
he was taught to take a camel
to lead him to water)

- Knowing is valuable,
without doubt

- There everything is simple and deep.
there
are
much
less
things,
and
each one
has
enormous
worth

- From where came your passion for school?
- A few years earlier
the Paris-Dakar rally passed by the camp, and a journalist let fall a book
from his backpack.
I collected it and gave it to him.
He gave it to me as a gift
and now I had that book:
The Little Prince.
And I promised myself that one day
I would be able to read it.

-'And you achieved it

- Yes.
And I was granted a scholarship
for studying

- A Tuareg en como logre una en Francia
means perhaps:
A Tuareg achieved one
in a French university

[perhaps:]
Ah, what is most longed for here
is the milk of the camel ...
and the firewood


And walking barefoot on the hot sand.

And the stars:
there we see them every night,
and every star is distinct from the other, as is distinct each goat...

Here, at night, you watch TV

"tell me a moment
of intense happiness
in that distant desert.


- It's each day,

two hours before sunset:

the heat is low,
and the cold
has not yet arrived,

and people and animals return slowly
to the camp
and their profiles
are cut out in a sky,
that is rose, blue, red
and yellow and green...

Ich lieb und leb allein - all-eins
ama et fac quod vis
I love and live - alone, all-one
ama et fac quod vis
Leicht bin ich, in Wunsch und Licht
ama et fac quod vis
Light I am, in Will and Light
ama et fac quod vis

Ich lieb mich selbst wie ich dich lieb'
ama et fac quod vis
I love myself as I love you
ama et fac quod vis
Light I am, a lightning rod,
ama et fac quod vis
Leicht bin ich, ableite Blitz
ama et fac quod vis

And yet, what about an adjacent sentence in the "Folks-Interview"?

"You are seeing the denials of the Mother's dream becoming stronger
as more lost Will comes back into wholeness with her.

"Her desires are gaining more acceptance and more loving Light,
and therefore her power to manifest her desires is increasing.
As We regain Our lost Will essence,
the energies that would prevent us all
from manifesting her dream
a r e   i n c r e a s i n g   a s   w e l l .

"Your perception of the intensification of denial energy is a sign
that you are finding more of the lost parts of the Mother in yourself.
If the outer world is reflective of what is inside of you,
and of course it is~~~
you are seeing your own denials reflected
'out there.'"

Listen to the song, as I arranged it - with incredible effort - so it can be sung a-cappella by everyone. It's far from perfect, But I remember "Abraham":: "You'll never get it done, nor can you ever get it wrong"

UNITED Lyrics (English) (Choruses and Verses separated)
CHORUSES:
1st
I wanna see the world United and learn to live as one
I wanna see the world United and learn to live as one
I wanna see the world United and learn to live as one
I wanna see the world United and learn to live as one
2nd (Lingala/Rachel) & 3rd (Spanish)
We have to bring the world together
And learn to live as one
We have to bring the world together
And learn to live as one
4th (Hebrew) & 5th (Arabic)
We have to bring the world together
We have to live as one
We have to bring the world together
We shall overcome
6th
We have to live as one

VERSES