The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"



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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound

[see - below - the continuation of our re-union in the Desert on June 11, 2011]

Purify our heart to serve you in truth


See below, how this became relevant for me
2 years later, 2009_09_08, the day,

on which my ex-husband would have become 87

From the Jewish
Shabbat Prayer

I must have learnt this song already
during the time I studied Hebrew
at the Ulpan-Aqiba in Natanya
Sept.13-Oct.31, 1960

The original song consists of just this one line:
"purify our heart to serve you in truth"

A witness tells how for her this song became meaningful in Auschwitz


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September 8-10, 2009
continuation from "I have a heart like a bird - that's why I love so much"

This is one of those songs, which "say it all"....



Purify our heart to serve you in truth


2009_09_08-Listen to a pretty clip
with a different tune,
from which I also took the pulsing heart image
Following all my "heart-work" in these last days
this tune magnitized to itself 3 additional stanzas,
which interpret the old prayer in a way,
that it is relevant for me today
Heaven on Earth: Ecstasy

"Purify our heart to serve you in truth
Purify our heart to serve you in truth"

Expand, my heart! Contract, my heart!
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!
Then the heart of my fellow, too,
will expand and contract
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!

Inhale, my lungs! Exhale, my lungs!
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!
Then the lungs of my fellow, too,
will inhale and exhale
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!

Open, my eyes! Close, my eyes!
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!
Then the eyes of my fellow, too,
will open and close
with the exstasis of grate-full-ness,
of zest-full-ness, of full-fill-ment!

Ecstasy through grate-full-ness,
zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment

In Hebrew the relationship between me and the poor English word "my fellow"
is determined by grammar: "re'i"
(and yet another word: "zulati") means:
(as in "ve-ahavta le-re'ekha kamokha": "love your-other as your-self")

On February 2, 2011 another stanza created itself - a stanza of gratitude
(see bio-context in Learn&Live 16>Febr.2, 2011).

It can be sung either instead of the first or after the last stanza:

As to "ani modah" - I thank
see the special page "Wholeness", created in 2004
and as to "ani modah be-khol me'odi" ,
see one of many contexts in which I explain the Shma Yisrael and the interpretation of the ancient rabbis:
in K.i.s.s.-Log 2008_08_11- i
n the right frame to Franz Rosenzweig's letter dated October 19, 1918.
and the reference to the little book modah be-khol me'odi which I sculpted in 1995.
My Search for it is mentioned in "How I've been learning to Live" >March 3, 2010.
Since all 48 copies were distributed to friends in 1995, only a professionally recorded cassette exists.
Of this only a small part has been transferred into writing so far and is not yet inserted on Healing-K.i.s.s.

May 1979 - Rachel and Rafael

Intensely focused on my heart-work on the Song-page: "My heart is like a bird, therefore I love so much",
I prayed to be given symbols which would help me to hold on to my understandings and apply them.
So this morning, I felt like opening the page of this day in Song-Game, the birthday of my husband.
And there it was:
"Purify our heart so we may serve you in truth".
The associations I once had to the old-fashioned terms "purify" and "serve God" are replaced by
"may my heart be balanced in ecstasy,
because only from this ecstasy,
not from my suffering with or for the sake of the bored-to-death people
can I make them search for what will cause them ecstasy on their part,
ecstasy born of grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment."

I found my crown - concerning challenging feelings see song"I inhale God - I exhale love to whatever I feel just now!").
I found the jewel in my crown - the four graces-process of judgment release, evoked by me, "a Cosmic Human",
I found the sun shining in the jewel of my crown - only my own ecstasy will catalyze my fellow humans' ecstasy.

From, in and back from the pool the new lyrics came to the old song.
I am so grate-full!
For the lyrics not only show,
how I can kindle grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment in other people,
but also how these three have to be brought to life by Body,
more exactly: by the three main moving in-moving-out movements of Body:
my heart expands and contracts
my lungs breathe in and breathe out
my eye-lids open and close

Rafael said, in that one-night in Jerusalem 1960:
"You have first to become strong yourself,
before you are allowed to take the hand of a stronger one."

He meant my childish dependency on being helped by "God".

What I heard in these last days, is similar:
"Your suffering of other people's frustration with their life and work,
their lack of grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment
- a suffering of 55 years now
will not help them.
It is time,
that you yourself be a Laser beam of ecstasy,
of grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment,
anchored physically in the expansion and contraction
of your physical heart, your physical breathing, your physical seeing."

Masaru Emoto's observations of crystals....

The message of "H2O"=
"two parts of gratitude and one part of Love will balance us"

I see photos of crystals - with a length up to 11 m and a weight up to 55 t - in the Crystal Cave of Naiva, Mexico,

This week, while astronauts orbited high above Earth installing new science equipment in the laboratories of the International Space Station, a team of terranauts descended into the Earth on their own mission of discovery. "We were not in uter space, but inner space," says explorer George Kourunis,
who sends this picture from the Cave of Crystals in Naica, Mexico.

Three hundred meters below Naica lies an alien world of giant crystals and nearly unbearable heat. "With an air temperature of 122 F
[50 degreew Celsius]and a relative humidty of more than 90%, it feels like 228 F [109 degrees Celsius] in the cave." "To survive in this extreme environment, we enter the cave wearing special suits with cooling packs inside and a backpack respirator which allows us to breathe chilled air. Even with all this equipment, I will still be able in the cave for no more than 45 minutes at a time."

Unprotected, even a scant 10 minutes could prove fatal - and that is why this amazing cavern discovered by miners nine yeas ago remains relatively unexplored. "Some of the crystals are 11 meters long and weigh as much as 55 tongs," marvels Kourounis."We had to be extremely cautious not to slip and fall. Doing so could get you impaled."


and I imagine the hearts of suffering people as such crystals,
and if my own heart will be in "ecstasy" of grate-full-ness and therefore (?) in "ecstasy" of zest and full-fill-ment,
I might influence these hearts just like Masaru Emoto says that consciousness influences crystals.
And I understood - thank you for this morning insight - after the e-mail talk with YOU yesterday night
that "ecstasy" is not necessarily joy, but simply the state of FEELINGS into which LOVE IS EXHALED,

Doesn't ecstasy mean - standing outside of myself - i.e. outside of my narrow mind's interpretation and judgment of a feeling?

"A cosmic human" - doesn't this mean to feel all feelings vicariously for all humans' feelings?

And the difference between ordinary humans' feelings and a cosmic human's feelings is,
that by grate-full-ness combined with the love which I exhale on them
- expanded and contracted in the physical heart
I truly breathe H2O not only into the other person or persons
but onto the entire planet, and perhaps creation (if it depends on H2O)

I'm trying to give my own meaning to "ecstasy".
It is not - at first - "rapture and bliss" (as used in Godchannel and elsewhere).
It is "standing outside" , and I understand it as "standing outside" of my personality.
If "God" had already succeeded in uniting Spirit and Will in Heart,
then s/he would be the laser-beam,
which would create grate-full-ness, zest and full-fill-ment in all human aspects.
Evolution has not yet reached that integration
and therefore it is up to me to propel it.

My new song is optimal in that it points from my body's threefold balanced expansion-contraction
as influencing (=flowing into) My-Other (how beautiful again: the existence of re'i and zulati in Hebrew!).

What I - as a person and as "God" - have to do,
(1) to move and womb ALL my feelings, including the "black hole of depression",
including the suffering by identifying with the sufferings of others,
by the body process of "inhaling God - exhaling love to whatever I am feeling just now".

(2) to melt away all my judgments, against others, against the World, against myself, in past and present,
by identifying with the judged and the judge and saying:
"I am sorry, forgive me, thank you, I love you"/

(3) to believe in and live
being a Cosmic Human, or a color of the One rainbow,
thus knowing, that my ecstatic heart, or my heart in ecstasy,
will influence all the world which is in me,
like "I am grate-full" influences the C2O of water
and creates the most beautiful crystal.

I emphasize this again:
Ecstasy does - at first - not mean joy and elation and rapture and bliss,
it only means, that I feel, move and womb ALL my feelings "vicariously" for everyone else.

A definition of ecstasy with which I resonate is in Wikipedia
"It is used in philosophy usually to mean "outside-of-itself."
One's consciousness, for example, is not self-enclosed,
one can be conscious of an Other person, who falls well outside of one's own self.
In a sense, consciousness is usually, "outside of itself,"
in that its object (what it thinks about, or perceives) is not itself.
This is in contrast to the term enstasis which means from standing-within-oneself
which relates to contemplation from the perspective of a speculator."


[some years ago I was able to create animations, and among them these hearts in "Moving and evolving Emotions Manual"]

"Abraham" e-mail quote on September 12, 2009

By My Attention to Things, I Am Making Choices...
You do not choose something by looking at it
and shouting “Yes, I would like some of that!”
You make your choices by your attention to things.
In this Universe that is based on attraction,
when you look at an unwanted thing,
your attention to it causes an activation of the Vibration within you,
and then the Law of Attraction brings more like it into your experience.

e-mail quote on September 13, 2009
Babies Are Thinking and Attracting Before They Are Speaking...
Even though you are only months old in your physical body,
you are a very old and wise creator focused in that baby's body.
And you came with powerful intentions to experience contrast
and to launch clear rockets of desire into your Vibrational Reality
for the purpose of expansion.

People often assume that because a child is not yet offering words,
the child could not be the creator of its own experience,
but it is our promise to you
that no one else is creating your experience.
Children emanate Vibrations which are the reason for what they attract

- even from their time of birth.

September 17, 2009
Rehearsing what I'm learning

Instead of constantly blaming "spiritual" etc. people
for spreading half-truths,
and for not applying what they believe in in their lives

(Y. saw a comparison between something I said and Buddhism,
and when I asked: how is this applied in your life,
she hesitated: "it's not really applied, it's only a thought!")

I can now be grate-full and appreciative of those "parts of me",
who do have insights and who do spread insights, even if partial,
even if they don't live up to it,
for I – a part of them - do have the more comprehensive insight
and I – a part of them – do apply what I understand.
So, it is not really important what "they" understand, or what "they" apply.
What is important is
that I appreciate and turn attention to what they do right!

"Abraham" e-mail quote on September 17, 2009

It should only be talked about if the talking will make you feel better.
It is of no value, ever,
to activate and talk about something that doesn't feel good,
because it reactivates it in your vibration;
it makes it another point of your point of attraction
so you're less clear.

In other words, when you focus upon the problems of others,
you diminish your ability to help them.

People believe that you've got to focus upon the problem
in order to find a solution.
And we say,
no solution ever comes forth - it's never inspired;
you never recognize it,
and you are never able to facilitate or achieve it
- from your place of focusing on the problem.
They are two entirely different vibrations.
If you have someone
who has many things going wrong and one thing going right,
beat the drum of what's going right,
and let that be your point of attraction.

If you focus upon their problems,
you achieve vibrational harmony
with something other than the Source that gives you solution.


Also on Sept.17, 2009
Two insights in the pool:
I'm still only seeing what I left undone on my website,
Just like in Ramat-Hadar, when I realized,
that whenever I watched my garden,
I never saw what I had succeeded in doing,
I only felt pain about what I had not yet managed to do.
If I want to get things "done", I have to be grate-full for everything I've done.
G r a t e – f u l l    f o r    e v e r y t h i n g    in    e v e r y    m o m e n t.
That grammar in German and English:
I should, ich sollte, instead of I must,
indicates how widespread this feeling is:
'falling short of what I should do'.

Is there in biblical language even a word for : "ich muss"? Leave alone: "ich sollte"?
Even in English there is no infinitive for the word "must", "ought to", "should"!

I forgot the second insight!

I must remember, that I do not have to remember.
What is important for me, will return once again!

An hour later I remembered the second insight:
There is still this "desire" in me, to be "slim"!
Instead of being grate-full for the exact weight of my Body
(height around 1:74 m – weight around 74 kg)
I'm still constantly nagging my precious body: you should loose a few pounds.
Suddenly, while sitting in the empty jacuzzi ,
with my back to one end , facing – beyond the pond – the pool with the people,
a thought appeared:
'But why do I want to separate myself from the masses of people
who are suffering from overweight?
Isn't it bad enough that I feel so triggered when I see a fat person?
I have to move the hole in my wholeness and heal this fear of overweight,
heal it until I'll be able to womb all my fat, i.e. unattractive, therefore unworthy, "parts"!'


On Sept.18, 2009 I discovered a pretty metaphor of what the feelings need -
in RedSeaPartnerSHIP> The Pathetic Partneror - a letter to the Aqaba volleyball girls:

An image which symbolizes the threefold "ecstasis" of sky, earth, human.
I was inspired by this statement but don't really feel and understand it yet.

(September 22, 2009)






Re-union of my WHOLE family with Naftali and Naomi Raz,
June 10-11, 2011
See context in Nourishment June 14-15, 2011
- Page VI-

The sequence of photos (phI=a photo by Immanuel) is spread on 7 Song-Pages.
I so much enjoyed the constantly changing "electrons and atoms"
within this temporary oneness, unity, union, unison
[which - naturally - also included fosterchild Yanna]
that I photographed the changing "constellations" again and again.
Since this "repetition" of "similar" scenes might be boring to look at,
I'm going to play a game, and - in "constellation-photos" -
mention those who are NOT visible.
Those who are seen only from the back or only behind someone's head or body, are "visible" !
All 20 "players" are always mentioned according     to   t h i s    o r d e r :

See the "dynasty" of Rafael Rosenzweig's family
on the pages of Itamar's Bar-Mitzvah in Febr. 2011



Everybody left the observation-point above the Grand Makhtesh,
so I allowed myself to take a vast view of this magnificent desert,
in order to balance my only other person-less photo of the desert:
the view of what I would call a "closeup of the desert".
[see 3rd pagee]



I again drove in the car
of Naftali Naomi,
since Itamar wanted to take my place in Micha's car.

This time we triggered each other,
"like two cats", mentioned Na'omi.

Our memories often resemble "Rashomon",
and sometimes not yet healed pain
is stirred up....

But then we reached
one of the "Khavot Bodedim" ,
"Desert Farms for Individuals",
which were once propagated -
(and then almost strangled)
- in order to limit
the "expansion" of Bedouins.

Now, as Naftali informed me,
Eyal Yezreeli,
for a short time (1989)
my Desert Vision partner,
has won the fight
with the authorities
and those farms are now legal
and supported.



When I wanted to catch, how "my people" passed by this pretty mosaic of the desert farm,
I felt irritated by a "non belonging" couple between Arnon in front and Uri behind them.
But when I myself reached the space in front of this adobe-structure,
I saw the "disturbing" woman, being hugged by ......Ronnit!
It turned out, a) that Ronnit and Sepha [Josephina Hassin?] had met each other (in a workshop?),
and b) that the couple came just now from a weekend at "Succah in the Desert"!
Ronnit revealed my identity and Sepha and I had a quite deep talk, right then,
and again later, after we all had been served food in the farm's restaurant.


Last continuation of the Reunion of our Family with Naftali~Naomi in the Desert on Song Game 2007_09_09