The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s. as stated 10 years ago - was and is to help me and my potential PEERS to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - as holograms - all of Creation!

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2011 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put a word in "FINd"]

As the fruit of becoming whole = accepting all of myself, I desire: to live and explore and evolve   L O V E   in my personal life and to play my part in creating the conditions for Heaven-on-Earth by radiating grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment on the actors in my individual life-drama and on all human beings!

2007_09_16
S'isch mer aelles oi Deng

S'isch mer aelles oi Deng
ob i lach oder seng,
i han a Herzele wia a Vegele,
dorom liab i au so reng.

On des Herzle isch zua,
ka-mer neameds aufdua,
als wie a oinziges, schlaues Buerschele
hot a Schlissele dazua.

On du brausch' mer net z'drutza,
sonsch drutz i dir au,
denn so a Buerschele wie du ois bisch,
so a Maedele ben i au.

Drom isch mer aelles oi deng,
ob i lach oder seng,
i han a Herzele wia a Vegele,
dorom liab i au so reng.

All is the same to me,
if I laugh or sing,
I have a heart like a bird,
that's why I love so much.

And the little heart is closed,
nobody can it open
except for a single, smart boy
who has a little key for it.

And you don't have to defy me,
or else I'll defy you too,
for the kind of boy that you are,
the kind of girl I am too.

That's why all is the same
if I laugh or sing,
I have a heart like a bird,
that's why I love so much.

A Turkish Bank advertises itself with a movie - about what?
about a pulsating heart composed of moving human bodies!

To my mind come the lines from a German folksong, which we sang so often in my childhood and youth:

Wie manchen Glockenschlag, Da Herz bei Herzen lag, - How many a chime , When heart lay near heart,

And how Mika says : "my heart is great" , whenever I sing the little song about a heart in body, a heart that loves.

And how yesterday I came across a lettter of Franz Rosenzweig to his love, in which he spills out his pulsating heart,

Liebste, siehst du was so zuckt, das dunkelrote? O heb es auf und halte es warm in deiner Hand und leg es an dein Herz, dass es von der Wärme und dem verwandten Schlag lebendig bliebe. Denn sieh, es lebt von deinem Leben.

Dearest, do you see what twitches like that, the dark red? O lift it and keep it warm in your hand and place it next to your heart, that it would remain alive by the warmth and the kindred pulse. For, behold, it lives from your life.

From Godchannel>Healing Class III> Reclaiming Lost Spirit
Part Four: Redeeming the Devils

"Once you're in alignment with me,
simply admit that just like me,
it was in fact you who did those awful things,
whatever they were.

Realize that as the perpetrator you had been doing them
[old version: Realize that you had been doing them]
unconsciously, in denial,
and exercise the Sacred Act of Choice
[link to "reality>the lesson-one discussion talks about the sacred act of choice] .
Choose to be aware of the behaviors,
thoughts and attitudes as your own,
and take responsibility for them.
Immediately release the judgments against yourself
for having done these things,
and then simply stop doing them
~~~ as best you can

"The third step is
to integrate the previously denied essence
with the rest of yourself.
Welcome it back home.
You could use the 'parable of the prodigal son'
as an example of the kind of attitude that is helpful here.
Find a place in yourself for the newly recovered essence
where its positive qualities are wanted and needed,
and its negative qualities are neither condemned nor rewarded.

"The undesired qualities will soon fall away
in the light of your loving awareness,
the release of your judgments,
and your Sacred Act of Choice
to become aware when they are about to happen,
and decide to do something different
than engage in the old behaviors.

 

 

A Message from Archangel Michael on July 31, 2009 but not through Celia Fenn, s. several times in "Nourishment from Others 2007" but through a channeler, so far not known to me: “BECOMING YOUR AUTHENTIC SELF” Transmitted Through Ronna Herman [as so often with these "spiritual" messages, I miss "the Mother". It's all about "light" and "Spirit", rarely feelings and no "lost will". (put "lost will" in Godchannel's "Search"!) But - in addition to my learning from what is, indeed, relevant to me- I shall create - what I am missing - by desiring it!] "Beloved masters, the great drama of the present era is swiftly coming to a close. Every soul on Earth is in the midst of a major transformation process regardless of whether they are aware of it or not. The precious souls who are still stuck in the limitations of the third- and fourth-dimensional illusion are having a difficult time maintaining the status quo. Those who are caught up in a poverty-consciousness reality find that it is more difficult than ever to create abundance; and for many, even their limited source of income has diminished or disappeared. Relationships are suffering as ego-driven conflicts become more intense and frequent. Self-doubt and dissatisfaction with life are rampant as the Light of Creation bombards the mass consciousness belief paradigm of fear, bigotry, greed, judgment, limitation and lack of confidence or a distorted sense of self-worth. "As your old world fades away into the past, your new reality keeps expanding, for it includes a greater awareness of the workings of the universe, an elaborate sense of who you have been in the past and a vision of the vast potential for the future. ... "Beloveds, you are aware that there are monumental changes occurring within you and all around you. You are being giving many opportunities and challenges to realign yourself with your fifth-dimensional Self. Yes, you have at least one fragment /God Spark and most likely multiple Sparks of your God Self in each of the many dimensions and sub-dimensions. ... It is a most wondrous gift to state your intention by saying, “I ask for the greatest good for the Earth, humanity and all Creation”, as you breathe in the gift of life, Adamantine Particles, activate them with your unconditional love and breathe them forth via the Infinity Breath out into the world. [see my song "I inhale God - I exhale Love to whatever I'm feeling just now"] "You must always take what you require first and share the balance with others if you wish to establish a never-ending supply of Creator energy flowing into and from you. By doing so you truly will become a pillar and a sentinel of Light. [perhaps this is meant by "he lifts me upon a rock"? see the song: For he conceals me in his tent] "When you visit your work or personal pyramid, it speeds up the process of manifesting your visions, helps you to quickly resolve imbalanced issues and to release or rectify outmoded agreements with others. [2012_01_02-What a good definition of the lekhi-lakh I had to so till Dec.31, 2011!] However, one of the greatest benefits is that each time you return from a visit to your fifth-dimensional Pyramids of Light you will bring down a portion of fifth-dimensional frequencies with you into your earthly surroundings. You are becoming acclimated to a fifth-dimensional environment, beloveds. "... Our Father/Mother God’s Divine plan for this universe contains a never-ending variety of forms and expression, ... a multitude of vibrant colors, geometric shapes and sound frequencies. ... Before your journey out into the worlds of form, you were in perfect harmony with the universal laws and the will of our Father/Mother God. You could have chosen to follow the path of the Angelic or other kingdoms; however, as curious and eager souls, you chose the path of Creation and thus began your adventures into the unknown....? "Your human nature has developed over time, for it has been greatly influenced by your tremendous variety of life experiences and by those around you. Your human nature should be in a constant state of change as you grow in experience and wisdom; however, many dear Souls become rigid and structured in their beliefs and, therefore, their human nature stagnates and they become close-minded. Many times the human nature becomes imbalanced as a Soul defers various lessons or experiences; such as incarnating in a female or a male body most of the time, until the time comes when they must choose the vessel in which they are the least comfortable in order to attempt to attain mental/emotional balance and also a balance in masculine and feminine traits. ... "Just because you are in Spirit form does not mean that you will always make the wisest decisions. Remember, you can only return to the dimensional level with which your Soul song is in harmony and attuned to. Upon leaving the earthly plane, you do not automatically become a wise Soul who knows what is best. That is why you have guides, teachers and a council who help you decide your path and what your next earthly, galactic or universal experience will be. Even in the heavenly realms you do not always take the advice given to you, thereby making the best choices. "In each incarnation you are given an opportunity to awaken to your Soul-Self. If you listen to the nudgings of Spirit, first comes the battle between the ego and the Soul-Self. This can be the longest trial, depending on how much energy you have allotted to the ego down through the ages, and how willing you are to patiently work through the process of healing and clearing past negative thought patterns. These damaging thought patterns infiltrate the mental and emotional bodies and begin to distort the auric field until, ultimately, a prison of negativity is formed around the physical body which can create a living hell. You do not have to change places to experience heaven or hell. You can experience either reality by raising or lowering your vibrational patterns. "Beloveds, you are in the midst of the most dramatic process of evolution/ascension that humanity has ever experienced. This process is affecting the entire universe; however, we are committed to assisting you to take advantage of this wondrous opportunity to return to your true State of Being, your Authentic Self, as a beloved Emissary of our Father/Mother God. "In our last message to you entitled OPENING THE SEVEN SEALS OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, the SOUL STAR CHAKRA was mentioned. It has come to our attention that many of you are not familiar with the Soul Star Chakra; therefore, we will give you an explanation so that you will understand the importance of this facet of your physical vessel chakra system. EIGHTH CHAKRA – SOUL STAR: "As you bring your chakra centers into balance (the seven major energy centers in the physical body), you develop what is called your Solar Power Center which consists of the heart/Soul/thymus gland and throat. You have an etheric Sacred Heart that resides in the center of the body at about the same level as the physical heart, but more to the back of the body, closer to the spinal column. Your Soul resides within the Sacred Heart along with your Diamond Core God Cell. After the “fall” in consciousness, much of the Essence of your Soul withdrew from the body into what has been termed the SOUL STAR, six to eight inches above the head. When you began to awaken and strive to lift your consciousness once more, you had what is called a “Soul merge”, whereby the Essence of the Soul gradually descends into the Sacred Heart center and takes up residency within the physical vessel once more. This is the beginning of the awakening /ascension process. The Eighth Chakra is the gateway to the higher dimensions. As the seven major chakras begin to spin in harmony, the Sacred Fire (Adamantine Particles) flows up the etheric column (often called the Rod of Power), which connects the chakra system to the Soul Star. "This allows the gradual reunification between the multiple facets of the Oversoul with the human physical vessel. The Soul Star is actually a star tetrahedron which regulates the inflow of Creator Light into the human body. "Dear hearts, ... Be an observer but not a participant of the multiple dramas that are occurring daily in your world. One of the most damaging habits that you must diligently strive to rectify is judgment of others. You are to make your choices after thoughtful deliberation and then claim the truth that is revealed to you. You must then live that truth to the best of your ability. Most everyone will have some preferences or make some choices that do not agree with your beliefs, and this is as it should be. We have told you that there are many levels of truth and many paths that lead to the same destination. [See my old song: "Thousands of Pathes"...] "A master does not judge, but quietly lives his/her truth while allowing all others to do the same. This does not mean that you are not to set boundaries or state your preferences when the need arises; however, it does mean that you walk the middle path with Spirit as your guide and love as your overlay. By doing so, you will radiate peace and harmony and you will shine your Light wherever you go. . I AM ARCHANGEL MICHAEL "

Christa-Rachel comments: But it is not enough not to judge! Not-judging is only the condition for the real transformation: to take upon myself the "perpetrations" of everyone, myself included, be those "perpetrations" gigantic or tiny. It is probably the meaning of that verse, which has been troubling me ever since I was a child: "im tasim asham nafsho" (Isaiah 53:10), see my book, bundle 23 All translations are misleading, and it's only now that I understand: 'If his soul takes upon herself that she is the sinner herself', but NOT in order to be judged, punished, leave alone - sacrificed, but in order to take the total responsibility of the one who originated All! [See more about Isaiah 53 towards the end of the page about Edith Stein] Now, when I passed the security guard at the entry to the swimming pool, and looked up to the life-guard inside the pool, I became certain, that my biggest problem has not even been addressed. I may be able , as a cosmic human, to identify with any big or small "sinner" I may be able to identify with all the "oppressed under the sun", and radiate on them my own integration of perpetrator and victim. But all this identity and identification does not help me, when I suffer the pain of the people, especially nowaday's children, who lack "grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fillment" who cannot be grate-full for what they have and create who don't feel zest to learn, to experience and to create and who do not experience full-fillment from what they feel and create. I was glad to realize, that in Channel 2 there is now a program: "6 lessons about how to become happy", and the one I came across yesterday, was about full-fill-ment from work. At least there seems to be a beginning awareness of what I've tried to convey ever since the age of 16. But none of the extraterrestrial sources addresses this problem, not even Godchannel. Also my worry for some of my children and grandchildren, is about this... I'm glad, the message through Celia Fenn (see below), gave me information, which I didn't have before and which makes such great sense: that in Atlantis people became individualized, therefore their ego grew, and with the ego - lack of self-worth and lack of satisfaction. How often have I wondered, why animals and plants don't need this. Obviously in Lemuria nobody ever had a need for boosting selfworth and finding out about satisfaction and full-fill-ment. Recently a man from East-Germany said, with humor, that until the Wall fell in 1989, people were all the same and had the same, then suddenly they had to face individualism.... It is very clear, why this stage was necessary for evolution, both in the time of Atlantis as in the time "after the Wall". But the content of what makes each individual aspect of the rainbow grate-full, zest-full, full-filled is still hardly known, yes the very question is still hidden. So how can I apply my being "All the Universe", "a Cosmic Human" to that predicament? Please, relate to this quest of 55 years! 2012_01_02: a quest that becomes ever more urgent: "shamayim vs. shi'amum", though I use this pun often, I found it only once on Healing-K.i.s.s., in "My Daily Desires"

From Godchannel>Healingclass IV: Body> Identity This channeling asks: Who is the Healer of Manifestation, and reaches the conclusion, which is not helpful to the above predicament: "...my strong advice is that you identify with the most powerful and parental aspect of Deity in yourself. "Identify with Body in every aspect of your experience. You won't go wrong ~ but you will surely come home, and all the more quickly." ..... "But one fragment of Deity, one fragment of Self is capable of bringing all the other fragments together into wholeness. One part of Deity, one part of Self is the Healer. And fortunately you don't have to go anywhere else to find this part. Of course it is the human you are, it is Body. "And Body is always 'here'. Body is always the most present and available part of you, and believe it or not, the most evolved. ... "And Body is not only who you are at your deepest core identity in both attentions of manifestation, Body is the healer."

 

How, how does the information in both frames above help me,
when I pass by that zest-less security-guard and my heart aches,
or swim and swirl underneath that un-full-filled bored life-guard?
Or when I see my grandson do damage to himself and others ,
because he is unable to discover challenge and zest in his life?
Or when I hear about young zest-less Palestinian terrorists,
who can be lured into killing themselves for the kick of it?
How does it help them, when I, a Cosmic Human , say:
"I am sorry, forgive me, thank you, I love you"-?
I can only move and accept my pain....

September 11 (!!!!), 2009

This morning I grasped an aspect of "You Are the Universe"
which I have stubbornly skipped so far, and which I'll now emphasize
while repeating a passage from the Folks' latest message (October 1, 2008)

Your wholeness and your healing are yours for the having,
and you can have them
when you take full and loving responsibility
for all of the evil and perpetration in Creation~~~
as well as for all of the goodness and beauty.

"To get a feel for this movement,
pause for a moment now~~~
and imagine something good in Creation.
When you have chosen something~~~
observe it carefully and then say to yourself,
'I did that.'
The 'I' who was speaking
was speaking for the deepest part of your identity.
You were speaking for Us, the Creators in you.

"Now take another momentary pause
and imagine something that's evil in Creation.
When you've thought of something,
take a deep breath~~~
observe it carefully and then say to yourself,
'I did that.'
Again, you spoke the truth of the deepest part of your identity.
This is where true Human greatness rests,
in your ultimate identity as the Universe itself~~~
all of it,
including all that has felt 'good' and all that has felt 'evil.'

What was it, that finally (???) balanced me?
I was - first thing on my computer- reading the weekly e-mail from "Yaqub",
the creator of the Jerusalem bookshop for holistic literature Olam Qatan
I felt gladness, that and how he does his work.
How relevant for my birthday work is his motto:
“Every human being is a micro-cosm (olam qatan),
and the world as a whole is a macro-human being.”
(Rabbi Yitzhaq of Acre (14th Century Kabbalist)

One of his news informed me about an activity of people,
which also made me glad : "How good that they do that!"
Nava Tehila - "A Jewish Renewal Community in Jerusalem"!

From enjoying these people I was led to another group:
The Sage-ing® Guild
Changing the paradigm from Aging to Sage-ing
which includes Rabbi Zalman Schachter Shalomi, now 85,
whom I & Rushdi met during our "Partnership Tour",1980.
"Finally a peer of mine who doesn't let himself die", I thought
and was amused to discern Reb Zalman with the Dalai Lama,
whom I had - consciously - judged just yesterday (see above)!


Suddenly I could say out loud:
I did that! I am doing that!

And I even saw myself applying this right after this "snapping in my mind",
when - in the swimming pool - I saw some 25 people training in the water,
with a teacher helping them to become aware of & awake to their bodies!

It is not the first time, that I do praise people for taking care of themselves,
but the judgment and often even a feeling of disgust (shame, shame on me?)
concerning the appearance of my aged co-swimmers ("how fat! how ugly!")
do not give the upper hand to this praise & pride of "I am doing that!"

How weird, that it's easier for me to un-judge the perpetrators as being ME,
than to praise and pride myself in the fantastic things other people are doing!

On the contrary, I often diminuish and play down the value of their doing,
by pointing to 'the worm in it', - like denials, like flaw beliefs, like illusions.
I do so out of grief - sometimes in sheer wonder, sometimes in bitterness-
that "these people still dare and allow themselves to believe in their doing"
while I,  Christa-Rachel, KNOW, that as long as doing is mixed with denial,
there will be REVERSALS and more pain for humankind than redemption.

From now on I shall see myself as participating in the evolution of Deity,
grate-full for those puzzle-pieces, those doings of humans, which propel evolution towards Heaven-on-Earth,
and as to the flaws in these doings, I am the one who -by my own wholeness- converts the dung into fertilizer,
by pointing out the goodness, the advance of consciousness, the integration of feelings-as MY OWN DOING.
As a child I loved the "Stuttgarter Nachrichten" for one specialty,
not imitated by any other newspaper ever since, as far as I know:
"Das Netteste vom Tage" - "The Nicest Thing of Today"
was reported in a little frame amidst all the "usual" news.
And in the Seventies someone (Seffi Kiryati?) edited a newspaper only with the good things that happened.
"Of course", there weren't more than two-three editions - nobody was interested in reading this good stuff.
And of course, be aware and alert !!!!- stressing only the good, is bound to be a recipe for denials.
But IF ! I identify with the perpetrator and feel and move the pain and forgive myself and everybody else,
then it is right time and right balance to identify with all the creative, wondrous inititiatives of people today.
Isn't it this what the God of the prophet Isaiah wants us to discern? See and listen to the entire song

(3) "Behold, I am making newness, [the adjective "new" in feminine form] now she will grow, don't you know her? (4) "For HE created newness on earth [here, too, the adjective "new" is in feminine form, contrary to the saying, repeated in Ecclesiastes 1:9-10 "there is nothing new under the sun"- ] female encircles (or "encloses" or "encompasses") male!

 

A Message from the Mother of Manifestation [2005?]   "In the terror and the grief of the expanding feeling-consciousness happening in Body for many of you now, ... You must discover for yourself that you can do this now, in this Body, no matter what your thoughts tell you or what you have believed about yourself before. No one can do this work but you. ... To reclaim the power of Manifestation, you must forgive yourself for being Body's victim ~ and its abuser. Please allow yourself to feel into this before you continue ~ in all of the ways that this resonates within you." "As you recognize your own parentalness [see more about this term] there, and uncover the deeper layers of your Self; as you move into and through the rage, terror and grief more deeply than you thought possible; you are not only bringing Loving Light where it can heal, you are participating in the evolution of Deity. Working backwards is the only way to go forward because you cannot evolve without all of your Self. "And ultimately you must bring all of your Self into your depths, your darkness; into your 'past,' your denials; into your gap, your Hell; into all of the places you have not wanted to go. ... you must confront the question of who you are. Could you really be the One, the most Parental aspect of Manifestation? For some of you, this is a terrifying prospect, for it implies that you are responsible for healing more than you believe you are capable of healing. For others, it will bring relief to know that you really are the only one that can do this. ... The key to the union of Original Spirit and Original Will in you is to identify with Body. "When you let Divine Body, the Mother or Father of Manifestation, peer out through your eyes, and when you see them gaze back through the eyes of those you love, you will begin to find the understandings that you seek. And your movement in Body will begin to manifest the Creation and Love your Heart has always desired."

 

(2)
What is the story about the ring with the Opal-stone
inherited from my grandmother, Margarete Ende?

(1)

from puzzle-piece 6b: Releasing Judgments
2009_09_03

I'm learning a way of "Releasing Judgments"
(thanks to this aspect of Ho'oponopono!):
The four Graces:
I am sorry - Forgive me - Thank you - I love you

I understand it like this:
"I am sorry"
= I become aware that I am judging,
be it myself or someone else in my past,
be it myself or someone else in my present,
be it my nation, my government, the World,
be it a situation, a generation, "Life" in general.

Judgments are also called "beliefs" (Seth's books),
"flawed premises" (Abraham-Esther Hicks-group)
and other terms.
(a) Judgments cause pain to myself as to others.
(b) Judgments are the resistance which I set up
against the Universe-Law of Attraction,
i.e. against the realization of my desires. *)

"Forgive me"
for perceiving other persons or their problems,
myself or my situation, now and in the future,
- through judgments, beliefs and false premises.

"Forgive me" is addressed to "God" , or to the other person, or to myself.

"Thank you"
is also addressed to those three or to one of them:
I am grate-full-filled
for being released from my judgment,
and therefore  f r e e  for new desires,
new experiences, new understandings,
for a life of zest-full-ness>full-fill-ment. **)

"I love you"
I love being awarely loving my memories,
I love the healing~harvesting of my past.
I love experiencing my present moment -
free of judgments, beliefs, flaw premises,
yet enhanced by all I learnt to understand.

*) 2010_08_22
Judgments are - first of all and last of all and most of all -
the resistance which I set up against my feelings,
against feeling and moving each and every feeling
in each and every moment!

**) 2010_08_22
I am most of all grateful
for being released from those numerous judgments,
which prevent me from feeling all there is to feel,
from embracing "The Mother",
from embracing myself, all I am, Spirit and Will alike!

"The Vortex"
Where the Law of Attraction
Assembles All Cooperative Relationships

This book uncovers a myriad of false premises
that are at the heart of
every uncomfortable relationship issue,
and guides you to a clear understanding
of the powerful creative Vortex
that has already assembled the relationships
that you have desired.
Abraham will show you
how to enter that Vortex,
where you will rendezvous with everything and everyone you have been looking for.

“It is our desire to help you
to solve the mystery of those
seemingly impossible relationships;
to sort out the details of joyously sharing
your planet with billions of others;
to rediscover
the beauty of your differences;
and, most of all, to reestablish
the most important relationship of all:
your relationship
with the Eternal, Non-Physical Source
that is really you.

“It is our desire that you experience
an enhanced appreciation
of your planet; your body;
your family; your friends; your enemies;
your government; your systems;
your food; your finances;
your animals;
your work and your play;
your purpose;
your Source; your Soul;
your past, your future, and your present. . . ."

"Gam-zo"
A new singsong,
2010_08_15,
which may help me
to accept
each and every feeling,
to move and embrace
myself, Spirit and Will,
[listen to the tune]

A Merkabah (=mystical vehicle according to Ezekiel ch.1) or Star Tetrahedron
consists of two equally sized, interlocked tetrahedra with a common center.
For me this is the perfect metaphor or even more :
the most exact geometric shape of
The Four Aspects of Deity
In seeing the glass-model on the dark-red shining, transparent cloth upon the closet,
which divides my one room into a livingroom bedroom, study & kitchen +bathroom,
and which reflects different colors depending on the amount of light that reaches it,
I can watch it from my bed and TV-seat and train in identifying with being "God".

Merkabah, The Chariot of Ascension
(a video)

"Today I ask forgiveness for all my erronous thoughts,
which do not permit me to see the perfection in everything"

"The Revolution of the Thought (or the Thinking)"
"Stop Judging Others"

I understand: "In observing the other I observe myself"

I understand: "I let go, I trust and I surrender to the Universe"

 

e-mail quote on Sept. 5, 2009
The Thoughts I Think Determine the Relationship I Attract...
You are the thinking, Vibrating attractor of your experience;
and the thoughts you think determine everything about the life that you live.
As you turn your attention
toward the positive aspects of the personalities and behaviors of others with whom you share your planet,
you will train your point of attraction in the direction of only what you desire.
Not only does the power of your thought determine which people make their way into your life,
but the power of your thought determines how they behave once they get there.
-
Excerpted from Abraham's newest book, The Vortex ["Amazon"],
Where the Law of Attraction Assembles All Cooperative Relationships

But this is not enough:
I must first take responsibility for my feelings towards what I judge,
and identify with it/him/her as "God", who creates it all,
then move the shame and pain,
and only then do, what "Abraham" suggests.

Forgiveness is a creative act
that changes us from prisoners of the past
to liberated people
at peace with our memories.
from a Ho-oponopono video

Thanks to Marc's help with a new sound software,
I finally succeeded today in recording and editing
my most recent song - which "says it all".
See the lyrics>2009_08_05-23
and the circumstances of the creation,

[Here was the sound-button with the love song,
but when I checked on Sept.13, it did not work.
All my efforts to reedit it were of no avail.
Perhaps it means,
that only that stammering version is fitting at present...]

Sept.6, 2009, First thing in the morning:
an e-mail message from Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn
Shadow Energy and the Role of Atlantis

... you are in the process of integrating and synthesizing all that you have been in the past cycles of time,
so that your true or essential core self can emerge.
In this process, you have integrated both your Lemurian and Atlantean lifetime experiences.
This has enabled you to activate the Paradise Codes
and energize a long term restructuring of the Planet into a Paradise home
for the Beings who inhabit the Earth.
But, it has also meant confronting the dealing with the shadow energy
that is still being projected by one of the greatest traumas
that the Earth and her people have ever faced in recent history.

This, Beloved Ones, was the destruction of Atlantis,
when the huge crystals that held the Light Codes for the Cosmic Portals and Stargates
were no longer able to do their work
as the hearts of those who were their keepers had become darkened.

As we have said before,
this was the result of choices made on many levels
to allow a certain path of evolution
that would develop certain abilities in Humanity.

These included the rapid development
of the Mental facilities
and the emergence of the Ego self.
Neither of these was "bad" as such,
but they did result in unfortunate side effects
that included a sense of separation and alienation,
low self-esteem and loss,
and the consequent feelings
of guilt and depression
and anxiety for failure
that was registered in the DNA and Akashic records.

We call this energy, the "negative Atlantis Codes",
and we know that these are based on false ideas and information
and a lack of true understanding of the processes of Human Evolution on the Planet.
... Those who present [apocalyptic] scenarios are activating the "negative Atlantis Codes" in the Human Collective Memory, and producing fear and anxiety in the population as their deep subconscious remembers with feelings of guilt and stress.
Beloved Ones, know that life, all life on Earth, is ...a reflection of Divine Essence, it is the One.
Your evolution seeks to lift you to higher levels of Being and Becoming, it does not seek to destroy you.
The Unconditional Love of Source, of the Creator, seeks only the Highest Good of All, the Planet and her inhabitants,
and no one is being blamed or judged.
Beloved Ones, it is time to make a concerted effort to release the negative Atlantis programming
so that the Collective Consciousness will not be drawn into fear,
and that you will be able to see clearly the wonderful new opportunities
that are arising on your World as you transform and renew yourselves.
As we have said before, you chose, as a Collective,
to go through a process of conscious evolution and not to take the Atlantean path of massive destruction.

Beloved Ones,
if you could simply release the negative programs from within your Collective memory,
you would see how powerful you are
and how you are so completely equipped to create and manifest
the most glorious future for yourselves and your planet.

.... the ability to reconnect or rewire the Sacral Chakra and the Heart Chakra
so that you can express your sexual and creative energies
with Unconditional Love and Joy
and without fear and guilt.
This powerful new wiring will allow you to bypass the Atlantis negative codes.
For, in Atlantis, as a result of the abuse of this energy,
humanity became addicted to emotional dramas,
for the Heart was disconnected from the emotions,
and the "victim" energies of betrayal, abandonment, suffering
became "addictions" of the human psyche.
These emotional traumas became so pervasive that they entered into religion,
and the beautiful and shining story of the Twin Flames, Yeshua and Mary Magdalene,
was distorted into the "cruxificion" of Jesus.
Subsequently, Humanity was controlled by negative codes
requiring release from "sin" and guilt and a need for "redemption".
Lies and Deception, indeed!
...The Twin Flame avatars have shown the path to unified Unconditional Love and Oneness.
They have taught you
how to reconnect with your Divine Essence in a place of Love and Joy,
beyond Guilt and Pain and Drama.
They have shown you how to lift your emotional energy
so that it is expressed through the Heart as Love and Joy.
... Do not judge anyone,
but always watch your own heart and choose only what brings Joy to your Heart and Soul.
... The original blueprint was for an Abundant life of Joy and Creativity.
You are returning to this original pattern
and you are evolving to ever higher expressions of Love and Joy.

(Right Use of Will, p.102 and p.106)

"Atlanteans were holding beliefs
and judgments about reality,
that they were mistaking for reality.
If they had been able to see the reflections of their own denials
for what they were then,
these reflections could have shown them the path to balance."

"The Atlantean experience
of polarizing to the Spirit
was necessary,
because the Spirit did not yet
at that time
understand the Will enough
to balance with it.
The Will can only respond,
and so it could not initiate a solution to the imbalance
but only wait for the Spirit's evolvement through experience
to a place of understanding.
Even the beings that already realized
that the Spirit and the will
must balance in the Heart
did not know at that time
how it could be done.
....
Understandings cannot come disconnected from experience;
understandings must come
in a progression,
as experience creates a readiness
to receive them.
Many Spirits had received an overload in the beginning
by trying to gain understandings
without the necessary experience
in which to anchor them.
Many of these Spirits then tried
to preach to their Wills,
telling them how they should perform in relation to the understandings
the Spirit thought it had,
but that were in actuality only conceived of by the Spirit at that time and had need of the Will's experience
in order to grow into maturity..
....
I did not desire My created Spirits
to have to learn
from such hard lessons
as were brought to them
by the last days of Pan or Lemuria,
and yet,
each created Spirit must take responsibility for itself
and for the power it has
to create its own reality.

Right Use of Will, p. 113

Atlanteans saw themselves as focusing only on the positive.
They believed that by focusing
only on the light aspects
of each and every thing,
darkness would be dispelled.
They did not really look at the darkness they were trying to dispel with the Light.
Everything has to be seen and accepted for what it is
to be truly understood.
Knowing what something is
is necessary in order to deal with it
in the right way.

back to another issue - on p. 102
By the time the Lemurians did call for help they were so overwhelmed that they did not believe they could be helped. The opening they made by calling for help was not able to be filled with as much help as I would have liked to give because Lemurians were calling for help and at the same time closing the opening to receive it with the strong belief that they could not and would not really be helped.
[on p. 104 examples of help] ...
but the judgments and emotional charge in Lemuria was such that the help was for the most part not received, not implemented or not recognized.
... They did not realize, they although I could do my part, they also had responsibility to do their part.

read more in that context:
it exemplifies what Abraham's "Vortex"
tries to incessantly get through to us:
how we undermine our own desires.
But I must warn:
just focusing on the positive -what we want
~~~and denying our fears
and feelings of powerlessness,
will result in the Atlantean experience.

grate-full-ness~~~zest-full-ness~~~full-fill-ment

"to vibrate much more the pain of 'I am not received'!
so that MY part in this fact (or projection...),
i.e. the exterior reflection of my unhealed pain and judgment -
will be eliminated
and what will stay on and cause me grief,
but will not make me feel either guilty or blaming,
will be the fact, that others have free choice
and neither me nor "God" can impose our desires on others.
In other words:
To be whole means,
that I neither feel guilty ["I don't succeed in causing others to receive me"]
nor blaming ["they don't receive me"],

"Und das Licht scheint in der Finsternisund die Finsternis hat's nicht begriffen
... Er kam in sein Eigentum und die Seinen nahmen ihn nicht auf"
"The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood[a] it
...He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him"

[while now searching for the context of this quote,
which I remember so well in the Luther-translation,
since I learnt the entire book of John by heart, when I was a young girl.
I hit upon John the Baptist in the Gospel of John,
which - unlike the story in the Gospel of Luke - I had totally forgotten....]

A Hathor Planetary Message through Tom Kenyon
[August 10, 2009 quoted in Jean Hudon's e-mail compilation Sept. 5, 2009]
......

There are many other elements that will escalate
as you approach what we have identified as chaotic nodes. ...

These times call upon your greatest reserves of courage, insight, and intuition.
...
Our words are intended for those of you who know that the hour has come,
that the need for true mastery has arrived,
... for all life depends upon your choices.

We would refer you to previous messages about "Ecstasy and the Heart",
the "Holon of Balance" and especially the "Holon of Ascension."

But these are techniques, inner technologies for the mind.
They can and will assist you to transcend the mind control.
But there are simpler methods we now wish to discuss.
They are aspects of your very nature.

This "secret of secrets" is quite simply
that you are creator beings (both human and divine). ...
you are creating your future in this very moment and in every moment of your life: through your thoughts and your feelings,
and by what you choose to think and feel about yourself and each other.


The "Secret of Secrets" has four aspects.

One is your ability to attain spiritual insight, or vision,
i.e. to see through the lies that are being projected onto you.
And to see the "right path," even in the greatest darkness.

Two is your ability to feel.
This is the core of the secrets.
It is your greatest treasure,
although it is also your greatest quandary.
...

The third aspect is your ability to speak your truth.
For many of you the coming times will demand that you speak your truth clearly, even when it is diametrically opposed to those around you.

And the fourth aspect is your ability to take action.

These four aspects are rooted together and are the source of your freedom.

Within the nature of your heart is your capacity to feel
and this is the deepest secret of all.
For this allows you to change your vibratory field
and this is the key to transcending collective mind control.


Although it sounds ridiculously simplistic,
the essential truth of these secrets is
what you call joy, appreciation and gratitude.
Discover the things in your life,
the situations, the people, your own thoughts and feelings,
whatever gives you a reason
for joy, appreciation and gratitude.
Cultivate this like a precious garden
in the midst of poisonous weeds,
for then this garden will grow and give you sustenance.


Paradoxically on many levels
(not just emotionally and psychologically but spiritually and even physically)
when the power of joy, appreciation or gratitude
reaches a certain amplitude or strength,
it can literally cause manifestations of physical reality.
And so even in the darkest moments,
if you hold the spiritual mastery to transcend fear
and cultivate joy, appreciation and gratitude,
unexpected auspicious moments and situations will present themselves to you.
---

Observations from Tom, August 10, 2009
....
In this message the Hathors are sharing a simpler way
of stepping free of collective mind control.
They call this the Secret of Secrets,
... I wish I could honestly tell you that I have mastered these,
but then I would not be speaking my truth.
Only sometimes I accomplish the attainment of joy, appreciation and gratitude
... when I am in the vibratory field of joy, appreciation and gratitude,
I am somehow insulated from the swirling madness of our time.
It is as if I am suspended above the conflicts
that I was so engrossed in only moments before.
And I have also noticed that if these feelings continue long enough,
my external circumstances reflect this vibratory field.
In other words,
reasons to feel joy, appreciation and gratitude pop up all around me
through such things as serendipity, and odd coincidences (i.e., synchronicities)
that assist me.

When I succumb to the lower vibratory fields of fear, anger and hostility
(often after watching or reading too much of the news,
or simply indulging in my own bad habits of imagining worst case scenarios),
I find myself immersed in a world of conflict.
Serendipity and joy disappear,
and the world that was so full of magic and possibility evaporates before me.

But I am clear that this is all my own creation. ....

From "Holon of Ascension."
.....
By ascension we simply mean a movement upward in consciousness.
You do not “go” anywhere. You do not “leave” anywhere.
But your perspective, your perception, is radically altered.
You begin to see through the maya, or the illusion of this world,
which is created through the dance of subatomic particles
and into a configuration of what you call matter.
Through the ascension process you realize
that you are the creator of your experience of that which you call “the world.”
It does not mean that you leave this world,
but it does mean that you have transcended it–
while still being a part of it–
for you see through the lens of perception
that life is a movie that you are projecting.
.....
As your realities simultaneously dissolve and re-create themselves,
and by that we refer to the economic challenges you are facing
and the ecological and social challenges you are facing,
some of you may experience very difficult times.
But never lose sight of the fact that you are the creator of your life,
and you can re-create it at any moment, regardless of the circumstances. ...

What you will discover in the ascension process is
that these external factors are actually projections
from your own deepest consciousness.
They are flickers on a movie screen,
and you can change them in mind-bending quickness
when you change them from the source rather than the effect,
and the source is your very mind itself.
The mystery of how this occurs reveals itself to you in the ascension process,
as naturally as an orchid opening its blossoms.
...one of the keys is what you call appreciation or gratitude.
These states of emotion
are a signature and an expression of the creative powers you possess. ...

 

Ecstasy and the Heart (linked to a Spanish Translation)

Hathor Channeling
4/18/05

We wish to speak with you in this section concerning the generation of ecstasy through focusing on the heart.
We do not speak of the heart chakra in this instance,
but rather we refer to the physical heart, the heart muscle itself.

This technique involves your focus, or attention,
joined with the emotion of gratitude, or appreciation—
which ever you prefer to use.

As soon as you focus your attention on the heart,
you may notice a flow of subtle energy.

From our perspective,
your focus of attention operates much like the central point of an energy vortex. This is especially true within your physical body
and the field surrounding your body—your energy field—
what the ancients called the aura.

Your ability to create a focus of attention
is not just a cerebral, or brain, activity.
It is an activity on many levels of consciousness.
Wherever you place you attention within your body,
or within the energy field of your body,
there is an immediate flow of subtle energy to that point, or area,
which has an enlivening effect upon the cells of your body,
and/or the luminous light fibers that comprise your energy body.

Your focus, indeed, creates a warping effect at the subatomic levels,
what you might call quantum field effects.
These field-effects create distinct flows of energy, geometry and harmonics
within you.

To alter the quantum field through the power of your focus is an important ability we urge you to master.
Its applications are numerous, the cultivation of ecstasy being just one of them.

In this method, you use this ability to hold focus or attention,
joined with the emotion of appreciation or gratitude.
These two emotions have a coherent effect upon your energy field
and upon the rhythmic magnetic emanations of your physical heart.
This combination of focus and coherent emotion
can be used
to generate high states of ecstasy.

As we have said previously, the generation of ecstatic states of consciousness
is an important evolutionary catalyst.
We strongly suggest that you learn to create states of ecstasy throughout your day.

We realize that, for many of you,
your daily life may not be conducive to the cultivation of such states,
but we urge you to find times throughout your day
where you can practice attaining these states for at least a few minutes at a time.
A little bit of time spent in ecstasy is better than no time at all.

This practice will set up a harmonic or a relationship with the Earth,
as a conscious living being,
and with the harmonic waves of catalytic evolution
that are flowing through your galaxy.

In this technique you focus your attention on the physical heart.
As you focus your attention on this area,
you generate the feeling of appreciation or gratitude.
It is not the thought of appreciation or gratitude—but rather the emotion.
In this method,
thought will not activate the subtle energies needed to generate ecstasy—
only feeling is capable
of activating the energy vortices within you.

As you focus on the physical heart
and generate the feeling of appreciation, or gratitude,
a waveform of energy begins to flow throughout the body—
carried by the magnetic fields of the heart,
which emanate outward from the physical heart to encompass your entire body.
As the flow of energy begins throughout the body,
there is a spontaneous arising of ecstasy—cellular ecstasy.

Experiment with this technique.
Sense what happens in your body
as you focus upon your heart
and generate these feelings of appreciation and gratitude.
Physically feel what seems to be happening at the cellular level
as the one trillion (or so) cells of your body
receive this coherent energy of gratitude or appreciation.

Once you have established the ability to create ecstasy as described above,
and once you are able to generate ecstasy whenever you desire it—at will—
begin to experiment with your energy field—what some call the subtle energy body.

.....

Do not underestimate the powers of this technique.
Though it is very simple, it is profound and effective.
It will bring you into a higher state of resonance and vibration. ...

... the reference point for consciousness is established not only by belief,
but also by one’s emotional harmonics.
And without you being in a state of ecstasy,
it would be like trying to describe a sunrise to a blind person
who does not have the ability to directly perceive what you are talking about. ..

And so we leave you in this moment with what may seem like a myth,
but which we hold as self-evident.
You are creator beings in the midst of creating your future
and the future of generations yet to come.
You hold within your heart a key to the Mystery of Mysteries.
And the threshold, the opening into this mystery
is through your capacity to enter ecstasy.
Be bold and find your path,
your way of living upward into this elevated state of being.
Do know, however, the ecstasy is not the end of the way.
It is simply the beginning.

... Enter ecstasy whenever you can. Know that when do so,...
you enter into communion with your Self.

In joy and laughter.
The Hathors