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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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July
31/ Tammuz 28, Thursday, still 15 days until my 70th birthday -between
Shoham
and Bet-Nehemya
Parting from my
obsession to complete this page--- on August 4
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
no time and no computer,
since on this day my children moved house
from Shoham to Bet Nehemya
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In the morning:
Front of the House at Shoham |
In the evening:
View from the house at Bet Nehemya
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Last outing with Mika
in Shoham
- on July 30, towards sunset
first in the
" Garden
of the Seven Species",
where we wanted to say
Good-Bye
to the grape-vines,
to the fig-trees,
to the olive-trees
and to the pomegranate trees.
From the latter
Mika picked the 2 fruits,
which had not yet been taken.
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We never reached the playground at the edge of the Hevel-Park.
Instead we discovered a new installment - the strangest of benches!
Hadn't I stressed "benches" along
our path during our latest outings?
Now here was a totally new concept, which I only understood,
when two girls - Hen and Yif'at - came along and placed themselves.
"Please let me take your picture so as
to demonstrate,
that on these benches you two don't sit side by side,
but one facing the other!"
At 6:30 on this morning I walked Nella for
the last time
and for the last time I admired the beautiful architecture of Shoham
in general
and of the Mitzpeh-Street in particular
The ascent to the Sunflower Park, where Mika
and I spent so many lovely hours
Another perspective of the ascent : cats
in front of the postoffice boxes
Moving House
During the hours it took to empty the flat
and load all the equipment - with the plants as completion -
Immanuel and I cooperated well in getting the last things ready.
I also cleaned the fridge thoroughly, so it could be put to use right
away in its new place.
Immanuel said, when seeing the result: "how
good, that sometimes one moves house!"
When he had gone, to follow the truck and help the workers unload
it at Bet Nehemya,
I began to clean. It wasn't planned like that, there was just a momentum
of doing it,
to the extent, that Immanuel - 2 hours later on the phone - asked,
if I could also clean the elevator and the path to it and from it,
since it had been quite soiled.
I took my time and cleaned - not for ourselves but for the landlord
and the next tenants - "like crazy".
If it would have been for myself, I would never have "exaggerated"
like that,
but there were fears behind it: I had often heard Efrat say to her
husband:
"Nobody cleans the floor but me,
you don't clean properly!"
Though Efrat doesn't reach my standard of orderliness ... ,
she is pecular concerning the floor.
And the terrible trigger which was awaiting us the next day (I'm
writing this on Aug. 4)
had to do with her excruciating suffering (her words) from "dust".
I had time to "drive backward" to ever so many situations
in which I had to clean for other people and live up to other people's
expectations,
and often be reproached and slandered for no reason ...
This time I wanted to do it "perfectly" at the price of
being called "crazy".
And I wanted to document at least a minor part of my cleaning cupboards,
oven, sinks, floors etc.
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At 15:45 I was finally done , lay down on
the shining floor, my backpack as cushion under my head, and rested.
At 16:15 Immanuel fetched me together with the last bags of leftover
items
and together with Nella, who had been such a disciplined companion
during the last hours,
but now, when seeing Immanuel, peed right around the result of my
cleaning efforts...
Then we drove to Efrat's office and all of us together to the kindergarden
to fetch Mika,
and then - off we were on our way to the new house at Bet Nehemya.
We had to hurry, since at the same time Tomer was on his way from
Bnei-Arazim
and indeed, when we arrived, the taxi driver was already waiting with
Tomer.
Later I accompanied Efrat and Mika, when they
drove to the local mini-market to buy the missing basics for the new
kitchen.
The very nice owners (from Ramleh)- a young man, Avi, and his sister
Irena r - welcomed us and helped us.
Later we discovered, that I had left the detergent for cleaning dishes
at Shoham and I returned , by foot, to the shop.
This time I was served by Avi's wife Esther - not as nice as her husband
and sister-in-law.
But on the way I had made one photo of the road and a pretty composition
of trees on its left.
This was the first ordered corner in all the chaos,
thanks to Tomer who had freed the furniture from the sticky plastic
stripes, wound around them against any damage,
and decided on his own, how the composition around the table and opposite
the TV set (to the right but not visible) should
be.
Efrat wanted to protest, but luckily caught herself in time and let
it be - for the time being...
Then Tomer sat at the piano - placed in a corner which is so fitting
as if deviced for it, when the house was built -
and played the music he still remembered.
At the end of this day: more
of Tomer's 14 paintings, created in 2004 shortly before he had to
leave his father and return to his mother.
As to the
rest of Tomer's 2004 paintings, see on August
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song
of the day
Evenings, when I go to sleep,
Fourteen angels with me keep,
Two stand at my head,
Two at the foot of my bed,
Two are at my right hand,
Two are at my left hand,
Two in covers tuck me,
Two at morning wake me,
Two that point the way to rise
To heaven's paradise.
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