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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my 6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior(2002) & Amit(2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Tzippi Winkler, Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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Actions:
No pool, since walking is still painful.
Started to transcribe
Gal's Latin Hebrew letters.
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
Interactions:
e-mails: from Nimr Ismair!!!
from GalMor and to her
not
personal: from
Gadi Lybrock
SMS and e-mail to Boris, he called, also Tzippi. They came.
Too rich to be contained here...
Lior
:her crochet lesson: good! |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
14:07 I repeat
yesterday's INTENTIONS:
I desire to understand the accident,
which caused me to rest, to suffer, but not to be damaged.
I desire the injured ligament of my knee to heal fast, so I
can walk again, especially to the pool.
I desire that the staff of Ben-Shemen
and Tomer's father will be patient, when setbacks occur.
I desire Tomer to finally grasp, that "Ben-Shemen"
is the only option for him and a fantasic one.
I desire that Immanuel & even more so
Efrat be constantly "parental"
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image
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
14:09
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to you for gradually healing
the immense pain of what may be
an
Injury of the Posterior
Cruciate Ligament of the back of the knee.
PCL
injuries typically occur during
hyperflexion
or with a blow to the knee during hyperextension.
Although the PCL is thought to be the
strongest ligament in the knee,
PCL injuries may represent up to 20 percent of all knee ligament
injuries.
I give thanks to you again, that nothing unrepairable
happened to you,
and that usually we are so fit on our legs, despite the chronic
groin-pain!
I'm grate-full - for what?
It's the first time in almost 11 months,
that nothing spontaneous comes up.
The "elimination" of Ranin - especially after the
- so rare dialog with Ofir -
who blamed her for the way she talked to Yossi and wanted
her to go home-
shattered me more than I could have imagined.
A 5000 year old basic feeling raised its crumbled head: I
feel VICTIMIZED!
"the "good
ones" will always loose and "the bad-ones"
will always win.
Ranin erred once, and is not forgiven.
Those around her not only err, they often are outright wicked,
but they.....
I've decided to wait with my finetuning, until my grief will
have "settled"....
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Song
of the Day
Oh heaven on earth!
Oh water, oh light!
Oh shade in the sun!
Oh pleasure in soil!
Oh air in the desert to breathe and to smell!
Oh stones, rocks and rivers!
Oh flowers and trees!
Oh birds, ants and camels!
Oh flies far from skin!
Oh people before me and with me, be blessed!
My ears to enjoy
and my eyes to delight!
My legs to climb up
and my back to bend down!
My brains to make sense, to create and to grow
My fingers to touch
and my arms to embrace!
My BODY, my FEELING,
my HEART full of love!
My WILL and my SPIRIT do know WE ARE ONE!
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On our way back from the Jerusalem mountains -
driving towards the clouds and rain
Rain upon the highway - but my camera couldn't
make this discernable
And in the middle of the second image of the "Tomer fell asleep"
scene,
[it was Mika, who should
have done so, since she had to forgo her afternoon nap..]
the
camera went on partial strike altogether:
but without indicating this!
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There was one magnificent photo, which I even let Immanuel and Efrat
see, when a red traffic-light permitted this:
through the drop-covered lower part of the car window a rain-rushed,
sun-flushed junction became visible.
"This was taken by accident",
I said, and their response was: "The
best photos always happen by accident".
And now - this one vanished altogether ! It's ridiculous, how this
grieves me....
But since I believe that nothing, not even
the disappearance of a photo, happens "by accident",
what does the disappearance of 13 images, among them this mystical
rain-sun picture - mean?
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I'm grate-full,
that one of the closeups I made,
when we returned home -
right after the last drops of rain had fallen
- did succeed,
and that from then on the camera worked again
(as I said: I had no idea, that
it had NOT worked!)
But the problem stays on,
that with this "Cassio" camera
I haven't yet learnt to make good sunset photos
as I did with my first digital camera (2002-2007).
The automatic take lets the sunset appear pale,
and the "Best Shot" take exaggerates it too much.
And yet there is a compensation,
in the edited photos:
the reflection of the sunset in the netshade
is as pretty as was the sunset on the horizon
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Our last hour in my room
I provide all kinds of bowls and vessels,
something which she likes very much,
and this time I try to teach her about different materials,
glass, cardboard, plastic, wood, china, copper, ceramics,
but she doesn't get it.
She searches for the two far-eastern eating sticks
(which she hopefully won't stuck into her eyes)
and explores ways of drumming....
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In
the middle of our play,
Abba brings us a plate
with delicious fruits
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After we had finished playing and eating
on the floor,
Mika staged another scenario on my bed,
with hiding under cushions and blankets and playing a role-play,
in which this time she was "Hatfani", the snatcher, while
I was again "Gal", or "Gallush".
Since I was involved with all my body parts, there was nobody, who
could have documented this.
The last two images - though taken before I announced that I'd soon
have to leave her -
seem to prophecy the grief, which she soon would express as:
"Hatfani
gets lost, if Gallush goes to Arad!" ...
[see altar on Nov. 23]
I too was sad to part.
Immanuel will drive me to Lod,
from where I'll take the train to Beersheva,
from where I'll take the bus to Arad,
from where I'll walk home with a backpack, the zip of which got torn
on the way.
Have you ever tried to hold together the opening of a backpack, full
with food-remnants,
and to carry it in both your upheld hands?
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Actions:
No pool, since walking is still painful.
Started to transcribe
Gal's Latin Hebrew letters.
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
Interactions:
e-mails: from Nimr Ismair!!!
from GalMor and to her
not
personal: from
Gadi Lybrock
SMS and e-mail to Boris, he called, also Tzippi. They came.
Too rich to be contained here...
Lior
:her crochet lesson: good! |
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Intro
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whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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