Big Brother Drama -Channel 2, 21:00- 23:50

It seems that there are no severe divisions any longer between the six survivors,
neither between Ashkenazis and Sephardis,
nor between old-timers and new-comers.
And the suspense - provided through the entire show,
"Yossi, Itai and Shakhar will pack their suitcases now" ,
was orchestrated as putting an end even to the division between two bedrooms.
All six - or after the last elimination - all five will be together till the end on Dec. 16.

One more time they had to propose each other for dismissal,
(I again protested sharply against this ugly procedure:
"how can anyone live with such hypocrisy:
I just proposed you, my friend, for elimination , behind your back,
and now I come and chat with you as if my heart was sincere?
They must have the courage - and learn the skills -
to do this process in an open circle!"
but Efrat called me naive and stopped the discussion by: "We differ on this issue!"
What was comforting this last time, was,
that almost nobody had a concrete judgment against another.
Each one proposed two of their "family" because of technical considerations,
which I didn't even understand, and always added:
"This is the only reason, for I love that person, I have nothing against him/her"


One issue keeps persecuting me:
Their assignment this time was to sing on stage, solo, duets, all together,
(with many obstacles in times and spaces)
Whenever someone was on stage, the other could watch him/them on the plasma.
Even before Einav's father , Yossi, was shocked by the fatness of his daughter,
I said to Efrat: "I cannot understand why you and obviously everybody else
watches TV "full screen", while I always reduce the size to 4:3.
Everyone looks so fat, even Leon."
Efrat totally dismissed my observation and my argument, as if we had different eyes.
And then came the painful awakening of Einav,
though people begged Yossi not to say a word to her,
and though Shakhar - quite corpulent even on a reduced screen - comforted her
and encouraged her to accept herself as she was,
Einav felt literally devasted,humiliated and afraid to ever show herself again

Efrat now had great compassion with her, and I said: "I would feel just like her."
So why is such a distortion tolerated all over the "plasma"-covered world?


But this is only the tip of the iceberg:
Yossi already some weeks ago expressed his fear of "going back into the world".
Leon feels terrified, and I think Shifra and Einav are terrified too.
I don't know about Itai, I never really grasped this man, except that he is "so good".
Zipi told me lately, that a woman who can check into the souls of people, said,
that all the Big Brother people will come out with enormous damage .
I said - then! -: "I think, some will be damaged, but some will have grown!"
Zipi:
"All will be damaged, but this doesn't mean that they won't grow through this."

Even "normal" celebrities have difficulties to stay sane
(when in the park -see below -Immanuel's music played some songs by Barbra Streisand,
and I said: "She is the greatest, at least among the Americans",
he informed me, how sick her personality is).
so what about these people who are so much more famous and known now
than any King, Head of Government, even than any singer or football star.
How will they be able to cope with their life, how will they be or become themselves?
And as to Einav's shame of her body -
I can identify with her only too much....