The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

50 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 13th day, July 2002

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I feel guilty, not okay, confused, helpless.
I run to my path & let Body saw the thistles.

2013

The FELT days 53, 54, 55, 56 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   "inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  "amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
"A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4-
Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time!
4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008]
continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site".
The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013
On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines
 To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

2013-10-19 -Shabbat- still 5433 days

Thank you, Body, for guiding me to omit doing
what is not good for us, like staying in a sun-less place for too long or wearing bras, belts, socks for too long, pressure that prevents the lymphic system from doing its clearing job.
And as to shame of not wearing bras or shoes:
I'll pick the gold-grains in it, also for others!

Song: ha'ir ba-boqer...ha'ir li ozen le'ha'azin
2013-10-20-Sunday- still 5432 days

How cute: after 3 body-shames yesterday
Amit knocked at 7:40 when I-still in bed (!)- read no other but Erich Neumann, who already
in 1948 taught "ve-ahavta le-ra'akha", though he didn't know that to accept "my evil" I've to vibrate it. Amit showed me a hole in a blouse which Meital wants me to repair. No shame!

Song: barkhi .... al khoshaekh ve al-or [Ronnit]
2013-10-21-Monday -still 5431 days

Happy with synchronicities. - Longing for Mika.- Confused concerning my hip O.P.: what to DO, to make it run, without depending on Micha & Efrat, but caring myself. -Judging ridiculous worries: Since for the O.P. - only in Oct. 2014 -
I had to register at Shoham, what, if I'll need other healthcare during this year here at Arad?

Song: be-khol qri'at khayim mukhan libi [Hesse]

2013-10-22-Tuesday -still 5430 days

It's a rare feeling: loathing another person.
For my morning pool I arrive at around 10.
Every time there sits that man in the jacuzzi,
mostly on the edge, with a water-bottle, old,
stern, spectacles, not noisy, not fat, not ugly.
I even came earlier in order to NOT meet him.
Now I'll sit there imagining him as a little boy!

Song: ha yad al ha enayim...miskhaq ve-khiukh




Moshe Klein, my "twin-brother", seems to have true peers!
Moshe , ga'on/genius in mathematics, sent this image to me on Oct. 14, 2013





"The Messiah has come"




'Speaking-talking' is different from 'saying'

"the voice middabber", d-b-r in the nif'al form
like in 'az nidberu yir'ee YHWH ish el re'eehu'
even the 2nd line va-yedabber, the usual pi'el form,
emphasizes the speaking-talking itself, not its content.
It's with this sentence, that the 7th chapter closes.
The next line starts chapter 8, and there it's usual:
From a little calendar-diary, in the year 2000:

To be talking from in between the wandering cherubs, not "saying" something

Phillip Ratner

 

 

continuation of my hike to Salt-Sea and Noah's Cave on Oct. 26, 2013
first page second page third page fourth page fifth page sixth page

It is frustrating, that the steepness of a path cannot be captured by a photo.
But the strange shadows may convey the fear and strain I felt
when hopping down very very slowly on my behind

 

 

 

I made it!
I reached the northern side
of the Cave.
My bare knees show
that I'm still moving by sitting

 

 

 

I turn around
to the front of the Cave
and remember,
how - during the first hours -
I was helped by Micha
and Hartmut

 

 

That was on November 29, 2003,
the date I had chosen
in commemoration
of the UN decision
that Israel should become a State.

Of course, from day to day
it became colder.
I figured out ,
how to make a plastic-curtain
and to attach hooks to the rock,
so it would cover the entire front
and guard me bit at night,
while sleeping on the "upper floor"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

sun and shade,
when I look
to the south-east,
to where the path down begins

 

 

 

sun and shade,
when I look
to the north-east,
to where the path-down will lead




Nearby,
squeezed between big stones,
so it couldn't be
blown or flushed away,

I detected
what had been the cover
of my blanket.

I had left it in the Cave
by intention,
in case I would just
come for a night
and sleep there.

Now it suited me well
for resting a while,
covered to the neck
against
the nuisance of the flies.

Oh, how good it felt!


I smiled, when I detected a spoon somewhere,
and a few steps down the slope: the broom,
which I truly overused
during those 120 days
of carving out not only the cave,
but making all thoses pathes
up to the road
and down to the Sea.

For the sake of photographing these 2 items,
I placed them on the rock
where the water-tank was standing
next to the gas-stove

 

 

 

The path from Noah's Cave
[on top second level to the left]
is easier.
I see the small , seemingly flat creek
[next to the cave]
and shudder,
remembering the flood
that gushed down,
engulfing also me in my cave
at n i g h t ...

continuation