2005_01_07; updates: 2005_01_16
To YOU AS ONE,
SPIRIT~WILL~HEART~BODY
{In the communication
of Oct. 22, 2004 I promised myself to make written Commuication
with Deity a routine again,
but so much upheaval in my life followed , that ....
Dearest Folks
first I'm so immensely grateful for everything that has come into
my life lately!
I finally have a warm home,
tiny, but private, for which I can pay on my own,
and which does not contradict but enhance the working on my Desert
Vision,
symbolized in my
cave at the Dead Sea and in my pyramidal
tent on "Rakhaf".
As if this wasn't enough of a blessing,
there comes this e-mail from the Godchannel Channelers
and the process of healing between them and me
and - following this - updates in your info,
like in the file called "Who
is God"!
But now - today - starts a new era, or so I believe,
with N. and O gone , and Hagai and partly Tamir there,
and Sa'ar selling his business in Tel-Aviv, in order to truly taking
responsibility for his vision on Rakhaf.
And after we talked about the task of dead Iris, and how we all missed
out on truly receiving her,
because there was everything except balance here on Rakhaf,
it seems to me that it depends mostly on me to create this balance
from the start
in a way that everyone, Hagai first , and then Sa'ar and whoever "belongs",
can find there place to create and grow there.
But I feel , despite all this work on myself, not ready,
and prone to fall right into all the former traps and patterns.
You said, in what I heard on the Tomer tape yesterday,
that for now your task in my life is health and guiding me.
...
So how can I be open to your guidance every minute of my stay, particularly
on Rakhaf?
For I feel all my life, that you are with me and I am with you.
But then in the moments of my "functioning" there,
I am all that patterned Christa
again.
All you need to do, dearest Peer Companion,
is to release the judgment, that playing the Christa pattern is bad.
Take the Christa lovingly into your arms, smile at her, hug her, kiss
her
and she will evolve into Maryam with more speed than you can dream
of.
And we are guiding you on every Handgriff
and Fusstritt that you will perform today
and every word you'll utter and every glance you'll send.
And our love and acceptance of Hagai and of you will be shining through
you.
Just love little Christa!
Thank you, beloved ones!
