I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in learning
to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
A
R A R A T - H E A R T
A Vision about Peace
between the Desert Nations in the Middle East
and between Wo/Man and Desert Earth
This website resumes the "sculpting" of some of the experiences
with our present work,
in the beginning called "THE
MOUNT ARARAT EVOLUTION":
Between donkey and car - among the
Bedouin - in the desert of Arad:
My partner Hagai Lev ("lev"
in Hebrew means "heart")
and little Sa'ad Al-Hameiseh.
Below another Al-Hameiseh family: the four kids of the third
wife of Musa:
Naifeeh and her brothers Muhammed, Ahmed and Ali in front of
their tin shack. In both cases - unlike
in other cases - I was allowed to take a photo!
"Rachel ,
we are not at the right place.
We have this four-nation tent here,
because Egypt, Israel, Jordan and Saudi-Arabia border the Gulf of Eilat.
But our business is with Palestinians and there are no Palestinians
around here.
and our business is with the vision of Desert Economy,
based on the Desert treasure: SPS, Space, Purity and Silence.
But there is no more SPS around here, with all these hotels in Eilat
and in Aqaba."
"So where do we have to work then"?
"Around the Dead Sea!"
That's how I came to discover the Dead Sea as the place on Earth where
I feel most at home.
In April 2004, after 5 months in my cave
at "Noah's
Shore" and there - among "Noah's Rainbow Colors"
the link to "Noah's
Shore Dreamers"] Hagai came for the "Dreamers' Training"
for seven days.
After some pleasant and some very unpleasant experiences with Bedouins
he said: "Your 'Noah's
Vision' will not manifest,
nor will peace prevail in this country,
until we, the Jews, will become guests among the Desert People,
and let them bond us with the earth.
And once we'll have made us dependent on them, the Bedouins,
they will feel equal.
And then- then they might forgive us the expulsion of Ismael."
That's how the Vision of ARARAT
HEART started to reveal itself.
The
three of us share a vision about Peace,
between Israel and Palestine and between Wo/Man and Earth:
Tamir Peleg (33) from the desert- town Dimona,
Hagai Lev (31) from Kibbutz Nakhshon,
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, Ph.D. or "Maryam" (66),
originally from Germany
"Mish'olee Rakhaf":
"Mish'olee
Rakhaf"
July 13, 2004
The first place
on "Rakhaf"
where
Sa'ar Carmi'eli
invited us
to erect our tent,
the optimal tent
for the future
"Desert Hosting Economy" ,
and at this stage-
for the Bedouin Rihlaat
(Pyramidion-
Enterprises) Now we are
at a different place
and are allowed
to erect 2 more
tents...
Diary 2004_09_21-Equinoxes
2004_10_20
"Better
are the two than the one
for they have a good reward for their labour.
For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow;
while the one, should he fall,
has not another to lift him up.
Bible, Ecclesiastes 4, 9-12
"Also,
if two lie together, they will be warm,
but the one - how can he be warm?
And if someone attacks the one,
the two shall stand against him;
and the threefold cord is not quickly severed."
2010
Hagai and Tamir marry, by chance almost at the same time see also the synchronicity of my encounter with a former
friend of Hagai, Maya Ziv, just
10 days earlier, in "Succah in the Desert" , in
a critical, extremely painful situation, where the 5 min. encounter was
"staged" to remind me of Hagai's
mystical message in 2004: "There will be no
peace here,
until we, the Jews, will become the guests of the Desert People,
and let them connect us to the earth (adamah).
Once we shall be dependent on them, they will feel equal
and then they might forgive us the expulsion of Ismael."
Hagai and Moran, the couple wedded on January 6, 2010
and Tamir and Hilla, the couple to be wedded on February 14, 2010
Hagai and Moran
talk to Ramona, Tamir's half-sister, who at one time (2002?)
had shared with him the bus and minibus,
when my 2 vehicles were still functioning and bequeathed by me to Tamir
(1999)
Hagai and Ramona and Hilla and Tamir
The six of us: Hagai and Moran, Tamir and
Hila, Ramona and I , sat at the same table and later danced together
A mixed couple - not a European with a
Jemenite, like Hagai and Moran, - but a Yemenite with a Philipinian.
The Yemenite Israeli is a member of Hagai's Kibbutz
Nachshon
Once my partners they now dance together at each
others weddings
Their two Brides, Moran and Hilla
The
three of us share a vision about Peace,
between Israel and Palestine and between Wo/Man and Earth:
Tamir Peleg (33) from the desert- town Dimona,
Hagai Lev (31) from Kibbutz Nakhshon,
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, Ph.D. or "Maryam" (66),
originally from Germany
My only
gift for Hagai and Moran,
who both study at a center for Kabbalah:
"Eliyahu", by Martin Buber, translated by me.
I wrote on the bottom
of Mika's drawing
which I stuck it into a bag, painted by me,
carefully packed with the pretty vessels and cups,
which people had discarded, both at Shoham and at Arad..
"Mika [4.2] was told, that she would go to your wedding.
So she began this drawing for you.
Since she didn't complete it [nor
go to the wedding],
I threw it away.
But she discovered it in the bin under my desk, pulled it out and said: "This is not to be thrown away".
Above Mika's picture I wrote a verse from
this week's Torah-Reading [Exodus
24:10-11] "And they saw the God ... of the heaven
... and they beheld
God,
and they ate and they drank"
between Israel and Palestine and between Wo/Man and Earth:
Tamir Peleg (33) from the desert- town Dimona,
Hagai Lev (31) from Kibbutz Nakh shon,
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, Ph.D. or "Maryam" (66),
originally from Germany
The two mothers and Tamir's father (Hilla's father is
not on the picture) surround the couple under the Huppah
I was so happy for Sarah and Shim'on, Tamir's parents.
He is their youngest from among five children, and 39 years old.
We had so many experiences together, especially I and Shim'on,
who, for instance, installed
my solar electricity system in Noah's Cave.
And though everything was stolen soon, I'll always
be grateful to him.
The entire evening I was watching Shim'on and
seeing the Jewish boy,
which escaped a death train during the holocaust and now: look at him!
Paz - as beautiful as ever - see her, for instance, in
Noah's Cave, Dec. 2003
It was exhilarating - the reunion of our
circle in Ein-Gedi 1999
first I and Tamir
- invited by Yuval (later Yuval-David) - after
the eviction from Metzoqe Dragot
and the director of the Ein-Gedi Fieldschool, Joel Oren,
the father of Lior (then 11, see her below).
Later we were joined by Pazit (later Paz), and I could be helpful with the fledgling
relationship between her and Yuval.
Then by Hagai, the cook assistant, [here with Moran, his new
wife] Erez, the handiman [see
my song for him]
and Jonathan, then 19, a not very efficient volunteer,
who was not accepted in the army because of his Psoriasis,
and hoped the Dead Sea would heal him, a hope shared by Yuval, inflicted with
the same illness.
The famous story was told again: Jonathan was supposed to help me with ordering palm-fronds,
but did it so akwardly that I screamed at him: "You are wasting your own time and mine!"
Tamir was around and heard this. He came to me and said quietly: "One doesn't scream at Jonathan like this!"
I was stunned, both about my own behavior and about young Tamir's courage to
live up to me like that.
I found Jonathan straightaway and confronted him: "Jonathan, what did you feel, when I screamed
at you like that?"
Jonathan now told: "I was so stupefied, that I couldn't say a
word,
I simply threw my head on Rachel's shoulders and wept."
and Jonathan stressed, how crucial this event was for his time
at the Fieldschool ["they intended to fire
me the next day!"] and his later life in general.
[To my 61st birthday - Aug. 15 1999- Jonathan brought the plant of an apple-tree,
since he had been impressed by my story, attributed to Martin Luther: "If you knew that the World would go to pieces
tomorrow, what would you do?"
Answer: "I would plant an apple-tree today!"
We planted - and celebrated the planting- in front of Tamir's
and my "Concrete Succah".
Someone probably watered it even after I had followed the ultimatum of eviction
on Oct. 31,
but in the years to come the "Concrete Succah" was constructed into
proper guest-rooms,
and , of course, that was also the end of the apple-tree on that tiny slope
in front .
On April 1, 2010, Jonathan came to visit me in Arad.
A few days later the third planted apple-tree
finally showed a hesitant bud!]
The only really good photo I made,
was this one: Yuval-David and Jonathan.
Sitting next to them: Lior,
now my "starchild" and close friend, then, in 1999.
The next day I would meet her sister Nitzan for the first time since that time,
and Lior would be my guest at Arad for three days.
There were other people
I met on this grand wedding with perhaps more than 600 people,
but the only other friend which I need to see in this sculpture with that circle,
was Ya'acov. Ya'acov
and his wife Orit, who live at Modi'in, fetched me from Shoham and also returned
me.
Though Ya'acov didn't "belong" to the circle of the Ein-Gedi Fieldschool,
- he lived in Tel-Aviv, he
was my and Tamir's partner in the RedSeAPartner-SHIP and in the Dead
Sea PartnerShip...
What will be the personal and the
common future of all these actors in my drama?
On August 20, 2010, a son is born to Paz and
Yuval-David. On October 8, 2010 - A son is born to Tamir and Hilah. See pictures
2013
2013-10-20 Suddenly there are posts from Hagai on
Facebook.
He seems to be deeply involved in a movement "Yakhad" (Together)
that runs for the local elections in Petach-Tikva in 2 days.
His post reminds me of what he, the young man, and I, the old woman,
experienced together,
though I don't identify with the bitterness of the old woman,
about whom he tells in his post.
This give's me a chance to
insert 2 other articles about the present State of Israel,
written today, Oct. 20,- and on Sept. 26, 2013 - by my grandson Jonathan
Shai.
"Israeli Nationality
in the passport
does not exist"
The next morning, on Oct. 21, 2013
I find that Ronnit, Jonathan's Mother,
shared Jonathan's post on Facebook
with this preface:
Why is the problem
of the refugees not getting solved?
