The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"




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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound

Vor lauter Lauschen und Staunen sei still

Vor lauter Lauschen
va-yehi no'am hashem

Rainer Maria Rilke

translated on 2010_01_10
on the basis of
traducca's translation

Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam

June 8, 1991
on the hills above
Succah in the Desert

/:Vor lauter Lauschen und Staunen sei still:/
du mein tieftiefes Leben;
/:daß du weißt, was der Wind dir will,
eh noch die Birken beben:/

/:Und wenn dir einmal das Schweigen sprach:/
laß deine Sinne besiegen.
/:Jedem Hauche gib dich, gib nach,
er wird dich heben und wiegen:/

/:Und dann meine Seele sei weit, sei weit:/
daß dir das Leben gelinge,
/:breite dich wie ein Feierkleid
über die sinnenden Dinge
From sheer listening and amazement be quiet
you my deep-deep life
that you know what the wind wants for you
before the birches are quaking

And when the silence once spoke to you
let your senses be defeated
to every breath give in, give in,
it will lift you and cradle.

And then my soul be wide, be wide,
that life may succeed for you
spread yourself like a festive dress
above the musing things

May the graciousness of Ha-Shem be upon us
[I prefer "gentleness" instead of "graciousness"]
the work of our hands establish upon us

yea, establish the work of our hands
Psalm 90 end



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2010_01_01-05 - Mika's Heaven on Earth

Since August 1, 2009,
I employ song-page after song-page
for documenting and exploring
the evolution of Mika
my youngest grandchild,

whose assignment seems to be:
to demonstrate to humankind
by her own living and doing,
how to playfully create
from moment to moment

"zest-fully and full-filled"

[see previous composition]

How can the sun in the sky appear through the leaves of a vine
on the ceiling of my veranda and manifest this shadow pattern?
I searched~ and found it shining from the roof of Shalom's car!
It's only since the uprooting of the "Satan Shrubs" between us,
that our neighbor's house, garden and car is totally visible......

This is the image
which awaited me
on the first day of 2010

The next image I could catch
was not less symbolic:

Tomer's "Tear" for me
on Itamar's drawing 2002

All this next to this image,
which once was just a photo
among those I'm daily editing
with the software Firework.
But after having been edited,
it stayed on - on the black screen!

January 1, 2010; last update: January 27, 2010; because of the song "May the graciousness" above, I came across this sculpture again,
exactly on a weekend - July 29-31, 2011 - on which these Three are again together abroad, this time in London (Immanuel:Simulator)


This composition of images on this page will
- not express in words, but somehow symbolize -
my thinking after 3 years of my task with my family
[see the beginning of the process in "Today's Desire" Oct.24-25, 2009]
- it needs some intense "listening and being silent"
(see Rilke above)

It was the 25th of December "last year", 2009,
on the morning of their weekend flight to Paris,
when I took these photos.
Immanuel is in his pilot uniform.

Today , on January 15, 2010,
during Immanuel's annual leave,
they are flying to Zurich,
(from where they'll reach the Italian Dolomite Alps,
a place near the Austrian border called
Selva di val gardena -see the video)

and this time Abba will not fly the plane
but be a passenger just like Imma and Mika,
(a gift for the certificate of "Excellent Employee"
which Abba was granted from EL-AL
Nor will I be there to accompany them to the car.

The ski-week with the families
of my son's step-siblings
will end on January 23, his 47th birthday,
and though Efrat hinted at her wish
that I may be there, on Jan. 24,
to celebrate with the 4 children,
I may choose to let them celebrate
within their intimate family...



What follows is
a composition of photos which alternate between images from my son's plane
(though not above France, but above the United States' East-or West-Coast)
and between images of a neighborhood and a storey house on the ground,
the third home of my son's family in three years, a second time at Shoham!

This is the kind of "courts",
which characterize
this neighborhood "Yuvalim",
to the left "Ha-Zohar Street" ,
[accessable also from its eastern side]
to the right "Maccabim Street",
[not accessable from its western side,
where one of the numerous paved pathes
runs along,
which crisscross between houses
and MIka's many playgrounds]

the last house to the right
is "Maccabim Street 86 c",
Mika's house,
as she well knows.

[see about the coincidence
with "Zohar"
on the visit to the Dead Sea
with Yahia, Cornelia & Ben-Chorin
on Dec.27, 2009]


It is the 6 room flat to the right, on the ground, which my children have rented,
for they need a piece of garden, and a room for Tomer
and ~~~~~~ a room ~~~~~~ for grandma ~~~ so far ...

The entrance is through clicking a code , which Mika knows already perfectly


Three images of Mika in Efrat's new "My Album" on "Facebook"

Mika, at Shoham, taking her painting
-a series of monsters
surrounded by hearts-

to the car and to kindergarden


I arrived - once again - on Monday, January 4, 2010.
When Immanuel fetched me from the train-station at Lod,
he had Mika sleeping in the back (after kindergarden!)
and was talking with his sister,
congratulating her to her birthday,
asking - just when I entered - what she wished for herself,
so he could focus on it:
"Focus on my creativity"!
I gestured, if he wanted her to know about my presence,
and he said into the phone: "Imma has just entered."
"Shalom, Imma"
, I heard her through the loud-speaker.,
I asked, if she wanted me, too, to focus on her creativity,
"But perhaps it's not more creativity you need,
you have enough of that,
but more receiving?"
"I am received!"
she responded
and I was glad, though it didn't fit the stories I had heard.
I also was happy to hear my son talk so warmly with Ronnit,
and it was then that I had an insight which hit me like a lightening.
But this and other experiences during the following hours cannot be exposed.
In hindsight (Jan. 15, 2010) everything was "staged" to cause a new Lekh-Lekhâ

Maybe, this was the last time, that I was present, when my son read the Good-Night story for his daughter, just before going on flight.
Maybe, it will be healthier for this family, if no person from the outside, and be it super-grandma, will disturb the threesome intimacy!

To Mika's third birthday I bought her a safe piano-stool,
and on this morning
she sits next to me and accompanies me gently
- not hammering like most kids at this age do.
Then she dances to the music I play,
and her mother, whom I called to take my camera,
caught a picture, which at least hints at her dancing.












When I began my "assignment", to always be present with Mika and Efrat,
when my son would be on long flights
(New York, Los Angeles, Hongkong, Bangkok)
- exactly 3 years ago -
Mika could not yet walk....
Now she can dance, sing and play, she can speak and think and draw,
and maybe, the "Higher Selves" of her and me, of her father and mother
have come to the understanding, that grandma must recede, retreat now
and be there not more often
than other fortunate grandmothers are in the lives of their grandchildren.

Efrat registered in "Facebook", which makes sending all the ski-images easy.
What I found there also, was an album called "My Mika" and in it this image:
a happy togetherness on Efrat's birthday, July 5, 2009, with Mika and Alon.



And as a closure : a flashback to the beginning of these 3 years - February 3, 2007 - when Mika could not yet walk

My eyes were turned to Mika lovingly- when she was sitting, when she was crawling, and - through the camera- when she was on Abba's back!

On the image, on which Mika is standing , I - symbolically - turn my eyes to the south, where- in the far distance- my home at Arad will await me!

Continuation of Mika's "Heaven-on-Earth" in January 2010, on the Song page of February 10, 2007