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As the fruit of becoming whole = accepting all of myself, I desire:
to live and explore and evolve   L O V E   in my personal life
and to play my part in creating the conditions for Heaven-on-Earth
by radiating grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment
on the actors in my individual life-drama and on all human beings!

 

 

 

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Your Nation despised itself to death

+ 2010:

Life means:

2007_12_31

lyrics: November 1960

Rafael Rosenzweig
for Christa from Germany

Jerusalem, November 1960
tune: December 2007

Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam

born 1939: Christa Maria Eva Guth
since 1964: Rachel Rosenzweig
since 1981: Rachel Bat-Adam
since 1997: Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam




I copied this many years ago. The photo which I glued on it then, shows Rafael as a child, about 1929.
The original poem was returned to Rafael, according to his wish, after our divorce in 1981.
The following translation was made by me for the page "The Heart is awake" (4), Dec. 8, 2007.

SHILLUMIM - REPARATIONS
Jerusalem, November 1960
Rafael Rosenzweig for Christa Guth

Your nation has despised itself to death* ,

You atone for the wrong you have not done,

If integrity, honesty, purity, if faith and love

Can generate the miracle?

                 Who knows?

                 We know -

There are no reparations for the heart of a mother

Whose infant was smashed against a wall

And how will they wipe off the squalor of blood and tears

From a generation's heart of horror?


From where do you, beloved daughter of a foolish generation,

Take the strength to begin all over again and to arouse

Respect and love towards humans created in the image**

Despite of everything? Be blessed for this!

* variation of "lost itself to mind"=Hebrew idiom for "committed suicide"
**[of the Creator]

 

 

 

 

On the birthday of my ex-husband on Sept. 8, 2008, I re-edited that song in K.i.s.s.-log

Song of the Day

SHILLUMIM - REPARATIONS
Jerusalem, November 1960
Rafael Rosenzweig     for     Christa Guth

Your nation has despised itself to death*
You atone for the wrong you have not done,
If integrity, honesty, purity, if faith and love
Can generate the miracle?
                 Who knows?

                 We know:
There are no reparations for the heart of a mother
Whose infant was smashed against a wall
And how will they wipe off the squalor of blood and tears
From a generation's heart of horror?


From where do you, beloved daughter of a foolish generation,
Take the strength to begin all over again and to arouse
Respect and love towards humans created in the image**
Despite of everything? Be blessed for this!

*variation of "lost itself to mind"- which is the Hebrew idiom for "he committed suicide". - ** of the Creator, Genesis 1:27


Rafael Rosenzweig, my ex-husband and father of my 3 children and father of his children with Ines, would have become 86 years today.
For the traditional Memorial-Day on the Thirtieth day after the death of a close person,
Immanuel our eldest son, created a presentation, which started with the song "One Human Fabric" by Chava Alberstein
(As to Rafael, see also puzzle-piece 1b, and "The Heart is Awake" III, and IV)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

October 5, 2010, see in Learn&Live 2005>Oct. 4, 2005

Two grandfathers, two grandsons:
While swirling, swimming in the inside pool,
lyrics in 3 languages created themselves
to the tune of the song, which was heard,
when this Ukrainian guide of an American tourist
walked through the sunflower field to that cabin.
There they found the survivor of a Jewish village,
in which all inhabitants had been slaughtered,
except the grandfather of the American,
and - the grandfather of the Ukrainian...
The latter had risen from among the shot bodies

and his son and grandson never learnt,
that he was a Jew...  until this moment!
"Is the war over?" the woman anxiously asked
.
Here is my song (see the tune on SongGame last day)

 

This image, cut out from the trailer of "Everything is illuminated",
I shall always see in front of my eyes when I'll sing this song

I'll experience all that has been created,
I'll feel~womb all that has happened,
I am a World, and the World is in me.

the original song - recorded from TV

my song, as I was able to adjust it, for the time being...

 


Today, Nov. 4, 2010, fifty years of the beginning of Mika's grandparents' love,
I feel moved by this drawing.

Mika's "card" for the bride of Avi, son of Shalom, Efrat's mother's brother.
Imma folded laundry, I repaired a towel and Mika worked on our chest-desk
and learnt how to write "nisu'im"
[marriage] and "kalah" [bride].

The next morning, Nov. 5, 2010, I told Efrat about this special anniversary.
She opened her eyes wide and - as if overseeing those past 50 years - said:
"What would have happened, if there would not have been a November 4, 1960?"
"For sure, you and Mika and I ~ wouldn't been sitting around here at Shoham!"

Later - back at Arad - I transferred some photos made with my cell-phone.
Since there is no space around the pages which include October 29, 2010,
I'll insert the scene with Mika - on the morning of my travel with Yanina to Jerusalem - here:

Rafael's youngest
granddaughter
"by chance"
in front of
my Malachi
[3:16] "slogan"
[see it above all
K.i.s.s.-Log pages
since Aug. 2008
]


Then those
who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears


yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri   
     va-yasma'


Dann die IHN schauen,
werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht      und er hoert


Puis ceux
qu'ils voient
Ha-Shem,
se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,      
  il ecoute


As to me in 2010:
this
talking among each other is already beginning to happen
"and he listens      and he hears".....



to former song   to the beginning of Song-Game 2007
   or to Introduction to Bat-Adam's 2007 Game