The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
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Your Nation despised itself to death

+ 2010:

L i f e    m e a n s :

2007_12_31

lyrics: November 1960

Rafael Rosenzweig
for Christa from Germany

Jerusalem, November 1960
tune: December 2007

Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam

born 1939: Christa Maria Eva Guth
since 1964: Rachel Rosenzweig
since 1981: Rachel Bat-Adam
since 1997: Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam




I copied this many years ago. The photo which I glued on it then, shows Rafael as a child, about 1929.
The original poem was returned to Rafael, according to his wish, after our divorce in 1981.
The following translation was made by me for the page "The Heart is awake" (4), Dec. 8, 2007.

SHILLUMIM - REPARATIONS
Jerusalem, November 1960
Rafael Rosenzweig for Christa Guth

Your nation has despised itself to death* ,

You atone for the wrong you have not done,

If integrity, honesty, purity, if faith and love

Can generate the miracle?

                 Who knows?

                 We know -

There are no reparations for the heart of a mother

Whose infant was smashed against a wall

And how will they wipe off the squalor of blood and tears

From a generation's heart of horror?


From where do you, beloved daughter of a foolish generation,

Take the strength to begin all over again and to arouse

Respect and love towards humans created in the image**

Despite of everything? Be blessed for this!

* variation of "lost itself to mind"=Hebrew idiom for "committed suicide"
**[of the Creator]

 

 

 

 

On the birthday of my ex-husband on Sept. 8, 2008, I re-edited that song in K.i.s.s.-log

Song of the Day

SHILLUMIM - REPARATIONS
Jerusalem, November 1960
Rafael Rosenzweig     for     Christa Guth

Your nation has despised itself to death*
You atone for the wrong you have not done,
If integrity, honesty, purity, if faith and love
Can generate the miracle?
                 Who knows?

                 We know:
There are no reparations for the heart of a mother
Whose infant was smashed against a wall
And how will they wipe off the squalor of blood and tears
From a generation's heart of horror?


From where do you, beloved daughter of a foolish generation,
Take the strength to begin all over again and to arouse
Respect and love towards humans created in the image**
Despite of everything? Be blessed for this!

*variation of "lost itself to mind"- which is the Hebrew idiom for "he committed suicide". - ** of the Creator, Genesis 1:27


Rafael Rosenzweig, my ex-husband and father of my 3 children and father of his children with Ines, would have become 86 years today.
For the traditional Memorial-Day on the Thirtieth day after the death of a close person,
Immanuel our eldest son, created a presentation, which started with the song "One Human Fabric" by Chava Alberstein
(As to Rafael, see also puzzle-piece 1b, and "The Heart is Awake" III, and IV)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

October 5, 2010, see in Learn&Live 2005>Oct. 4, 2005



L i f e    m e a n s :

Two grandfathers, two grandsons:
While swirling, swimming in the inside pool,
lyrics in 3 languages created themselves
to the tune of the song, which was heard,
when this Ukrainian guide of an American tourist
walked through the sunflower field to that cabin.
There they found the survivor of a Jewish village,
in which all inhabitants had been slaughtered,
except the grandfather of the American,
and - the grandfather of the Ukrainian...
The latter had risen from among the shot bodies

and his son and grandson never learnt,
that he was a Jew...  until this moment!
"Is the war over?" the woman anxiously asked
.
Here is my song (see the tune on SongGame last day)

 

This image, cut out from the trailer of "Everything is illuminated",
I shall always see in front of my eyes when I'll sing this song

I'll experience all that has been created,
I'll feel~womb all that has happened,
I am a World, and the World is in me.

the original song - recorded from TV

my song, as I was able to adjust it, for the time being...

 


Today, Nov. 4, 2010, fifty years since the beginning of Mika's grandparents' love,
I feel moved by this drawing.

Mika's "card" for the bride of Avi, son of Shalom, Efrat's mother's brother.
Imma folded laundry, I repaired a towel and Mika worked on our chest-desk
and learnt how to write "nisu'im"
[marriage] and "kalah" [bride].

The next morning, Nov. 5, 2010, I told Efrat about this special anniversary.
She opened her eyes wide and - as if overseeing those past 50 years - said:
"What would have happened, if there would not have been a November 4, 1960?"
"For sure, you and Mika and I ~ would not be sitting around here at Shoham!"

Later - back at Arad - I transferred some photos made with my cell-phone.
Since there is no space around the pages which include October 29, 2010,
I'll insert the scene with Mika - on the morning of my travel with Yanina to Jerusalem - here:

Rafael's youngest
granddaughter
"by chance"
in front of
my Malachi
[3:16] "slogan"
[see it above all
K.i.s.s.-Log pages
since Aug. 2008
]


Then those
who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears


yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri   
     va-yasma'


Dann die IHN schauen,
werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht      und er hoert


Puis ceux
qu'ils voient
Ha-Shem,
se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,      
  il ecoute


As to me in 2010:
this
talking among each other is already beginning to happen
"and he listens      and he hears".....


to former song   to the beginning of Song-Game 2007
   or to Introduction to Bat-Adam's 2007 Game

Continuation of my experiences with my family, since 2012 -
and on February 11, 2012 with Mika and Yael, Itamar's sister

   

[the image, that appears here on the Internet, does "not exist" on the local site,
since the software, on which I've been creating "Healing-K.i.s.s." for 10 years,
"Dreamweaver"
cannot show, what Daniel edited on February 23, 2012:
Mika's and my drawing of "ANGry-ANGel" in "transparency",
i.e. by editing it in a way, that only the drawing - not the paper -is visible.
When we realized this empty space on the local site, Daniel said:
"We'll leave this kind of editing for the future website www.shemshem.org".
I said: "No! When looking at the drawing on the Internet, it's so wondrous!
And since this is the last page of the 365 pages of SongGame,
I want to put the paperless ANG here as a sign for the future".

I wasn't too pleased with the fact, that Mika often mentioned the name of her phone-game: "Angry Birds".
So I wanted her to learn how to read the word "ANGry" and did so by letting her compare it with ANGels.
I then asked:
"About what is the ANGel ANGry?" and drew a sketch. She added her own sketch,
an ANGel who is not angry, but imagines the game of ANGry birds as something which she enjoys.
But I couldn't ask her about it nor go further into the ANGel-ANGry symbol, since we had to part quickly.

From Wikipedia I learn, that Angry Birds is a strategy puzzle mobile game developed by a Finnish computer game developer, with 500 000 000 downloads...
inspired primarily by a sketch of a stylized wingless bird [see the bird-songs in SongGame - Dec.21, June 9], which to me appears more like a fish,
..
and I wonder what this mixing of bird and fish means , or the mixing of ANGry and ANGel for that matter!
I'm playing , too, now - with symbols...
Isn't this a fabulous ending of the last page of SongGame 2007 in Febr. 2012?



All the 365 pages of SongGame 2007 are now 'filled",
and most of them by "Mika's Heaven on Earth" since August 1, 2009 in SongGame January 1, 2007
On Febr. 24, 2012 - on the 14th birthday of Itamar, my daughter's son and Mika's cousin - I decided,
to continue the thread with now much rarer documenting of my life with my family
in the 3 emptied, re-used pages of "Ya'acov wrestling with himself
"