I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
K.I.S.S. -
L O G 2
0 0 8
Keep It Simple Sweetheart
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may! 7:25 I desire to face the recurring
realization of the "voyeuristic"
trend of humans,
including myself, [a "voyeur" is (also) one who feels "entertained"
by observing criminal acting of others, in the "news"
& in movies] 9:55 ... and
find the way to release..... [the
TV technician interrupted and then my Intention had to change":] 14:30: I desire
to face the kind of EVIL which is represented in "Ahriman"
and "Amstetten"
first image of the day Spirit's denied light,
which is still causing
some humans to commit abominable crimes
and most other humans to derive voyeuristic entertainment from
it.
No
second
image of the day Lior (6) digging
up ripe soil
& Amit (3) delighting in the isopods,
which transformed old organic matter
into new earth
[only the following passages
resonate with me,
and are relevant for "Ahriman"&"Amstetten"...
though the
"Grail" theme has been mine
ever since the age of nine...]
......body/mind learnt that
in order to survive,
it needed to "switch off" this Divine Feminine polarity.
And so, the Divine Feminine receptors in the DNA
were switched off,
and the transmissions of the Divine Mother from the Great Sun
were no longer received.
And, unfortunately, the transmissions for Cosmic Balance come
from the the Mother God energy.
And so, humanity lived
with a distorted image of the Divine Feminine
that was created by an unbalanced male energy.
It was an image
that reduced the Sacred Magdalene to a harlot,
and tied "good women" to disempowerment
and to an expression of their creativity
that was only allowed on the biological level.
So, even today, many women still consider their biology
to be the only way that they can express Feminine power,
and they are afraid to claim their full power
as Feminine Christed and Divine Creative Beings
and Equal Partners with the Male and Masculine energies.
But, we will say, that this
information was never lost.
It was stored in the DNA, for reference,
as the Human DNA is designed to hold all information available
for later reference.
And so, at this time, with the activation of these Codes
by specific light transmissions,
Humanity has been empowered
to once again "switch on" the Divine Feminine Flame
and to thus be empowered
to create Sacred Union once again.
Celia: Is there a connection
between this process and Ascension symptoms?
Yes, indeed, as this DNA
strand is fully re-activated
and "switched on" again,
Humanity has to clear and release
all the trauma and fear
that is contained in this "lock down" message. You
have had to transmute
generations of fear,
abuse
and low self worth
that is stored in your DNA.
This related not only
to male/female relationships,
but to any situation
where a powerful masculine energy abuses
a weaker feminine energy.
As was already mentioned,
this was the energy called "colonialism",
where settlers overcame native populations
and suppressed them.
Part of the Grail Code activations
has required forgiveness and release of this past history.
It requires that there be an acceptance and a release
and a recognition of mutual love and respect,
in order for the Earth to move back into balance.
.....
Now, that One is the Source,
and you are all indeed held
within the Heart of Source.
And you were created by Source
to be the Earthly reflection
or Mirror of the Source energy.
Now, when the Source activates its creative power,
it divides into the polarities of Masculine and Feminine,
or, as we know them,
Cosmic Fire and Cosmic Water,
in which the Creative Fire carries
the energy of the Divine Feminine
and the Creative Water
is the power of the Divine Masculine.
So, within each Human Angel in a Physical Body,
is the potential to express and experience
the Divine Polarities of Masculine and Feminine
as a mirror of the Creator
and to create a reality on this planet
that is in turn,
a reflection or Mirror of Heaven itself.
This is the process
when a Human ascends to Human Angelic being
and brings their Divine Source energies into balance
within the Heart.
This activates the creative power of Source
and enables them to become powerful creators.
So, the best understanding
of the Twin Flame and Sacred Union,
is that it is an Inner Process
in which individuals are enabled
to truly become a mirror reflection of the One or Source
and are empowered to create
from the powerful Sacred Union of energies within the Heart.
...
Another way we have explained this
with the information of the "Sacred Heart",
is to understand
that the Heart is the central point
for two spirals of energy.
The first is the one that creates
"Heaven on Earth",
the Sacred Light from Spirit
marries with the lower energies
from the Earth Body at the Heart,
and creates a "Lemnascate" or figure 8,
as the energy of Heaven and earth combine within each individual.
Now, this can be called
the "vertical" expression of the Twin Flame.
The "horizantal" expression is
when the Masculine and Feminine energies
combine within the Heart
to create a further figure of 8 of the spiralling energies.
Then, you have a double figure of 8
that resembles a four-sided cross,
which is indeed the esoteric symbol for Earth. So, Earth is the Planet
where Heaven meets Earth
and where Masculine and Feminine energies combine
to create Bliss and Joy on the Material Plane.
....................
It is our deep desire
that you feel and begin to see the deep distortions
that have entered into human relationships,
and that you free yourselves from old patterns
of attachment, domination, and control.
Then, in perfect freedom,
you may choose to experience
the Radiant Light of Twin Flame Union
as it is now possible in the New Earth.
It is a great gift to all who make the deep soul choice
to allow their Divinity
to be expressed through a partnership. But, remember
that a first step is that you would have claimed
your own personal power
and balanced divinity
as a foundation
before you can externalize that
in the expression of Sacred Union.
So, Beloved One,
we are ready to assist each one of you
who carries the intention to create Sacred Union.
The Grail Code activations in the DNA
will allow you to integrate the energy of the Feminine Christ,
the Magdalene, and so to empower yourself
to express a balanced and powerful relationship
of Spirit and Body.
And so, we thank you for this time together
and wish you Joy and Grace and Love in your Creation of Heaven on Earth
in the New Earth energy.
What would this universe be like
if the Mother had been fully involved?
I have studied Urantia to
some extent ...
When I looked at earth and its tortured and confused
history,
it just didn't quite match up.
quoted
in puzzle piece 41 I create my own reality "My intentions toward Earth
and the evolutionary development of humanity
shifted dramatically just after the Urantia Papers were transmitted.
Events that occurred here during your second
planetary war
not only got my attention, but Grandfather's
as well.
As I found greater alignment with Grandfather,
I awakened to the realization
that there was a very serious imbalance in me
that reverberated throughout Creation,
and that I needed to change my plan in order to correct it.
"The detached, nearly automatic
style and content of the Urantia Papers
was due .... partially to the fact
that I was working under the assumption
that the large, transformative planetary event
planned for Earth
would be of a more or less routine nature.
I had believed
that you would be yet another species of planetary will beings
coming of age.
There would be a cleansing,
and then the establishment
of a technology supported paradisiacal golden age
of fabulous creativity.
"Since my awakening into Grandfather's
awareness
of the seriousness of the imbalances here,
I decided to intervene again on Earth,
but in a much different way
than I had originally planned for these times.
In fact all of my
original plans have now been updated
with input from Grandfather,
and just as you're following my lead, I'm following his.
"Many of the unusual developments
in your spiritual life and your planetary culture
over the past fifty years
have been a result of my focus shifting abruptly
from helping you and other beings manifest a technological paradise
on Earth
to finding the Mother
and reuniting with her in wholeness.
What happens here after that
will be a result
of my alignment with her Will
in your Heart
as you manifest your own new creation,
and it will be much better than what was originally planned.
Now that I have read the Right
Use of Will series
I can better understand why.
My question is if the Mother had been a full participant,
a full partner in creation
would (or could) this Local Universe have been something totally
different,
inconceivable to our present state of consciousness,
or would it have been in framework the same
but more evolved, functional and harmonious? Thanks.
"As
Seth would say,
there are probable realities that include those possibilities.
However you can not go there directly from here,
as much as everyone would like. We must first back
out of this reality
by owning it completely and healing
it.
"The reason we
are here now doing this healing work is
because the Original Mother had almost no input into
what would manifest in that First Creation of Grandfather's.
"Nearly all of the original magnetic essence
was lost to Grandfather
in the
explosive initial conception of his original Creation,
known both as the 'Central' and 'Grand' Universe in the Urantia
Papers.
There is a tremendous intensity of Light
and a very low intensity of manifestation
there
because of the proportionately small amount
of magnetic essence.
Most of the magnetic, Grandmother essence
that was present initially
had been blown away from Grandfather
in that initial
explosion of conception.
"Grandfather had achieved
perfection in his Creation
because the magnetic essence that had stayed present with him
was willing to align with him and his original plan for perfection.
And in achieving that perfection,
he came to the end of his own evolution.
He and his Creation were perfect in every way,
all was one and one was all.
And he was lonely.
"And this is where the local universe creators came in.
In encouraging the creation of new universes,
Grandfather sought to both find
the rest of the Original Mother
and peer level companionship.
"When the Mother and I created this universe
we did so
with my Light borrowed from Grandfather
and the Mother's magnetic essence,
essence that would have been Grandmother if Grandfather
had known
what he was missing
when he let it fly off into space in
the First Creation.
"Of course I had a nearly identical experience with the
Mother,
and although I wasn't any more aware of what
I'd done
than Grandfather,
at least I've had his wisdom and experience to guide me
in my quest to find and reunite
with the Mother.
That is, once I got over myself
as the be all and end all of Creation,
and sought it out.
"You, of course
are next in this line.
The advantage you have
is not only Grandfather's and my guidance and coaching
should you ask for it,
but most importantly,
prior to your own Creation
your Spirit and Mother essence will be united and whole,
already present in you
as Heart
in manifestation.
In other words, you'll know yourself
and most of what you're doing
before you do it,
unlike either Grandfather or me.
"The kind of universe you imagine
Grandfather and a fully present Grandmother
would have created
is most probably the direction yours will take.
You'll make plenty of mistakes, of course,
but you won't be so likely to make the same ones
Grandfather and I did.
You won't be likely
to let the very best of you fall away into the darkness."
"We now have begun with a project of digging
up old photos,
which document the destruction of Arab infrastructure and culture
in Israel since before 1950,
for instance "Megiddo"[which
is "by chance" the
very ancient town, which became "Armageddon"
in the Christian prophecies of the "End Times"). We found photos of the village[obviously
one out of more than
500 villages destroyed to the ground by the Israeli army )
, as it once was." [See also my novel fragment "Azmeeyeh"
1980]
It is not the first time that I hear about that
museum,
in an Arab town, in which we visited often in the Seventies,
and in which I once conducted a workshop during "Partnership",
but it is the first time I hear about this project, "which - by going backward to the past
- will help us to cope with the future", said Sa'id Abu Shakra in fluent academic Hebrew.
Finetuning to my Present
I was glad, that the technical need to learn to get along
with the new converter,
gave me the chance to zap into exactly such an uplifting program.
And in the middle of it, I even had the idea to record it
on video,
since Yaniv retrieved my video set from its hibernation
and showed me how to handle it with ease.
But THEN, oh THEN,
I was in for something shocking because of that same technical
need-
to get along with the new remote controller.
I opened 3 SAT, and what do I zap in to?
an extensive program - reports, talkshow, Interview - about
"Amstetten"...
At first I said to myself: "There you are! Lured into
more voyeurism!"
and I surrendered "wenn schon, denn schon", the
same in Hebrew: "im kvar, az kvar",
meaning: "since I've already started to sin, I'll simply
go along with it."
But then - since 3 SAT's approach was comprehensive and deep
-
I suddenly felt the strike of a lightening: "It is not about coming in
contact with human enjoyment of sordidness,
though this is a theme you should be more aware of, - in YOURSELF!
"It is about blunt EVIL,
the evil which is a collaboration
between the perpetrator, the victims and the bystanders, and - (and this was the
hammer on my head) - you can no longer close your eyes
to "Ahriman",
the aspect of myself, which I, "God", have only
recently stopped to deny!
"I've let you live in peace
long enough with your claim, that you do not understand
Evil,
neither My own two aspects, Ahriman and Lucifer,
nor "assuric essence".
You can still postpone the latter,
but you are healed enough, and free enough in your exterior
circumstances,
in order to follow me,
and be a pioneer of one who does,
what this psychologist in the talkshow said: "We have to give the people a paradigm
of understanding the world,
a paradigm which gives them enough space for their own understanding"!"
Yes, I wished I had the exact words in writing.
She also said, hinting at the victims, the daughter and the
wife: "the perpetrator exerted tremendous
authority and dictatorship.
What can we do? We are not born with the gene called "courage".
This is something which everyone has to achieve during his
life."
The World
mirrors me - the EVIL of "Amstetten" is part
of Me.
This is what I wanted to bring home to myself again,
and therefore - after I had been "pushed" to zap
into "Amstetten"
I took the camera, stood in front of the double mirror-doors
of the black closet across my kitchen sink+electical plate+drawers,
and caught myself in the mirror
as well as my connection to the "World", the old-new
big TV set ...
"Man muss
allen Menschen Erklaerungsmuster fuer die Welt anbieten
und zwar Erklaerungsmuster, die wahr sind,
aber dennoch Gestaltungsmacht fuer den Einzelnen (?)lassen"
I listened again and again to this sentence in the talkshow,
which I had recorded on video.
This Prof. of Psychology, an expert for incest, Rotraud Perner
claimed, that one has to offer people
a "paradigm which explains the world",
and when asked, who has to propose that, she said:
that it is the task of the entire team, from lawyers to therapists,
which works on the "case" and with the victims of
Amstetten,
to reach a consensus based on such a paradigm,,
so that their help will not produce counterproductive results..
But has Rotraud Perner a paradigm of explanation,
as is offered by "Godchannel's" information?
"Until this
moment they had led an upstairs, downstairs existence. Upstairs,
three of Mr Fritzl’s children – disguised as his
grandchildren – were brought up by their strict but seemingly
benevolent grandfather and his wife Rosemarie. It was a well-ordered
life of sports days, karate training, music lessons and parent-teacher
meetings.
"Downstairs, three other children
and their mother Elisabeth were confined to a three-room dungeon.
The two eldest, aged 19 and 18, had never seen daylight, never
been to school nor a disco; their experience of the world was
channelled through a television set that was on day and night.
The third child, aged 5, was barely aware that there was life
outside the cell that Mr Fritzl had constructed so many decades
earlier, on the pretence of making a nuclear fall-out shelter.
......
How much did downstairs know about upstairs? Did they hear the
upstairs children playing in the garden? Police believe the
walls were too thick, although one of the tenants in the house
now remembers hearing childlike noises from the cellar area.
But Josef Fritzl had strictly forbidden any of the tenants from
straying downstairs to the basement. And no one – no one
– questioned the authority of the Tyrant of Amstetten.
"I've lived a life
that's full, I've traveled each and every highway,
and what is more, much more than that - I did it my way.
"regrets I've had a few but then too few to mention"
no! my regrets have a common denominator,
which is too catastrophic for humankind not to be mentioned: Until the age of 57 ,
I so often made
myself a victim out of fear...
From my most cherished movie:
The Prince of Egypt [Moses]: "Who knows, what miracles you can achieve,
when you believe, somehow you will when you believe."
The set table
is still waiting
for the Seder
to begin.
The two old men
follow tradition
faithfully,
- Shalom blesses
over the Harosset
-
greatgrandmother
Meme's recipe,
while Avi his son,
is more "going
through the motions".
Immanuel, my son, Miryam's son-in-law,
Efrat's wife, Mika's father
Mika, the youngest among my 10 grandchildren
and the youngest among Miryam's and Victor's
four grandchildren
Victor, Efrat's father, and Shalom, Miryam's
sister,
are blessing over one of the four cups of wine,
which have to be drunk at certain stages during the reading
of the Hagada.
Efrat goes around with a bouquet of flowers,
holding it above the head of each of the participants.
This is a Moroccan Seder tradition the meaning of which I don't
know.
There were not only beautiful people to enjoy,
but also "things", like the glass and Mika's cup above,
or like the composition, which became an image
because of an erronous click on the camera,
and the carefully photographed fruit-creation of Miryam.
I was seated next to Avi
Levi,
and since his edition
of the Haggada
was rich and special,
I asked him to share it with me.
This is an illustration
from the 16th century
of the famous "Four Sons".
(If I would have "time" now,
I would sculpt here
my own interpretation
of "Pesach" in general
and of the few passage
in the Haggada,
which are still relevant for today,
in particular.
The "Four Sons" is one of them.
Of course,
we sang the famous song of Nomi Shemer...Four Brothers
Is
Mika, on Grandpa's lap, flirting with Avi?
During dinner Avi Levi and I
found moments for informing each other.
He is a tour-guide and only recently was in Eilat.
Efrat
wisely took care,
that the reading around the table
was interrupted ever so oven
by a Pesach song.
Of course we also sang "On a high hill
a shepherd's flute
a new psalm of Israel"
the transformed
the Aramaic Had Gadya,
from a chain of killings into a chain of building
and woundrous cooperation. (See again
my "altar" on April 20)
At one point Mika became too tired to even
eat ,
so Efrat brought her to her parents' bed.
But when we started -
after many previous songs,
-
to sing the most popular song "One I know,
two I know etc.
until thirteen I know",
she wanted to come back,
was totally alive , amusing and amused.
Whenever each of the 13 stanzas
with this smart "catechism"
of what is most important
in biblical and Jewish tradition,
ended with "the One - our God, our God,
our God",
Efrat and Mika and Mirjam pointed upward.
Based on the texts in "Hebrew
Songs", but graphically edited by me, Rachel
WHO KNOWS ONE
1 - who knows 1
1 - I know 1
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
2 who knows 2
2 I know 2
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
3 who knows 3
3 I know 3
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
4 who knows 4
4 I know 4
4 are our matriarchs, 3 are our forefathers
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
5 who knows 5
5 I know 5
5 are the books of the torah, 4 are our matriarchs,
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
6 who knows 6
6 I know 6
6 are the orders of the mishnah, 5 are the books of the torah,
4 are our matriarchs, 3 are our forefathers
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
7 who knows 7
7 I know 7
7 are the days in a week till Shabbat, 6 are the orders of the
mishnah
5 are the books of the torah, 4 are our matriarchs,
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
8 who knows 8
8 I know 8
8 are the days to the brit milah, 7 are the days in a week till
Shabbat
6 are the orders of the mishnah, 5 are the books of the torah,
4 are our matriarchs, 3 are our forefathers
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
9 who knows 9
9 I know 9
9 are the months before birth, 8 are the days to the brit milah
7 are the days in a week till Shabbat, 6 are the orders of the
mishnah
5 are the books of the torah, 4 are our matriarchs,
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
10 who knows 10
10 I know 10
10 are the commandments, 9 are the months before birth,
8 are the days to the brit milah, 7 are the days in a week till
Shabbat
6 are the orders of the mishnah, 5 are the books of the torah,
4 are our matriarchs, 3 are our forefathers
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
11 who knows 11
11 I know 11
11 are the stars in Joseph's dream, 10 are the commandments
9 are the months before birth, 8 are the days to the brit milah
7 are the days in a week till Shabbat, 6 are the orders of the
mishnah
5 are the books of the torah, 4 are our matriarchs,
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
12 who knows 12
12 I know 12
12 are the Tribes of Israel, 11 are the stars in Joseph's dream
10 are the commandments, 9 are the months before birth,
8 are the days to the brit milah, 7 are the days in a week till
Shabbat
6 are the orders of the mishnah, 5 are the books of the torah,
4 are our matriarchs, 3 are our forefathers
2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
13 who knows 13
13 I know 13
13 are the attributes of God , 12 are the Tribes of Israel
11 are the stars in Joseph's dream, 10 are the commandments
9 are the months before birth, 8 are the days to the brit milah
7 are the days in a week till Shabbat, 6 are the orders of the
mishnah
5 are the books of the torah, 4 are our matriarchs,
3 are our forefathers, 2 are the tablets of the commandments
1 is Our God who is in the heavens and on earth.
ECHAD MI YODEA
WHO KNOWS ONE
Echad mi yode'a
Echad ani yode'a
Echad Elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Shnaim mi yode'a
Shnaim ani yode'a
shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Shlosha mi yode'a,
Shlosha ani yode'a.
Shlosha avot, shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Arba mi yode'a
arba ani yode'a
arba imahot, Shlosha avot,
shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Chamisha, mi yode'a
Chamisha, ani yode'a
Chamisha chumshei torah, arba imahot
Shlosha avot, shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Shisha, mi yode'a?
Shisha, ani yode'a
Shisha, sidre mishna, chamisha chumshei
torah
arba imahot, Shlosha avot,
shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Shiv'ah mi yode'a
shiv'ah ani yode'a.
shiv'ah yemei shabatah, Shisha, sidre mishna
Chamisha chumshei torah, arba imahot
Shlosha avot, shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
Shmonah mi yode'a
shmonah ani yode'a
shmonah yemei milah, shiv'ah yemei shabatah
Shisha sidre mishna, Chamisha chumshei torah
arba imahot, Shlosha avot,
shnei luchot habrit
echad elokeinu shebashamaim uva'aretz.
trend of humans,
