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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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May
11, Sunday, - at Arad
- in Christian countries: Pentecost
re-edited on May 11, 2013, at Arad
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MY INTENTION and PLAN for
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
8:20
I desire to enjoy this last
full day of my holy routine
without being side-tracked to anticipating and planning -
the last day before opening myself to traveling to and back
from my family at Shoham,
and then - next week only! -
needing to cope with the events connected with Yael's
Bat-Mitzva.
I desire to accept myself as
being so tense about things which are "routine" for
other people.
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:04
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to our shoulder blades
"the scapula, omo, or shoulder blade, is the bone
that connects the humerus (arm bone) with the clavicle (collar
bone).
The scapula forms the posterior part of the shoulder girdle"
and to the 17 muscles that are - as
I learnt now - attached to them.
And I ask you to remind us constantly and train us consistently
in pulling back these shoulder blades & muscles, so our
chest can open up
and our lungs breathe more freely!
I am grate-full for the richness and full-filled-ness
of my Shabbat in al-one-ness,
I am grate-full for my castle and all its content,
for my garden with its lavishly flourishing geranium,
for the wonderful weather savored when I walked to the pool
twice,
and for Yael's letter and my response about "each wo/man
has a name".
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Yael, November 22, 2003 : "Night of People"
Yael, December 3, 2003, "People from Different
Countries"
Yael, December 12, 2003
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photos of Yael, which I
took on March 13, 2008 during
the second "
Living Water Workshop"
in the Democratic school ,
2 days later a letter came from Deqel,
her tutor,
asking for the continuation of this workshop.
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11:14
On my way to the morning-pool
I climbed into the thorns of the wadi of Compassion,
in order to collect the last remnants of the garbage, I've cleaned
up in the last 3 days.
The photos I'd taken of these camels
with my cellphone camera
made the sight of all the nylon bags etc. finally unbearable.
While my back was bent down, I heard someone call me.
It was the shepherd of the herd which just came near.
"I'm Ahmed, the cousin of
Aisha,
maybe you have good black tea, for the tea I've bought is undrinkable."
It took time, until I understood him in general and his quest
in particular.
"I'm living above the wadi,
and if you can wait 40 minutes,
I'll bring you tea - without promising that it's better than
yours."
(3)
But I now reread the
last page, which I sculpted on "ARARAT"
and the "short history since April 2005" which I never
completed.
It was on the day on which Mika
was born: December 20, 2005,
and it now strucks me for the first time:
the fact, that it was the last and uncompleted page of that
website
and that 6 weeks later the unrepairable handicap and pain in
my groin
made me understand, that the time for my "Nebo-Let-Go"
had come,
was due to the timing of Mika's birth.
It now seems to me, that she announced already then:
"You have completed your work
on your exterior vision.
Now you'll live "in
the hide of God's face",
dedicating yourself totally, absolutely
and wholly to
'Healing Yourself into Wholeness and - by extension - All of
Creation',
accompanied and tutored by me, your youngest grandchild, Mika!"
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(2)
Back from the pool, I filled
a plastic box with most of my tea
and brought it down to Ahmed in the wadi.
He wanted to pay....
He also wanted a "bishbish" for the camels to drink.
Again it took efforts to make him help me understand this word.
Could I lead a water-hose down from my house to his camels?
I had to disappoint him.
"It's a distance of at least 300
m! I don't have a hose that long".
So he turned away, not even saying "Ma' Salaameh!"
I had brought my good camera and made some better pictures,
and when already back and above the rim of the wadi, I called:
"Give my love to Aisha!"
I don't know, if I somewhere told the sad story with a happy
end,
which had to do with Aisha's father Issa (Jesus),
her brother Eid,
and mainly with Aisha's (age
16 in 2005) clandestine "commerce"with me
while I was digging out the "Cave of the Womb" in
the Zealots' Valley.
She wanted threads for embroidering, needles, flowerpots etc.
If I haven't told it, I must wait for another occasion, - no
time now...
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When I turned my back to Ahmed
and towards my little street,
I discerned a beautiful image
squeezed into a boring fence of shrubs.
one pink-purple malva
next to a wafting flag!
The composition of
uniqueness and community
seems to symbolize Me+Mika.
I can't explain it,
but I'll insert here the 5 images,
which somehow didn't find a place
on the day they were taken.
One with the two of us together,
obviously taken by Itamar on April
17.
The others were taken by me on Shabbat morning
during that unscheduled weekend
because of Gil's 70th birthday at "Ne'ot
Kdumim",
and my " Driving Backward"
into my 48 years of BEING Israel |
On that Shabbat morning around 8 o'clock
I heard Mika waking up.
She knew that both her parents were sleeping next door,
and so it was surprising, that she let me lift her out of her
bed.
While heading towards the door, I asked her in a whisper:
"Do you want to drink your
milk or come to my room.
Heeding my: "Shtt! Let's not
wake up Abba ve-Imma",
she pointed to my room and bed, asking for the "icecream-sticks",
after having placed her dolls beside her
(she still needs to get up,
walk, dance etc. with an item in each of her hands)
Knowing, that in kindergarden she was learning about Israel's
flag,
I tried to teach her how to use the sticks to form a Star of
David.
Half an hour laters her parents got up
and greeted her with joy.
This is the scene, Immanuel called me to watch a little later:
"but don't disturb her with your
camera!"
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Then
- while Mika was still in her pyjamas -
I watched this sweet interaction
between her and her mother.
"She is crazy about hearing from
me
how it was when she was a baby!"
Efrat explained later. |
Ever since the quote about 'brain and memory'
on my "altar" on the Eve of Memorial
Day
I ask myself, when wanting to choose
the right template:
Does this sculpture belong to "Closeup of the Past" or to
"Finetuning to the Present"?
It seems more and more that both are constantly intertwined.
I"ll choose the latter now, since it includes the former.
Finetuning
to my Present
I don't know, why the world keeps coming
to me,
interfering with my wish to complete the pages of Memorial&Independence
Day.
It's 17:30 and I'm in tears after a 2 hour docudrama
about a woman, Margarete Trappe, who had a vision like I had,
and the vigour and endurance to realize it - despite
everything - as I had,
but she was not supposed to let the formidable hindrances point
out to her:
'Nebo-let-Go':
"the goal is greater than you have known so far,
but it cannot be reached on the exterior plain."
When I woke up from my short afternoon nap,
determined to work on some 7 items on kisslog at once and rightaway,
my eyes were caught by the scenes on the TV screen [the set
was on "mute"]
and the attraction was so strong, that I forgot about that determination
und watched - fascinated - with ever stronger feelings of identification
with that woman, who wanted to build a farm in Africa,
a dream which could have been mine at another time,
and whose youngest grandson has built a school for 1000 -singing
- children.
"With all my great admiration
for my grandmother -
I could not agree, that the land had been taken [in
1908 in German East-Africa],
so I felt I needed to give back something."
But since I don't know, what else this day has in store,
and for how long my strength to breathe and create will last,
I first want to report on what happened first
- also "only" virtually, but for me it was very "real".
I had finished the sculpting of my response to Yael's letter
about her Bat-Mitzva Parashah:
telling her the story about the Dead Sea Qumran Sect,
whose separatism and name-less-ness
provides such a teaching contrast (thanks to you! for your experiment
and failure!!!)
to the solidarity of Israel's community
and to the Bible's seemingly exaggerated emphasis
on mentioning the individual names of men and women.
I then left for the noon-pool,
on my way rehearsing over and over Ehud
Manor's song: "I've no other
country".
And when I came back into my castle, switching on TV 3 Sat,
while preparing my lunch,
I saw the last part of a news item - about Israel's 60th birthday
events
and heard the German reporter saying:
"Much attention was given
to the people who survived the holocaust etc."
exactly when the camera focused on lively little boys, who placed
themselves in figures,
which would create the Menorah...
And if this wasn't enough - after the
news - and I'm busy in the kitchen,
I hear the sound of the series "Human
Heritage", have no intention of seeing it,
but peep around the TV set to see the theme, and what is it?
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2008_05_11- 2013_05_11 DELICIOUS
DELETION
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The
first sentence of the film text about memory
was much in line of what I've read and written lately:
"whoever survives, determines
the memory."
2008_05_11-
2013_05_11DELICIOUS
DELETION
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Synchronicities
And the interpretation of the "myth
of Masada",
is the same as mine on
the page before the last ARARAT page
which - some hours ago - I re-read and linked to!
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1. Die Pioniere
Margarete
Trappe ist seit der Kindheit fasziniert vom Leben auf dem
schwarzenKontinent: Sie zwingt ihren Mann Ulrich, in die Schutztruppe
nach Deutsch-Ostafrika zu wechseln - und beginnt für ihre
Familie und ihre Farm einen zähen Kampf. 1907 ziehen die
Trappes auf der Suche nach einem Stück Land mit einer kleinen
Expedition durch den Norden Tansanias. An einem paradiesischen
Platz am Fuß des Kilimandscharos lassen sie sich nieder.
Landerwerb ist leicht - jeder kann so viel Land abstecken, wie
er will. Die Bewohner reagieren unterschiedlich - die Wameru
friedlich, die Massai erst einmal feindselig. Doch Margarete
erringt schnell den Respekt auch der Schwarzen und geht daran,
die Farm gemeinsam mit deren Hilfe aufzubauen. Die Weltgeschichte
beeinflusst das Leben am Kilimandscharo immer wieder: ImErsten
Weltkrieg wird Ulrich eingezogen und nach Kämpfen für
vermisst erklärt. Margarete macht sich mit ihrem Pferd
Comet auf den Weg, im Feindesland ihren Mann zu suchen. Als
die englischen Truppen kurz vor Momella stehen, treibt Margarete
allein ihre Herden mit über 1.000 Tieren quer durch den
Busch zur deutschen Kompanie. Nach dem Sieg der Engländer
will die couragierte Deutsche beim kommandierenden General die
Rückkehr nach Momella erkämpfen. Die Farm ist inzwischen
jedoch in einem jämmerlichen Zustand - die einzige Chance,
sich und ihre Kinder am Leben zu halten, sieht Margarete bald
als Wilddiebin. 1920 erfolgt völlig überraschend doch
die Ausweisung. Nach 13 Jahren härtester Arbeit müssen
die Trappes ihr kleines Paradies verlassen. Margarete ist zutiefst
verstört: Wird es ihr gelingen, zurückzukehren?
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2.
Das Schicksal
Nach der Ausweisung aus Afrika 1920 arbeitet
Margarete Trappe fünf Jahrelang für die Rückkehr
nach Momella - mit einem Trick gelingt ihr dies. Die Familie ist
nun hoch verschuldet, doch ihren Traum von einer Farm in Afrika
hat sich Margarete aufs Neue erfüllt. Auf Momella kommt ihr
viertes Kind zur Welt. Bei der Geburt ist eine Elefantenherde
in der Nähe - und beim ersten Laut des Neugeborenen heben
die Elefanten die Rüssel und stimmen trompetend in das Geschrei
ein. Von nun an jagt Margarete keine Elefanten mehr. Nach ihrer
Scheidung 1928 lebt sie mit ihren Kindern allein auf der Farm
und verdient Geld mit Jagdsafaris. Fürsten und reiche Unternehmer
vertrauen sich der erfahrenen Jägerin an, um begehrte Trophäen
zu schießen. Die Massai verehren die weiße Frauinzwischen
als Zauber-Heilerin - zu jeder Tages- und Nachtzeit reitet sie
los, um kranken Menschen oder Tieren zu helfen. Im Zweiten Weltkrieg
werden ihr ihre deutschen Wurzeln wieder zum Verhängnis.
Nach und nach gehen alle in Internierungslager der Engländer
- die Familie verliert erneut die Farm und wird 1945 wieder einmal
ausgewiesen. Mit allen Mitteln kämpft Margarete gegen die
Ausweisung an und erreicht mit Hilfe einflussreicher Engländer
schließlich das Bleiberecht. Zum dritten Mal beginnt der
Aufbau der verwahrlosten Farm. Auch diesmal helfen Jagd-Safaris
das Überleben zu sichern, inzwischen geführt von Sohn
Rolf. Als Margarete 1957 auf Momella stirbt, steht drei Tage lang
eine Elefantenherde vorder Tür. Mit einer kleinen Schule,
die ihr Enkel Emil gegründet hat, bleiben das Vermächtnis
Margarete Trappes und ihr Traum von der Farm in Afrika lebendig.
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Benni Gaon died! he was only
3 years older than I.
When
I was "pregnant" with "Succah in the Desert",
we worked "together" in 1988 at "Koor",
he as the great savior of the greatest company of Israel,
I as a secretary of the secretary in the Legal Department.
But I had one talk with him
about his involvment in the "Peace-Process".
This was in September 1993, after Oslo,
when he was among the leading Israeli businessmen,
who had great ideas about true cooperation with Jordan.
International Herald Tribune
and many other news agencies:
Israeli industrialist and peace advocate
Benny Gaon dies
JERUSALEM: Benny Gaon, a prominent Israeli
industrialist and advocate of economic ties with Israel's Arab
neighbors, has died. He was 73.
Gaon died of cancer Saturday at a Tel Aviv
hospital, his office said Sunday.
Gaon had served in recent years as chairman
and president of B. Gaon Holdings Ltd., a firm he founded that
promotes investments in Israel, the Middle East and throughout
the world.
He was best known in Israel for
resuscitating the mammoth Koor Industries Ltd. from near bankruptcy
in 1988. In three years Gaon turned
the conglomerate around, raising its market value to $2 billion
(€1.29 billion). The concern was then floated on the New
York Stock Exchange.
Gaon was known in the region for his
optimistic outlook for peace prospects,
despite ongoing fighting with the
Palestinians. Under Gaon's direction, Koor established a trade
office in Egypt, the first Arab country to make peace with Israel.
Koor later entered into a series of joint
ventures with Jordanian and other Arab partners. He
also hosted corporate leaders from Oman and Qatar even though
Israel does not have full diplomatic relations with the two
Gulf Arab countries.
He in 2005 helped found the
Palestine International Business Forum to foster economic development
in the West Bank and Gaza Strip ahead of the establishment of
a Palestinian state.
That year, soon after Israel withdrew
from the Gaza Strip, Gaon wrote in the Globes business newspaper
"Despite all of our cynicism, we should
recognize that the concept of 'A Different Middle East' is within
our grasp." In June 2006,
the militant Hamas group seized control in Gaza and fighting
there has intensified.
In 1996, Gaon headed the first official Israeli
business delegation to visit Indonesia, the world's largest
Muslim nation, which does not have diplomatic ties with the
Jewish state.
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Haaretz
Businessman Benjamin Gaon succumbs to cancer
at age 73
Businessman Benjamin (Benny) Gaon passed away
Saturday at age 73, after a fight with cancer.
Gaon is known for taking the reins of Koor
in 1988, when the company was in difficult straits, rehabilitating
it and leading it to new heights of success.
After the company was sold, he left Koor and
founded Gaon Holdings, which he quickly brought to a value of
more than $100 million. He focused his investments in the water,
financial and trade sectors.
Gaon was one of the first to identify the potential of investments
in the water industry.
Considered one of the leaders of the Israeli
business community, Gaon's name was mentioned several times
as a possible Labor Party candidate for the Finance Ministry.
Gaon was recently instrumental
in establishing the Palestine International Business Forum,
in order to promote projects in the West Bank and the Gaza Strip.
Five months ago, Gaon met with Palestinian
businessman Ismail Da'iq and discussed possible joint projects.
Gaon decided to match a $1 million Palestinian investment for
a project via Gaon Agro and a subsidiary.
In addition to his many other accomplishments,
Gaon served as president of the Israel Cancer Association.
from
Y-net
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Myanmar - the Cyclone may
have killed 1 500 000 ...
Addition
to Myanmar
on May 25, 2013:
see "Myanmar"
in my Search and
especially about Burma-Myanmar in
"Heaven-on-Earth
6"
Within 2 days I was gushed
with two contrasting feelings concerning Burma-Myanmar.
The first was great joy concerning this info:
After 50 years of dictatorship
the Myanmar government has moved towards democracy .
"You see? I
said to myself:
it can happen naturally,
without revolution!" |
The second was and is grief about this devastating info:
What never happened during the dictatorship, happens now:
there are Nazi groups of Buddhists!!!!
who slaughter and expulse people
who belong to a Muslim minority.
Tenthousands of refugees try to reach the neighboring countries
like Bangladesh by boat,
often drown on their way - and though the Bangladesh government
is ready to give them refuge for half a year,
what then?
Buddhists! There it is - the paradigm of The German cultural elite
and Nazi holocaust perpetration.
All the denied feelings, needs and qualities, all the Lost Will
is erupting like an infernal volcano, and the World even doesn't
see it (for why in that first info about the
peaceful "revolution" the fact of the Buddhist slaughter
of Muslims was not mentioned?) ,
leave alone understand, why this happens,
nor why the holocaust happened?
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song
of the day
My God who ever and ever
will be
The sand and the sea
The waves gently flowing
The sky brightly glowing
Our prayer to thee.
Hanna
Senesz
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