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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:47
While getting up from bed I felt like
peeping into an envelope placed next to it & read:
RUOW book "Heart-Song" , p. 233 :
"Greatness is a matter of feeling
good about oneself and one's accomplishments"
I desire to radiate to all
actors in my drama, be they part of my family, my country or
my planet ,
that I "accomplish" by living every feeling, thought,
action & interaction - awarely & grate-fully!
While going to the toilet, I remembered
Paz' observation in the Afula hospital with its Jewish-Arab
staff: there is peace in action:
I desire that the "Partnership"-spirit,
perhaps introduced to Emek
Hospital by Dr. Beshara Bsharaat
- a member in our "Partnership"-Committee
since 1978- will radiate from Emek
= valley
to everywhere
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:42
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the usually so wondrous functioning of our
digestive tract,
[contrasted tonight by some 15 minutes of excruciating contractions,
for which I have no explanation: my
supper with my own bread, salty butter & the yellow cheese
- which I allowed myself to buy for the first time - was especially
delicious and I was saying thanks for it over and over again.
But while sitting on the loo in the middle of the night, to
attempt to help my intestines eliminate the gasses which were
torturing it, I had time to become aware of my old composition
on the inside of the door - and got elated!]
I give thanks to you, that after a little elimination I could
go back to good sleep!
I am grate-full for this creation, this composition, which
epitomizes ME:
the well-balanced colors & undefinable forms with my old
olive tree trunk
with its deep roots, and my huge wings flying in the sky above
the water...
(the collage: 8 years ago Efrat bought
huge pages for the children to paint on,
I participated, though I don't know how to paint, or so I
believe.
I guarded the result through all my wanderings since 2000
and finally,
when I "settled"
in Arad, glued it to the inside of the door to the toilet,
stuck on it the photo of an old olive-tree, made by and given
to me
by friends of Jonathan
Jacoby during our Partnership-Trip in Febr. 1980,
and - as a contrast - 3 images of eagles, a page from a book
and 2 stamps.
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I took two photos of the composition on
the door, one with flash and one without!
It exemplifies, how this difference lets appear the image - literally
- in a different light.
How much more is this true regarding people, myself or others, whom
I tend to stereotype as "such and such":
just looking at her/him in another light, from a different angle,
at a different time, in a different situation,
will make him/her appear different...
And again - the photo without flash - in a broader
view
A glorious geranium blossom in a pot on the
wall between garden and street
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This is the now more evolved first cluster
of my miracle-flower.
The vine, which is wound around the "Arc de Triomphe"
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now "shoots" out and above, and develops more and
more clusters.
I can't describe, how happy it makes me to watch this.
The original vine - in the big pot on the veranda - died last
winter,
but already before that a new shoot - not sown nor planted by
me -
had began to sprout in a corner in the garden.
For more than a year it couldn't decide if it wanted to live
or not,
but now it is determined to be the jewel in the crown - literally!
One of the uprising "twigs" I photographed against
the evening sky,
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On
August 24, Moshe
Klein, my "twin-brother"
had responded to my insert on
August 5
of his "Lecture on "Organic Mathematics
but it was only yesterday,
that I had the courage to convey to him,
that I do not want to go on corresponding,
since the time for a continuous communication
has not yet come - or so I feel
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Nourishment from Others
My beloved, admired Joan
Baez: - 17 months younger than I - she wants to be involved
again: supporting Barack
Obama [3
Sat]
I forgot all my "priorities"
in "completing" pages on Ki.s.s.-log, carried away
by the videos with Joan Baez which I discovered now.
Especially moved to tears I am by her song
Sagt Mir Wo Die Blumen Sind in German,
- and the one single image which serves as background to the
video: where are all the flowers gone??????
The song - also in my
Song-Game 2007 - was sung by us - with Immanuel as a boy
playing the guitar - in Hebrew .
How come, that neither personal fame, nor despair about all
the failed dreams, did do damage to this woman.
I feel so much akin to her, a true peer
on this planet, only - why is there no communication between
us?
no "AZ NIDBERU"?
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Song of the Day: Finally I come across this song!
In Mika's
"Sound & Movement" circle [see
for instance January 24]
Hanni puts this on before the toddler go home
But when I asked Hanni,
what it was, she didn't know....
Kumbaya,
My Lord
video:
Joan Baez / another
video: /
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
O Lord, kumbaya
Someone’s laughing, Lord, kumbaya
Someone’s crying, Lord, kumbaya
Someone’s praying, Lord, kumbaya
Someone’s singing, Lord, kumbaya
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another
version:
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
Kumbaya, my Lord, kumbaya
O Lord, kumbaya
Hear me
crying, Lord, kumbaya
Hear me singing
Hear me praying
Oh I need you, Lord
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synchronicity
Call from Efrat's number, but Mika was on the phone:
"Do you want to come and
play with me?"
"Yes, very much, but it will take a few days."
Without a word she handed the phone to her mother.
Efrat: "Today, in Hanni's
circle she said - out of the blue -:
'Do you know that I have a grandmother
who is called Rachel?' "
I told my "Driving Backward" today to Hanni's
circle,
to Mika there and to the two songs I learnt there:
"Kumbaya" and "the
Colors of the Rainbow"
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paint the white page
with blue sky and water
with yellow I paint light
the night in black
with green - plants
with red - flowers
and all the colors I use
for drawing on the page the rainbow.
All the colors I use
for drawing on the page the rainbow |
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Therefore, when Efrat proposed that I come for the
weekend,
and be with them including Immanuel and Tomer,
[ the planned date, Oct. 12, wouldn't suit,
since on Oct. 13, the Eve of Succot, she and Mika
would travel to Acco],
it was clear, that I would come.
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Maybe, it's not by chance, that today
I came across a message
"The
Grail Codes 2008". from Archangel Michael through Celia
Fenn,
in which the theme of the female energy is focused "differently...".
" The Grail Codes enable us to integrate the Feminine
Christ energy,
and thus to bring ourselves into full and complete balance
and so be capable of living in the Fifth Dimension in a balanced
and creative way.
"When I visisted the Languedoc region in 2007, [s.
my own journey in 2001]
the part of Southern France that is known as the "Madeleine"
country,
I was so conscious of a great joy that was almost coming out
of the Earth itself,
as the time approached for Humanity
to once again recognize and honor the Feminine Christ energy.
This region in France has held the energy for the Feminine Christ
for many years,
and now is the time that this energy is being re-integrated
back into the Global Heart Grid of the Planet,
and into the Hearts of every person on the Planet who is open
to this truth.
It is a time of Great Healing for the Planetary Heart,
and a time for each of us
to reclaim the Divine Feminine Christed energy within our own
Hearts. "
[read
on on Starchild's website]
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Finetuning into Shame
- following the experience with my family's reactions, responses
or lack of reactions - on October 7
inserted on September 16 as
an introduction to the letter in Hebrew and English
On this day, Sept. 16,
exactly a month after August
16, the day on which my Sixteen celebrated my 70th birthday,
(it was Arnon who saw the coincidence of the "16"...),
I sculpted a letter, in which I wanted to express my deeply
felt gratitude for all their gifts and contributions.
I sent it to all those whose e-mail I had,
and asked my daughter Ronnit, as well as her husband Uri,
to forward it to their son Jonathan ...
and Immanuel to forward it to his 3 children, Elah, Alon and
Tomer....
I attached some 49 images and 3 sound-files
and asked expressively that everyone should acknowledge having
received all this.
In hindsight I feel great pain and shame about having sent
off this creation.
For it was , indeed, more than a letter,
it was a creation - and an overwhelming one for that matter.
It's alright to create on my website.
Iit stimulates and limits me - both! - when I imagine people
receiving it,
But nobody is obliged to read it or react-respond to it.
A letter should be written in a way, that the addressee feels
related to personally!
My creation could not - despite my dire attempt - take into
account -
each person's capacity or maturity of feeling touched by what
I sculpted.
Some of the children and grandchildren cannot be touched by
anything I say or do or write.
To them I should just have said :"thank you".
As to the others, I should have written a letter to each one
personally,
or I should have phoned, as Hagar did after her
wedding.
Of course, - while working on this thank-you-gift - I believed
sincerely ,
that the way I received and integrated their gifts and contributions
and used some of them as material for my own creations,
would make them feel glad and even proud.
As if I hadn't learnt anything in my 70 years...
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am "just too much" for everyone, yes everyone.
I'll now complete the translation of the letter,
so as to trigger myself into breathing and blushing
"How on earth could
I burden them with all this symbolism, with all these associations...."
[see
Sept. 18, especially the "altar"]
Bat-Adam adumah ad eimah: the daughter of Man is red to threat!"
For small as its reasons may seem to people with "real"
problems,
for me the
feeling of shame has been overwhelming all my life:
SHAME ,
Fear of SHAME,
Fear of causing others SHAME,
Fear of causing others
to feel SHAME for my sake,
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Keep It
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