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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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2004~~~Dedicated
to my daughter-in-love Efrat-Rut ~~~2011 |
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MESSIAH Bat-Sheva &
David or The
HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
2004
Preface
blue links - mainly English
orange links - mainly Hebrew
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PERSONIFIED PROJECTIONS
or Characters in which Denial and
Projection are personalized:
Ismael, Esau and Lea
[far from completed to
my regret - 2004_06_23]
Let me start with a "classic" projection,
experienced by Tamar, David's daughter, as by millions of women,
and - as the behavior of Potifar's wife against Josef proves - also
by some men:
But he would
not hearken to her voice,
he overpowered her
and forced her,
lying with her.
and
(then) Amnon hated her with an exceedingly great hatred,
indeed, greater was the hatred with which he hated her
than the love with which he had loved her;
Amnon said to her;
Get-up, go-away!
She said to him:
about this great evil -more than the other thing that you
did to me - sending me away ~~~~!
[Note of the translator:
The halting syntax shows Tamar's emotional state!]
But he would not hearken to her;
he called to his attending lad
and said;
Pray send this-one away from me, outside,
and lock the door behind her!
Now on her was
an ornamented tunic
for thus were clothed the king's virgin daughters in robes
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So his attendant brought her outside, and locked the door
behind her.
And Tamar put ashes onto her head,
while the ornamented tunic that was
on her, she tore;
she put her hands on her head
and went-along, going-along and crying out.
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Now
it was, when she [Potifar's wife]
saw
that he [Yosef] had left
his garment in her hand and had fled outside,
that she called in her house-people and said to them, saying;
See! He has brought to us
a Hebrew man to play around with us!
He came to me, to lie with me,
but i called out with a loud voice,
and it was, when he heard that I lifted up my voice and called
out
that he left his garment beside me and fled, escaping outside!
And she kept his garment beside her, until his lord came back
to the house.
Then she spoke to him according to these words, saying:
There came to me the Hebrew servant whom you brought to us,
to play around with me;
but it was, when I lifted up my voice and called out,
that he left his garment beside me and fled outside.
Now it was, when his lord heard his wife's words which she spoke
to him,
saying; according to these words, your servant did to me!-
that his anger flared up;
Yosef's lord took him and put him in the dungeon house,
in the place where the king's prisoners are imprisoned... |
The beginning
of the last book of the "Prophets", Mal'achi,
clads the horrid projections of each of us into a divine message:
The burden
of the word of the LORD to Israel by Malachi.
I have loved you, saith the LORD.
Yet ye say, Wherein hast thou loved us?
Was not esau Jacob's brother/
saith the LORD:
Yet I loved Jacoob,
and I hated Esau
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So why is the
Bible interested in telliing us Kayyin's genealogy
and mention it 6 times his Canaanite wife Bosmat (same ending
as in Efrat)?
And why are Esau and Ya'aqov together and equal
in burying their father?
Just as Yishmael and Yitzhaq were together and equal
in burying their father?
Ronnit, my
daughter quoted Jeshayahu Leibowitz as pointing out,
that the numerical value of Esau was "shalom", wholeness
and peace.
And indeed,
if the redemtion means wholeness between me and myself
and this wholeness is the condition of peace between me and
everyone else,
then Kayyin and Hevel, Yishma'el and Yitzhaq, Esau and Ya'aqov'
and also Efrayim and Yehuda --- and even Rachel and Lea
will live in wholeness and peace.
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I breathe, I move,
I sound ~~~ Heaven to Earth
 
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