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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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2004~~~Dedicated
to my daughter-in-love Efrat-Rut ~~~2011 |
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MESSIAH Bat-Sheva &
David or The
HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
2004
Preface
blue links - mainly English
orange links - mainly Hebrew
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Marc
Chagall's David
and Batseeba |
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2004_07_05
PREFACE
to
"The EFRAT-RUT CODE"
DEDICATED
to MY DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE,
EFRAT-RUT,
on
her 38th BIRTHDAY,
when
Jewish and Arab piano-pupils
gave
a CON-CERT
and
among them her stepson,
Tomer,
my
grandchild.
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2004_06_22
I just saw the deeply moving
documentary
about the self-torture of homosexual and lesbian people
who want to belong to the Jewish orthodox community.
It epitomized the judgments against Feelings and Body, Desire and
Passion ,
and the lack of self-acceptance of every single human being on this
planet .
The biblical message of "Messiah David and Bat-Sheva"
or - as I came to call it today
[2004_07_05] -
"The Efrat-Rut Code"
is about healing the DENIAL of Feelings and Body, Desire and Passion,
about taking back the projections on others of what I don't accept
in myself ,
and thus becoming WHOLE .
Phillip
Ratner
Rut and Naomi
When Rut, my daughter-in-love, the second wife of
Immanuel, my eldest son, was given the name Efrat,
I was so shocked, that I rushed to my Bible to find out the meaning
of what I despised as a Canaanite name.
It's true, we searched for a new name, since her name was the same
as that of my son's first wife: Rut.
But "EFRAT"?
My daughter-in-love herself had finally come up with the name "Tamara",
which I adopted eagerly.
From "Megilat"
TAMAR
"Megilat"-Tamar
is the story of a woman,
a story that symbolizes -
and a woman who symbolizes -
that redemption means:
SELF-ACCEPTANCE
of the light in me and of the shadow in me,
of the king in me and of the murderer in me,
of the poet in me and of the adulterer in me,
of the whore in me and of the mother in me,
of the Jew in me and of the Canaanite in me.
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"But no"! said the Rabbi in
Naharia, whom her troubled father consulted without even informing
his daugther:
"Her name must be:"
"Efrat-Rut".
The study, which did not take an hour as I thought, but half a year
- in 2001, and still more in 2004,
proves the link between Tamar-Efrat-Rut - who all three transform
"the shame of David-Bat-Sheva",
and as such are the jewels in what I discovered as:
THE HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
with its first conspicuous link :
Rachel's burial
"on the way to Efrat which
is Bethlehem"
(Genesis 35,
16-19; Genesis
48:7)
 
Imagine me
in
my pyramidal tent, in the garden of Uri,
my son-in-love, kneeling at an old computer,
studying and discovering ever more puzzle pieces until I felt too
overwhelmed to go on, in March 2001..
In June 2001 I began to set up a website in order to learn and apply
the
message in the pieces of another puzzle.
Now that I have come full circle, I realize, that the message is the
same.
Why did I pick up that thread once more?
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The 150 days in
Noah's Cave
and the harsh experiences at the beginning of the work I call
"Mount
Ararat Evolution"
demanded that I take a break, to heal Body and Feelings.
I decided to take time out for 40 days,
and to also enjoy my flat and veranda paradise,
before I would have to give it up,
move in with my youngest son's family
and return to the harsh desert life.
It was
in the beginning of this rest,
that I was asked to talk about the Book of Rut
during the Shavu'oth Midnight Learning
organized by "Yakhad" ["Together"],
a school at Modi'in, the town, I've been living in for 3 years,
which tries to integrate religious and secular pupils.
As a payment I was given a software,
which makes studying the Bible, finding words, copying text,
as fast as flying with a jet plane,
compared to walking with a donkey, as I worked for 46 years.
[It
was only 2-3 years later, that I found an online concordance]
Both - the Yakhad experience on Shavuoth, and that software
stimulated me to return to the study of "EFRAT".
Since I was adamant about not making this another chore,
but relating to it as a playful creation,
I did NOT (!) aspire to complete the research
or to compose the whole puzzle.
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Resting, healing
for 40 days,
kneeling
at the big computer
in what has been a "proper" flat
for 3 years
and will be so
for 2 more weeks,
before I'll return
to the desert.
I enjoy the creative play
with the
David-Bat-Sheva
puzzle,
sometimes
sharing pictures
with
my
grandchildren
on the two
Grandma's Days
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The quilt of my mattress - doesn't it look
like a puzzle? - was created by my daughter,
before she had her four children, among them the two younger ones, Yael
and Itamar
I see the puzzle,
I see its parts, but how can I convey an image in words?
I am not even able to give a linear, systematic introduction here.
I'll simply pick some aspects of how heaven will come to earth.
May this serve as a kind of
Promo at least for the Hebrew reader.
For both, the
English and the Hebrew reader I now prepared four pages in English
(indicated in blue in the table of links):
THE BIBLE OF FEELINGS
"MEGILAT"-BAT-SHEVA
My present (June 2004) INTERPRETATION
of the Rachel-Tamar-Efrat-Rut-BatSheva thread,
and
BODY IS
GOD,
a bridge to the concept of Body and Feeling
in "God's Info",
according to which I live my life.
Today (June 15) I feel like calling that link and page:
BODY
and FEELINGS
are GOD as well.
ACCEPTING and HEALING THEM WILL REDEEM ME
and - since I am a hologram
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all of CREATION
Mother-in-Love
and
Daughter-in-Love
on Efrat's birthday,
Galilee, July 5, 2004
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Further down - once more -
on a white background -
the Table of Links to the David-Bat-Sheva Puzzle Pieces:
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the
town of