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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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2004~~~Dedicated
to my daughter-in-love Efrat-Rut ~~~2011 |
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MESSIAH Bat-Sheva &
David or The
HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
2004
Preface
blue links - mainly English
orange links - mainly Hebrew
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C O N - C E R T in the GALILEE
2004_07_04-06; last update: 2008_07_04
"The Efrat-Rut Code" in the Bible
is hidden in the names and stories of women,
who did NOT fit in:
Caleb's Efrat and Judah's Bat-Shua were second wifes!
So were Jacob's Rachel and Samuel's mother Hannah !
Hannah as Sarah, Rebecca, Lea ~ Rachel were barren!
Rut was a widow and TAMAR was a widow twice !
RUT, who loved her mother-in-law, was
a Moabite !
And there was Hagar , the Egyptian Slave of Sarah,
who gave birth to Abraham's firstborn - Yishmael,
but Sarah/God/Abraham expelled mother and child!
Tamar, David's daughter, was raped by David's son!
And the second "Tamar", Bat-Shua's daughter-in-law,
- invented to heal the "historic" Tamar's victimhood
and Bat-Sheva's nothingness into self-determination -
made herself the whore of Judah, her father-in-law...
How much pain is hidden in these names
and stories.
But the pain will be healed.
And a sign was the con-cert.
A con-cert in a Galilee town.
A con-cert of Jewish and Arab kids.
Pupils of a Russian immigrant piano teacher.
Tomer - son of two mothers - was our family star.
"If I'll see you
actually play there in front of the audience,
it will be my birthday present from you",
said his stepmother.
Among the Arab-Jewish
audience - Immanuel, my son
Efrat-Rut between
her stepchildren Elah and Alon behind an Arab pupil
The first wife and
the second wife
and my eldest granddaughter, Elah, in between.
Tomer between
his mother and his stepmother
Tomer: "When
I was done, a stone fell from my heart" |
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The camera was with Tomer's father next to his playing son,
while I watched the mothers with joy,
how they jumped to their feet,
their necks stretched into the direction of Tomer,
their faces tense with apprehension and pride:
"When you made that mistake in the beginning,
and still continued, I relaxed,
I knew, you would carry it through!"
said Efrat later.
It was less than seven months ago, that Tomer had taken up piano lessons.
Tomer isn't just any child~~~ he is a challenging trainer for
all of us ~~~
Then Tomer returned to his family and two mothers, now sitting next
to each other,
both - "by chance" - with the same color of hair on this
day and the same hairstyle -
looking at Tomer with love !
Stepmother
and Stepson Alon
Stepmother
and stepdaughter Elah 
Mother , Brother
and Sister returned to Tel-Aviv,
and Tomer again plays the piano at home, with Abba and "Chief",
Efrat-Rut
2011_01_08
The exhilaration of the two mothers had an after-effect,
or that's how I see it:
Tomer's mother fell in love with her son again
and DEMANDED HIM BACK...
So Tomer was again shoved from family to family.
He stayed with his mother and her partner,
with this partner's sons and with his own siblings,
till 2008, when my son got sole custody .
""Sole" means, that the mother is not allowed to interfere
with anything.
Nowadays - January 2011 - he lives in a boarding-school close to his
father,
and divides his free weekends or holidays between father and mother.
Terrible as the outcome of the concert was for Immanuel and for Tomer,
it was also necessary for Efrat: she would not have been able to cope
any longer.
Even now - though Tomer is away most of the time - it is difficult
for her.
And I, with my
own experience last summer - am the last to blame her.
