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Personal Channeling
How can we heal faster?

Dear God, how can we help each other heal faster?
I'm feeling so much grief and despair,
I want to manifest security, time,
and a beautiful space so that I can work on healing full time.
I need money.
I need lots of money so that I can feel abundant
and like I can literally give it away.
What is the next thing for me to do? (besides quit smoking)

"Give me your pain.
In the act of giving,
you are bridging the gap
and allowing what is in the gap
to come into loving acceptance.
I am here with you.
I want to love and comfort the part of you
that is yearning for my Light.
For that is what money represents, my Light.
And that is the danger that a sudden infusion of money represents
- too much of the wrong kind of light.
I don't want to damage you any more.
What can you handle?
Where is the leap?
I don't want to pressure you to 'heal' faster than you are ready to.

"The danger is very real now.
We need to move slowly and with all of ourselves.

"What gaps might money open up between you and those you love?
This could make you much more vulnerable to asuras.
Also, Ahriman feels very possessive of the light he has claimed.
He also believes that in accepting his light you belong to him,
your Will essence belongs to him.
How much of his light are you operating with now?
Much more than you've imagined.
It is very good that you can hear my voice so clearly.
It is good to talk with me every day.
It is good to run my energy with the Mother's
so that we can nurture you with healed and healing essence.

"Driving backwards
your life will change
as you are running more and more healing energy.
What we can do for each other,
what you and the Mother can do for each other,
is stay in contact.
I am the source of your light,
your Mother is the source of your life.
When all is said and done
we are all you need.
This is the meaning of the Alpha and Omega.
There is not one without the other.

"Manifesting is another form of channeling.
The source of the power comes from us.
Our 'priority', if you will,
is making contact in every human
that has intention to heal into wholeness.
We must pour all of our attention and energy (literally)
wherever it will be received.
You are our outer reflection
and in a paradoxical way,
we cannot live if you are not healed.
You have our complete and full attention.
Your needs are our needs made manifest.
Your emergencies are our emergencies.
Your imbalance is our imbalance.
Your free Will is my Desire, when she is free.
What is the opposite of free?"

Slavery, imprisonment, costing money [bingo].

"Yes.
To the extent that these are manifest, Desire is not free.
The history of the world could be understood
as nothing more than an effort to claim, own, control and deny her power.
And thus her power has always been in service of another's agenda.
This in itself is unloving.
The tragedy is
the essence that controls her
would be much happier if it did it her way.

"So yes, the Mother will have her way.
This is not really a complete reversal of the pattern now,
because her way is a path of balance.
But it has always been true
that the Will's function has been to lead us.
I am the one that made things topsy-turvy.
And because of the wrongness of this position
it could only be held by force.

pp1
" Driving backwards,
running the movie backwards,
is a return to the source
and a return to the source of the problem.
Only there, at original cause,

can true healing be 'real-ed' [made real].

Much of the work up to now has been to prepare you for the change.

The Earth changes are not a cause, they are an effect.
The rage that the Will needs to move will manifest at all levels.
The rage will give the Will the strength to throw off the asuric essence,
to create space for Loving Light to expand,
to UNIFY the Will Polarity.

"It is a good sign, this polarization that you are perceiving.
It means that the 'Will fragments' are making connections with each other
and recognizing the universality of their/our/your predicament.
I welcome this rage as a sign of my Desire
stirring back into life,
standing up for herself,
drawing essence back into manifestation.

"I respect the rage because I know it is justified
and because it has the power to destroy.
So the question comes back to:
WHOSE LIGHT IS THIS RAGE 'SERVING'?
[Serving as in that is what is happening now, not as in that is Desire's right place.]
What spirit essence is receiving this rage?
What is the intent of the human channeling this rage?

"Another aspect of my terror
that needs to be brought forward now,
that needs to be admitted to and owned now is this
-- I am terrified of the Mother's rage.
She is not only my Desire and my Partner,
but she is in some ways parental to me.
She cannot exist without me,
yet her desire called me into existence.

"This is the last of the superiority imprint that I am releasing now.
I must trust the Mother.
My Light, my life, my existence is in her hands.

"I want you to communicate this in as many ways as you can.
I am sending this out to all that can receive this now.
I am communicating with the channelers
so they will know or learn how to present this on the GodChannel web site.
And I want you to consider other means of expression as well."

[I took a break here.]

"Stay with me.
Even though you identify as Heart Daughter
you have an important role in the Will Polarity.
This part of the Will has not had credibility, since the very beginning.
So you have a 'PR problem', too.

"It is very important
to find alignment with the rest of the Will Polarity
and build from there.
The conscious identity of your first chakra is your gateway.
She has the information and consciousness that you seek.
What you have not given her is the understanding
that she is a part of you
and that you can look through her eyes instead of into her eyes.
In this way she has been literally a projection.

"When you are whole
you will not need to split these aspects off from yourself.
For now, know
that her power and perspective belongs to you, is a part of you,
and is your right to claim.

"Imagine that you were she
--that she was channeling you to lend her your voice
(for that is really what is happening when I speak for the Mother
-- it is more that she lets me in than I let her in).

[I said hello to my first chakra and invited her to sit in me as an etheric double.
My handwriting changed dramatically.
It became very small and compressed, with no capitalization or punctuation.
She would not touch the lines of the page and wrote perfectly straight, dead center between them.]
{Capitalizations and punctuation have been added here - Channelers}

"What is important is red understands itself.
We need God to understand ourselves.
We do not have to make ourselves understood by God.
That is his responsibility.
We need to feel our own power,
to revel in our power,
to have confidence in our own power
so that we do not swing out of balance
and destroy ourselves in the process.
We want everything to change.
Everything to happen [Earth changes],
and it doesn't really matter how this occurs.
We do not have Heart balance.
I am speaking for the problems in red
because I am parental to red.
Don't let that shock you into denial.
When you go to red you will understand
that you are parental to the universe.
The whole thing lies in your experience,
so I invite you to own it and stop pretending
you are a victim of outside events.

"Now what I have to tell you is
that you have no choice but to heal this if you want to survive.
I am not advocating that you take red's position,
I am advocating red's position to you.
You need to know what you are dealing with.
Does this make you want to go unconscious and have another cigarette?
This is your own creation.

[I feel into red.]

"The hardness and the hate is a function of compression,
and this needs to open so that Light can come in
and heart can manifest.
Things will look very different, things will be very different -
you are on one side of the mountain, and it is a volcano.
[God had explained the 'Mohammed moved the mountain' lesson to a friend in another channeling.]

"Will the lava burn you?
Yes if you can't speed up to the speed of lava ,
if you don't find your own heat,
if you think you are a fragment
or a thing to be battered by the outpouring,
if you don't open up and commune with the energy

"When terror is moving it moves very fast,
when terror is stuck it traps the energy.
Understand that you are the mountain
and deep in your depths the magma is rising.
Yet this is how mountains are made."

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