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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"



See below:

The photos of the "WALK ABOUT LOVE 2009" ~continued from~ Godchannel. com: Four Steps to Wholeness
which accompany
my graphical edition of the Godchannel files
in the chronological order in which they were given.


checked for updates on 2005_03_23, checked again and new updates found on 2008_08_31;
I checked the file for updates , after it was, since Febr. 19, 2010 , included in the new Denial Pages -
"an index that lists the more prominent places on the site where denial energy is discussed and the various ways of releasing it are described."

The title of this page is no longer "True Sacrifice", but "True Sacrifice and & Deep Denial Release"

True Sacrifice & Deep Denial Release

"Sacrifice is one of the most misunderstood concepts in religion.
The original meaning of the word is to 'make sacred'
or ask for a blessing of something.
But the practice of sacrifice became associated
with giving away or destroying something
that is valuable to you.

"I don't believe in that kind of 'sacrifice',
and I don't want you to give up anything you wish to keep.

"However, the idea of giving something up to me
is heading in the right direction
when it comes to my denials.

"It is good to give up the denied light in yourself
and return it to me.

"It is good to give up my denials
in the form of Lucifer and Ahriman,

and the deeply compressed denial energy
of the asuras, Grandfather's denials,
the intensely unloving light that has trapped
the most pained and suffering parts of the Mother.

[Old Version:]
It is good to give up the denied light in you

when it comes to my denials,
Lucifer and Ahriman,
and Grandfather's denials,

the asuras,
or 'denial spirits',
the beings of denial that have trapped
the most pained and suffering parts of the Mother.

"What I wish for you to give up
is not something you want,
but rather something you want relief from~~~
the unloving light
[Old Version: bad]
that has been causing the pain and suffering
you have had to experience

"I don't wish for you to give up the magnetic essence that is holding your pain,
but the denied spirit essence

that is responsible for the pain being there in the first place

"What I wish for you to 'make sacred'
or ask me to 'bless'
is your emotional feeling in your Mother essence

that has been holding the suffering~~~
because in doing so

"you'll both relieve the suffering
and free the emotion
so it may move as it wills

[Old Version:]

"you'll both relieve the suffering
and allow the emotion to move.


"I wish to find the Mother.
And she is inside of you,
including her lost parts that are still
all of the terror,
and hopelessness
that Spirit had been unwilling or unable
to face in the past.
In offering up this deep denial energy to me now
[previous update: in offering up your pain to me now] ,
you and I will be able to work even more closely together~~~
[previous update: you and I will be working together]
offering our loving Light to the Mother in you
with the intention of healing.

[Old Version:]

"I wish to find the Mother
and she is inside of you,

all of the terror,
and hopelessness
that Spirit had been unwilling or unable
to face in the past.
In offering up your pain to me,
you will connect the Mother in you
with loving Light
and the intention of healing.



Get up and dance!


Releasing deep Denial Energy
[Old Version of title: Practicing True Sacrifice]


"Here's how to release deep denial energy.
[Old: Here's how to practice true sacrifice.]

First, get in touch with a 'bad' feeling.
There are plenty of opportunities to do this in everyday life.

[omitted in new version]
If you want to find additional triggers,
the information in the healing class,
along with the off-site recommended reading in that class
will help you connect with the deep pain of the Mother.


"When you are experiencing something
that does not feel good to you,

[omitted in new version]
it is important to release any judgments
you may have about the feeling,
and others that may be involved.
When the judgments are gone,
the surfice [?] denial energy of guilt and blame

[Old Version of this line: the guilt and blame]
will leave the feeling,
and allow it to flow more freely.


"notice where the feeling is in your body.


"If you like,
you can imagine you are in a sacred space,
say on the top of a high mountain,
perhaps in front of an altar.
Imagine that you are here
to perform a ceremony of cleansing
[old: a Ceremony of True Sacrifice],
Imagine you're reaching into yourself
and getting hold of the asuric deep denial energy [old: the asuric energy] in your feeling
[Old Version of this line: and getting hold of the bad feeling.]
Imagine that your hands are pulling out of the feeling
the denial energy including any additional judgments
[Old Version of this line :the denied light, judgments and asuras]
that are causing the pain
in this part of your feeling, magnetic, Mother essence.
[the word "feeling" is missing in the old version]

you are pulling
[old: moving] the denial energy up through your chakras,
from just below the chakra or part of your body
where you are feeling the stuck emotion.
You can use your hands on the outside of your body
to help move the energy up.
You can also 'squeeze' the energy up inside of you
by tightening and releasing the muscles in your body.
When you reach your crown,

send the denial energy on up to me.

"You can say whatever feels right, for instance,
'Here, God, take this denial spirit
and and put it in its right place.'

"Or, 'God, here's some unloving light
that has been hurting me and the Mother.
Please take the part of this that isn't mine.'~~~

or whatever you are moved to say.

"Of course, nothing at all need be said,
just the intention is sufficient.
To finish,
imagine unconditional loving Light
coming back down to you
and blessing the feelings

that had been infected with denial energy [the previous update added: and judgments] ~~~
with my love and acceptance
as I move into loving alignment
with the Mother in you.

[Old Version:]
you are holding these foreign substances
in your hands
as you reach upward and offer them to me.



You can say whatever feels right, for instance,
'Here, God, take this denial spirit
and and put it in its right place.'

Or, 'God, here's some stuff
that has been hurting me and the Mother.
Please put it in the part of this that isn't mine
in its right place.' ~
or whatever you are moved to say.

Of course, nothing at all need be said,
the intention is sufficient.
To finish,
imagine my Light
coming to you
and blessing the feelings
that had been infected with bad light ~
with my love and acceptance
as I move with the Mother in you.

"If you don't care to imagine a ceremony,
or if the feeling is too deep and painful
to imagine doing a formal offering,

ask for loving Light
[Old Version: ask for my light]
to come down into the feeling.
Imagine seeing it or feeling it
as a solid ray of warm
[old:bright] soft [missing in the previous update] golden light,
like a gentle
[this word is missing in the old version] sunbeam.
Allow this ray of Light
to bathe the feeling
with divine love
[Old Version: with my love],
acceptance and understanding.

"After a few moments,
imagine the ray of Light
drawing the denial energy
[Old Version: the bad light] in the feeling up toward me
while more loving Light
comes down into the energy center or area of your body

where the asuric energy [Old Version: where the feeling] has been.
[what a disastrous confusion in the old version: "feeling" instead of "asuric energy"!]


"The running energy exercise in the channeling class
is an excellent way to practice
feeling the Mother's energy physically,
and then bringing loving Light

[Old Version: and then also bringing my Light]
into the energy center where it is desired.

"Your intention to have Loving Light
[old:my Light] present
with your most difficult emotions,

and to return to me any denial energy
[Old Version: and to return to me any asuras or other denied light]
that is not yours~~~
will have the effect of bringing the Mother and me
closer together inside of you,
and add energy to the healing of the original issues in Deity
where the 'bad' feelings started.

"Also, both Spirit and Mother essence
will then be more available to help you
in healing the issue at the personal level.

Once the denial energy is removed,
you will be able to find your own loving acceptance
[old: acceptance [in?] yourself]
for what has been in your own gap.

"To this end,
always feel back into the feeling
immediately after releasing denial energy.
Now, with the intensity of the denial energy gone,
you can thoroughly feel
what the emotional essence has had to hold

And you now can be with this feeling [old:hold this feeling]
with loving acceptance.
In this way
your own spirit aligns with my loving light
[old:your spirit represents my loving Light]
in being here for the hurt part of the Mother in you



in old version]

You need do nothing more~~~
except reaffirm

your intention to heal into wholeness,
and follow your inner guidance
for any further expression and movement of the emotion.


Once you have loved and fully accepted and integrated
[old: once you have fully accepted and integrated]
the part of yourself
you had been separated from,
no other denial energy can enter that way because the gap has been closed
[old: no other denial energy will enter that way].

in old version]


"Finish up in whatever way feels right.
Thanks are never necessary and always appreciated,
the important thing here is
to allow yourself to feel comfortable
in asking for my help
and for my loving acceptance of your feelings."

Channelers' note:
There is more information about
releasing denial energy

on HealingToWholeness.com.

Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam June 24, 2009:
I hope, it is enough, if I do the much simpler ceremony of
"Inhaling God and Exhaling love,
love to whatever I feel just now,"
extending the inhale and the exhale
until I truly feel what my mind intends!

See "puzzle piece 30: Unconditional Love"

Return to: Four Steps to Full Self Realization



I follow my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
  that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages.
Since March 2009 I am "synchronizing" the chronological process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and - if there should be time - observations of the

"Walk About Love"

continuation of March 14, 2009
, last update of this page July 31, 2009

What followed on that Shabbat, was documented only by Rotem Malenky,
who throughout the Walk filmed hundreds of hours for creating what will be - one day - an extraordinary testimony.

He also was an almost personally involved witness of my attempt
to improve on the concept and structure of the Walk.
I had worked on my proposal for 20 hours during my assignment with my family at Bet Nehemya.
((see the document at the end of "Release Judgments"!))
It was Rotem, who was the first one to read this document
and it was him who proposed to first approach Rea and Gil.
He even arranged this meeting, something which I might never have succeeded in doing.
[See now, June 26, 2009, the correspondence with Rotem]

I felt utterly insecure and frightened,
and this fact in itself should have shown me, that I once more was on the wrong track.

The process between this first attempt to win over two people,
and then another two people, and another two people, and then 3 people, who included Stephanie,
to at least read my proposal,
and my giving up in abyssmal shame and despair didn't take more than one hour.

Later in the evening both of the two separate people, who had agreed to working with me,
slipped away in the most pitiable, pathetic manner and left me alone with my pain of failure.

I didn't even have a tent that night, because I had lost the metal parts during my hitchhiking.
I retreated from the group as far away as I could,
and while trying to get some sleep in my sleeping bag,
I did my healing and thinking work.
Why had I created all this pain in my drama , the pain of "not being received" ?
And what was it, that I should finally learn to change?

The answer - after the movement of feelings - was based on what an "angel" had taught me before:
While - in the evening - I was standing in the second line around the fire
(there was never enough space around the fire to get warm...),
waiting for the person, who sat across me, on the other side of the fire, to attend our meeting,
a young man came to stand next to me, not by chance obviously:
22 year old Thomas from my mother's town Leipzig...

"I read your document and if it is right for you, I could give you some feedback."
He said it so gently and lovingly, that I could truly hear, what he had to say:
"The people who are attracted to the Walk about Love hate everything,
which has to do with "structure" and "systematical thinking and acting"!

Germans are famous for "systematical thinking and acting",
and the holocaust could not have reached the dimensions of slaughter,
if German "people" had not invented the most systematic killing techniques.

Isn't it a sign of redemption,
that I, the born German, had to learn from a German, born 48 years later,
that it would simply "not work",
what in my eyes was an "effective" way of making The Walk reach its goals?

And this was the conclusion I reached during that cold night at Sapir:

"The Walk about Love needs to become
The Walk about Self-Love, about learning total self-acceptance.
But for the time being you can apply this only
s p o n t a n e o u s l y    a n d    i n d i v i d u a l l y ,
when you have the chance with a person while walking together."

I have followed this message through my nine weeks
and once more on my "parting-walk" on May 11,2009.
It benefitted many an individual walker,
but it was not effective with concern to the Walk.
since those people with whom I "worked",
most often left the Walk at some stage.
Still there was a miraculous sign on my last night:
Zwi and Uriyah...


The next morning, Sunday, March 15, 2009

15/3/90 Noted in my little block: Diary and Intention:

My bombastic initiative was staged for one purpose only: to trigger the multifaceted hole which resulted from my past overdoing for my vision. Also the disappointment with all the people, who at first are so enthusiastic about me, and after a few hours or days, begin to fear me (Ronny, Rivka, Daniela etc.) and the extreme event with David & Eilat - it "happened" so I can heal more of my hole "people are having difficulties with me". .

I'll not try to change my behavior. I'll simply accept that the Walk about Love was created as a healing situation for me and not as a "mission", which calls out for me as a missionary. I'm grate-full for both, having survived "Park Sapir" and having understood so fast, why I failed big time yesterday. I'll be available, not initiate, I'll concentrate on 12 people each day and only repeat their names, say "shalom so and so", and not disperse my attention. If a new face and name will come to me, I'll note the name and focus on the person for as long as possible. And I'll constantly remember, that I'm with the Walk about Love in order to heal myself and not to teach. Thank you Body, for supporting me so perfectly."

Here I noted a verse from the Bibel, which I learnt from Yakir Lipman Renboim on our way to Darijaat
The preparations of the heart are man's,
but the answer of the tongue is from YHWH

Proverbs 16:1

It is Sunday, March 15, 2009

Morning Circle: Erez (Israel, Arad) and Christie (Holland) center the group by their spontaneous dance around a walking-stick




I did not know Erez then, but later this week I would have an exhilarating as well as devastating experience with him


We set out from Park Sapir into the direction of Wadi Karkeshet,
a name and place who nobody has heard of except for me.
I walk in front - the path which is familiar to me - while the group walks somewhere else.

What harmony!



I'm waiting for the others, who now come near me , but rest under a group of acacias


Where I find myself, there is an old mattrass under the tree.
I lie down and take a picture of my pouch, my leg, my sandal, my toes





Instead of walking on to my parking place, the group climbs up the rocks to the south of it.
Some strong people - like Maria (France) - always take the appointed nylon-bag with them
and gather the garbage , which they find on the way



Dana had walked with me for an hour at least, starting her talk with comparing me to her two grandmothers.
From that topic we entered into great depth, as it happens so often when people join me, or help me up and down, during our walk



See the triangles in the rock next to the the resting walkers


Continuation of the photos of the "Walk about Love" in the Godchannel file
Healing Class II: The Spirit Polarity