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Healing Class III
Reclaiming Lost Spirit
Part Four: Redeeming the Devils

"Healing Spirit fragmentation
is accomplished
through the redemption of denied Spirit,
and is the first priority for spirits
in helping with the healing.

"Redemption of denied Spirit essence has three steps.

"The first and most difficult step is
to recognize that you are not whole as spirit,
that part of your spirit is not with you.

"You may find it projected out onto another,

"or you may find it
when you look for who it was that hurt you.

"The second step is
to reclaim the previously denied essence as your own.

"The spectrum of the Spirit Polarity goes
from Lucifer on the extreme left
to Ahriman on the extreme right,
with your spirit and my loving Light, of course, in the center.
Lucifer is warm, earthy, sweet and sexual,
and often mean, brutish and demanding.
Ahriman is cool, mental, astringent and rational,
and quite detached and judgmental.

While Lucifer is sly, Ahriman is clever,
and they both hate the Mother,
but for different reasons.
In a face to face battle,
Ahriman will always outwit Lucifer,
and yet Lucifer will sometimes win
with sheer force of ill intent and 'dirty tricks'.

"To reclaim your own spirit essence,
first align your spirit here with me
in the center of the spectrum.
Here you can recognize both
the good qualities as well as the problems
with both ends of the spectrum.
This is the place where you can reclaim your denials,
and from which you'll successfully relate
with your Desire/Mother essence.

"This is the place
where the loving Light of Spirit connects
with New Heart, Real Heart.
These lessons and the channeling class lesson on channeling 'the Folks'
[old version: These lessons and the channeling class ]
will be helpful in finding your alignment.
Also, the simple intention to find the source of loving Light inside you,
[old version: Also, the simple intention to do so ]
will help bring you here quickly.

"Once you're in alignment with me,
simply admit that just like me,
it was in fact you who did those awful things,
whatever they were.

Realize that as the perpetrator you had been doing them
[old version: Realize that you had been doing them]
unconsciously, in denial,
and exercise the Sacred Act of Choice.
[link to "reality>the lessone one discussion talks about the sacred act of choice]
Choose to be aware of the behaviors,
thoughts and attitudes as your own,
and take responsibility for them.
Immediately release the judgments against yourself
for having done these things,
and then simply stop doing them
~~~ as best you can.

"The third step is
to integrate the previously denied essence
with the rest of yourself.
Welcome it back home.
You could use the 'parable of the prodigal son'
as an example of the kind of attitude that is helpful here.
Find a place in yourself for the newly recovered essence
where its positive qualities are wanted and needed,
and its negative qualities are neither condemned nor rewarded.

"The undesired qualities will soon fall away
in the light of your loving awareness,
the release of your judgments,
and your Sacred Act of Choice

"Soon you will be left with only
the benefits of your returned essence.
The difficulties it was causing out there in denial
were due almost entirely to the attitude it formed
when you rejected it and pushed it out of yourself.
Locked out of wholeness, love and acceptance,
it was left with only hate and denial for its expression ~
and thus became a natural ally of the asuras.

"The asuras have been gaining access to us
through the gaps caused by our denials,
through the split or crack
that is created when we separate from part of ourselves.
Examples of asuras in humans include
the psychopathic killer energy
that flashes out of one person to attack another,
sometimes without the awareness of either.
Even when looking for it,
often all that can be seen
is a momentary flash in the eye of the sender,
and a sudden bad feeling in the receiver.

"Other examples are the demons who take possession
of those experiencing blaming rage,
hatred, jealousy or the need for revenge.


"Loss of connection with the self
due to traumatic shock,
or addictions and other forms of attachment,
is often a cause of the split or crack
that opens a person to asuric possession.

"Asuric energy is the energy of hate and denial.
It carries the message,
'You have disturbed me, and now I must kill you.'
It feels hot and sharp, and it slashes like a razor.
It's very powerful, mean and vengeful,
it wants only to kill and destroy.
It is the energy of hate, jealousy and revenge.

'You have hurt me, and now I must hurt you back,'
is the logic of demons.
This energy no longer has any place in my Creation.
It can not be redeemed, it wants its own death,
and it doesn't want anyone to try to convince it otherwise.
As we separate it from everything else,
it will go to its right place.
All other essence can and must be redeemed.

"Knowing the difference
between denied Spirit essence and asuric energy
is important
when doing the work of spirit redemption,
and particularly with their friend, Ahriman.
If a fragment wants anything other than death for itself,
it probably has some non-asuric essence
that will need to be redeemed.
When the asura that's attached to the essence denies this,
tell it to leave here and go to its right place.

"I'll take over escorting it to a place outside of Creatio

where,
unlike Grandfather's place in the Void,
it will never again be disturbed.
The asuras' right place is where they permanently cease existence
and finally realize their goal of oblivion.

"As you have probably gathered,
spirit redemption is advanced healing work.
It needs to be done from a position of
resourcefulness, strength and balance,
and it's best if you have others to support you.

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"Too often in the human level of this work
natural allies have become enemies,
because they lost track of the fact
that they're here working together
to help heal themselves and Creation.
Too often they've taken the triggering of each other seriously,
and forgotten that the true cause of their immediate pain
is not their friend
who has triggered them in present time,
but something from long ago,
and until now hidden deep within themselves.

"I'll finish this part of the lesson with some advice.

"At this time in our healing,
please don't purposely trigger each other.
It is not loving to 'heal' someone
by pushing them past their comfort zone,
unless they have specifically asked you to do so.
This would be like the misguided parent
who throws their child in the water
so she will learn to swim.

"When you respond to a trigger,
look for new ways of expressing yourself
that stop the old pattern of reenacting previous trauma,
both personal and universal.
Choose to be creative and truly loving without guilt in all of your responses,
[old version: Choose to be creative and loving in all of your responses, ]
while honoring the Mother within you.

"Also, look for the goodness
and the opportunity to heal
in all situations.
Do judgment release whenever you feel stuck,
even if you're not sure it's needed.
It can't hurt.
Love one another, for my sake.
And please give everyone, including yourself, a break.
Healing at these levels is hard work.
It's important to rest,
and it's okay if you take a little while longer at it."

Next: Part Five: Spirit and Superiority
Lesson Three Discussion

Return to
Part Three: Death
Part Two: The Asuras
Part One: Ahriman
Lesson Two, Spirit Polarity
Lesson ONe: Quest for the Mother
Healing Class Lessons One & Two Discussion