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"...
eternally safe to be and to play..."
"Manifestation is
meant to be a playground
where being and doing are fun..."
From Interview with 'the Folks', Part Two
"In the
Mother's paradigm of free will for all beings,
parentalness [see
pp12: "The Goal-to Become Parental and Whole"] is
no longer necessary.
In the realization of the Mother's dream,
Heart is king and queen,
and eternally safe to be and to play~~~
without fear of reversal.
Parentalness is necessary only now,
while there is still so much to heal."
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In my hot sulphor-pond at the Dead Sea May 2005 with Diana |
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Folks, thank you.
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[for instance: I feel the pressure of "too many things in my life", not only things to do, even things I thoroughly enjoy, but too many material things, for instance, clothes that are given to me. Or even the CDs with music, that Diana offered to me. I experience this pressure as something "negative", i.e. as something I don't want. Being aware of what I don't want, accepting the feeling, breathing and moving the feeling, brings up the understanding - in this case .... - that I can get rid of some [not all] specific exterior causes of my pressure. "Pressure" then is "the expression of the denial of desire!" But what IS the desire underneath! Is it only to be pressure-free, i.e. painfree? How does the desire to be free of pain relate to desires that manifest something? I don't get it....Please help!] |
The Original Denial of Desire
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"Before anything
happened in manifestation,
the Mother was a unified field of indrawing, pulsating magnetic essence.
She didn't 'know' anything about herself,
because she had only sentient
awareness.
But she could feel herself,
and she enjoyed her pulsating
because she sensed it as desire to draw something to her,
even though she didn't know exactly what it would be.
Without the presence of consciousness,
she instinctively sensed that whatever it was,
it would in some way
complete her and satisfy her desire.
"Suddenly, she
felt something coming toward her,
and with rising joy she opened to receive it.
Her joy quickly turned to pain
when instead of her desire being fulfilled as she'd expected,
she received a terrible blow of denial energy
that hurt her deeply.
Stunned and in shock, she closed herself~~~
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"From one unified
field of pulsating, enticing cosmic desire
opening to receive its completion and fulfillment,
the Will of Creation became split into three fundamental fragments.
The singular, core desire is the desire for loving union.
Three fragments of the previously unified magnetic desire essence
resulted from the repeated attacks of denial energy~~~
the desire for the freedom to have and do what she wants and not what
she doesn't,
the desire for the peace of security from attack,
and her primary desire, the desire for loving union with Light.
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"Yes, the core
of all desire
is the Mother's desire for ecstatic union with loving Light.
The fulfillment of this desire without denial begets New Heart~~~
and loving manifestations.
The ongoing opening of this desire
and the willing fulfillment of it
with the unconditional acceptance of loving Light
brings the end of suffering,
the wholeness of Will and therefore being,
and the realization of the Mother's dream.
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SONG Jeder Stern im Universum, Meiner Seele stetes Sehnen, Euch Geschoepfen und Euch Schoepfern, |
I
can't help hinting at the general exterior situation |
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May14, 2005, with Diana and Yisrael:
A day of play in the Dead Sea and in my hot Sulphur Spring
and along the little rivulet I take great pain to maintain,
whenever I hitchhike there on Shabbat, to give energy to my
vision
2010_12_11-The vision may have manifested in
another dimension,
and this pond and rivulet no longer exist, since the Sea water level has
sunk 5 meters since then.
But people created a new water basin further down, and the water flows
from it without maintenance
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Healing Desire
Okay Folks, thank
you.
How do you suggest we work with desire by way of healing?
"Every imprint
has denied desire at its core.
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The healing begins
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[The "imprint" I experience about
every five minutes So what IS my desire for
myself, |
"As you
feel into your desire,
drop down to its deepest layer~~~
the desire to be loved.
Your Spirit essence is now loving your Will's deepest desire,
and in doing so the desire becomes activated.
Activated desire is the most powerful drawing force in Creation.
It brings you what you want.
This is the root cause of manifestation~~~
desire activated by loving Light manifests what is desired.
The key is
in fully feeling and loving your desire just as it is in the moment, unfulfilled."
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Finding
the Will to heal is the first priority in desire fulfillment.
"When the Mother's
core desires are activated with loving acceptance,
healing happens.
When the Mother's essence is whole in you,
parentalness is no longer needed.
All the nonparental desires can then find their loving fulfillment.
Manifestation is meant to be a playground
where being and doing are fun,
not like it is now for most humans~~~
a prison where it's believed forced labor is required for survival.
The fulfillment of all desire,
both parental and nonparental
is the foundation of the Mother's core parental desire,
the realization
of her dream."
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The shore-line beneath my cave after sunset [as it was in 2005. Now in December 2010 it is not the same]
