Paula's Ring Muscle Training taught me, what I later learnt from Godchannel.com that
My BODY
is the Master Healer!

Paula: "Our eyes open and close - - - to see.s Life begins with the first opening and closing of the mouth - with the first cry. Life ends with the last breath. The mouth opens - and does not close again. Life is based on an unbroken chain of openings and closings, contracting and relaxing; The ring muscles are ultimately responsible for putting all the other muscles and all the organs of the body to work. Look at a suckling infant. With every suckling action: * The mouth contracts *The eyelids contract *The hands contract into fists *The feet contract *The digestive tract works *The anus contracts *The urinary tract contracts ... this slight movement goes through the entire body and all the limbs and organs open. " The infant Immanuel, my "illegitimate" son, suckles from the breast of his student mother. Heidelberg, February 1963

Paula: "It is possible to strengthen a weak sphincter muscle by activating a stronger one. ... most people are able to activate the SMs that control the eyelids... STRONG CONTRACTION OF THE EYELIDS is a reflexive reaction to pain. ...if you stub your toe or catch your finger in a door, you will actually feel your eyelids contract strongly, and with them your entire body, if all the ring muscles are working normally. ...In contrast with sudden pain, a sudden shock makes the mouth gape and the eyes open wide. Contracting the eyelids... makes the ring muscles contract and go back to normal functioning.. ... It can help a rigid spine to move and recover its flexibility. It also leaves behind a pleasant feeling of release. If you have ever had the feeling that your body is a single, whole entity, this exercise should confirm that feeling. "...lie on your back with your knees drawn up to your chest and your fingers interlaced, clasping your knees. Squeeze your eyes shut ... as though reacting to some extremely bright light. The area around your eyes should scrunch up, and the feeling around your mouth and nose may be affected as well. Hold this position for as long as you can, then relax. When you feel you can, contract your eyelids again. Repeat... until the muscles "tell" you to stop. Do not open your eyes during the exercise, even when you relax your eyelids. After you've repeated the exercise several times, "This exercise is a point of departure for normalizing the entire body. The motion is delicate and continuous, like the eyelid movement that occurs during sleep. ... at bedtime... easier to fall asleep. ...but if you do it for 30 minutes ... it will arouse your whole system into action. .. increased energy and a feeling of well-being, ... asthma, sinusitis, insomnia, urinary incontinence, prolapse, hyperactivity, backaches ... relief or even total healing..."

p a l m s to fingers GOD'S BODY TALKS: "The first step in relating with Body is to be able to perceive me. For instance, right now ... I'm moving my eyes to scan these lines of type as you read. Can you feel Body doing this? How does it feel? "Thank you for stopping and paying attention to something you may not have noticed in a while ~ B O D Y ... the one of us [Deity] who is closest to you. In fact, your constant companion and best friend ~ "What else do you notice about me? Can you sense the pull of gravity that draws me into the seat or whatever is supporting us? Is there any discomfort, any place where you feel Body may want to move or change position? If so, thank you for helping me. Thank you for noticing Body and allowing me to adjust myself for more comfort. "... By becoming consciously aware of even a slight ... discomfort, and giving that part of Body ... the loving light of your conscious awareness, ... you have helped the God of Love become present with something needing healing in your Body ... [See also my pages of "BODY is GOD"]

Christian&Jewish - Israeli&German      2003_05_31 "Is there a meaning to suffering?" 2003_06_05 1982 Biographic Testimony to the message in my research 2003_06_06 Much is hidden in the "Azmeeyeh" fragment of a novel, 1980     The Torah on my Titorah Hill "Torah" in Hebrew, "Weisung" in German, is "what shows the way"  My hill, my path, my trees  :  2002_11_10  My Figtrees and first encounter with ancient Modi'in                   My hill, my path, my trees :   2002_10_31  My Christ-thorn Tree and ancient Modi'in My hill, my path, my trees: 2002_11_02  Tracing my path in present & past                                   BROTHER/ SISTERHOOD     2003_01_07                                   GRAND MOTHER HOOD T and my Titorah Hill 2003_05_15   T  2003_05_31 The Quartet 2003_06_19 Arnon  2003_05_07 Yael 2003_05_13 Rotem 2003_07_02 Jonathan 2003_06_20 Itamar 2008_02_24       My Ordeal     2003_06_27             lekh-lekhâ - go-to-yourself                2003_02_07 2003_05_06 INTEGRATION

2009_07_07: Please look first at the overview of all links, before you choose to enter the first page of the two books!

My PH.D.-Thesis, 1966-1982, delivered in Hebrew to the Jerusalem University 1972 Original Theme,1966 : The Concept of VICARIOUS SUFFERING as an ANSWER to INNOCENT SUFFERING (i.e. my coping with the holocaust). Officially accepted Hebrew Title, 1972: "The  PERCEPTION    of    SUFFERING    and    SOLIDARITY    with the    SUFFERERS in the Thought of the Jewish Sages from the time of the second Commonwealth till the End of the Talmudic Era" (i.e. in Bible, Apocryphes, Qumran, New Testament, Talmud, Midrash) Title of the German BOOK 1978    (Rachel Rosenzweig) Solidaritaet mit den Leidenden im Judentum "SOLIDARITY WITH THE SUFFERERS IN JUDAISM" Title of the Hebrew BOOK 1982 (Rachel Bat-Adam) "kol yisrael 'arevim zeh la-zeh" "ALL ISRAEL ARE GUARANTORS FOR EACH OTHER"

Biographical Background to Thesis and Books in English      2003_06_05 Intro 2002 and Diary to the conversion of the Books to Web Pages     2003_06_03 English Summary English Digests of Chapters Contents and Links to all chapters also in English The Cross, my old belief in struggling The Etrog rejoicing in fulfillment The German&Hebrew Book: Original Entry Pages The German&Hebrew Book: Original Introductions German&Hebrew summaries of the Chapters   For the German Reader , Preface , Saying Thanks and Summary   The Books scanned-marked-bundled  completed: 2003_06_05   Bundle1 starts with my present English translation of the Hebrew entry: the gist of the Books in a nutshell. Bundle 6 includes a new heart-wrenching sculpture in English about what I see as the HOlOCAUST of BETAR, in the year 133 A.D.!!! Bundle 13 includes Franz Rosenzweig's understanding of     "Y H W H"   , and my connection to the work of my father-in-law. Bundle 16 includes that each individual is a hologram and has to say: "The world was created for MY Sake", and therefore :             "If I am  here everyone is here", and "whoever keeps one soul alive, keeps a full world alive"! Bundle 1 / g10-15 / h28-34 Bundle 2 / g15-19 / h34-38 Bundle 3 / g20-27 / h39-47 Bundle 4 / g27-30 / h47-49 Bundle 5 / g30-35 / h50-55 Bundle 6 / g35-47 / h55-66 Bundle 7 / g47-53 / h67-72 Bundle  8  / g 53-  56  / h 72- 75 Bundle  9  / g 59 -  65 / h 78- 84 Bundle 10 / g 65- 68  / h 84- 87 Bundle 11 / g 69- 77  / h 87- 95 Bundle 12 / g 77- 83 / h 95-101 Bundle 13 / g85- 96 / h105-116 Bundle 14/g100-110 /h117-127 Bundle15 /g111-120 / h128-138 Bundle 16/g121-130 / h139-147 Bundle 17/g130-138 / h147-154 Bundle 18/g138-148 / h154-163 Bundle 19/g148-153 / h163-168 Bundle 20/g155-166 / h171-182 Bundle 21/g166-176 / h182-191 Bundle 22 /g176-187 / h191-201 Bundle 23 /g189-200 / h203-215 Bundle 24 /g201-210 / h215-225 Bundle 25 /g210-222 / h225-237 Bundle 26 /g226-233 / h240-247 Bundle 27 /g233-245 / h247-259 Bundle 28 /g248-262 / h261-274  Synopsis of the History from 1570 B.C. - 525 A.D. SYNOPSIS of NAMES and ISSUES  - HeArt-work, dedicated to my pupil-peer-partner Meirav Meidan, 2003_06_02 ABBREVIATIONS of 132 ancient SOURCES and of 132 ancient and modern STUDIES   Is Moses really partner&peer-less? 1982 Biographic Testimony to the message in my research 2003_06_10

Caring for my three children in the present, while attempting to also prepare for them      a livable future    1969 -1979

 

 

 

Pain about Israel and Ismael (Palestine) Israel's Soul-Search, Tish'a be-Av 5763/2003 The Partnership Concept and its Evolution Attempt of an Overview 1974-1980 Teaching Partnership: Febr. 1975 Soldiers in Sinai - Febr. 1980 Jews and Arabs in USA Turning Enemies/Adversaries into Partners: Policy, Strategy, Tactics Bir'am - The Partnership Model Neve-Shalom The Partnership Song Mobile Partnership Workshops Nabatean Reincarnation? President Sadaat lands on Israel's Airport Jewish-Palestinian Initiative 1974 & 1980 " Azmeeyeh", fragment of a novel, 1980 According to the first book of the Bible, Abraham had two sons, Ismael and Isaak, the first one from the Egyptian slave Hagar, the second from his 90 year old wife Sarah. What Isaak is for Jews, Ismael is for Arabs. Now there is Abraham's mysterious quest: "O that Yishmael might live before thee!" "I hear you", says God, "God hears" is the meaning of "yishma-el" When I edited an anthology of interpretations from the working papers to the translation of the Bible by Martin Buber & Franz Rosenzweig, I loved Rosenzweig's comment to this quest: "For me this sentence weighs as much as the whole of the Torah." I am not only his biological daughter-in-law! "Partnership- Mushaaraka- Shutafut" Each one is whole, each one is unique, and where they interlace, intertwine, a new plant grows. Negev 1961: my photo of a Bedouin girl Modi'in 2003: Mugrabi, Ibrahim and Yael. 2002_11_11: Kibbutz Metzer, in good relationship with their Arab neighbors on both sides of the 1967 border, had recently asked the authorities to not let the "Separation-Wall" pass between them and the Arabs, whose livelihood depends on Israel. Close to midnight a Palestinian infiltrated. Two lovers walked on the path - one was shot dead. The Kibbutz Secretary rushed to help and was shot dead. Then the murderer entered a house and shot dead the mother (34) and her two sleeping sons (4 & 5). The murderer escaped. From the fragment of a novel which I wrote in1980 and could not complete: "I eagerly agreed, being spared the onus of initiating the conversation. But then I didn't know, why the simple lines - lacking even more in poetry because of the stammered translation - struck me like a lightening; "Nein, nein mein Gott, wir wolln noch leben, du darfst nicht lichten unsre Reihn, wir wolln nach besserm Morgen streben, da wird ja soviel Arbeit sein." "NO, no , my God! We want to live! you must not dilute our ranks! For a better morning we strive! there will be so much work to do." It was the last of four verses, dotted down by Eva Pikova in 1943, before she was sent to the gas-chamber and her body thrown into a grave of tens of thousands, dead at least, and not alive like the bodies of little children, who, squeezed between the legs of the adults, could not inhale enough gas to die completely. Eva was twelve years old, when this was done to her... The young-old man in his bed said nothing, while I, Azmeeyeh, was sitting there in the ward of a German hospital with a Jewish patient, my head bent low and my eyes finally giving way to the flow of grace, --- tears. I could see her vividly, little Eva, stretching out her hand over time and space and the abyss of murder and rape and unfathomable horrors, man-made. She stretched them out to little Azmeeyeh, who was standing on top of the marble quarrries of Dir-Yasseen, into which the corpses of her mother and sisters and brothers had been thrown. The dark semitic girl lifted her tearful eyes to the other semitic girl, the bright-coloured, smiling one, and I heard her asking: "You mean - - - it's my turn now, to take up all that work that needs to be done? The work, that you couldn't do? " Her pale lips did not anwer, but the serenity in her face deepened. The vision was gone. I pressed the hands of the sick survivor and left the ward without a word."

 

 

 

In Abraham's Bus-Steps 1985-2001, My mobile life and my dreams. An Overview      2002_10_04 A Succah Intro: Succah in the Desert, Vision and Model     2003_03_02 A Succah Glossary     2003_03_15 A Succah Timeline1988-2003    2003_04_29 Succah Diary Fragment 1992-93       First Fragment : 2002_07_24; 2006_11_24-26       Second Fragment : 2002_08_12;2006_11_24-26       Third Fragment : 2003_02_08; 2006_11_24-26       Fourth Fragment : 2002_10_26; 2006_11_24-26       Fifth Fragment:  2002_12_07; 2006_11_24-26       Sixth Fragment:  2002_12_07; 2006_11_24-26       Seventh Fragment    2002_12_07; 2006_11_24-26 Fight for a tree & Flight to Egypt 1995   2003_05_26     The Succah's 9 stages 1985-2002 [Most of them not completed]      1.Stage: 1983-88 : Becoming Prepared, see also In Abraham's Bus-Steps       2.Stage: Nov. 1988 - Nov.1990 : Conception and Pregnancy                 2002_11_03       3.Stage: Nov. 1989 - Pesach 1990 : Birth of the Succayah as a scientific model of an SPS business          2003_02_14       4.Stage: Pesach 1990-February 1994 : Arrival of Paying Guests and Consolidation of Concepts       5.Stage: Febr. 1994 - Succot 1994 : Expansion of Responsibility and Experiment with optimal target guests 2003_05_25       6.Stage; Succot 1994-Pesach 1996 : The Succah's "Coming-of-Age"                                                                                          7.Stage: Pesach 1996 - August 1998 : Fragile Independence      2002_10_14       8.Stage: August 1998- August 2001 : Forced partnership of Four      2002_10_25       9. Stage September 2001-July 2002 : Conflict between Partners and Parting-in-Peace Succah Documents     The 1995 proposal "Water in the Desert"               as a living gravestone for the Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin,              murdered by a Jew, because Israel's Prime Minister wanted to bring peace to Israel          1993-94 Guide to the Rukhaara, the Spirit -Shit-House or Succah Toilet      2002_10_15      Last Document, Pesach 1996, Addressing the Hosts      2002_11_04      Repealed:  The 1994 Memorandum concerning the Company for the Realization of Desert Economy   2003_03_02      Repealed:  The 1996 Testament my "bequeathal" of "Succah in the Desert" to Gadi&Efrat Lybrook 2002_11_04-2003_02_20     Our Desert Peace Process 2002                         First Page / Second Page / Third page / Fourth Page / Fifth Page   / Sixth Page   / Last Page   2003_03_21               Hebrew e-mail Documentation       2003_02_27               "SARAH" The new "Sarah" Succah as a symbol for the change in the Succah Concept      2002_10_13 ;               "DAWN over the Succah"      2003_02_14               "THE ROAD " from Desert Succah to Desert Town   2003_02_28 ;   ALT-NEU-LAND 2003    (1) ALT-NEU-LAND 2003 my old vision: The Midbaryah: An socio-economic infrastructure based on 12 Succah-like hosting enterprises and a Midbaron, an SPS oriented desert hamlet last update of first page: 2003_02_20 last update of 2nd page: 2003_02_23 (2)ALT-NEU-LAND 2003 - Gadi's and Efrat's vision "The first Midbaryah does already exist: Mitzpe-Ramon and its surroundings!" last update: 2003_03_02 (3) ALT-NEU-LAND 2003 my new vision The Pyramidion or Ohalah or Rihlah - Mobile hosting enterprises, based on pyramidal tents for guests and hosts, around permanent service settlements. last update: 2003_03_02 Nabataean Reincarnation?  Desert Economy Vision - the common challenge for Israel&Ismael   2003_02_08 On July 15, 2006 I completed my "NEBO-LET-GO" from my desire to manifest my DESERT-VISION

This was my last brochure of Succah in the Desert prepared in English, German, French and Hebrew, Designer/editor was again my son Immanuel Rosenzweig. The voices are from a recording with Philipe Gerard, which I have been cherishing ever since the seventies. The author, Antoine de Saint Exupery, flew off in a plane, the pilot (Philipe) died from cancer in 1959 at the age of 37, and thus died the little prince (Georges Poujouly) in 2000. But the waters from their wells keep quenching my thirst.

"Carefree oasis, tent not-to roam, {the habitation in the garden} its stakes for ever-and-ever and its cords not-to be-cut-off" Paradoxical Biblical Prophecy: Isaiah 33,20 Mobile Hosting Enterprises A Space for TrainingFeeling "The PYRAMIDION"   arabic: "The RIHLAH" hebrew "The OHALAH" Beginnings in the Evolution of a Desert Tent Civilization

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DESERT WATER VISION Water symbolizes God's WILL, i.e. Emotions/Feelings/Desires Water in the Wilderness - A Sign of Redemption Water in my pre-desert and post-desert Life (1) Water in the Wilderness (2)    Experiences on the NEGEV HEIGHTS 1989-96 The 1995 proposal "Water in the Desert" as a living gravestone for the Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin, murdered by a Jew, because he wanted to bring peace to Israel Water in the Wilderness (3)      Along the Syrian-African Rift: RED SEA - SINAI 1996 Water in the Wilderness (4)     Along the Syrian-African Rift: RED SEA - EILAT/AQABA 1996-98 Water in the Wilderness(5)     Along the Syrian-African Rift: SALT SEA- DRAGOT WADI 1998-99 Water in the Wilderness(6)      Along the Syrian-African Rift: SALT SEA - EIN-GEDI 1999 Water in the Wilderness April 1999-April 2003 (7) Along the Syrian-African Rift: SALT SEA - between Israel&Ismael Time to move into the SALT SEA Rift ? With Jonathan on April 2003

At the edge of the Dead Sea sweet water sprang forth  I dug a pond to contain it and cradle in it people to heal.  But I was not whole enough, I attracted the destroyers.  With the sinking of the sea level the spring disappeared. My pond dried out, so why was I guided to learn Watsu?

RedSea/SaltSea-PartnerSHIP This "theme" implies all former "themes" In 1998 I hoped: Our FourNationTent would present a PartnerSHIP along and on the waters of the RedSea, PARTNERSHIP between Nation&Nation and between Wo/Man& Earth RedSea/SaltSea-PartnerSHIP Understandings: the geopolitical challenge of the Gulf of Eilat&Aqaba the physical technical challenge of Hosting-on-Water the failure and futility of my way to achieve my goals: my pattern of petitioning the Power&Money "Herods", my pattern of partnering potential peers and partners. my departure from partnership with exterior partners, stopping the partition between all my parts in myself, letting my ignored parts win me over as their partner. In 2003 I know: once all my own parts will be partners, people, nations, Wo/Man & Earth will be partners THE REDSEA AND SALTSEA PARTNER SHIP the geopolitical challenge of the Gulf of Eilat&Aqaba the physical technical challenge of Hosting-on-Water Places and Timeline The 'aniyah'-partner-SHIP The Pyramidal Tent: 4th generation R&D The FOUR NATION TENT The Functioning of the Jordanian Tent The RAFT: dovrat ha-shalom ba-yam ha-adom First Glimpse The pathetic Partneror p.P. 1 , p.P. 2 , p.P. 3 The pathetic Petitioner p.P. 1 , p.P. 2 , p.P. 3 , p.P. 4 , p.P. 5 Last Glimpse WATER IN THE DESERT Syrian-African Rift: RedSea The Gulf of Eilat and Aqaba

CEPTNCE, i.e. WHOLENESS.

About "Right Use of Will" Edition of the first Book interspersed with my views of the Earth, its Waters and Deserts and balanced by a sculpture of Paula Garbourg's Ring Muscle Training p. 85 The Mother's Eruption Michael on Right Use of Will My edition of a channeled critical view of RUOW "I   h o n o r a l l     t h e i r e xperiences"      2003_05_15 -In the beginning, from 2002_01_06, I inserted the dialogs in relevant puzzle pieces, like pp34, pp28, pp48b 2002_05_19 linked to pp37 2002_06_02 linked to pp5 2002_06_16 linked to pp25 2002  06  26 linked to MEEM 2002_07_04 linked to MEEM 2002_07_11 linked to MEEM 2000_08_08 linked to MEEM 2000_08_15 to pp6b, pp19b 2002_09_10 linked to MEEM 2002_09_25 linked to MEEM   2002_10_24 2002_11_19 2003_02_16   expanded on 2003_05_19 2003_04_04 2003_06_10 Continuation in Oct. 2004 in www.empower.co.il/ARARAT to "The Time of Fruition"

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When I started this website, I called myself "Maryam", which is the Arabic form of Mirjam, Mary, Marie, Maria.
"Maria" was my mother's name and given to me as my middle name: Eva Maria Christa.
I was called Christa, but when I became Jewish and "Rachel", I dropped not only the "Christa", but the whole name.
The family name "Guth" (=good) was exchanged for the name of my husband: Rosenzweig.
Since this name does not belong to the Israeli-Arab world, I wanted to exchange it for Bat-Adam already in 1976.
I did so after the divorce on April 6, 1981, and had now combined the most Jewish name Rachel with the universal meaning of "Daughter of Adam".
But in time I could no longer deny the fact, that I was born Christian and German.
In 1997, while living at the Red Sea in my mobile home and having a fictive address in Eilat, I went to change my name in my identity card and passport:
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam.
Feminists in Israel asked me, why I didn't choose Bat-Khavah [Eva], not knowing, that in fact I was baptized also on the name of Eva.
I referred them to the first of the two biblical Accounts of Creation. There the "adam" is created "male and female", as one.

After 9 months I felt, that anonymity was not appropriate any longer, but that I should keep this name in the "Puzzle Pieces".
Since then the "Appendices" have been expanding ever more.
In the Bible names are cues to personality and vocation.
I perceive myself as a biblical person a chaos and doesn't g2003_02_24
When I started this website, I called myself "Maryam", which is the Arabic form of Mirjam, Mary, Marie, Maria.
"Maria" was my mother's name and given to me as my middle name: Eva Maria Christa.
I was called Christa, but when I became Jewish and "Rachel", I dropped not only the "Christa", but the whole name.
The family name "Guth" (=good) was exchanged for the name of my husband: Rosenzweig.
Since this name does not belong to the Israeli-Arab world, I wanted to exchange it for Bat-Adam already in 1976.
I did so after the divorce on April 6, 1981, and had now combined the most Jewish name Rachel with the universal meaning of "Daughter of Adam".
But in time I could no longer deny the fact, that I was born Christian and German.
In 1997, while living at the Red Sea in my mobile home and having a fictive address in Eilat, I went to change my name in my identity card and passport:
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam.
Feminists in Israel asked me, why I didn't choose Bat-Khavah [Eva], not knowing, that in fact I was baptized also on the name of Eva.
I referred them to the first of the two biblical Accounts of Creation. There the "adam" is created "male and female", as one.

After 9 months I felt, that anonymity was not appropriate any longer, but that I should keep this name in the "Puzzle Pieces".
Since then the "Appendices" have been expanding ever more.
In the Bible names are cues to personality and vocation.
I perceive myself as a biblical person
2003_02_24
When I started this website, I called myself "Maryam", which is the Arabic form of Mirjam, Mary, Marie, Maria.
"Maria" was my mother's name and given to me as my middle name: Eva Maria Christa.
I was called Christa, but when I became Jewish and "Rachel", I dropped not only the "Christa", but the whole name.
The family name "Guth" (=good) was exchanged for the name of my husband: Rosenzweig.
Since this name does not belong to the Israeli-Arab world, I wanted to exchange it for Bat-Adam already in 1976.
I did so after the divorce on April 6, 1981, and had now combined the most Jewish name Rachel with the universal meaning of "Daughter of Adam".
But in time I could no longer deny the fact, that I was born Christian and German.
In 1997, while living at the Red Sea in my mobile home and having a fictive address in Eilat, I went to change my name in my identity card and passport:
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam.
Feminists in Israel asked me, why I didn't choose Bat-Khavah [Eva], not knowing, that in fact I was baptized also on the name of Eva.
I referred them to the first of the two biblical Accounts of Creation. There the "adam" is created "male and female", as one.

After 9 months I felt, that anonymity was not appropriate any longer, but that I should keep this name in the "Puzzle Pieces".
Since then the "Appendices" have been expanding ever more.
In the Bible names are cues to personality and vocation.
I perceive myself as a biblical person
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