The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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"AZ NIDBERU" - My new Midrash and song in 5 languages
about the prophecy of Malachi 3, 16
["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The Name]



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Self-acceptance

Earth
Daily
Click!


Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears

yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri        va-yasma'

Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht      und er hoert

Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre
il entends,        il ecoute

 

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2008
October 17

Tishrei 18
Succot-Week
Friday


60th day of
"having died to
righteousness"

First day of turning
"my greed to create
+ Cain's need la-têt"

into a GATE
Actions:  To the pool (2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Putting
veranda in order, no rain
Interactions:
none

grocery: milk, butter, yeast, grapes = 30 NIS
Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
on November 18
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION TODAY

Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may


I desire to full-fill the song of the "Camel's Tears" - the ultimate message for Bat-Adam.
I am deeply grate-full for how this movie reached me in an unusual way already 2 years ago,
and how I now was led to watch it on TV and to record the tune,
& how the lyrics to this tune became sculpted carefully, word by word. during the last 3 days.


Song of the Day and of every day

Hear the recording of the original song at the end of the page of Oct. 24
Hebrew- English lyrics
adapted to the Mongol song, recorded by my cellphone
at the end of "The Camel's Tears"
Since even after perhaps 100 rehearsals I'm unable to directly hit
the jump between "le-rappê" and "ha-bri'aah kulah",
I now accept this difficulty as symbolic for the realization of this task:
"to heal ~~~ the Creation all-of-it"!
the second time "le-rappê~~~ha-bri'aah kulah" becomes clearer,
but the third time -only "ha-bri'ah kulah" - 'kulah' is a bit out of tune..

bat-adam !
elohim at !
alaikh le-rappê
ha-bri'aah kulah !

Love!
all the right
that you have denied!

Love yourself!
then you'll love
everybody else.


Greed to create
Cain's need la-tet
turned into a "GATE":
blessings will be great!

Daughter-of-adam
God are you!
It's up to you to heal
the Creation all-of-it!

Love!
all the right
that you have denied!

Love yourself!
then you'll love
everybody else.

Greed to create ~
Cain's need to give ~
turned into a "GATE":
blessings will be great!

[see some modifications on October 19!]


On the background of this broken & glued earthy saucer, made in Lima/Chile,
found by Tomer in Israel's desert -near my only successful creation,
- at a crucial point of my life - 7 weeks before the year 2000,
I'll engrave the teachings which coalesced into the Camel's Tears' Song:
The one realistic, not mythical, story about humans in the Bible
- between Creation, Paradise, Choice and the Great Flood -

tells about Cain
= the created-one - and Hevel -"a waft of air, a nothing":
Cain didn't kill his brother because he wanted to get money, land, power...
Cain wanted to give from what he had created, but no one received it.
Also: If Hevel would have loved himself and been the master of his life,
he would not have become the victim of his brother, but a true brother!

In the latest interview with Deity, the channeling of 10 years is epitomized in~
"You can be responsible only when you decide to take responsibility.
And you can heal only what you take responsibility to heal.
Otherwise, the healing of these ancient imprints is left to someone else.


"....Your wholeness and your healing are yours for the having,
and you can have them when you take full and loving responsibility
for all of the evil and perpetration in Creation~~~
as well as for all of the goodness and beauty.
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"You have all of the parts of Deity within you,
and if you choose,
you may identify as any of these parts,
or as all of Deity combined~~~
the whole Universe and its Creators.

Of course you must first leave behind
the erroneous old beliefs from your conditioning
and the disempowering self-hatred they have engendered. "

Synchronicity

[addition on November 18, 10:54, when I set out "to complete" this page:
and had just re-read the "Intentions", it was time to take a break.
I used it in order to write a note to my landlords, that I would travel to my children today and come back on Friday, and that there was no need to water the garden.
I took the note together with two plates, on which they had brought food lately,
but when I climbed up the stairs behind my room to the entry of their house,
I stumbled and fell and one of the plates - of china -broke into 4 pieces.

The exterior reason was,
that Ofir had lately installed pretty tiles on the stairs, but finished only half of them.
Thus the hight from the lower tile-less stair to the finished stairs changed,
and though it wasn't dark as so often, when I bring back equipment,
my feet, which had gotten used to the former hight, "didn't make it".
I went back to my room, wrote a note of apology
and added it to the plastic plate, the 4 broken pieces and the former note.

When I finally sat in front of the computer again
and wanted to go on editing this page,
the first sentence I came across, was this:
"On the background of this broken & glued earthy saucer,
made in Lima/Chile..."


What does this mean?

 



 

During breakfast - when nothing interesting was to be found on my usual channels,
I clicked the educational Channel 23,

I saw a man walking through a crowded Tel-Aviv street,
informing a woman, who walked along with him,
about a book by some (French?) author,
who had written more than 100 thrillers.
"The author is not interested in discovering the murderer.
A girl, let's say, is found dead in the morning in the bed of a couple,
a man and a woman who lead a boring life.
The suspense is all around the person who feels blamed,
never mind if the person is guilty or not.
How the person changes because of his/ her feelings of being blamed,
is what is the special and new issue in the books of this author."

Another quote from that last "Interview with the Folks"
touches this overall human predicament
of feeling guilty, feeling blamed.
It's also my own plight of "needing to be righteous"....

"Now here is a vitally important point.

The new awareness of your deepest Self as perpetrator
can lead you to one of two places~~~
the 'courtroom' or the 'classroom.'
In the courtroom you will find guilt for yourself as the perpetrator,
and because that guilt is fundamentally untrue,
justice will be elusive.
This is because the courtroom is about
accusations, judgments, guilt, blame, and suffering.
In the classroom however, there is opportunity
to learn, evolve~~~ and heal.

"If you are fully identified in the feeling essence
you can move your body and sound the feeling to express it.
D a n c e   a n d   s o n g   w o r k   w e l l   t o g e t h e r
t o   e m b o d y   t h e   f e e l i n g
and bring it fully into manifestation.
The denial energy in the feeling will then spontaneously release
as the feeling's expression moves from tortured compression
to full-bodied joy and mirth.

   




My answer to a friend's letter,
in which she also nourished me with info about two singers,
one, Shuli Rand, whom I didn't like, and one, Victoria Hanna, whom I must study from now on.


 


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http://www.myspace.com/victoriahanna - includes a fantastic song,
a tune to the same verses, to which I created a song 22 years ago

 

Continuation of the wonderful togetherness on the Eve of Shabbat a week ago


The candles still burn on the forsaken dinner-table.
Tomer's plate will never be emptied - he eats when he wants and not when his father has prepared exactly WHAT he wants.
I've stopped letting this trigger me, though it's an example for wise Tomer's teaching:
"You don't dare to be a boundary for me!"



closeups to a photo taken from
a slightly different perspective


 
After playing the piano with Abba and after drumming while Abba played the piano, Mika now wants to dance:
"Please give me a dress!"
[I gloated a tiny bit, since I had said to Efrat before our Shabbat dinner:
"Don't you want to put a dress on her?"]





When Tomer forgets
----rebelling
and -- -- posing ,
and simply
delights
in the pleasure
of his little sister,
he is
HIMSELF...

 

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

"This I have to photograph", Efrat exclaimed:
It is a result of the Bne-Arazim education,
that Tomer is able and ready to wash the dishes!

When I later took some more pictures of the extraordinary scene,
she protested...


   



While Tomer washes the dishes
and Abba plays on the piano,
Micha performs a dance with her white towel..

 


Another moment of cuddling together, this time in the big leather chair.
The dummy stars for the last time! The next day she'll liberate herself!


 

 
 

While the grownups sing together and Mika draws in her corner,
Tomer sits at the dinner table and solves crossword puzzles,
asking us now and then to help him with guessing a word


   
 

 


And again Immanuel plays and sings,
is it a sad song as his face seems to express?

 

2008
October 17

Tishrei 18
Succot-Week
Friday


60th day of
"having died to
righteousness"

First day of turning
"my greed to create
+ Cain's need la-têt"

into a GATE
Actions:  To the pool (2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Putting
veranda in order, no rain
Interactions:
none

grocery: milk, butter, yeast, grapes = 30 NIS
Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
on November 18



Intro to k.i.s.s.-l o g + all dates ~ Library of 7 years ~ HOME ~ contact ~ SEARCH ( of Latin characters only!)                  my eldest granddaughter's video-gallery

whole&full-filled, never perfect&complete

Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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