The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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"AZ NIDBERU" - My new Midrash and song in 5 languages
about the prophecy of Malachi 3, 16
["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The Name]



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Self-acceptance

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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears

yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri        va-yasma'

Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht      und er hoert

Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre
il entends,        il ecoute

 

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2008
October 11

Tishrei 12

SHABBAT


Actions: 
Kisslog: creating 'altar'
editing Friday's photos
Internet: Tomer teaches
all day with the family
doing, experiencing
wonderful things,
Mika: no dummy!
Interactions:
with Efrat, Mika, Tomer,
Immanuel,
Mika: I succeeded,
I succeeded, I succeeded!


phoning with Amir (Bir'am)
Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
on November 5
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION TODAY

Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may

7:00
I desire to contribute to another "yom gaddush ve-qaddosh" [a day - brimful and holy]
in which I see "excitement & fulfillment", i.e. the main conditions for Heaven-on-Earth.
I desire that Tomer will share his plight of "I have talents but no challenges" with Abba & Efrat.
I desire to give to Tomer what he yearns for, but to express, even radiate my boundaries clearly.
I desire to continue being bathed in Mika's amazing warmth and communication.
I desire to breathe every moment of togetherness and not yearn for al-one-ness & kisslog creativity

Mika after Shabbat dinner goes to the piano:
"I want to play"
and after Abba joined her :
"and you play the drums!"



hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

8:30
My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks again and again to all the anatomy and physiology,
which allows me to sing and often feel true bliss,
even when I sing alone, and the more so,
when I can join others, especially my family, in singing.
How magnificent was it to sing with Mika "But I forever stay I ",
while she was sitting on top of some ladder-device on the playground!

I am grate-full for a wonderful and wondrous day!
The travel was easy - no crowds in bus and train and on stations -
and also because I was busying my mind with rehearsing 3 new songs:
"va-ani ashir"; "barekh aleinu aet hashanah ha-zot", "Dive like a sea-gull".
The meeting with Tomer was balanced, no overstepping of boundaries.
I could let go of my own - expressed - pain, that he only wants to teach me
but discards my own need for teaching him

5 min. of the laws of harmony,
so that you can develop your own music
& not repeat the pieces you once learnt
I am grate-full for Mika's initiative to play the piano and the drums,
which led to such an exhilarating togetherness of singing and dancing
and reminded the family to re-introduce this fullness into Shabbat Eves.


 

 


Two Shabbat morning hours with Mika in my room

 

After an extensive brunch - Tomer drags me to his music again

"All you are showing me here,
Tomer:
Does this only "interest" you,
or do you want to be a part of it?"


"I alreay have been a part of it!
I once would come
straight from school
to Shenkin street in Tel-Aviv
enter a squatting community
and sleep with them.
I go there to see my friends,
and I don't mind
if they are squatting
or living under a bench
I know how to guard myself
(lishmor al atzmi)
and I have my boundaries
(gvulot) "


About London squatter punks


1983 Islington Squatter Punk Documentary


The Exploited - Chaos is my life
No future no future
No future at all
No money no job
You've got fuck all

[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life

Another fucking restart
Is waiting for you
The future is fucked
More chaos for you

[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life

Don't let the bastards
Get to you
The future is chaos
And chaos is you

[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life

Chaos is my life [x4]

You can turn the other cheek - you can't just turn the other cheek
I explained to him, that this metaphor originates in a saying of Jesus,
on which the Christians base the "superiority" of Christian morale
over Jewish morale ("eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth").
I also keep explaining to him, that fighting the Nazis, Fashists etc.,
strengthents those against whom one fights - which is a physical law
but I agreed, that it also strengthens the fighters (see my lesson from Jonathan Jacobi or Jacoby)

[See my lyrics - as response to the two "cheek-songs" and as a basis for Tomer's song!]

NOFX - American Errorists (I Hate Hate Haters)

It’s ok, allow yourself a little hate
Hatred is not so bad when directed at injustice

You can turn the other cheek,
just don’t turn the other way

Enemy of the planet we finally have a common aim
a reason to forget about our differences
and stand as a united front

It’s up to us, we must expose,
Humiliate American errorists
We’ll start with one
The war has just begun

The war has just begun!

 

[See Wikipedia about NoFX]

[See Wikipedia about Oi Polloi]

Oi Polloi - Bash the Fashs

People have to defend themselves against the fascists,
they can't just turn the other cheek
Oi!
Nineteen nineties and the nazis are back
Family burnt out in an arson attack
Children lying in hospital dying of their burns
It's about time that everyone learns (to)

BASH - BASH THE FASH!

Germany in the thirties was the same
A life or death struggle - not some kind of game
Learn at least the basics of some martial art
Then you'll be ready when the aggro starts

B.N.P. scum marching on your street
They even get elected when they should get beat
Beat off the streets that belong to us
You won't stop them with chants and placards so just

First they came for the Jews
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a Jew
Then they came for the communists
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a communist
Next they came for the trade unionists
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a trade unionist
And then they came for me
And there was no one left to help me

Adolf Hitler himself said that the only way
the rise of the German nazi party could have been prevented was
if its enemies had recognised it for what it was
right at the start and had smashed it in its infancy with utmost force.
For once we would agree with him -
waving placards and chanting at fascists through megaphones
accomplishes absolutely nothing.
The only way to stop nazi scum like the B.N.P. is by physically confronting them and literally kicking them off our streets.

Nazi falls amidst a hall of fists and feet
Stomping out the rhythm of the cable street beat
With our boots on the scumbag's head
The only good nazi is one that's dead

A.F.A. girls and boys block the fash escape route
Now we've got them cornered and they're gonna eat boot
Trying to escape but they just can't manage
Our boots rain in wreaking terrible damage


 

Nourishment from Others and Finetuning into my Present

I wanted us to watch again that extra--ordinary song,
I saw God the other Day
which Tomer was taught by his former music teacher Yahel
(after he saw me so excited about the song, which Yahel had even translated into Hebrew,
Tomer wanted me and Yahel to talk on the phone - and so we did - on the Eve of Ashir-La-El's birth!]

-see "finetuning" on Sept. 26).

Luckily the lyrics do not appear on the Internet,
and luckily I was strong enough to demand, that we cooperate in retrieving the lyrics ourselves
- Tomer clicked to pause the video after every line, which then I typed,
and only one word we couldn't understand.
This action and interaction let us understand the message even deeper.
Late in the evening Tomer won over his father to listen to the song
and he was the one who decyphered the missing word in the strange expression : "how party w a s that day".
When Tomer saw abba, a guitar musician himself - so excited about the lyrics, the music, the playing of Victor Wooten and the clip,
he showed him a solo performance of Wooten on his bass guitar, which was exhilarating!

Victor Wooten
The video [with extremely suiting scenes!]
I saw God the other day

She looked like me, he looked like you,
now I'm going to tell you a story
and this one you can't repeat

I saw God the other day just walking down the street
He said I have something I want to tell you
Something I've been dying to say
You've been waiting for my return
the truth I never went away
I don't care if you believe me at all
I know who I saw and it was God
I said: hold on, just a minute how do I know it's really you
She gave me a simple answer,
you don't unless you do
Wait a minute , I don't quite understand all this
what do you want with me
you see I'm not the religious kind of person
He said, you don't have to be
I don't know if I'm the right person to talk to
You know if you are my ……..
I speak to everyone but not everyone chooses to listen
Well , tell me how to treat my enemies,
I mean, the people I despise
He said: the answer would be clear,
if you see me in their eyes.

Chorus:
I don't care if you believe me at all
I know who I saw and it was God.

I saw God the other day, she looked like you, he looked like me.
I don't care…

Now , I spoke to God that day,
and you spoke to him too,
and he told me that of all the miracles ever created the greatest one is you,
now that you told me all this, can you tell me, what am I supposed to do
and she said: you may think it's up to me, but it's really up to you!
Well now my eyes are open and I could clearly see
that all the things I paid for I could have gotten for free
Now I'm gonna to share with you, how party was that day,
and you might want to thinks this through
She said: If I only had one son, then tell me, who are you.


 



 

 

Finetuning to my Present

This day of One-ness symbolized in the date of 4 times the number 1,
2008 (=1) + 10 + 11
as if reminding me, that the one God whom I "know" has 4 aspects,
like my tetra-eder pyramid has 4 triangles,

was even more than yesterday - an exemplification of Heaven-on-Earth:
not at all simple and easy, but truly exciting and full-filling and healing for all of us:
I, Mika, Tomer, Efrat, Immanuel

 


An idyll in the woods
A little too late we set out for a little trip to the Ben Sheman forest

People not far away behind us are frying on fire,
and the smell is not really fitting, but even after much searching - too long for Efrat -
we couldn't find a lonely place
The sunset is seen just above our car and soon it's becoming dark..




 

 

The beginning of an evening with miracles


Two grandchildren in grandma's room
and then two children with their father

 
 
 
 

 

Two siblings with each other

 

 


Out of the blue - in this situation - Mika demanded:
"I now want you to cut my dummy into little pieces!"
She fetched the scissors and demonstrated,
that she was serious.
"I am no baby any longer, I am big now!"

From that moment on Mika is in ecstacy

 

 


She dances euphorically on the leather seat
and scares us with her bold and careless jumping

All the dummies are thrown into the garbage bin,
and when - the next morning - she
"just wanted to have a look at them",
her father said:
"I already threw them into the big bin outside".

Her mother was deeply impressed with Mika's determination:
"If my daughter can do that, I can quit smoking,
and I vow to do this soon."

   

 

 

 



Two songs by Nahum Heyman, which Immanuel played on the piano today:

[In July 1977 Nahum Hyman agreed to write a tune to the "Partnership-Hymn",
but since it fitted only the Hebrew lyrics, it was not chosen as the official tune!]

 

 

2008
October 11

Tishrei 12

SHABBAT


Actions: 
Kisslog: creating 'altar'
editing Friday's photos
Internet: Tomer teaches
all day with the family
doing, experiencing
wonderful things,
Mika: no dummy!
Interactions:
with Efrat, Mika, Tomer,
Immanuel,
Mika: I succeeded,
I succeeded, I succeeded!


phoning with Amir (Bir'am)
Parting from
my obsession
to complete

this page---
on November 5



Intro to k.i.s.s.-l o g + all dates ~ Library of 7 years ~ HOME ~ contact ~ SEARCH ( of Latin characters only!)                  my eldest granddaughter's video-gallery

whole&full-filled, never perfect&complete
Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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