I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
K.I.S.S. -
L O G 2
0 0 8
Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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"AZ
NIDBERU"
- My
new Midrash and song
in 5 languages
about the prophecy of Malachi
3, 16
["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The
Name]
Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
Actions:
To thepool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Interactions:
While
sweeping the newly accumulated stones from the slope next to
the Grave of Compassion,
Oliver passed me:
"Zwi
Wiener
broke his hip a month ago & I travel to Beer-sheva every
day to be with him the entire day during his rehabilitation!"
ph: Immanuel-Tomer-Succah next week
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:50 I desire Tomer to take his quantum-leap
by composing the song t
o d a y - if he hasn't done
it yet !
I desire my son to believe in Tomer & help him grasp this
chance of his 14th BD & Ben-Shemen
I desire Tomer to heed my belief: "it's
not a band that makes a song, but a song that makes a band!" I desire for Tomer to discover
his talent, his courage, and for me to succeed in empowering
him
Please! let my 10000 failures in empowering people & peoples
be balanced by Tomer's success!
I desire that my "empowering vibrations" will be FELT
by people in body & soul & in their lives.
hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today 7:56
My Body, my Partner,
my God After I saw a TV doc about
a cloned race-horse and had a dream, in which 5 "Mikas"
appeared,
so alike each other, that only I could discern that none was
the real Mika
I give thanks
to what theMishnah[Sanhedrin
4:5] stated more than 1900
years ago: "...when a human being strikes many
coins from one mould,
they all resemble one another,
but [God] fashioned every man in the stamp of the first man,
and yet not one of them resembles his fellow. In
puzzle piece 20 Everyone a Hologram, I quote from Godchannel's
Truth
& Reality Class IV
"...the fundamental structure of manifestation
is such
that each fragment can also be the whole.
Each point of presence... you for instance ~
contains, embodies and potentially expresses
the totality of All That Is."
" A modern metaphor for this is a holographic
plate.
If the plate is broken, each fragment of the plate
retains the whole image within it."
[to emphasize and elevate the uniqueness
of each "color of the one rainbow,
ray of the one sun, wave of the one ocean" ,
In this moment I added to the
overview of "My Book" in "My Life's Harvest"
: "Bundle
16 [of my scanned book] includes that each individual
is a hologram and has to say: "The world was created for
MY Sake",
and therefore :"If I am here
everyone is here",
and "whoever keeps one soul
alive, keeps a full world alive"!
The most interesting experience
for me is to see,
how my judgments for and against the participants change.
Yesterday Vanessa was sent home and I was glad.
Like others I judged her for her humiliating behavior
towards Itai, the oldtimer,
and her selling herself unabashedly to Yoni,
one of the 4 - displeasant, displeasing (judgment!)
- newcomers last week.
I was also glad, that the other 2 candidates, Shifra
and Tzabbar, could stay,
Not that I care much about Tzabbat,
but Ranin so much wanted these two to be with her,
after she "lost already two friends", Jenny
and Shai.
Of course, this weakling, Itai, should have refused,
when Vanessa "chose" him as sharing the private
suite,
putting up with him for tactical reasons, but then using
the "togetherness",
in order to do everything to hurt Itai's self-esteem.
Still, like everyone, I couldn't help judging Vanessa
,
though she "is real",
as people were quoted saying and also Efrat liked her
for that.
On the other hand: Yossi, whom I so much wanted to see
fired:
He came to the confession-room to share this touching
change in him: "I miss the woman
(his wife), we've always been together,
I miss the food of the woman,
I see a big change happening in me: tears.
It's only when there is a second tear,
that the first tear begins to run down the cheeks,
so far there was never a second tear in my eyes.
And now - look - a second tear is forming right now.."
All my former judgments were melting away,
and all future judgments will be balanced by this scene,
the words, the intonation, the gestures, the expressions
of Yossi's face!
Yossi - sitting on his bed and
dressing
when Arabic music waked them at 6:40
Obama sweeps to
victory as first black president
Barack Obama swept to victory as the nation's first black president
Tuesday night in an electoral college landslide that overcame
racial barriers as old as America itself. "Change has come,"
he told a jubilant hometown Chicago crowd estimated at nearly
a quarter-million people. The son of a black father from Kenya
and a white mother from Kansas, the Democratic senator from Illinois
sealed his historic triumph by defeating Republican Sen. John
McCain, a prisoner of war during Vietnam, a generation older than
his rival at 72, Obama's election capped a meteoric rise —
from mere state senator to president-elect in four years.
Obama catalogued the challenges ahead. "The
greatest of a lifetime," he
said, "two wars, a planet in
peril, the worst financial crisis in a century." He added:
"There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy
I make as president, and we know that government can't solve every
problem. But I will always be honest with you about the challenges
we face."
Obama sought
election as one of the youngest presidents, and one of the least
experienced in national political affairs.That wasn't what set
the Illinois senator apart, though — neither from his
rivals nor from the other men who had served as president since
the nation's founding more than two centuries ago.
A black man, he confronted a previously unbreakable barrier
as he campaigned on twin themes of change and hope in uncertain
times.
President-elect Barack Obama & his
wife Michelle
and Vice president-elect Joe Biden & his wife Jill
What I enjoy - are the two colors ....
It's the first time that this election touched
me: when I saw the
short BBC video with the black President-elect and his black audience:
"Sasha and Malia,
I love you both more than you can imagine,
and you have earned the new puppy
that's coming with us to the White House."
I read about The
Me to We movement ,
the very name is promising.
I want to give it this tiny spot of energy,
though it's not my preference, to learn about it now.
"A movement often begins when
people least expect it.
But in every generation, just when the world needs shaking up,
a seed is planted.
And from that seed, many come together to help it grow.
1960s: The civil rights
movement ushers in a new era of equality.
1980s: The anti-apartheid movement brings justice to the oppressed.
2008: The Me to We movement inspires daily actions that change
the world.
We live in an era of interconnection.
Every choice we make, every dollar we spend,
every action we take
profoundly affects our world.
And through simple steps
—a conversation,
a compassionate decision,
a change of our culture’s priorities—
we can meet our world’s many challenges together.
It all begins with a shift in thinking:
from Me to We.
History shows us that every
great social movement
began with one incontestable truth:
somebody did something.
Me to We helps everyone
answer the question:
what have you done to change the world today?"
Song on the Eve of the
Death-Day [2004] of my sister, Ursula
Kasper ,
and dedicated to her
[a Brazilian song in German translation -
both, its lyrics and tune, evolved by me...
See the original lyrics on Oct. 23]]
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
die Toene, den Klang hast du mir gegeben,
von Werden und Wachsen, von Himmel und Erde,
du Quelle des Lebens, dir sing ich mein Lied.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
den Rhythmus, den Schwung hast du mir gegeben,
im Spueren, im Fuehlen, im Schaffen, Erkennen,
liegt beides Erfuellung, Erregung zugleich.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
Die Tonart, den Takt hast du mir gegeben,
ich wandre, ich ruhe, ich bleibe, ich gehe,
Umarmung und Trennung im Lieben sind eins.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
Die Tiefen, die Hoehen hast du mir gegeben,
Ich steig mit der Welle, sink mit ihr zu Tale,
So stroemt dir mein Leben, so rauscht dir mein Lied..
Continuation
of my encounter with Oree and Narda on "Rakhaf"
Oree's car, in which he fetched me, is parking
in front of the "house", where his family spends a few days.
"At our time" in winter 2004 this was the cabin of Sa'ar
Carmieli.
I helped Oree to make the concrete floor in it,
against our understanding of what should be allowed in a desert dwelling.
...
The cabin has been churned around a lot, as Sa'ar, this bundle of
energy, likes to do,
sometimes it is justified, sometimes it seems to be nothing but a
caprice.
Though there is a toilet
(with scrapings, which has to be emptied now and then) Offer prefers to give his
urine to a plant, that grows under a net-shade. "It is dry, and needs water",
he explains.
Of course, the order and esthetics in most
of the dwellings on Rakhaf doesn't match my standard.
My skill in this field was much appreciated and put to use by Sa'ar,
even after I already lived at Arad,
Since my tent was still erected on "Rakhaf"
[I moved to Arad on Dec. 3, 2004, and removed the tent from Rakhaf
on March 13, 2005].
I was invited/ordered to come twice a week and apply beauty to what
were the hosting compounds at that time. "I never imagined that it would be so wonderful
to raise a child", said Narda,
now 40 years old.
"after Offer's sister will be born in January, I even plan a
third child!"
Oree and Sa'ar - two so different characters
- met, when they were 14. "I was a 'good boy', while Sa'ar was a troubled
boy" , told me Oree again, when
he drove me home yesterday,
who couldn't manage in his home-town Arad and therefore was sent to
my school in the north as a boarding pupil.
I am so happy, that the rift in 2004 has healed and that we can be friends
again, each with his own great dreams."
Narda greeted me: "what
a transformation! Now your beautiful hair can really be seen!"
I told about my hair-sculptress Efrat...
A wonderful couple - "we
are softening", said Oree, when
he drove me to Rakhaf, "therefore
things get easier"!
Offer - after
some time of pleasant masturbating (which
triggered me as usual...) fell asleep,
and soon his mother - in her 7th month of pregnancy - joined him. That was the time for me to part and Oree drove
me back - which gave us some time to talk, since in his wife's presence
he tends to keep too quiet.
Here was the square big tent (see below)
, which we erected in 2004
and where Narda organized a workshop in which I took part, - probably
my last workshop ever
See about Narda and Oree on my ARARAT website Rakhaf
1
See
in Ararat-Rakhaf (3) "In one of the three hosting
spaces of "Rakhaf" (not usable in winter)
Narda, then responsible on "Rakhaf", organized a "Women's
Circle" , in which I took part. 2004_09_10 "
As to more
images of my visit on Rakhaf - see on November
12
Actions:
To thepool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Interactions:
While
sweeping the newly accumulated stones from the slope next to
the Grave of Compassion,
Oliver passed me:
"Zwi
Wiener
broke his hip a month ago & I travel to Beer-sheva every
day to be with him the entire day during his rehabilitation!"
ph: Immanuel-Tomer-Succah next week
