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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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2008
November 06
Cheshvan
8
Death-day
2004
of my sister Ursula
Thursday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
10:38
I desire that Tomer will release his
fear & judgments the pupils will
hate me rightaway when
I join Ben-Shemen
I desire Tomer to take his quantum-leap by composing the
song towards his birthday on Nov.8
Please! let my 10000 failures in empowering people & peoples
be balanced by Tomer's success!
I desire that my "empowering vibrations" will be FELT
by people in body & soul & in their lives.
I desire my "angels" to organize the
weekend at "Succah
in the Desert" as a blessing for my family.
I desire that the Obama
couple will be a sign of hope by empowering people's o
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to your blood stream - 4 km per hour!!! -
and the way it supplies us with oxygen and nutrients and hormones
and removes waste.and for its involvement in maintaining homeostasis
by acting as a medium for transferring heat to the skin
and by acting as a buffer system for bodily pH
I am grate-full, that after 400 years of slavery,
and after 100 years when Obama should not even have existed,
so taboo was the pairing between a black man and a white woman,
and after 50 years, when such a pairing was still a crime,
now the offspring of such a pairing is considered beautiful
in body
and has become even the President-elect of the land of slavery.
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Finetuning
to my Present
First urge in the morning after having opened the computer [7:50]
and doing the technical tasks of preparing a new page,
was to re-read the message from "Deity" or "My
Higher Self" or whatever, heard "on the inside"
on October 26, 2008 .
At first I considered to insert it right on top of the "Introduction
to K.i.s.s.-Log", but then moved it to the bottom.
While searching for the link to the expression on
the inside, I came across the "method" of "hearing
on the inside"
as explained - on September 29, 2004 - following
the Evolution of "God" since
the setup of Godchannel.com
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i.e. at a time, when I used to open my solar powered, Internet-connected,
labtop - in my pyramidal tent on " Rakhaf"
Repetition
of the Communication with Deity on October
26
"You noticed, that the "turmoil" began
right after the festive season,
when you hoped for the return of "the peace and
quiet of routine"!
....showed you, that you must be ready for accelerated
change.
Do not suspect that the tiny "defects" in
your life (with
Body & with people)
result from still existing denials.
You may trust the degree of wholeness
which you have healed yourself into!"
Really? What if I'm kidding myself?
"You are not!
Seventy years of listening to yourself
- throughout all those painful detours,
reward and award you now with the knowing that you are
whole,
and that "difficulties" are due to the changes
in the universal frequencies."
I tremble! And if I delude
myself?
"We
- whom you embody as New Heart in Body
- ask you to let go!
To let go of being so preoccupied
with your personal evolution.
Accept that as an individual
you are neither righteous nor perfect.
Even your latest endeavor
- what you called the "Gate-Message"
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is something you can let go off now.
Do no longer focus on "getting it right".
Do no longer focus on Christa-Rachel
Maryam Bat-Adam.
You ARE a manifestation of New Heart now,
and as such you must concentrate
on anchoring wholeness
in the collective consciousness & feeling
on Earth."
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And how is this connected
to my troubled "sea" and my tiredness?
"Your "sea"
is troubled
as long as you are still stuck in personal "betterment".
If you in every moment, with every breath, know who
you are,
whom you em-body,
and what your task as New Heart is,
you might be "troubled",
but it will not trouble you that you are troubled.
You'll find it natural that the sea is rough at this
time.
You'll find it natural, that Body is not always in sync
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And you'll give SLEEP preference over any "activity"!
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I'm stupefied by this message!
Can you give me an image, a code, to which I can hold
on to?
"Find an image with
a heart which embraces your planet!"
On
Oct. 26, I found this image
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channeled on 2004_09_29
Channeling
Class Lesson Three:
Channeling 'the Folks'
"In the channeling on the
Interview with the Folks page,
We have asked you to connect with the two of Us inside
of yourself.
We are now asking the Channelers to describe
how they connect with Us and channel Our inner communication."
Channelers:
Channeling the Folks is very much like channeling
Spirit,
with this major exception:
We first make sure we have a solid connection with
the Mother,
her most parental, healed part.
We do this by imagining her as the Universal Feminine~~~
behind us and beneath us, ready to hold us.
Then we feel ourselves sinking back and into her,
and feeling her warm, supportive embrace.
We spend a minute or so feeling
into
and soaking up
the Mother's loving and nurturing feminine energy.
When we can feel her, we know we are present with
her.
Then we look for her Light.
The Light in and around the healed Mother is her spirit,
loving
Spirit.
This is the part of Spirit that wants to be with her,
on her terms.
His love is such that whatever
she desires, he wants too~~~ because it pleases her.
His greatest pleasure is in her pleasure.
He recognizes that she is his Will,
and he loves her for that~~~
but more importantly he knows himself to be her Spirit.
The two of them are thus in loving
union, him in alignment with her.
Spirit is complete and grounded in love,
and the Mother is free
to feel and express and move
in any way she desires,
without fear of judgment.
We understand that although this
is not yet the case
for most of the Mother's essence,
some of the more parental parts of her
are in the presence of loving Light
and healed in this way.
And this is what we understand to be the main body
of the Mother,
her most parental part.
Once we have a connection with
both the Mother and loving Spirit,
we say "Hello Folks,"
using the written channeling
practice.
It seems that Spirit is the 'voice' of the Folks,
as we hear it inside.
However, there is a subtle difference in tone,
and we can feel the Mother's presence
in the background of the information,
drawing Spirit toward her as if she's saying, "Spirit,
tell them this..."
If you have any difficulty with channeling
the Folks,
reread the earlier lessons & discussions in this
class, especially Lesson
Two.
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Finetuning
to my Present
I tremble all over following the phone
interaction with Avi
Dror (8:32 AM),
which I had to engage in because of Immanuel's
and Efrat's proposal,
that we, the Five, i.e. with Mika and Tomer, lodge at "Succah
in the Desert" next weekend, i.e. on November 14.
I left a message on one of the 3 numbers I still guarded on
my cellphone.
I haven't been in contact with Avi since July 15, 2006.
Then, when even he did not come to my "NeboLetGo"
event
[see
the sculptures "NeboLetGo" on K.i.s.s.-L o g 2008
from January 26 to July 15]
-i.e. the official, ceremonial parting
from the realization of my vision of
Peace-through-Desert-Hosting-Economy&Technology
in the
Tent of Appointment,
I was so hurt, that I decided to part
from Avi
and, if possible, to never come to "Succah
in the Desert" again.
When he called me now, I put on a cheerful air,
--- to be dampened soon enough....
He asked about how I was and I said in one short sentence:
"I'm very well, I still live at Arad,
but partly also at my childrens',
so as to be with Efrat and Mika, when my son is on flight,
which means I'm still wandering as I always did."
"Yes, there is nothing new under
the sun",
a quote from the Bible [Ecclesistes
1:9 and often!], which he would
soon reverse.
"And what about you? Health? The
Succah?"
"Health is fine. Succah in the Desert is a "Farm"
now ".
"A Farm?"
"Yes, that's the category of the Government: Family Farm".
[I
dealt extensively with this ugly phenomenon on August 8....]
I swallowed
And then , after having put my quest of lodging next weekend,
I asked:
"Have you rebuilt 'Yishmael', so
we could lodge there?"
"NO, I have not rebuilt it, nor will it ever be rebuilt!"
[It burnt down some years ago,
when careless guests had lit the stove in a way,
that a curtain caught fire]
I naively dared to ask: "Why?"
This very logical question made him defensive and than
aggressive.
"There is no need for that succah
there!"
[Originally "Yishmael" wasn't
meant to be a succah for guests,
but a cabin for hosts or for group activities of guests
see
Dawn on Shabbat morning over the Succah, following the full
moon night of 2002_08_24]
"You mean, 'there', i.e. no need
for a succah at that location."
"No need for a succah altogether.
Things have changed,
you always are stuck in YOUR time..."
Well, I swallowed this too.
Oh, how I wished I didn't have to go there.
But, if my children want it and Avi will find a place for us
on that weekend,
then I'll understand, that there is a purpose for this in my
and Avi's drama.
He'll call after 10 o'clock, when he'll be in the office at
Mitzpe-Ramon.
10:36
There will be space on all weekends from Nov. 21, but not on
Nov. 14,
("it's always like that after the
festivals: parents want to have some peace
and come to Succah in the Desert")
I called Immanuel and he said, that they'll
have to think what to do.
(Avi: "What does it matter
to them, that or a future weekend?"
I gave him only one reason:
"Because the schedules of Immanuel's flight are totally
irregular!") |
The Tent of Appointment in 2005- above:
the Ya'acov Succah
"Yishmael" in 2002
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My Sister Ursula Kasper, born October
9, 1939, died today four years ago
[see also the
2005 sculpture of images and texts in "Promise Body not to die!",
which I re-edited today!]
2009_11_06:
How "fortunate", that I made that journey to AUschwitz-BirkenAU
a year earlier,
because it gave me the chance to
see Ursel one last time.]
"Driving
Backward into the Future" = Healing&Harvesting
my Past
I should have told Narda, when we met
on "Rakhaf" on November 4, 2008:
"Do you remember how I came to your cabin- here on "Rakhaf"
-on the evening of November 6, 2004,
and how you immediately asked: "Has
something happened?" and I had difficulty to voice
it:
"My sister in Germany died this
morning in her sleep!"
Ursel, one year younger than I,
with her firstborn, Regina, 1965 |
1967 -here the similarity with
me & our mother is striking |
and Ursel with her growing family: 1965
- 1967 - 1974
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A jump to 2008:
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Ursel's image on my computer - next to the two candle-holders, a gift
from her many decades ago,
and the tray of straw - which I made for Ursel and Martin for their
engagement in 1962
Another item, which reminds me of Ursel daily:
A tin box, in which she once sent me the kind of Christmas-cookies,
she had learnt to bake from our mother.
Later I painted the box. I keep my daily bread in it, next to the
electrical utensils: stove, kettle, toaster-oven.
I know, Ursel would have greatly enjoyed
my present delight in my poor desert-garden:
My chrysanthemum
[as a little plant stolen from a park at Arad, in 2005]
- just now begins to blossom.
I waited half an hour after the first photo,
until the sun would shine on the most open flower!
[in front of it to the left a leaf is seen - of one
of those geranium plants which have a long, long history:
from Ramat-Hadar
1964 to Ramat-Gan
1980 , to the
grave of our mother in Jerusalem 1985, to
Modi'in
2001, to Arad
2004.
I went to the pool and passing by the "Grave
of Compassion".
wanted to pour the daily amount of water on a wild shrub next to it.
I've been doing this since my dead mother's birthday on September
9,
On that day I also explained,
how I came to call this the "Grave of Compassion".
waiting since then , that "something would happen".
It didn't - until today: some tiny purple blossoms had opened on the
watered shrub!
Wasn't it a sign for Ursel's blossoming wherever she is now?
I stood above "the grave" in her sandals which I took with
me after her death.
They still serve me well...
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Song of the Day
Listen again
to the new song, which I've dedicated to my sister Ursula
Kasper -
Music and Mountain-Climbing were here greatest
delights
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
die Toene, den Klang hast du mir gegeben,
von Werden und Wachsen, von Himmel und Erde,
du Quelle des Lebens, dir sing ich mein Lied.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
den Rhythmus, den Schwung hast du mir gegeben,
im Spueren, im Fuehlen, im Schaffen, Erkennen,
liegt beides Erfuellung, Erregung zugleich.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
Die Tonart, den Takt hast du mir gegeben,
ich wandre, ich ruhe, ich bleibe, ich gehe,
Umarmung und Trennung im Lieben sind eins.
Ich sing dir mein Lied, darin klingt mein Leben
Die Tiefen, die Hoehen hast du mir gegeben,
Ich steig mit der Welle, sink mit ihr zu Tale,
So stroemt dir mein Leben, so rauscht dir mein Lied..
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2008
November 06
Cheshvan
8
Death-day
2004
of my sister Ursula
Thursday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
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