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52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 29th day, August 2002
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Aahhh! How nice would it be to sense my beloved ones cuddle me ~~~ |
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rming
2013 |
1ter it's "alarmin
The FELT days 115, 116, 117, 116 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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5 y e a r s = 5 4 8 0 days
of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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December 22, 2013
I d i d bring
my camera with me, but was prepared to not take any photo,
the more so, as Immanuel's camera was used often, by himself and by others.
But when I saw my 3 children + son-in-love + youngest male grandchild - singing
in one row,
I ran for the camera, took a picture and Yael, with whom I was in intense
talk, took a few more.
Finally I saw the 4-fold song-album used which I made for Immanuel's 46th
birthday in 2009
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Mika: "I finally told Abba about the coincidence with the pigeon!" [Last time, when she was amidst a panic attack concerning death, we went down to train her rope-jumping, when she suddenly saw a dead pigeon on the ground] "It looked so peaceful", she now said, demonstrating - in the bathtub - the pigeon's lying on its back with stretched-out wings, "as if someone had taught it in school, how to die!- Later I also told it Imma, but she said just one sentence" (I forgot which). -"Why were you so afraid of telling it?" -"I feared she would fear that my panic attacks would now get worse!" -"The opposite was true, wasn't it? You did not have any attacks till then, right? " -"Right!" -"It's because you had the chance to really touch death!" -"yes, and because I could DO something with it!" She -then - after having touched the little corpse, not only suggested to bury it, but also found the right place to do so! After the birthday singing, Tomer carried Mika up to her room and bed and I went with them. I told Mika to quickly clean up the floor, before Imma would enter. While doing so, Tomer said: "Mika is the wisest and the prettiest girl in the world". I: "That's no big deal!" Tomer: "the most gifted?" "That's no big deal either". There Mika rose up from the floor and asked - shyly: "shae ani yoda't le-hitbatê? - That I know how to express myself?" |
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Rafael Rosenzweig , 1922-2001, was married to Ines Cohn from 1946-1963 and to Christa-Rachel Guth from 1964-1981
I n e s Dita &Gideon |
I n e s Joel &Tova Ran (&Shir)
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C h r i s t a - R a c h e l Immanuel& Ruth |
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h r i s t a - R a c h e l Sister Ronnit&Uri Jonathan 1991 |
C h r i s t a - R a c h e l
Arnon 1996
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Rosenzweig Family , perhaps 35 years ago 
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YAHEL
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sind keine Worte, die mir einen Felsen vor die Füße legen.
Eher das Gegenteil..es wird mir immer bewusster, dass Jahel
schon immer sein Name war und ist. Das Gefühl, das ich so stark
empfunden habe, als ich im 5ten Monat schwanger war und mir der Name
fast den Boden unter den Füßen entgleiten ließ und
sich in meinem Bauch ein unbeschreibliches Gefühl von Weite breit
machte, kam so deutlich wieder hoch, als ich deine Zeilen und Worte
las. Auch als ich dein Video angeschaut habe wurde mir ganz
anders zu mute..mir kamen sogar die Tränen. Ich war mir noch nie
so sicher mit meinem Gefühl, wie jetzt, mit seinem Namen. Mir kommt es eher so vor, als wäre im Moment die Kommunikation zwischen Martin und mir durch einen Felsen unterbrochen. Aber so langsam wird er kleiner und kleiner und der Himmel wieder blauer. Denn ich habe das Gefühl, dass nicht der Name das Problem ist, sondern etwas anderes Martin auf dem Herzen liegt. Wie Recht Mama hat! Oh ja, auch hat sie einiges von dem, was du geschrieben hast schon gesagt und ich fühle genau das selbe. Es ist doch bemerkenswert, wie drei Menschen auf der selben Spur sein können. Martin hat den Namen ohne h vorgezogen, da ich ihn ohne h geschrieben hatte und er es doch besser findet, wenn die Eltern den Namen geben und nicht jemand anderes.... Es hat sich jetzt soweit ergeben, dass wir schon mal die beiden Namen für unseren Sohn haben....nur ist jetzt die Frage in welcher Reihenfolge (Jahel Jaguarundi oder Jaguarundi Jahel). Mir wird immer bewusster, durch solche Kleinigkeiten, welche Kulturunterschiede da eigentlich aufeinander prallen. Aber wir sind auf dem Weg und in einem wieder entspannteren Umgang miteinander. |
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Dass
Eure Kulturen aufeinanderprallen, ist ja klar ,
und das wuerde sich loesen lassen, wenn Martin und Du lernen wuerdet, wie man Gefuehle ausdrueckt (physisch vibriert durch Atem, Ton, Bewegung) und sie sowohl heilt als evolviert als sich durch sie - zusammen mit dem Bewusstsein - leiten laesst. Es ist ganz sicher, dass hinter Martin's Widerstand gegen Yahel etwas anderes steckt. Vielleicht gibt es ihm aber doch ein Troepfchen zu "denken", wenn Du ihm sagst, dass Yael und Yaguar ein zu grosser Widerspruch sind, selbst wenn Yaguarundi ein kleiner Yaguar ist. Schau mal, was ueber Yaguar in Wikipedia steht: stell Dir vor wie ein Yaguar einen oder eine Yael toetet. Uebrigens habe ich jetzt gehoert, welche Probleme man in D. mit Namen macht. Die Tochter meine Stiefsohns, die zur Zeit in D. lebt, verheiratet mit einem Israeli, hat ihre Tochter Lior (mir-ist-Licht) genannt. Jemand bei der Behoerde hat herausgefunden, dass das ein maennlicher Name ist, und lange musste die Mutter herumstreiten, bis man eingesehen hat, dass Lior ebenso haeufig, wenn nicht haeufiger ein weiblicher Name ist. Die kleine Tochter meine Hausleute heisst so, und ebenso mein beste (junge) Freundin. Ihr werdet beide wachsen
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Dec. 23, 2013
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PONDERING I let M. go, since she wasn't whole with delivering the scroll to Avi. So what should I do now? Should I go there myself and deliver it? Or is the idea of conveying that message to Avi, nor right, nor now? Also Yael did not announce her coming and Ezri Alon went silent. Nor is there any responce from Joshua Bloom and the Tru'ah Rabbis. I need to learn, what all this "no, not, nor" has to teach me. One things is clear; I first need to learn that lesson about "manipulating" , which is new and to advance with the old "babble" lesson [s. above: felt day] towards its deeper goal. |
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RECALLING & UNDERSTANDING |
ENVISIONING |
LEARNING&EXPLORING |
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Training in explaining: The temporary model of the Desert Hosting Economy proved to be flawed: The succahs - though they were intended as "temporary" - stayed stuck to the ground. This tempts people to convert "temporary" into permanent. "Permanence" results in "wider, higher, deeper, denser" - - the more human installations = money&time investment, the more panic of thieves and terrorists, in short: "enemies". Therefore: guarding fences! Gone is the free.roaming, passing through the desert. Gone is the "comparative advantage" of the Ohalah. |
Training in envisioning I asked my pilot-son, if there are futuristic ideas, about a "body-plane", that would enable me to go wherever I want. "Technically this is already possible. But even if far advanced computer-logistics could regulate this kind of traffic through the air, this would make us even more vulnerable to attacks, and the already crazy panic [paranoia?] would increase!" How far from each other can the Ohalah-tents be, without spurring the guests' panic of theft and rape? |
exploring the
aims of Shaul Goldstein, director of of the INPA, which is intended to be the Parent of the MDH-Economy an article in Haaretz on Jan. 8, 2012 
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Finally a tune wanted to be added to qol dmamah daqah,
so as to stress, that the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy
will not manifest through storm or earth-quake
or fire,
but through "a voice of fine silence"
See
"INTEGRATION
or ELIYAHU'S LESSON"
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From
September
1, 2011
Water in the Desert? How come? [an old negative discovered in Dec. 2010, inserted in : Rejoice in your potential Peers Some more paper-photos, which I've NOT buried now in the Grave-of-Grace, since they show what I envision for the future of the Desert
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Dec. 24, 2013
No
longer "petitioning
and partnering" 
Do not counter adversaries with mental arguments, but womb their feelings in your womb  |
more
about "security" and "safety"  |
PONDERING
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I wonder about how often my websites hint at "the
future" of my tent.
See, what I noted underneath this image in "AraratHeart
> Rakhaf-3"
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From
ARARAT-HEART>2,2 My tent on Rakhaf was first erected in the East , then - on this picture - in the West with a mobile double solar panel |
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From
INTEGRATION |
Dec. 25, 2013
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RECALLING & UNDERSTANDING |
ENVISIONING |
LEARNING&EXPLORING |
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Schumacher's
"GOOD WORK", 1979 was given to me on May 22, 1989 by Dominique Grouès from Aix-en-Provence, France. In July 1988 I "reached" the bottom of the abyss, the abyss of not knowing my vocation and not knowing why I was led to live in a mobile home. In August I began to learn computer at "Manpower", which then employed me as a temporary secretary. When I got this job a second time, and for 6 weeks! my spirits woke up and I said bitterly and bravely: "If I can't find my vocation, I'll at least do something important for humankind: I'll promote Solar Energy. For one month - utilizing the "tools" of my working-place, i.e. computer, fax, phone, money, I explored, learnt, met relevant professionals, both in governmental authorities and in business. The Minister of Energy said, that I should forget about it, Solar Energy would never be viable, yet he recommended Dominique who had come to study and promote solar energy in Israel Dominique helped me to advance quickly during the one month of this my first step of what soon was to become my vision about Desert Hosting Economy. As to E.F.Schumacher: Since the age of 16 I "empowered" people as we say today, - I encouraged them to find the job that would satisfy them. One night - at the age of 27 - I had a kind of epiphany: Today I would phrase the message like this: "You are meant to change the paradigm of work: people will choose the work that makes them feel ZEST-FULL and FULL-FILLED and the world will be granted the people, who do the work that the world needs." A day after having delivered my PH.D.-thesis in 1972, I began to dedicate every free minute to this goal. That's how I heard about E.E. Schumacher and felt, that I was not alone with my vocation. In summer 1973 another angel appear on my abyss: the librarian and the director of the Hadassa-Institute for vocational consulting, The advice of the director and the caring of the secretary "provided" a job for me, where I could learn "practically"; finding jobs for academic immigrants from East Europe. I was rarely successful, but I learnt immensely. Now, on Dec. 25, 2013, I re-encounter E.F. Schumacher! |
In the face of the economy paradigm of "Twenty
years after his death, the ideas of E.F. Schumacher still
resonate through the environmental movement " |
The book from
the shelf this morning was: GOOD WORK, 1979 by E.F. Schumacher (died 1977), Bestselling author of SMALL IS BEAUTIFUL - and "A Guide for the Perplexed" On the back of the little book I read: WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF OUR WORK? When Dr. Schumacher took a look at the plight of businesses today [remember, that was before 1977 when he died!] and said 'small is beautiful' he spoke to millions and coined a phrase. In GOOD WORK he addresses a question which is central to most of us and one which is all too often ignored by the economic structure of the Western world. Dr. Schumacher maintains that the purpose of man's work is threefold: to produce necessary, useful good and services; to enable us to use and perfect our gifts and skills and, finally, to serve and collaborate with other people in order to liberate ourselves from inbuilt egocentricity. "A Job in which one finds no personal satisfaction destroys the soul. " With sanity and sensitivity the E.E. Schumacher offers important and thought-provoking alternatives which point the way to mankind's physical and mental liberation. A quote from "New Scientist": the message .... is...technology is not the inevitable ruler and real alternatives seem possible." Quote rom "Observer" : Dr Schumacher 'demonstrates that small is not only beautiful but essential if our working lives are to have any meaning, any satisfaction, any creative justification'. A quote from the book towards its end (p.142) ...Now T.L.C. is the only fertilizer that really works. Don't inquire where you can buyh it -- you can make it yourself. T.L.C. means tender loving care, and this is what our life needs. ...the withdrawal of human labor from agriculture, the substituton for T.L.C. of [by?] chemicals and big mechanization, we now have a system that has no real future because it is based totally on nonrenewable fossil fuels, and instead of working with nature it bullies nature. |
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RECALLING experiences
with the temporary model of my Desert Hosting Economy vision 
Hostess of the group from Italy and Germany, who came to keep SILENCE for 12 days, in Febr. 1993, a photo which I buried now...... |