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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"



addition at the bottom of this page on August 10, 2013,


See below:
The photos of the "WALK ABOUT LOVE 2009" ~continued from~ Godchannel.com: Who is God
my graphical edition of the Godchannel files
in the chronological order in which they were given.


Channeled on 1997/06/02-03 ~~~~~ Checked for updates on 2005_04_05 and again on 2009_02_21

Truth and Reality Class II:
Projection and Perception

first part: no title
All the World's a Movie Set
Lesson Two Discussion

          It is so true about people's perceptions being so different
        Dear Mr. God, Who am I?
        If denial gives strength to what we think of as bad, will love and acceptance weaken it?

"There is always another level to reality
and what we discussed in the first lesson
is only a part of the whole understanding needed here.
This lesson begins with another story of my origins.

"In the very beginning of my evolution as I was first awakening,
I became aware of myself as being aware.
I immediately had questions like,
"Who am I?" and "Where am I?"
I wanted to know more about myself.

"Almost at the same time I discovered
there was something that seemed to be outside of me.
I had a thought
that I might be able to use this other 'something'
to look back upon myself
and have it show me what I looked liked.
I thought this would help me learn more.

"Later I came to realize
that the 'something' I saw outside of myself
was actually the Great Mother
who was reflecting my own self-curiosity back to me.
However, I didn't know this at the time
What I had thought to be outside of myself
was actually not outside,

it was my own inner wish to learn more
being reflected back to me.

I even got the idea
that this 'something' was here
to help me find out more about myself.

I had experienced the first projection.

"The nonexistence of the outside world
that we discussed in Lesson One
can now be explained more fully.
The fact is there is something out there,
it's just not what it seems to be.



pp22 and pp39

"The Mother

is what is 'outside', she

is the magnetic field that surrounds all Light
and holds it in existence.
When there is communication between the Light and the Mother,
the two elements blend in communion.
Love manifests and form emerges.


"When there is relating without communion,
light bounces back like the images reflected from a movie screen.
This phenomenon is very aptly called 'projection'.
Of course this trait is not reserved only for Deity
It is a part of the experience
of every differentiated consciousness in Creation.

"In fact, most of what is called 'perception' is actually projection,
and there are many layers to it.
I will use the metaphor of the movie projector and screen
to make this subject easier to explain and understand.

"You have the sense of looking out into the world
through the 'lens' of your perception
and it seems information comes in to you through this lens.
This is only partly true.

"At a deeper, unconscious level
you have been first projecting information
in the form of attitudes,
and expectations

through the lens out onto the Mother
who reflects it back as 'perception'.


"Just as the projector sends light
through the filter of the film to the screen,
the very act of looking out there for something

sends the light of your attitudes,
and expectations

to the Mother
who then reflects it all back to you.

" Whatever images,
tastes or smells
are implied in the unconscious 'film' in your projector
at the time of 'perception' get projected out,
and are of course what you get back.
With the projection mechanism out of awareness,
it seems very much like your perception
is of something external and objective."

All the World's a Movie Set

"Now let's deepen the metaphor.
pp- preface left frame and Appendices>grandmotherhood>Yael_2
Imagine that in your venue
there is a film company producing a movie.
This is the movie of your life.
Over there talking with each other
are the producer, the director and the writer.
They're all you, with slightly different functions.
Also there are the actors and actresses,
and of course you are the star,
you're in every scene.

pp22 and pp42
Although it's not part of ordinary awareness,
you're the producer,
and star of the movie of your life.

"At a deep unconscious level,
pp22 and pp41 and pp42
you've hired' the people in your life
to play various roles in your drama,

pp22 and pp42
and you've done so
based on how convincing you thought
they'd be as the characters in the roles you've cast them.
When they're off the set of your movie,
all of these people have lives of their own.

"When they come to work here, however,
they leave behind who they are
when they are alone
and each becomes the character in the role
they have agreed to play for you.

pp22 and pp42
"Each person in your life is reflecting a part of yourself.
[italics in the original]

"As long as they are guests in your venue,
whatever they do or say, they are doing so
from the 'script' you've written at a deep unconscious level.


"Of course they have hired you [italics in the original]
to perform in each of their movies as well.
Each of them projects something different on you,
so you act a little differently when you're with each.
Depending on the strength of their projection
and the difference in the roles,
you can find yourself
and acting
very differently with different people.
With some you may feel very good about yourself and what you do,
with others, quite the opposite.
It's not that you are a different actor,
it's that you are playing different characters or roles
for different people
who have different kinds of parts projected onto you.



pp22 and pp41 and pp42
"There is, of course another level to all of this,
and it's not true that a woman who is raped, for instance
has 'brought it on herself'

pp22 and pp42
as many in the new age believe.
The other level I'm referring to is

where the Mother and I had our first encounter,
and where my nearly unconscious need for power
caused great harm to the Mother.
These early events in the history of the universe
are being played out now in your venue,
and there is more to stopping them
than simply deciding to do it.

Please join me in the healing class
for more information about what is at stake here."


"As we've noted, there are two sides to everything.
The other side of projection is perception,
and they form a continuum.
It's easy to know where any experience

fits in the range between the two poles.
The secret is in the way the experience feels.
[italics in the original]

and pp45

Feeling into a person, group or event
can bring you into direct
communion with them.
Seeing [italics in the original] these as merely 'outside' objects
forces them into the role of a screen for your projections


"When the Mother receives light,
there is
communion to the extent
she accepts the light and takes it in to herself.
However, any unconscious information sent ahead
with the intention of 'perceiving'
that does not resonate with the Mother

is reflected back.

"Any 'perception' like this is actually 'projection'

and the feeling about what is perceived
will have a value judgment in it.

The judgment may be positive, neutral or negative,
but the sense of the 'perception' will be
that it feels like part of the ordinary world.

"When the Mother resonates with the light
sent from the perceiver and accepts it,
there is
and a feeling of love and wonder
for whatever is perceived.

"True perception happens
when there is complete
merging and union with the perceived,
and this can happen only by feeling into it.


pp22 and pp45
"You get the feeling
that you're experiencing another world,
and truly you are.
There are  no  judgments  about  what's  perceived,
the value of something truly perceived  is at another level of reality,
beyond the normal range of 'good' and 'bad' and 'right' and 'wrong'


"The quality of the perception itself
is also quite different from ordinary experience.
There is extraordinary beauty in true perception.
Visual perceptions have a quality of luminosity and delicate clarity,
auditory perceptions have a sweetness and 'rightness' to them.
True perception also has a sense of synchronicity;
what is perceived seems to fit
into the world and the perceiver's life
in beautiful ways that feel right and make good sense.


"As you awaken more to Who You Truly Are,
true perception begins to replace projection.


"There is still much to learn in the world of duality and projection,
and you will find yourself moving back and forth
along this continuum as you experience yourself awakening.

"A very quick way to become more awake
is to withdraw your projections,
and a good place to begin this practice is
with the projections on those with whom you relate.


"We'll discuss a practice for doing this in a later lesson.
In the meantime, if you haven't already,
please read the page about releasing judgments.
Also, recommended reading for this class is
The Nature of Personal Reality: a Seth Book by Jane Roberts."

[one website about this book quotes the preface of it.
The words there seem to be taken from this Godchannel page or vice versa.
On 2009_06_23 that website does not exist any longer, but there is other info now.
As to "Seth" on Godchannel as well as on Healingkiss see the results of "search"]


Discussion is immediately below.

Truth & Reality Class, Lesson Three
Truth & Reality Class, Lesson One


Lesson Two Discussion

It is so true about people's perceptions being so different.
I have an example of seeing a friend from childhood at a class reunion.
We were talking about our relationship when she was younger
and she said she remembers us fighting a lot.
But, I told her I remember us being close and having fun.
Isn't it funny what people see.
It made me realize the dynamics of why she dumped me as a friend in high school.
In fact I finally realized this even more
and I wrote her a letter thanking her for dumping me.
I finally realized after 25 years
it was for my own good that she dumped me
that you (God) was trying to tell me to be my own person.
Not to be a shadow of somebody else.
If only I realized it back then that was the lesson.
I perceived it as poor me, nobody likes me
but now I realize it was you (God) saying
wake up and be your own person.
So thanks for the lesson. Sorry it took so long.

"I'll be sorry it took so long,
if you'll be happy you got it so soon."


Dear Mr. God, Who am I?
You should know, right?
That "truth and reality" thing
sounds like a bunch of that new age self-hypnosis
that denies what I sense, or feel.

How can I be responsible for what has gone before me?

How did I invite into existence my own mother,
who created me in her own womb?

How come in the last 10 or 15 years
I have never had any sense at all
that I am as powerful as some of those lessons claim?
What is my responsibility vis-a-vis healing the Nazis

and the lost Mother fragments?
Am I going to live?
Please, fill me with Light - Often.Thanks.

"The person you think you are
and the person who you truly are,
they are like the difference between you and me.
I know who you truly are,
and you know who you think you are.


"When you remember who you truly are,
you will remember that, like me,
you are indeed responsible for what has gone before,
whether you were aware of it or not.
When you remember who you truly are,
you will remember inviting your birth mother into existence.

The reason you haven't had a sense
of being as powerful as the lessons suggest is

"you've forgotten who you truly are,
and unfortunately in your forgetting
you have denied your greatness.


"Your responsibility vis-a-vis healing the Nazis

will be discharged
when you remember how they came to be,
and then do what is necessary

to redeem them within yourself.

Your responsibility in healing the lost fragments of magnetic essence
is to find them and help them come back to you.
Or if invited,
by going to them with my Loving Light
and your acceptance.
I will support you in this,
and the page on 'True Sacrifice' may be helpful here.


"Yes you will live,
long enough to make the difference
you came here to make.
And you are most welcome, my Light is your light."


If denial gives strength to what we think of as bad,
will love and acceptance weaken it?

Many times we dislike or disapprove of things happening around us.
There are many ways for us to deal with or perceive them.
What seems awful to one person may not seem so bad to another.
I have noticed that when I have a negative thought
and I shut it out telling myself that it is bad,
I don't feel strengthened, I only feel a bit heavier.
Lately, I have been trying to accept myself
and those around me
as their complete selves,
in doing so,
those around me all seem to be nicer

and I find it much easier to share my love with them
as I find more love throughout myself.
Is it okay to accept the bad?
And does this acceptance take power or strength from it?

"You touched the center of the issue when you said,
'what we think of as bad'.
'Bad' is of course, a judgment,
and therefore a decision.
Decisions cut off other possibilities for understanding,

as explained on the page Judgment Release

"And as you've noticed,
things that you decide are against you
become strengthened in their 'negative' effects
by that judgment.
And you are also noticing that your response
to people, circumstances and events is
what determines their effects on you.

"Your work in accepting yourself and others is excellent,
and a vitally important part of the healing journey to wholeness.
There is more specific advice on this
on the page Four Steps to Wholeness.

Yes, it's okay to accept the 'bad' things that come your way,
and trust that they will eventually fit
into a larger understanding of 'goodness'
than you'd previously judged possible.


"The power or strength of the badness
is not changed,
but rather transformed into the power and strength
of the newly discovered goodness
that had been previously hidden by the old judgment.

"This part of the healing journey,
while often one of the most difficult to accept,
can be among the most rewarding in quick progress toward wholeness."

Next: Truth & Reality Class, Lesson Three: Manifestation

I follow my understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
  that - after 7 years - I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing pages.
Since March 2009 I am "synchronizing" the chronological process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and - if there should be time - observations of the

"Walk About Love"

continuation of March 7, 2009 ,
last update of this page: 2009_06_23

Some rare photos of myself - with little Jonathan and his "foster-brother" Mowgli - in the morning after a torturous night and my decision to leave today,
since I had exhausted the experiences that I wanted to have ...


An article in English about the first week of the Walk about Love in Jerusalem Post mentions (anonymously ) my strong opposition to the Festival at Shittim ,
and also talks expressively about "Crystal" Rachel - a cute misunderstanding of "Christa",
which I encountered already on my first group-hike in Israel, - around Ein-Gedi and Massada, during Succot 1960, i.e. 49 years ago.....



Behind Mowgli: the one shower "room" , behind me: the camp of the Walk about Love (as differentiated from other guests of the Festival)



I'm adding some photos , taken by my cellphone camera two days earlier, on Friday, the second day of the Festival

A little "Sulkha" circle with Gabriel and Rotem, the photographer.

I attended it only because of Doron, our young genius,
who refuses to call himself an Israeli or to belong to any nation or denomination
and who speaks Arabic much better than I do.

The announcement on Wednesday, that Friday at the Ashram would be dedicated to the Jewish-Palestinian conflict,
had made me persuade him to come to Shittim instead of going elsewhere,
since he - as myself and many others - was not interested in the Festival, to say the least.
But among the overflooding activities at the Ashram the so-called "Sulkha" circles were pathetic
- to say the least, least, least...

Doron (center), Michal Katz (to his left) and Yak from Tchechia (to the right) in the Sulkha-circle

2011 - a correspondence with Yak in August 2011

August 24, 2011 - Dear Yak,

thank you for greeting me.
And thank you for being so considerate in your quest to hear about me
It's not that right now I have "nothing better or more urgent to do"
What made me postpone my answer , was the doubt,
if it is right to communicate right now.
The answers to your questions would fill volumes,
and I don't want to spill my thoughts and words into empty space.
If you could tell me, where YOU are, outside AND inside,
and why you think, you felt the urge to contact me,
I might understand, what exactly to share with you.

I am at present not in position to write at length. Anyway, nothing interesting about me at present :-)

August 31, 2011 - Dear Jakub,

You knew, that contacting me means getting yourself challenged
It's convenient to hear about my 'interesting' life,
while yours - in your eyes - is "not interesting':
"I often do not find time, energy or just mood"...
Yes there was some resonance between us,
so why don't you take the chance and tell me,
what is missing in your life among the three things
that in my eyes are the conditions of "Heaven on Earth:
grate-full-ness, zest-full-ness , full-fill-ment.
Now do find "the time", "the mood", "the energy"
and let me be your sounding-board!

And in order to be fair, I let you know,
that my body's health and my mind's serenity are as I desire,
and my exterior circumstances of living are perfect,
and my 16 actors in my drama, i.e. my family, are well,
and ever more people, who must have come to this planet and country "for this time",
are coming to the forefront and strengthen me in my own assignment "for this time".
Israel as a state is trembling while holding on to the "security-fetish",
instead of finally becoming masters of our destiny ("self-determination")
and convert those on whom we are dependent from enemies into partners.
But I in my work ("healing myself into wholeness and - by extension - all of Creation"),
focus on "celebrating what is right with the World"
A wise man just before the time of Jesus, Hillel, said:
"If I am here, all are here. If I am not here, nobody is here."
And another - famous , but not really understood slogan of Hillel:
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me, but I as myself who am I? and if not now, when?"

if you feel that we are on the same wavelength,
you may, perhaps, become inspired and encouraged
by how I root that "healing" in something physical, technical, material:
my website on computer and internet,
on which I've been creating like Michelangelo for ten years now.

And if you insist, that it wasn't any "urge" , but simply a mood,
and if you are triggered by me
("what attracts a trigger, is a hole in my wholeness that now wants to heal")
then let's postpone our contact "till the time will come"...   Christa-Rachel



The only other activity which I attended, both on Friday 7 AM and on Shabbat 7 AM, was announced as "Observations in Nature",
with Shai Gilad.

On Friday morning Shai Gilad sent us (only 4 participants) "out" to observe something.

Some 50 meters outside the Ashram I came across this strange composition:

A tamarisk and a sabra cactus

The latter does not grow wild in Israel, and can be seen usually at places of one of the 500 destroyed Arab villages.

The tamarisk for me symbolizes Abraham, the father of both, Ismael and Israel, and his covenant with the Philistines,
who gave their name to later "Palestine" and who then, 3000 to 3500 years ago, lived at what is now Gaza......

"So they made a covenant at Beer-sheba;
and Abimelech ... returned into the land of the Philistines
And Abraham planted a tamarisk-tree in Beer-sheba,
and called there on the name of the YHWH, the Everlasting God
And Abraham sojourned in the land of the Philistines many days"

Genesis 21: 32-34



Continuation of the photos of the "Walk about Love" in the Godchannel file
Judgment Release


August 10, 2013
an newletter article from the Lucid Dreaming Institute

THE FOURTH WALL: Recognizing the "Fictionality" of the Dream World

By Lynne Levitan, MD

I left the house to see if there really was a fire, and traveled up the block.
Upon turning the corner, I was in an unfamiliar place,
surrounded by multiple colorful, crazy happenings like a street fair.
The area was crowded with people, all engaged in seemingly artistic performances,
none of which meant anything to me.
...I was uncomfortable, felt that I did not want to be here,
and now it was night, and vaguely threatening.
I decided that, to find my way out of this place, and back where I wanted to be,
I would traverse this scene from one side to the other.
I explored in all four directions, but could not find a way out.
The crazy carnival was bordered by blocked-off alleys.
Now, I needed to empty my bladder,
and became truly frustrated at my inability to find my way out.

Then I awoke...
"Aha! That was the way out all along; to realize that I was dreaming!"
Moreover, I recognized a reference to a recent mention (in Wiley Miller's Non Sequitur comic)
I'd encountered of "breaking the fourth wall" the fourth wall being defined therein
as "An imaginary wall between fictional characters and an audience,
and it's broken when a character recognized their own fictionality."

To become lucid in a dream is to recognize the "fictionality" of the dream world;
that much is obvious.
How much more interesting and enlightening, however, to realize
that that "fictionality" extends to our own selves in the dream world!
Dream worlds, furthermore, are not just those worlds
we perceive and interact with while asleep in a bed.
Any world we find ourselves in is our dream of a world.

This is what the transcendent Eastern spiritual traditions teach,
and, from what science has learned about how our brains work
in constructing our sensory, mental and emotional environments,
the only rational explanation of the nature of everyday experience.
We in no way directly experience "the real world" with our senses, whether awake or dreaming.

When awake, input to the brain from energies
interacts with sensors in the body
and with the current condition of the brain's neuronal activities,
and mind and body create a world
and the way we feel about it.

Asleep, the brain is isolated from external energies,
and is left with patterns of experience,
models of prior worlds,
a body image,
and a model (or a variety of models) of the self with which to build worlds.
The same neural mechanisms act whether awake or asleep,
so the worlds we dream while asleep are as "real" as those we dream while awake.
In both cases, there is a "fourth wall," a way out,
which if broken, allows us to realize
that our worlds, including ourselves, are not the final truth.

To recognize one is dreaming is to break that fourth wall,
and see that what was so convincing, so all-encompassing, so solid,
was nothing of the sort.
That wall, unlike in the theater,
cannot be found by turning to the audience and realizing you are in a play.
It takes looking in a direction that is not within the bounds of the perceived world.
It requires being able to conceive of a reality beyond the currently perceived:
"I can't find my way home, because this is a dream."
Without the knowledge that there is a state beyond the dream,
it would not be possible to discover that one is dreaming.
Having made that leap, however, a further revelation tantalizes:
what reality will we discover
when we recognize that our waking reality is no more real than a dream?