"There
is however, a body of work
that reflects many details
of my experiences,
thoughts and feelings.
It is a series of books
called Right Use of Will.
Although there is no connection
between the channelers
on this web site
and the channeler
of the Right Use of Will books,
my message has a similar purpose.
"Here I am primarily addressing
the spirit in you.
In the Right Use of Will books
the message is
for and in support of
the Mother in you.
In both cases the purpose is
healing of the Gap
that still separates
Spirit and the Mother
in you,
and all of Creation.
"There is no other source of
'outside' information,
including this web site
that offers such a rich mixture
and large number of glimpses
into the true being and Spirit
and the Mother of Creation
whose essence is called 'Will.'
I recommend
the Right Use of Will material if you are serious about healing
and about following my lead
toward wholeness."
In Oct.2012 I
completed
copying
and graphically editing
all eight books
of Right Use of Will.
See the overview
of links
to all the pages
When quoting
from one of the books
in "Puzzle-Pieces"
its coloured symbol will appear. There
is meaning
to the
colours.
Since March 2002 I
started to convert
some symbols into sound buttons [see pp53
, 2002_03_17]
Click to listen to the quotes I chose
as representing the books!
To close a button, click again!
LAND OF PAN
(orange)
The Loss of Power and
Magic on Earth
Dedicated to
The Father of Manifestation,
that Maigned, Misunderstood,
but Essential Part of God
1995
I found no relevance in this book
for myself so far, to my regret
IMPRINTING
(red) A Healing of the
Chakras
1998
Dedicated to The Healing of the Gap and the Survival of
Love.
This book was newly with me,
when I was grounded to the earth.
For 7 days I even peed into a
shawl and dried it in the air, because my back couldn't
move.
The book got very damaged.
"Loving Spirit
as your own conscious awareness
must be willing
to move all the way down
to the deepest and darkest Hells
...
"Loving Light,
truly exalted consciousness,
conscious awareness
with the intent to heal ~
is Light that is coming down
from the heights of glory and power
to be with the most anguished terror
in Hell.
"Loving Light is truly
worthy
of the title 'God.'
It is Light that's willing
to somehow find its way ~
to dwell ... in Hell.
"But who will do this?
Who would voluntarily
bring their consciousness
from the heights
of the cosmic glory and power
they have attained ~
to the hopeless depths
of torturous pain and despair?
"The answer of course is you,
the human whose intent is
the healing of Creation."
"In
the real healing work
humans are doing,
it is necessary
to take your conscious awareness
into Hell
to be with and support the Will [=emotions]
that's still trapped there.
"The terror you
have experienced
in your participation and witnessing
of these events
is your own terror,
your own
lost Will crying out to you
"As bad as these
events may feel,
this is the opportunity to heal
what is yours to heal. ...
"Come to the most difficult feelings
of terror, rage and grief ~
with love, acceptance, appreciation and encouragement.
"When your own spirit
is truly loving all of the feelings
triggered in you
by world events, you are doing
planetary healing work ~ inside of yourself,
the only place
it can truly happen
...
"Yes,
as more of this unfolds
the important thing to remember ~ is
that blame is nonsense. There really is no 'them,'
in the healing work ~
either terrorists
or patriotic warrior saviors.
'They,' 'the enemy,'
warriors of all kinds ~
are all reflecting denied parts of yourself.
"Being aware
of what is triggered in you
is not a bad thing,
it is the first step in the healing...
Even though
it may feel very bad at first, embrace it, own it, be it
...
Wholeness of being will be yours,
if you are willing to take responsibility
for all that you experience,
if you are willing
to bring your own light
and healing intent,
bring your own consciousness
lovingly and intentionally
into Hell ~
The
Purpose of HEALING - K.i.s.s.
as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential PEERS to
HEAL ourselves
into WHOLEness,
and - as holograms -
all of Creation!
I
focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us
all!! "I
want you to feel everything, every little
thing!"
2001_08_20
Ave
Maria
Where have you been hiding?
Don't you know we need you!
Things are looking pretty bad down here.
I know that there is beauty,
Gentleness, and laughter.
These are things you always stood for
Help us find them too.
I
know you hear the fighting
See the torch we're lighting
On our quest for peace and freedom
Help us see this through
Hey, there, Maria! Santa Maria
May I take a liberty
And say that it's a shame to me
Not to live in harmony
We're all just hoping
someone will step forward singing Amen
Come let's join in and sing Amen
This new, so relevant text to the traditional Latin Ave Maria
(Hail Mary)
adapted by Charles Gounod to J.S. Bach's Prelude #1 from the
Well-Tempered Klavier, Book I,
was created by the Israeli singer of Yemenite background Noa
or Achinoam Nini.
My special connection to it: I never go to concerts,
but while working on the realization of my desert vision,
there was once a very unusual event,
a concert with Achinoam in the middle of nowhere in the desert.
I drove there in my jeep with the team of
Succah in the Desert
and was deeply touched by Achinoam's singing.
In 1995 I was given the gift of a discman with this one disc.
I walked over the mountains of the desert listening to this
song.
I sat under the stars outside my
mobile home in the desert
singing and praying Achinoam's Ave Maria together with her.
In 1998 - in a desert
hosting business high above the Salt Sea,
where I and some partners were preparing for another realization
of the desert vision,
I suddenly met her in person...
2012-03-31
Yael, my granddaughter, showed me a video with Bobby McFerrin
,
as he
sings the Ave Maria with an audience. ["if you are Jewish and
have a problem with Ave Maria, sing Oi-weih Maria..."]
Next to this youtube - on May 11, 2012 - I found another one
- of one hour
- MrFerrin
with the Israel Philharmonic Orchestra 1995
there - at the minutes 14:10
and 59:02- Achinoam can be seen in the audience, delighting
greatly.
This is what I always dreamt of
- an artist, who makes everyone participate and feel full-filled!
at 21:23 - while MrFerrin
sings a duet with himself in two contrasting pitches,
a young mother with a baby in her lap can be seen!
Imagine the front row of a magnificent concert-hall!
At 30:00 - with his incredible voice
diapason
McFerrin - amidst the Israeli orchestra -
SINGS the part of the first violin in a familiar piece of
Bach.
I sobbed...
Laughing, crying, screaming - the entire palette of body-sounds
are allowed!
At 34:00 he encourages the audience
to roar with the loudest of voices "Mambo",
thus introducing
Westside-Story, ending with my beloved: "There's
a place for us"..
2001_08_20; last update: 2003_04_18
From A Letter
from God to Those Doing the Healing Work "Among
the makers of humanity
are those of you
who are doing this healing work ~
manifesting your own healing into wholeness
and by extension,
the healing of all Creation..."
"How
you really feel is
what needs expression
... emphasize guttural sounds. [=sounds coming
from the throat].
" ... the definition of
love
needs to be expanded
to include emotions
that have been labeled 'negative'."
"When
the will [=emotions] receives judgement
instead of love and light [=acceptance and consciousness]
it becomes lost from the light
and thus the term, 'Lost Will'."
The PUZZLE
How will I know, that I'm
whole?
"You
cannot love anyone else unconditionally
if you do not have all of yourself there
to love them.
Unconditional love exists
when all of you
is loving all of that which you love."
Introduction p.III
This
site and all of its info
is about one thing only :
to understand and to heal
what is preventing me
from loving all of myself.
Before
starting with specific pieces,
that are relevant for specific people,
helping them heal at a specific time,
I'll deal with some general concepts.
WHO is GOD?
"There are several parts
or persons in Deity... 'God'
is a title
that belongs to each of the parts of Deity, ...
to the Mother and Spirit
in union as Heart
in Body."
My eldest granddaughter made this
drawing for the wall of her classroom, but it was not accepted.
January 2002
I have a problem with mythical
imagery.
I need to translate it into my own words,
similar to what I do with Biblical imagery. [Exemplified in "My
Life's Harvest">My Bible and >My Book]
The following passage is helpful with this.
"...
people on Earth have observed
that the great cosmic forces
are an electro-magnetic field
of great splendor and power,
but they have not realized
that this energy is
the Consciousness that originated everything
and the Mother of all life,
the Heart that balances it
and the Form that manifests it.
...
"I have given the story in this book
to help you understand
that the great cosmic forces
love and feel,
have heart
and express themselves in Creation. p.IX-X
Also in "Godchannel"
it is once
said explicitly,
that the language is often that of metaphors:
"
There are many
levels of reality.
When I ask you to give to me as Spirit
the pain of the Mother that you are holding,
I mean that as a metaphor
for your own magnetic essence and spirit essence to unite.
Of course on a deeper level
the reality is that I am you,
and the Mother is you,
so your inner union is our union as well."
TIME
and EVOLUTION
Already
in the blue book God says, "I
am an evolving God!", meaning,
that he learns, grows, understands,
what he did not understand before.
Evolution
implies that there is time.
"I am currently
using TIME
as a reference point
for the progression of consciousness
because TIME is
how events have been experienced on Earth.
It is not possible
to give these understandings another way right now
and make sense of what you need to be told." p.IX
In the blue book 'God' talks to us,
as we were used to - from above.
Since the second, the violet,
book
he, and the other aspects of Deity,
present us with their own evolution.
NO HIERARCHY and NO JUDGMENT
Deity's evolution
becomes visible
between RUOW and Godchannel.
(Last official post by Clarity
to >Deity Pages>Spirit:
PurpleBlue Needs to ~~~WAKE UP 08/08 03:29pm)
I believe that there is a
synchronization:
the God-Channelers
refocus on channeling
while I am now mature to be an instrument
for facilitating focused, effective interaction
between us who want to heal into wholeness.
