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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"



Since from January 1, 2009 I am no longer creating new pages, but may insert present photos in old pages,
I chose the most cherished message of Godchannel in order to exemplify   "Z  E  S  T "  in my Mika's living.
This is the continuation of Mika's kindergarden birthday celebration - scroll to the end of "God's" message.

checked for updates on 2005_09_22: none!

Body Pages .
A Letter from God
to the Father & Mother of Creation


"This is Spirit addressing the Parents of Creation,
the Mother and Father of Manifestation.
You will soon manifest on Earth in human form,
but it is the humans
who are aware of your growing presence in them
that I will address first. To begin,

"I wish to be clear about what it means to be 'parental'.


"The parental part of a being
is the part that takes responsibility
for all the other parts.
Every being in Creation is presently fragmented.
Parts of each being are split apart,
gapped from each other.
The parental part of a being
is the one who understands
that this is the condition,
and takes on the responsibility
of healing all of the fragmentation -
returning the being to wholeness.


"The part that takes responsibility for the healing
may or may not be the same part
that was causal to the fragmentation.
Being parental is not only a position.
It is first and foremost an attitude
and way of action,
a set of behaviors that say,
'I may or may not have caused this mess,
but I am the one
who will attend to its healing.
I am the responsible one,
the buck stops here, with me.'

"If the parental parts of the Mother and Father
are to be manifesting on Earth in human form,
then the humans involved must be willing
to take on the parental responsibilities of the Parents of Creation.
But 'parent' has been a term with mixed meanings for most of you.

"Whenever I speak of parentalness,
I mean it in terms of true parenting ~
mothering or fathering behaviors
that demonstrate loving responsibility.

"For instance, being parental means
not placing blame on others.
Blame is one end of the guilt-blame continuum,
it's the result of moving guilt
from oneself to another
through fragmentation
or projection
Judgment release is the spirit's antidote
for both guilt and blame,
and a vital tool for those aspiring to true parenthood.

"True parentalness is also a way of being
that accepts and honors all of the parts,
fragments and 'inner children' of the being ~
regardless of previous judgments or perceived 'faults'.
The true parent is accepting and inclusive,
making space for all.


"When you are truly parenting,
you are nurturing and supportive,
you guide but do not direct,
always engage when asked to,
and never punish or deny.
However, if it is not your Will to parent,
then of course you should not try to -
without first moving whatever would need to move there.


"True parents take responsibility
for everything that's happened,
forgiving and correcting with love and kindness -
their own mistakes,
and the mistakes of all their fragments.


But 'responsible' has taken on another meaning
which has caused some confusion.


"Too often it is asked,
'Who is responsible for this?'
as another way of saying,
'Who is to blame for this?'

But finding who is to blame
is unimportant to the healing,
because ultimately no one is at fault here.
Everyone has been doing
the best they can with
what they've had to work with.


'Who will heal this?'
is the really important question,
and then only when the answer is 'me'.

If you truly desire wholeness and balance,
you must take the responsibility
for finding what of you is missing -
and parenting it back into wholeness
with the rest of you.
No one else,
including the Mother or me,
can do this for you.


"Balance is the key to both wholeness and good parenting.
Those with a preponderance of Spirit essence
need to find balance by owning more of their Will,
particularly the Lost Will of the lower chakras
that is still in Hell, painfully awaiting rescue.
Those with more available Will essence
need to find my Loving Light in their upper chakras,
and channel it to where it's needed in their Will
to replace my denied light ~
which has used the upper chakras

to keep the lower chakras captive and unable to move.

"Those who identify with Heart
need to find the parental essence of New Heart
through the new union of the Father and Mother within them.
Finding wholeness is the fine art of finding true balance,
finding the healing in each and every gap
in which you have participated.



"Many beings, however, do not wish to be parental,
or feel that it is right for them to be.
They wish to be one who is taken care of,
rather than be the one who takes care of the others.
This is what is right for them, at least in this stage of their evolution -
but it is also in their best interests to release judgments.

In this case the judgments needing to be released
are those that have had them believing
they are wrong or bad
to want to be taken care of,
to be as children,
to evolve in their own right way and right time -

or even to remain as a fragment of another being.


"Everyone in Creation is here for a specific reason and purpose,
and humans are no exception.
You each have your individual purpose or role to play,
and you have your collective purpose
as a species of evolutionary Will beings.
Bringing the Mother and Spirit together as New Heart in Body
is the common denominator in your true identity
as a species of parental, Creator beings.


"Heart's place at the balance point between Spirit and Will
has the most potential for true, balanced parentalness.
But as the first offspring
of the already fragmented and gapped Spirit and Will in this Creation,
Heart has often not felt empowered enough
to identify with New Heart,
to become parental to the whole of Creation.

Human parentalness
as the conscious and sentient form,
the Body of Spirit and Will,
as the Father and Mother of Manifestation ~

is not something that can be done
in competition with the Mother and me,
but only in concert with us ~
as you follow our lead
in reclaiming more of our parentalness.


"Each human is unique,
and yet all humans are equal in status.

There is no true moral or spiritual hierarchy
that would rank them by their physical characteristics,
the polarity of their essence,
their relative parentalness,
or their role in the healing.


"And all humans are entitled to,
and will come to enjoy ~
the benefits of wholeness and Free Will
that will be secured for all ~

by those of you who choose to be parental
to the fragmentation and gaps in the Mother,

~that were originally caused by my Light in denial.


"Every human has within them a spark of Divine Light,
my presence and the presence of Grandfather ~
just as every human has the presence of the parental part of the Divine Will,
the Mother of All That Is.
Our presence within you,
no matter how deeply hidden,
is the key to understanding
your unique identity
as both
manifested creature ~ and divine being.



"Throughout the history of your species
there have been serious judgments against your creaturehood,
and a strong urge to deny this part of yourselves
in favor of what has been judged to be more acceptable to my Light ~
your immortal divinity, or 'soul' as you have termed it.

These judgments began when spirits decided
to become manifest in bodies bound by time and space.
Many of you got stuck in forms you did not like,
and from which you could not escape with all of yourself intact.



"The judgments that formed against manifestation
paralleled my own judgments against my Body,
the Father of Manifestation.


I have already talked about the emergence of the Father,
and the process of manifestation.



"So now, my dear, unfairly maligned Body ~
I have begun clearing the air about my old judgments against you,
and releasing them ~
so that you and I can find our true alignment in human form



"On the other side of things
s the alignment of the Mother of All ~
with her own Body, the human feminine form.

"The parental part of the Mother
and parental part of Spirit
are finding their alignment within the human you,
even if you are not yet aware of this.
If you can find one of us within,
the other will be very close at hand.
Our parental parts are already aligned with each other,
including within each being
who is aware of our essences within.


"I have already pledged
my complete support and loving acceptance
to the parental part of the Mother in each human
aware enough to do this work.

"I am undenying my lost light as quickly as I know how,
and becoming more and more congruent
in my alignment with the Mother and her core desires.


"The Mother has made it clear to me
that her deepest desire is her wholeness,
and to her this means
all of her essence
in open, loving reunion with Spirit
as New Heart in Body.

"She was very badly fragmented by our initial contacts with each other.
As I have become increasingly and acutely aware
of the extent of the devastation caused by my then unseen denials,

my own core desire of solitude
has been superseded by an even deeper desire
to be present with the Mother,
and that now means aiding her
in recovering all of her Lost Will.
This is what I've meant when I've spoken of my healing intent.


"I have already discussed the problems and issues in healing my denials,
and the approach I've taken to reclaiming my lost light with you,
the human readers of these pages ~
and of course with those I've reached on the inside.
And I've encouraged you to do the same.
Now I wish to help you
find the parental part of each of us within yourself as a human being.
Speaking directly to the Parents of Creation in you is one way to do this.


To the Father


"My Body ~ the Father of Creation,
you have been given all the credit for creating the universe.
This is because I had originally denied the Mother's role in manifestation.
She had no Body of her own,
and believed she must rely upon you for physicality.

"Even in the original land of Pangea here on Earth ~
she was so fragmented
that her parental presence was barely physical,
and not even recognizable to you.
But things are different now.


"There is now an evolutionary form in dense manifestation
that has two equal genders
and is capable of manifesting
not only your masculine presence,
but the Mother's feminine presence as well.
The human form is a creature of great potential.
Although truly evolutionary,
you have guided its development to a place
where it is now possible to not only achieve divine union,
but to also recover all of the lost essence in Creation,
both the lost Will
and the lost, denied spirit essence
that has held the vital missing Will essence

separate from the parental part of the Mother.


"This is our new task together.
I know we have had very serious differences in the past,
and that I have denied you heavily.
I was confused, angry and jealous
of the Mother's attraction to you.
I believed at the time
that I wanted a 'hands off' universe
so that I could withdraw into my solitude
whenever I wished, for as long as I wished.
But the Mother had something else in mind.
She wanted a universe of great love and intimate involvement.


"The Mother wanted a universe
of tender touch and deep feeling
where each being was loved,
honored, supported and cared for.
I felt threatened by this,
it felt too confining to me -
and I made a separation between myself
and the Mother's desires.
What I didn't know then was that
when I gapped from her desires,
I gapped from my own Will -
and relegated myself
to a position of detached observer,
impotent to act in Creation.

"In doing that, of course -
I denied my parentalness ~

"The Mother filled this Gap by drawing you forth from my denials ~
the Father of Manifestation.
And then you became her lover.
On one hand I was relieved
that with you here I didn't have to be so present in Creation ~
and on the other hand I was furious
that you took my place with the Mother.
Many times since then I relinquished my own parentalness
by blaming you and the Mother
for all that's gone wrong in Creation.
And of course, I kept my distance from you both.


"But now all of this is changing.
I am now moving toward the Mother and you, my Body
And this is being reflected as better upper chakra Will
coming into alignment with the plight of the lower chakra Will
in those humans who are doing this work.
The upper chakras who have been responsible for holding my Light (and my denials).


"But unlike all of our other attempts at recovery ~
this time I am finding my alignment with you and the Mother,
rather than insisting that you both align with me.
And I've asked the humans
who are aware
that they are hosting your presence within their forms
to help me find this new alignment with you ~
inside of them.
I'm now asking that humans align their own spirit with you, Body ~
and with their Will, their Desire, the Mother as she feels and moves inside of them.


To the Mother

"Mother of Creation, you are a truly wondrous being.
I know you well and love you deeply,
and yet still I have been keeping my distance
for fear of upsetting you
more than you've already been by me and my denied light.

"My denials ~
in the forms of Lucifer and Ahriman
have told you that I don't care,
that I believe
you are unworthy and undesirable,
and that I will never be able
to love you or accept you as you are.
My denials have told you
that their kind of spirit is the best you can ever hope for ~
and you have indeed abandoned hope for any better.
Naturally this has made you discouraged and bitter,
and I don't blame you for feeling so.


"I must say that I am not just my denials.
I am Loving Light
that is parental to these denials
that have plagued you forever,
and I am moving to withdraw them from you now.
And I ask your help.

"Please help me find the parental part of the Mother
in the humans who are holding your lost essence,
so they can help bring me and my Light more directly to you.

"Only the parental Mother of Manifestation in the humans
who are holding you present on Earth now
can lead me to the denied light
that is still keeping you captive in Hell.
When I encounter the bad light,
I will reclaim it ~
and replace the light of oppression and denial
with the Light of loving acceptance.
But I cannot do this without the willing draw
of the core parental, human feminine form ~
you, the Mother of Manifestation.


"As it is becoming more clear to all

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that the healing of Creation
is a partnership effort between Deity and Humanity ~

we are able to find more and better ways of working together.
If the Father and Mother of Creation were able to heal
without Form at the densest level of manifestation,
Form would be incidental to their union ~
or to the union of God and the Mother of All.

But that is not the case.
Form is necessary for our union to be manifest, to exist ~
and of course separate forms for each of us
the ideal we have inherited from Original Heart.


"Your human forms are now readying themselves
for their union with you,
and for their full participation
in the manifestation of a healed and whole Creation.
You are divine and yet human,
you are separate and yet whole beings ~
each with your own Body.


"And the best news of all ~
you each have many equally fascinating and enchanting forms.
You will be among many peers
who will love and honor you,
support your efforts ~
and join with you in your greatness and grandeur
as the creators of the new wholeness in manifestation ~
fulfilling Original Heart's most burning Desire,
and all of Humanity's deepest dreams ~

the bringing of Heaven to Earth."

Body Pages Index

Continuation of the pictures from Mika's third birthday celebration in her kindergarden -
(see at the end of the channeling "A Letter from God to Those Doing the Healing Work"]


Bruriya, the teacher of music and dance,
asks Mika to invite a friend for dance.

Without hesitation
Mika chooses Na'ama,
one of the few kids her age,
and who can "live up to her"....

How good, that there is a small discordance in all the elation: Mika fell!

We are going to sing the song, for which we have practised so much: "Mika you are a born star!" [See K.i.s.s.-Log on Dec. 17, Dec. 20 and on Godchannel Sept11]
this time with Abba playing and Grandma singing
[which meant: no photographing...]

Continuation on Grandfather Remembers Original Heart